save him

Someone asked me: "What are you writing?"

I said, "I'm writing a diary."

"Writing for so long?"

"Long? I'd rather write for a lifetime."

2014. 12, 31

On the day of saying goodbye to the old and welcoming the new, as in previous years, Yan Yu's university is considered to be a deserted place. Between shutting himself up in the dormitory and going to the library, he chose to go for a walk.

After leaving the school gate, the usually bustling street vendors disappeared, and he walked along the edge of the empty asphalt road to the river dam.

There is a piece of artificial lawn on the bank of the river dam, and many couples of college lovers who have not returned home hug each other and make love to each other.Yan Yu found a corner and sat down, imitating them to appreciate the unsightly sunset.

The couple's conversation not far away fell into his ears.

Girl: "There will be a firework show organized by a local tyrant in the school!"

Boy: "Where did you get the news?"

Girl; "The rich girl's girlfriend is from the dormitory next door to ours, so we'll know as soon as the news spreads."

Boy: "So you brought me to watch the fireworks?"

Girl: "Yeah, pretend you played it for me!"

Yan Yu smiled in a low voice, unable to understand the interest between the young lovers, turned his head to the other side, trying not to listen to their conversation.

Not far from the other side is the stone ladder of the river embankment. Unlike the lawn full of people, there are only a few social youths with sticks and low-quality cigarettes, who seem to be waiting for someone to fight.

Compared with listening to the young lovers talking about each other, this scene aroused Yan Yu's interest more, and he looked at the group of people without hesitation.

A young man with a rooster's head pointed at the top of the stone ladder with a machete in his hand, and several other people looked at it one after another.

Yan Yu followed their eyes and looked at the people walking down the stone ladder step by step.Half of the setting sun was setting, and the sky was dark, Yan Yu didn't see the appearance of the man clearly for a moment.

Before the man approached, he raised his momentum and yelled: "Are you guys just trying to cause trouble? Single or group fight?"

His Mandarin is very good, and he can pronounce every word in a correct manner. If the provocative flavor is removed, it will be a standard broadcasting accent.

Yan Yu's first impression of people is the voice, and then the face.

Rooster Head was the leader, and he let out a mouthful of phlegm, brandishing a machete and roaring, "You are Liu Li?"

The man calmly walked into the circle surrounded by several people, and said something in a normal tone, but Yan Yu couldn't hear clearly, so he could only read on.

Rooster Head's voice was so loud that Yan Yu could only hear his voice clearly: "Ji Li? Could it be that I misremembered the name? You look like a pretty boy."

The younger brothers were very imposing, Yan Yu could see that they didn't have the guts to really hit people, they were just pretending to be powerful.

However, Yan Yu has heard the name Ji Li a lot. Every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday at five o'clock in the afternoon, Yan Yu, the announcer of the school's central radio station, will spare time at that point in the past three days to listen to him read tedious words. Chicken Soup Article.

Yan Yu hooked the corners of his mouth. As the saying goes, anyone with a nice voice is ugly, so in order to preserve a good impression, he didn't intend to see what the real person looks like. Now that the person is in front of him, he can't justify not seeing it.

Chewing gum, Ji Li took out his cell phone from his pocket and said to Rooster Head, "Let me go."

The rooster head really turned sideways, Ji Li walked to the lawn, his eyes patrolled around, and locked onto Yan Yu who was staring at him intently.

"Friend, can you take down the phone for me?" Ji Li smiled politely at him.

Yan Yu smelled the sweet mint aroma, was stunned for a few seconds, and stretched out his hand.

Ji Li put the phone in his palm, nodded his thanks and said, "Thank you, I'll be fine in a while."

Yan Yu watched him go back to the crowd, and didn't slow down for a while.Ji Li looks very good-looking, not rigid but not feminine, and his facial features are not perfect, but the combination can make people unforgettable.

The heartbeat missed half a beat for no reason.

When Yan Yu returned to normal, the conversation between Ji Li and Rooster Head was over, and Rooster Head angrily took his younger brother and waved the weapon in his hand at him, and strode away away from him.

"Didn't you fight?" Yan Yu said to Ji Li who came over again.

