guarding you for seven years

Sometimes the mood is like a tangled vine, firmly locking the roots born of love and hate. ---Ouyang Weiqiao

The sixth year NO.11

It was already the second day when Xia Lu woke up, she slowly opened her eyes, the light entered the room through the window, refracted into her eyes, it was a bit dazzling, she opened her mouth, moved her throat, The pain was unbearable for her.

"Xia Lu, you're awake." Bian Yang's voice sounded in Xia Lu's ear, hoarse and flustered, his hand was still tightly holding Xia Lu's hand.

Xia Lu wanted to withdraw her hand, but Bian Yang's grip was so tight that she couldn't pull it out at all. She looked at Bian Yang helplessly, and the memory of last night came over like sea water.

Xia Lu lowered her eyes, stopped looking at Bian Yang, and said, "I want to drink water." The whole throat seemed to be broken, there was no sound at all, only breath came out.

Bian Yang immediately got up and went out to get Xia Lu a glass of water. Xia Lu leaned against the bed and drank it all in one gulp, finally her dry throat didn't hurt so much.

"I made porridge, I'll serve you some." Bian Yang took the cup from Xia Lu's hand and said softly.

Xia Lu shook her head, then looked down at the hands tightly grasping the quilt, she didn't want to eat, her head was still hurting, and she had no strength at all.

Bian Yang ignored Xia Lu, and went to the kitchen to serve porridge in front of Xia Lu, "I'll feed you, I'm taking medicine after eating, if it's really uncomfortable, we'll go to the hospital."

Xia Lu didn't speak, didn't look up, and didn't know what she was thinking.

"Xia Lu." Bian Yang's hand holding the bowl tightened again and again, she was really impatient.It should be said that since Xia Lu said that she and Xiao Zi were together last night, she has been in a state of extreme rampage. She can still restrain herself now, and she has spent all her energy.

Xia Lu raised her head slowly, her pale little face was full of stubbornness, she looked at Bian Yang, her lips were tightly pursed, her eyes were clear, she was regretting, why did she live in Bian Yang's apartment, Bian Yang has always been That domineering Bian Yang has never changed, she has always known it, but she is still immersed in Bian Yang's tolerance and love for her, ignoring that Bian Yang is originally a tiger, and she, a little white rabbit, will kill her at any time. fatal.

Xia Lu didn't want to say anything, her mind was blank now, she took the bowl held by Bian Yang, picked up the spoon and put the porridge into her mouth one bite at a time, the aroma of white rice porridge instantly occupied the whole mouth, and the silent taste buds became active She got up, but her stomach couldn't hold anything.

Xia Lu swallowed the whole bowl of porridge with difficulty, her throat hurt like she was about to catch fire, she raised her hand to cover her throat, closed her eyes, and waited for the remaining pain to pass.

Bian Yang stood by and looked uncomfortable. She knew that Xia Lu was very uncomfortable now, and she couldn't stimulate Xia Lu anymore. At this moment, it was not suitable for them to talk about anything.

The whole day, Xia Lu lay in bed, and Bian Yang delivered three meals to Xia Lu's hands. Xia Lu was silent for a day, and Bian Yang was also silent for a day.

Bian Yang guarded Xia Lu for a whole day, watching her struggle to eat and take medicine, then fell into a deep sleep, and when she woke up, she repeated the previous things silently.

After dinner, after taking the medicine, Xia Lu lay quietly on the bed, with her eyes closed tightly, breathing calmly, which was completely a sign of falling asleep.Bian Yang adjusted the temperature of the air conditioner, then turned off the lights, and walked out of Xia Lu's room.

Xia Lu opened her eyes the moment the lights went out, and what caught her eyes was darkness. In her clear apricot pupils, there was a sparkle of light, flowing down the corners of her eyes to the pillow.

Enduring it for a day, because Bian Yang never left her, she didn't even dare to cry, her heart ached so badly, her whole breathing seemed to be blocked by something, she covered her heart with one hand, and her chest with the other. Mouth, why is it so painful, why?

Bian Yang was leaning against the sofa exhaustedly, her mind was in a mess, she shouldn't be so anxious, Xia Lu was already very sensitive to their relationship, now, it is estimated that she will not be able to return to her previous natural state .

Bian Yang glanced at the door of Xia Lu's room, then got up and went into the kitchen, and took out a bottle of Lan Fang from the cabinet. At this moment, wine should be her best solution.

The room was dark, and the moonlight coming in through the floor-to-ceiling glass shone faintly on Bian Yang's body, and his sadness and strong melancholy couldn't be melted away in the brown liquid.

She didn't dare to say, she must have something to say about Xia Luzhi, because she knew how deep Xia Lu's obsession with Xiao Zi was, and no matter how much she did for Xia Lu, she couldn't get rid of it.

What are you afraid of?He was afraid that Xia Lu would be strangers to her from now on, that there would be no Xia Lu by his side in the future, and that he would never see those curved apricot eyes again.

The spicy alcohol eroded her stomach. She only cared about letting Xia Lu eat all day, but she didn't eat anything herself. Now that she was drinking such a high concentration of alcohol, even an iron-struck stomach might not be able to bear it.

The burning sensation slowly dissipated from her stomach, and the pain made her more sober. The more sober she was, the more she wanted to drink, and the more she drank, the more painful it became. Bian Yang fell into an endless loop like this.Bian Yang was tormented by stomach pain all night, and finally fell asleep due to the pain.

Xia Lu slept for a whole day during the day, and basically didn't sleep much at night. At five o'clock in the morning, she wanted to drink water. She put on her coat and walked out of her room, then walked to the kitchen, finished drinking water, and glanced at the door of Bian Yang's room , no sleepiness at all.She slowly walked towards the sofa in the living room in the dark. She wanted to sit for a while, but after lying down for a day and a night, her whole body was sore.

Xia Lu's progress was blocked, and there seemed to be something blocking her under her feet, she frowned, she didn't remember anything here.

She squatted down slowly, groping her hands in the dark, as if she had touched an arm, Xia Lu didn't dare to confirm, and continued to touch up the arm, face, hair?

Xia Lu's hands flicked away immediately, she got up, and hurriedly walked to the light switch, "Crack." The light was turned on by Xia Lu.

Xia Lu saw Bian Yang lying on the ground, the strong smell of alcohol was still wafting in the air, Xia Lu walked towards Bian Yang in a panic, looking at Bian Yang's peaceful sleeping face, she didn't know whether to wake Bian Yang up.

After a few minutes of silence, Xia Lu picked up the pillow on the sofa and carefully placed it under Bian Yang's head, then took the blanket and covered Bian Yang's body.Xia Lu thought, fortunately there is a carpet on the floor, and it's not too cold, so don't wake her up, let her sleep.

Xia Lu went back to the room, put on her clothes, then glanced at Bian Yang who was still sleeping, turned off the light in the living room, changed her shoes softly, and went out.

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