my brother-in-law

There were two suitcases, one big and one small, and suddenly felt very sad at that moment. I don’t know why a good trip turned into this way. When they went there, they were very happy, and this was his first time. Hang out with family for the first time.

That's right, for so many years, brother-in-law has long been his family member, and he may also be the closest person.

Of course Jin Ming had nothing urgent to do, he just didn't want to stay in that place anymore, he thought it would create good memories, but who knew it would be self-defeating.

He has liked Qi Li for a long time, step by step, slowly waiting for him to grow up, he couldn't help but confess his love, but he was silently rejected.Looking at Qi Li looking at him with a little panic and fear in his eyes, and his careful precautions in his movements, he himself felt like a pervert, a pervert who could eat people, it was really scary.

But it's obviously not like this, he just likes someone, there's nothing wrong with that, in his own eyes, of course it is.But could Qi Li not think so?What he thought was that he would be held that way by an old man, or his brother-in-law, would he feel disgusted?feel bad?If he thought about it this way, Jin Ming couldn't stop at all.

He will be sad and hurt, and he is afraid that he will not be able to control himself.For so long, he never seemed to think that the person he likes would not like him. Is he too confident?I always feel that I have a sure chance of winning, but who knows that the reality is really a mess.

Jin Ming smiled wryly, his heart was still not strong enough, he never knew that he was so fragile, as long as a child's panicked eyes, a back movement, his heart would be suffocated suddenly, with a slight indescribable feeling heartache.Before he figured out what to do, he should not get too close to the child. He was really afraid that the child would completely hate him.

Love will make a person worry about gains and losses, feel uneasy, and become not like himself.

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[-]. Sometimes, if you want to avoid someone, even if you live under the same roof, you may not see them often. This summer Qi Li really felt this truth deeply.

During the long summer vacation, if he didn't deliberately wake up earlier or go to bed later, he wouldn't even be able to see his brother-in-law.Jin Ming's work is already very busy. If he gets busy, he can really go home late at night, and the nature of his work does not lack people who invite him to eat and drink.

He is someone who can really not see his brother-in-law for a day.Sometimes Qi Li wanted to say something to him, but he was in such a hurry that it was not easy to disturb.

If it was just suspicion before, then there are some things he can be sure of now.He couldn't explain that feeling, he didn't hate it, but he was a little scared in his heart. He really never thought that his brother-in-law would have such feelings for him, it seemed unbelievable.

Why does brother-in-law like him?When did it happen?What is that sister?

And he...is a boy!What a mess!What the hell are they?Is it okay to like girls first and then boys?

Originally, he thought that he would stay away from his brother-in-law in the future and avoid him. Anyway, he didn't like men, and it was even less likely that he would like his brother-in-law, so it shouldn't cause any trouble, right?

But who knew that his plan was preempted by his brother-in-law before it was implemented.

He avoided himself first.

He could comfort himself that he was thinking too much, but from his brother-in-law's reaction now, it really wasn't a sign of him thinking too much.It's just that my brother-in-law didn't say anything formally, so I had no choice but to pretend that I didn't know. Maybe this is the best way?

Even if it's only to maintain a superficial calm, it's better than piercing the window paper, right?Although everyone knows it well.

Qi Li originally found a summer job as a waiter not far from home, but the salary is too low. After deducting the bus fare, there is not much salary left, and the work is very hard. I have to stand nine times a day. Hours, labor can be said to be very cheap.

He weighed it up and felt that it was indeed not as valuable as staying at home and reading a book. Anyway, he owed so much, so it wasn't that bad, right?

So this summer vacation, he studied the books for the whole summer vacation with peace of mind.

One morning when I went to the municipal library to read, I accidentally came across Wang Xiaobo's "Their World——A Perspective on the Chinese Gay Community". After some hesitation, I took it out and read it.

When the museum was closed in the evening, he walked back slowly with mixed emotions.

Homosexuality is not a disease, and he does not discriminate against homosexuality, but he is not.

Growing up so big, he has never liked anyone, and he doesn't know what it would be like to like someone, but he is sure that he doesn't like his brother-in-law.

Qi Li's mind was in a mess and upset.

Since I live on campus anyway, I probably won't have many opportunities to meet my brother-in-law in the future, right?No...it's okay, he just pretends he doesn't know.

Homosexuality is not wrong, well, he can't think about it.

Besides, his brother-in-law was so kind to him, no matter what kind of kindness, he was grateful.

