seven years

One day, Li Xiaowei moved out of Deng Hualei's house, walked to his door with his luggage, and slowly opened the door. There was no light in the room but it was still bright. He put the luggage at the door, changed his shoes, walked into the room, and opened the room. All the lights in the house, turned the TV to the loudest, trying to use the sound to drive away the thoughts of him in my heart...

Deng Hualei returned home, took off the scarf, hung it on the hanger, and walked into the room slowly, "Little Weiwei~Brother Lei is back!"

After repeating a few times, there was no voice of agreement coming from the room. Deng Hualei shook his head, raised his voice a few decibels, and walked towards the room, "Little slob, little Weiwei, are you still sleeping?"

Opening the door, the quilt on the bed was neatly placed on it, and the clothes he had received were also folded and placed there, but the only thing missing was the figure he longed to see. A trace of anxiety flashed in his heart, and he walked all over the place. In all the rooms, I still didn’t see that cute boy, and my anxiety became more and more intense. When I walked into the bathroom, Xiaowei’s toiletries were gone, and when I opened the closet, the cabinet dedicated to Xiaowei was empty...

Finally, on the sofa in the living room, Deng Hualei saw something that could explain all these strange things, a letter, a blue pendant...

The letter says:

Brother Lei

Please forgive Xiaowei for leaving without saying goodbye. As for why she left without saying goodbye, Xiaowei can only say that it is for your own good. Thank you for your care these past few months. Xiaowei was very happy when I was with you. I still remember that night. You ask Xiaowei what parting is, Xiaowei tells Brother Lei here, parting, don’t see each other again after separation, I hope Brother Lei will take good care of himself in the days to come, eat on time, drink less, and think more about his health, Xiaowei Reed sang, if you forget me, there will be no pain, leaving the past in the wind.So, brother Lei, please forget about Xiao Wei, when everything in the past was just a dream, as for the trouble Xiao Wei once brought to his brother, Xiao Wei is also here to say, sorry.Let's just leave it at that.

——Love you, Xiao Wei

Tears overflowed from his eyes, Deng Hualei didn't understand why, why Li Xiaowei wanted to leave him and betray him, just before he was about to leave...

The love song is played over and over again, the tears flow one by one, the deep night, the sleepless person, holding the wine glass on the table, at the wrong age, just looking for a hangover...

Picking up a piece of medicine, pouring out a glass of water, wrong age, wrong medicine, knowing that I will rely on it, but still just want to fall asleep...

Different places, different walls, one squatting and hugging knees, one toasting for drunkenness, the same can't let go, but still just choose to leave...