seven years

……

Hold Li Xiaowei's arms tightly, because of too much force, blood began to ooze from the wounds on his hands that had been treated, Li Xiaowei's arms also hurt from being held, but Li Xiaowei didn't say anything, just gritted his teeth and endured... …

"Xiaowei...I was wrong, really...you forgive me, okay? I have nothing to do with He Yuhan! Really~"

Deng Hualei slowly raised his head, because he was too excited, his eyes were bloodshot, looking at Deng Hualei, Li Xiaowei was silent, looking at the one in front of him that made him love, made him hate, Li Xiaowei was silent, tears slipped quietly from the corners of his eyes, he was very He clearly knew that he couldn't let go of the handsome boy in front of him, and the handsome boy in front of him had already broken into his heart...

"Lei...Lei Shao, really...I won't lie to you, I never loved you..."

At this moment, Li Xiaowei once again said this sentence against his will. All he thought was to leave and not disturb Deng Hualei's life anymore. In Li Xiaowei's consciousness, to Deng Hualei, Li Xiaowei was just a hasty moment in his life. Just a passerby, maybe have a good, happy time, but eventually leave...

Hearing this sentence again, Deng Hualei cried, crying in the real sense, no longer crying silently, but crying loudly, hugging Li Xiaowei's waist, laying his head on Li Xiaowei's chest and crying continuously, Li Xiaowei watched bitterly Deng Hualei, his heart hurts, maybe it's just like that sentence, the more sticky we are together, the more painful we will be when we are apart...

"Ah~ what a painful realization, you used to be my everything, but every step of the way when I look back, I walked so lonely~"

At this moment, Sun Hang opened the door and walked in, humming "Comprehension". I don't know if Sun Hang did it on purpose, or it was just a coincidence. Isn't this song just like Li Xiaowei at this time? ?

Sun Hang saw Deng Hualei hugging Li Xiaowei and crying bitterly, he immediately sensed that the atmosphere was not right...

Seeing Sun Hang coming in, Li Xiaowei wiped away the tears from his face, and looked at Sun Hang who came in with red and swollen eyes, "Sun...Brother Sun Hang, you guys are going to class now, take Mr. Lei there."

"Uh... this... that... hey, okay."

Sun Hang walked up to Deng Hualei, held Deng Hualei's hand with one hand, Deng Hualei pushed back, pushed Sun Hang away, and hugged Li Xiaowei even tighter, "Sun Hang! Get out! You have to go to class yourself Go! I won’t go!”

Sun Hang shook his head helplessly, "Young Master Lei...you...how can it be possible if you don't study."

Li Xiaowei wanted to break away Deng Hualei's hand that was hugging him tightly, but the more he broke, the tighter Deng Hualei's hug became, "Young Master Lei, let go, okay?"

Hearing Li Xiaowei's words, Deng Hualei hugged him tighter and tighter. He wished so much that he could hold Li Xiaowei into his body and never separate...

"Okay...what a fart! What a fart!..."

Sun Hang looked at the weeping Deng Hualei, surprised, extremely surprised. He knew how strong Deng Hualei was during the years he spent with Deng Hualei, but such a strong person is crying so hard at this moment...

Finally, the room became quiet and there was no more crying. Deng Hualei fell asleep with sobs. He was so tired. Yesterday, he carried Li Xiaowei to the hospital. He didn't sleep all night. Looking at the drowsy Li Xiaowei, who didn't fall asleep until dawn, and woke up to bear such a spiritual blow, Deng Hualei at this time can be said to be physically and mentally exhausted...

"Brother Sun Hang, take...take Lei Shao away"

Sun Hang nodded, stepped forward, and wanted to break away Deng Hualei's hand, "Holding... so tight..."

Deng Hualei struggled to separate Deng Hualei's hands, carried him on his back, and walked towards the door. Suddenly, Sun Hang stopped, and a weak voice came from Sun Hang's back.

"Xiaowei~I love you~really~really love you..."

Li Xiaowei's body trembled slightly, he felt distressed... really distressed...

--split line--

……

After Sun Hang left, Li Xiaowei left the hospital and returned to his home. He still had to go to school, and he wanted to forget about him...

When Deng Hualei arrived at the hospital at noon, Li Xiaowei was no longer there. Deng Hualei knelt and sat beside the bed... "Why...Xiao Wei...I love you...really..."

……

In the afternoon... Deng Hualei was lying on the desk, He Yuhan was sitting on Li Xiaowei's seat and stroking Deng Hualei's back, Sun Hang looked at the decadent Deng Hualei, and shook his head...

"Ding Ding Ding"

The class bell rang, He Yuhan sat back to his seat, and Teacher Huang walked up to the podium, "Ahem, hello everyone, a new student has been transferred to our class this semester. Everyone welcomes the new student, Li Xiaowei, with applause."

Hearing Teacher Huang's words, Deng Hualei sat up suddenly, opened his eyes wide, and looked at the figure walking on the podium, "Xiao...Xiao Wei..."

Li Xiaowei walked up to the podium slowly and bowed to everyone, "Hello everyone, my name is Li Xiaowei, I believe you already know it, I hope that in the days to come, we can help each other and become friendly friends."

Just when Li Xiaowei was about to leave the podium, Teacher Huang smiled, "I heard Li Xiaowei sing "Little Hands in Big Hands" in the amusement park. It was very nice. Let Li Xiaowei sing a song for everyone. OK?"

Hearing Teacher Huang's words, the students said hello together, but Deng Hualei lowered his head...

Li Xiaowei knew that Mr. Huang wanted him to integrate into this group as soon as possible, so he didn't refuse. He took out a mobile phone from his bag and played an accompaniment. Deng Hualei looked at the mobile phone on the podium. He bought a mobile phone for Li Xiaowei, his heart twitched, and there was helplessness in his eyes...

"Don't bring up the past again, life has been full of ups and downs, even if the memory can't be erased, love and hate are still in my heart..."

Listening to Li Xiaowei's singing, tears welled up in my eyes. This is Leslie Cheung's song, "When Love Is A Thing", sung from Li Xiaowei's mouth, there is a little more childishness, but there is a trace of indelible sadness in the immaturity ...