After all, from birth to now, there are very few people who treat themselves well.

But the superficial calm was soon broken.

Two Sunday afternoons before the start of school, the sky was gloomy, dark clouds overwhelmed the city, the sultry summer air was quickly blown away by the strong wind, and heavy rain fell. Accompanied by bursts of violent thunder, the heavy rain continued It was dark, and it showed no sign of stopping.

For some unknown reason, Qi Li's heart kept beating, and his right eyelid was also beating. He always had a premonition that something bad would happen, but he couldn't think of what it would be, which made him very uneasy.

For dinner, I just casually ate a few mouthfuls of porridge left over from noon, and sat on the sofa absent-mindedly watching the embarrassing and forcedly funny variety show with nothing to do.

After nine o'clock in the evening, the circuit in the community finally failed, and the world fell into darkness.

power cut.

Through the floor-to-ceiling windows of the living room, Qi Li saw a bolt of lightning across the dark sky, instantly lighting up the entire living room.

The rain is still falling, and my brother-in-law has not come back yet.

After searching for a while in the drawer of the living room by the light of the mobile phone, but still couldn't find the candle, Qi Li gave up. He stood up, prepared to wash and then went back to the room to go to bed early.

But right here, the door opened, Jin Ming came back, and the wind blew in from outside the door, bringing with it a strong smell of alcohol.

Lightning flashed across, shining on his blurred eyes, which was extraordinarily weird.

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[-]. "Brother-in-law?" Qi Li couldn't help frowning, and shone a light on Jin Ming with the flashlight that came with his phone.

He doesn't like the smell of alcohol very much, it makes him a little uncomfortable.

Jin Ming's eyes were narrowed by his light, and he couldn't help covering his eyes with his hands, and hesitantly called, "Xiao Li?"

Qi Li: ...Well, maybe he was drunk.

Qi Li walked over slowly without any defense, trying to help Jin Ming, who seemed to have trouble walking, to the room to rest, but he didn't realize the danger at all, and thoughtfully turned the light of the mobile phone down so that it wasn't facing him.

In his hazy vision, he didn't see Jin Ming's expression, and he slowly approached him.

"Brother-in-law, I can't find where the candle is, you know it's in... ah..."

With a bang, the phone was face down, and fell to the ground miserably. I don't know if the screen was broken, but at the moment, no one cares about it at all.

Qi Li was hugged vigorously by Jin Ming, Jin Ming lifted his chin and pinched it, and kissed him brutally, before Qi Li could react, he eagerly stuck his tongue in and stirred wantonly, chasing after Qi Li. Qi Li's soft and slippery tongue aggressively invaded every inch of his mouth, unreasonably occupying territory that did not belong to him.

What he drank tonight was fruit wine. The sweet smell of pears spread in their mouths, but it covered up the smell of alcohol. It didn't smell bad, but it was even more intoxicating.

Qi Li was taken aback by his sudden movement, and threw his phone out. When he realized that he had already been kissed by Jin Ming, his mouth was filled with alcohol and an unknown aroma, and he was forced to swallow several mouthfuls that did not belong to him. The saliva, with the sight of the drunk man together.

He thought he even tasted the wine.

He was tightly imprisoned and couldn't struggle at all. In a panic, he had to bite Jin Ming, hoping that he would wake up a little bit, but things backfired. When he tasted the blood in his mouth, the man in front of him still didn't Let go of him, not even the slightest pause in the movement.

Brother-in-law is crazy.

There was only one thought in Qi Li's mind, he was almost out of breath after being kissed, with his strength, he had no room to resist at all, he could only be forced to accept the fierce kiss.

There is no comparison between a grown man who often works out and a slender teenager who often sits in classrooms.

Is Jin Ming crazy?

Of course he's crazy, he's crazy.

Wine is a matchmaker for sex, and it can also strengthen your courage. Wine is really a good thing.

Jin Ming sighed comfortably, temporarily let go of the little poor man who was almost out of breath in his arms, and kissed him from his lips to his right neck, holding a piece of delicate skin and nibbling repeatedly.

Alcohol paralyzed his sense of pain, his bitten tongue felt no pain at all, but the smell of blood stimulated his desire to abuse even more.

Qi Li was dizzy from being kissed, and there was a wet and warm touch on his neck. Faithful to his body's reaction, he began to pant, and tried to wake up a drunk man's reason.

Of course it doesn't exist.

"Sister...brother-in-law...you...