Do you love me?

One day, two days, three days, one week, there was no news from him.

Apart from work, I went downstairs to their dormitory, hoping to see him.Anxiety and worry watered my inner anxiety, and the more time passed, the more worried I became.

Is he at school?what is he doingWhy don't you come to me?It doesn't matter if you want to break up with me, at least I can see him, instead of being like a helpless beast.

In the end, it was his old friend who remembered me and told me that he had returned to his hometown by the way.

Back home?

Yes, his grandma passed away.

I froze in place, knowing how important his grandma was to him.

When did it happen, why didn't he tell me.I walked in the direction of the car.

No, he wanted to tell me, but Xu Yue answered the call, no wonder he didn't answer my call, didn't want to talk to me, I blamed him indiscriminately.

I couldn't help laughing, smiling and couldn't help the tears in my eyes.

He Ye, you are such a retarded bastard.

I drove all night at night, and finally arrived in the small village of his hometown in the morning.After a little inquiring, I learned that his grandma's funeral was held in the cemetery today.

On the way to the cemetery, it was raining lightly, and when we arrived at the gate, many people in black clothes had already walked to the gate, but I didn't find him.

After parking the car, I walked forward holding an umbrella, and it didn't take long to see him drenched in the rain in front of the cemetery.

I strode over and hugged him tightly.

Missing, heartache, and self-blame can only be gathered into a pale sorry.

He said it was okay.

I was shocked, and fell into a kind of fear of being broken up at any time. I very much hope that he will slap me now, instead of lightly saying that it doesn't matter.I made the most correct decision in the past few days.

He slapped himself hard with his hand.

It hurts, but it also reminds me very clearly that I can't lose him anymore.

No.

I never thought that he would forgive me so easily, he didn't break up, he didn't scold me, and even the only slap was slapped by myself.It's just that he doesn't want to listen to my explanation anymore, not even a word.

He may not have realized that the way he looked at me had changed.There is still liking in the eyes, but there is no reliance on it wholeheartedly.

I know there is still a problem between us, but I can't solve it.

He chose not to know what happened to me and Xu Yue, so he will never know that nothing happened to me and him.Several times I wanted to clarify with him, but he interrupted me as soon as I spoke, with a disinterested look on his face.I have no choice but to carefully show him my heart little by little, hoping that one day he will listen to me.

After dealing with everything with him, I went home with him, our home.Everything is reconciled as before, and it can be said that it is different from before.He used to love to play and make trouble, but now he is always gentle and compromises whatever you say.

Although I like any kind of him, this kind of him makes me feel that I am no longer cared about. Even if the love in his eyes is true, this situation is very disturbing.

Five years later, what I was worried about happened.

Xu Yue returned to China without telling anyone, except me, he came to the company looking for me with a tired face, and asked if I could arrange a position for him.

We haven't been in touch for many years, but the previous relationship is still there after all, and the company also has part of his hard work, so I agreed and arranged for him to be an assistant. He was also happy and relaxed, answering the phone in the office every day.

I didn't ask him in detail about his return. When I was socializing, my friend asked me for no reason, so I said a few words that he had returned to China.

That period happened to be the busiest time for Feifei's work. I had to sleep alone several times at night, and my life was very difficult.I originally wanted to tell him about Xu Yue's return, and explain the things between us by the way, but I don't know who told him that Xu Yue is back.

I became the one to hide.

During the meeting that afternoon, I forgot my mobile phone in the office. I was going to go back to get it, but was stopped by the representative of Party A to enter the meeting room. I thought that no one would pick up the mobile phone to peek at it in the drawer, and I felt relieved to hold the meeting.

After returning to the office, I immediately checked my mobile phone and found that Feifei hadn’t called me. I thought that he might go home for dinner tonight, so I packed my things in a very beautiful mood and prepared to go to his company to pick him up from get off work.

At this time, he called, pressed the call button, and listened to it,

What's the matter, baby, why don't you talk.

Are you home yet.

Just getting ready to go back?Want me to pick you up?Act like a baby and my husband will pick you up.

I called you in the afternoon, did your assistant answer it?

I froze for a moment, completely unaware of this, but I never refuted what he said, I could only explain weakly.

I forgot to take my phone to the conference room, baby.In the future, I will always carry my mobile phone with me, and I will listen to your calls as soon as possible.

Oh, I see.Do you know that Xu Yue has returned to China? The assistant Xu who answered the phone in the afternoon is probably him, right?

Xu Yue?I frowned, and looked at the office figure outside the door through the glass.

Do you know that your mobile phone is never out of your body, I won't come back tonight, don't wait for me.

After he finished speaking, he hung up the phone. Before I could react immediately, the phone was already turned off when I called again.

I grabbed my phone and called Xu Yue in with a cold tone.

You answered my call just now?

I saw it beeping and answered it.

Didn't you see that Feifei called me? Why did you pick it up casually?My tone couldn't help but blame.

He smiled and said, I know, he should also know that I am Xu Yue.

I frowned and looked at him, not knowing what he meant.

He also looked at me quietly and didn't speak for a while.

I like you, I have always liked you, so I taught you to chase him in such a stupid way, to create an illusion that you like me, but I didn't expect you to be together in the end, I just took advantage of it Answering his calls when you were away, sowing discord, are you satisfied with this answer?

He spoke calmly and looked at me seriously.

I endured the shock in my heart, looked him in the eyes calmly, and said word by word.

I regard you as a friend.

He understood, and left the company silently.

I packed up my things and went home with my mobile phone, and immediately went to Feifei's company. To be honest, I was very flustered.

He was so good at leaving without saying a word, I was afraid.

After parking the car, I quietly went to his company. I was relieved to see that he was still working, and saw that there were many people working overtime together in his company. It was not a suitable place for chatting. I could only go back I waited for him to get off in the car, and I didn't see him get off until ten o'clock in the evening, so I ran up to have a look, and then I felt relieved.

Looks like it's going to be all night.

I ran to the 24-hour convenience store to buy some bread, ready to pick him up from get off work, and secretly decided that this time I had to make everything clear.

This waited all night. At dawn, I finally couldn't help falling asleep, and then slept in the car until noon when the traffic police knocked on the window and woke me up. I didn't feel bad.After receiving the ticket, I ran up to their company and found that he was long gone.I called him on my cell phone, but it didn't work and the phone was turned off.

I drove home as fast as I could and found that he had packed up his things and left without saying anything or leaving anything behind.

I was so angry that I laughed, but at the end of the laugh, I fell on the sofa powerlessly.

I don't know what the five-year relationship is to him, but after I find him, I want to tell him what the five-year relationship is to me.

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