Do you love me?

On the way to send Xia Zhifei back to school, He Ye went uncharacteristically and kept looking for topics to talk to Xia Zhifei. Even though Xia Zhifei was often caught off guard by questions, he unknowingly explained his own situation.

Xia Zhifei, who hadn't realized that she was being stereotyped, hadn't heartbrokenly talked to He Ye about going back to her hometown to be with her grandma next holiday.It wasn't until he arrived at school that He Ye put him down that he realized what he had just talked with He Ye.

Thinking of how stupid he was just now, Xia Zhifei could only cover his face silently.He was a little secretly glad that He Ye didn't ask him about his relationship, otherwise the persona with rich experience in love would have collapsed.

After saying goodbye to He Ye, Xia Zhifei stood still and watched his car drive away, then called He Zihua, stood smoking a cigarette under the dim street light, and squatted down with his legs crossed when he was tired.

When He Zihua arrived, he saw Xia Zhifei squatting there with a pile of extinguished cigarette butts on the ground.He smoked quietly, exhaled white mist like a sigh, his eyes were blurred and he didn't know what he was thinking.As if noticing He Zihua's arrival, he staggered to his feet and smiled at He Zihua.

Xia Zhifei had a pretty smile, but He Zihua's heart ached when he saw this smile.It's like seeing Xia Zhifei's smile when he said he didn't care about his parents anymore.

He Zihua walked forward and hugged Xia Zhifei.Looking at He Zihua's hairy head on his neck, Xia Zhifei reached out and rubbed it.He Zihua let go of him and looked at him quietly.

"Huahua, I never knew liking is such a hard thing." Xia Zhifei said softly, threw the cigarette holder on the ground, and stamped it out with his foot.

He Zihua didn't know how to comfort him. After thinking for a while, he stretched out his hand and touched Xia Zhifei's head, then put his hands on his hips, and said pretendingly, "It's okay, big brother will take you out to have a good time tonight!"

He Zihua was originally shorter than Xia Zhifei, and the gesture of touching his head was a bit nondescript. Xia Zhifei was amused by him, and he felt better. He followed He Zihua who looked like a little duck with his waist down to have supper.

In the words of He Zihua, there is nothing in the world that cannot be solved with a meal of skewers, and if there is, it will be eaten twice.

Sure enough, He Zihua took Xia Zhifei to the barbecue stand in the snack street, and bought several cans of cold beer. There were only two of them, and the table was filled with food. If Xia Zhifei didn't stop him, He Zihua would still like to buy some more mutton string.

Xia Zhifei pulled He Zihua, opened two cans of beer, handed one to He Zihua, toasted him, and drank most of it with his eyes closed.The cold and slightly bitter beer stimulated the throat, and there was an indescribable pleasure.

Xia Zhifei burped in satisfaction, grabbed the skewers on the table and ate them, and He Zihua also picked up a grilled chicken wing with a smile.The two have been friends for so many years, so they don't need to explain everything clearly, and He Zihua doesn't like to ask questions, and will only accompany him in his own way.

Taking another sip of beer, Xia Zhifei looked at the worrisome table and the bustling streets, and felt that the dinner with He Ye at a high-end restaurant was like a date with a lover, the meal was simply a dream.

A dream with indescribable feelings.

The next day, Xia Zhifei reeked of alcohol and got up from the bed with a dull pain in his temple.Struggling to sit up and look at the phone, I found that it was already ten o'clock in the morning.

There were several missed calls from He Ye on the mobile phone. Looking at the time of the call, it was when he and He Zihua were flirting last night. Then he clicked on WeChat and found that several people had sent him messages, and He Ye also sent several messages.Looking at He Ye's name, Xia Zhifei was a little annoyed, hesitated for a while, but still didn't click on He Ye's dialog box.He first sent a thank you to the roommate who helped him cover up skipping class, charged his phone, put it aside, and went into the bathroom to take a shower by himself.

At the end of the drink last night, I hugged He Zihua and cried, I really don't want to remember.Xia Zhifei was drenched in cold water, trying to calm himself down in this way, and by the way, to cool his swollen eyes.

After changing her clothes, Xia Zhifei walked out of the bathroom with wet hair, opened WeChat again, and directly read the WeChat message He Ye sent to herself.

"Xiao Xia, have you returned to the dormitory?"

"?"

"Isn't it here yet?"

"Why don't you answer the phone?"

"?"

"If you don't reply to the message again, I will go to your school to find you."

Xia Zhifei looked at it and found that He Ye's last WeChat message was sent 10 minutes ago, so he quickly replied.

"It's okay. I went out to drink with my friends last night. I didn't look at my phone. I'm sorry to make you worry."

After posting, Xia Zhifei originally planned to quit, but found that it was typing at the top.So he waited patiently for He Ye's reply. After waiting for a long time, Xia Zhifei thought it was a problem and was about to quit when He Ye's WeChat message came.

"What friend? Boyfriend^_^?"

For some reason, the smiling expression sent by He Ye this time made him a little guilty. After thinking about it, Xia Zhifei slowly typed on the keyboard to reply.

"Yes." This way the reply person will not collapse.Xia Zhifei secretly praised herself in her heart.

"Okay, that's great ^_^."

This time He Ye replied quickly, but Xia Zhifei couldn't figure out what he was doing.He pressed his temple that was still aching, climbed into his bed and lay down, looking at the snow-white ceiling, he suddenly remembered what He Zihua said to him last night.

"Xiao Feifei, even though you say you don't care and give up and give up, you actually care more than anyone else. You just pretended to be good and deceived yourself. It is easy to let go of deceiving yourself, and you are very chic in deceiving yourself." He Zihua said After that, I hugged him and cried, Xia Zhifei couldn't hold back the tears at that time, and He Zihua cried together in a very embarrassing situation.

Xia Zhifei couldn't help taking out his phone and staring at He Ye's WeChat, took a screenshot of He Ye's WeChat message, and saved it.His despicable liking will definitely end after He Ye and Xu Yue are together, and in the days to come, he can leave something for himself to miss.

Xia Zhifei tapped on the phone screen, named and locked the screenshots, and put them in the encrypted album.

It's hard to describe how he feels right now.Xia Zhifei looked at those small screenshots and smiled.

Xia Zhifei remembered last night that He Ye said that he had said 'I will help you' many times.

Thinking of the way He Ye said with a gentle smile that he believed in himself, Xia Zhifei knew in his heart that he would not be able to persuade himself to do it, and he could not deceive himself into doing it without saying such things a few times.

Holding the phone in his hand, he closed his eyes and let out a deep breath.