Do you love me?

After the four of them were seated, Xia Zhifei slowly drank the tea that the waiter brought to the table, lowering his eyes to hide his emotions, while He Zihua next to him ordered dishes with high spirits, and he perfunctory beside him, never daring to look at He Ye who was opposite him.

In fact, it's not that I dare not, it's just that I'm afraid of seeing the affection on the other side.

Covering the bitterness in his mouth with a teacup, Xia Zhifei pretended to raise his eyes inadvertently, and found that He Ye was staring at him with burning eyes and a dull face.

He Zihua who happened to be next to him asked him what he wanted, and he quickly looked away to avoid being seen as guilty.

Kind of scary.

After Xia Zhifei and He Zihua finished ordering, He Zihua saw that he was unnatural, so he tried his best to fight with him. Xia Zhifei also deliberately focused on He Zihua, blowing sleep and ignoring the pressure on him. line of sight.

They were watching Weibo next to each other, laughing happily, and heard Xu Yue say with a little envy, "You two have such a good relationship."

Xia Zhifei looked up at him.There was envy and a trace of imperceptible loneliness in Xu Yue's eyes.Xia Zhifei didn't speak, but He Zihua snatched the words away and raised his smiling little tiger teeth, "Of course, I checked my eyes and met the right person."

Xia Zhifei took a deep breath, pretended to be calm and agreed with He Zihua, and looked at Xu Yue with a smile, "You can do it too."

"Us?" Xu Yue glanced at He Ye with a little surprise, and shook his head in disbelief, "You misunderstood, he is my friend, but he is today......."

"Okay, Xiao Yue." He Ye interrupted Xu Yue forcefully.Xu Yue was not angry when he was interrupted, but looked at He Ye with a smile.On the contrary, the atmosphere on the table was a little stiff for a moment.

Xia Zhifei looked at the two people on the opposite side, not knowing what was going on with them.It looks like you haven't confessed yet?

The waiter served the food and eased the atmosphere in time. He Zihua immediately yelled at everyone to eat, trying to liven up the atmosphere, but unfortunately the other three didn't agree.

Xia Zhifei's eyes wandered, thinking about the relationship between He Ye and Xu Yue.He Ye was still depressed, drinking tea, while Xu Yue kept looking at He Ye and Xia Zhifei.

While eating meat, He Zihua looked at the three people with different expressions, secretly lamenting the complexity of the world and the confusion of emotions.

Then I had the quietest hot pot meal in history with the other three.

Xia Zhifei had already forgotten why He Ye invited him to this dinner, because He Ye hadn't spoken to him all night.

After the hot pot was finished, Xia Zhifei and He Zihua said they would go back to school, while Xu Yue said that he and He Ye were going somewhere else.After saying goodbye to each other, Xia Zhifei and He Zihua got into a taxi.

He Zihua was still chattering about the atmosphere of dinner tonight, but he had no intention of listening.Xia Zhifei turned on the phone, clicked on WeChat to find He Ye's dialog box, thought for a while, and then sent him a message.

"He's fine, let's confess ^_^."

However, until Xia Zhifei returned to the dormitory and lay down on the bed after taking a shower, he did not receive a reply from He Ye.He habitually checked Moments, but found that He Ye had posted a Moments with a picture of a bar half an hour ago.

Xia Zhifei backed out again and looked at He Ye's dialog box, but there was still no reply.

He had never tasted heartache.This is the first time.

Just when the lights in the dormitory went out, Xia Zhifei didn't suppress her tears anymore and let them wet the pillow.He covered his mouth without making a sound.

Who he likes has nothing to do with you.Whether he returns your message or not has nothing to do with you.Whether he is drunk or not is none of your business.Who he wakes up with tomorrow has nothing to do with you.

He slowly curled up, forcing himself to give up the relationship that hurt him.

Just like I used to lie to myself that I don't need my parents, the lie will come true.

Waking up the next day, Xia Zhifei felt that he had put on another layer of armor. He looked at He Ye's WeChat, which still hadn't responded, and deleted the friend without hesitation, and then deleted He Ye's phone in the address book. Number.

See, the first step in successfully deceiving yourself has been done.He ignored the soreness in his heart, got out of bed and stretched, it was still early, he thought for a while, changed into sports clothes, and wanted to go for a jog after a long absence.

When he finally ran to relax out of breath, he took a selfie and posted it on Moments.

In the photo, the broken hair beside his cheeks was wet with sweat, his face was flushed, and the corner of his mouth was smiling.

He outside the photo had no expression on his face. He would not wait for He Ye's like any more, and he didn't need it anymore.

Returning to the dormitory with a hearty breakfast, I found that my roommates had gathered together to play black and white games. Xia Zhifei laughed and wanted to join, so the four of them in the dormitory had a happy Sunday fighting.

The boss of the dormitory looked at Xia Zhifei who was extremely excited, and he was a little confused, "You are very aggressive today, what's wrong?"

"It's okay, just treat it like I've evolved again." Xia Zhifei laughed proficiently.

The boss of the dormitory saw that he really didn't look like he was worried, so he also threw himself into the game world.

Xia Zhifei kept a smile on the corner of his mouth.

You see, if you lie to yourself that you are happy, you can be very happy.

The author has something to say: Hahaha I finished my defense today and it went well, so I slept all afternoon with my head covered.