Do you love me?

Chapter 3

Breaking up and leaving is Xia Zhifei's life principle.

His parents have had a bad relationship since he was a child. The specific reason is unknown. Their negative dislike towards each other is directly expressed on their faces. Xia Zhifei has no choice but to pretend that he doesn't know.

At that time his parents were planning to divorce.It's just that Xia Zhifei always disagreed and made troubles everywhere.Fear, panic, and bewilderment enveloped him all the time.

When his parents divorced, his family was gone.

Seeing Xia Zhifei's constant trouble, his parents reluctantly lived under the same roof for the time being.Xia Zhifei still remembered that when he returned home during that time, all three of them had indifferent faces and did not communicate with each other.

Xia Zhifei, who was hiding under the blanket after turning off the lights, dared to sob secretly.Even if the parents do not divorce, his family is gone.

Finally, one afternoon, after returning home from school, Xia Zhifei said to his mother who was silently cooking: "If you want to leave, you can leave. I will live with my grandma."

Love that cannot be forced is worse than letting go.

He will always remember the smile his mother turned to him and the tears in her eyes.

On the day the parents agreed to divorce, the weather was fine, the mother rarely dressed exquisitely, and the father was also well-mannered. After each signed their signatures readily, they left the law firm with their new partners.

Only Xia Zhifei at the side watched all this coldly, and he was the only one mourning his lost home.

Looking at the back of his parents leaving, Xia Zhifei grew up instantly.

In a relationship, the person who withdraws in time first will suffer the least damage and live the most chic life.

As he wished, he followed his loving grandmother to S city.Started his new life.

Xia Zhifei has changed from his previous taciturn personality, and has become generous and cheerful. His new classmates and teachers like him very much.He is also doing well at his new school.

It's just that sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night and still can't fall asleep.

He dare not love anymore, no matter how deep the relationship is, when he finds out that the other party wants to leave, he must get out in time.

This is a very selfish approach. Xia Zhifei's friend He Zihua pinched his face, gritted his teeth and said, if he wants to stay away from me without saying a word, if he doesn't treat me as a friend, I will strangle you to death.

Xia Zhifei let him pinch, and forced a smile.But my heart was swollen, and something was about to overflow.

The feeling of being cared about, damn good.

He Zihua looked at Xia Zhifei who was suppressing his emotions with trembling shoulders, and let go of his face, "You are so nice, no one will love you forever."

Xia Zhifei shook his head and smiled self-deprecatingly.

Fortunately, He Zihua has been in the same school with him since junior high school, and the relationship between the two is getting better and better. It feels like a lifelong best friend.

It wasn't until the second year of high school that Xia Zhifei suddenly realized that he liked boys.

Xia Zhifei has always made friends easily. When he was hugged and played by his male classmates after class, he found that his heart beat faster and his body couldn't help getting hotter.

Xia Zhifei, who realized that something was wrong with him, went back to the dormitory and checked the relevant information on his mobile phone, and confirmed that his sexual orientation was different from ordinary people.

Xia Zhifei hasn't felt the feeling of hesitation for a long time.

The next day, it was still He Zihua who saw that something was wrong with him, and dragged him to the rooftop to blow air.

"What's wrong with you, is there something wrong with grandma's health?" He Zihua, who has been a good friend for many years, of course knows about Xia Zhifei's family situation.

"It's okay, I'm just." Xia Zhifei paused, "I don't know how to say it."

"Fuck, you started by confessing to me, right?" He Zihua stared exaggeratedly.

"How can I have a crush on you when you are so affected." Xia Zhifei rolled his eyes at him, and by the way, showed off what he read on the webpage yesterday, ready to confess in one go, "I found out that I like boys."

After speaking, he didn't dare to look He Zihua in the eyes.The two suddenly fell silent.

"Fuck." Xia Zhifei heard He Zihua say softly, "You are too."

Xia Zhifei looked up at He Zihua, and He Zihua's eyes were a little excited, "Fuck, fuck! You're bent!"

"No way, are you too?" Xia Zhifei felt that the world was so wonderful, it was fine for him to bend himself, but his friend turned out to be too.

Apparently He Zihua thought the same way, his eyes became a little anxious, "Isn't it me who bought Xiao Feifei, I don't like your style."

"Get out of here." Xia Zhifei sneered, "You can feel it just by looking at it."

"Hmph, isn't your red lips and white teeth easy to push down?" He Zihua said as he wiped Xia Zhifei's face, moaning, "Your face is so slippery."

After He Zihua made such a fuss, the tension in his heart disappeared, he resisted with a smile and pinched He Zihua's face.

After that, He Zihua kept introducing him to the gay circle that he had never been in contact with. When talking about coming out and family, Xia Zhifei also smiled and said that he didn't need to think about these issues at all.

He Zihua stopped talking just now, "I didn't expect you to go this way." He looked at Xia Zhifei, with worry in his eyes, "The circle is very chaotic, I am very worried You're going to get hurt."

"Xiao Huahua, you are worried that you are still yourself." Xia Zhifei smiled triumphantly, "It's not that you don't know that I am selfish. I will definitely leave before the harm happens."