Ji Li chewed the still-smelling gum, bent his eyebrows, and said in a happy mood: "They are too cowardly, they just came here to make some face, they don't really want to fight."

Yan Yu stood up and returned the phone to him: "Then did you give them face?"

"It must be given," Ji Li took over and said, "At any rate, people are also mixed."

Yan Yu reached out his hand at the right time: "My name is Yan Yu."

Ji Li enthusiastically stretched out his hand and held him: "My name is..."

"Ji Li." Yan Yu said first.

Ji Li smiled brightly, and Yan Yu liked his clear laughter and the two deep dimples on his cheeks that only appeared when he laughed.

Suddenly there was a loud noise in the sky, and a beautiful firework exploded, lighting up the dark night.

Ji Li was obviously frightened, and moved closer to him subconsciously, but when he saw the colorful fireworks one after another in the sky, he started laughing again.

"You love to laugh." Yan Yu said, "You look beautiful when you smile!"

The sound of the fireworks was loud, and coupled with the noisy exclamations of the surrounding couples, Ji Li couldn't hear clearly, so he put his hands behind his ears and approached him: "What did you say?"

Yan Yu just smiled, and enjoyed the fireworks shoulder to shoulder with Ji Li, whom he had just met. Maybe because of his good mood, the gaudy fireworks turned into a peerless beauty. He could even feel a little bit of the joy of sitting on the grass. couples' feelings.

2015. 1, 1

Yan Yu was woken up in the empty dormitory by the constant vibration of text messages on his mobile phone, and when he opened it, it was a group text message that was always changing.

-Happy New Year……

- New year, new weather...

-Brother, I am xxx from the xx department, happy new year...

Yan Yu patiently read one by one, deleted one by one, and when he came to a certain item, the content was almost the same as the others, but the sender's name moved him.

Ji Li.

This was the result of his first cheeky exchange of phone numbers with someone last night, Yan Yu turned his fingertips from the delete key to the reply area, and typed the reply by hand.

-Happy New Year.

Before he put down the phone, there was a new message.

- You can even get handwritten blessings, thank you!

Yan Yu originally wanted to reply with a blunt reply, but this was a dead-end sentence, so he changed it to a question sentence.

-how do you know?

1 minute later.

- because I'm smart.

Yan Yu usually doesn't like surfing the Internet, but now he racked his brains thinking about how to continue the chat.

- you didn't go home

While he was thinking, Ji Li sent another message, which could be regarded as a relief for him.

- No, four days off, too lazy to run.

- I didn't go back either, let's have a meal together?

Yan Yu bounced up from the bed, knocking his head on the railing, but he couldn't stop him from replying to the message.

-it is good.

It's rare for Yan Yu to take a look at his own appearance while washing up. To him, it's normal. If he didn't always receive confession text messages from strange girls, his misunderstanding of himself would last for a long time.

When leaving the dormitory, because there was no one in the dormitory, Yan Yu did one more work than usual, and locked the door from the outside with a key.When pulling the key out of the hole, Yan Yu heard a familiar voice.

"You live here?" Ji Li stood beside him and said, "There is only one bedroom between us, it's fate."

Standing facing each other, Yan Yu looked at him, bowed his head and smiled: "Yeah, I haven't met him before, but I met him when I first met him. It's very fate."

2015. 2, 3

Yan Yu rejected an invitation from an acquaintance, and stood at the school gate and listened to Ji Li's broadcast.

"Don't be alone, I'm Ji Li."

Yan Yu really couldn't understand why he always ended with this endless sentence, but as long as Ji Li's voice was nice, it didn't matter what he said.

The weather without snow was still very cold, and it was even colder when the wind blew. Yan Yu rarely wore gloves and scarves. He was tall and exposed to the cold, but this did not affect the good mood of him and others.

"I've been waiting for a long time." Ji Li trotted over with a red nose and panting, "I just got off the radio station."

Yan Yu took off the scarf and hung it on his exposed neck: "I came early."

Seeing that he was wearing a turtleneck sweater, Ji Li frankly wrapped the black scarf around his neck: "Or go to that restaurant?"

"Row."

Since they went out to eat mutton hot pot for the first time, although they often exchange text messages, the chances of encountering each other have increased a lot, but this is the second time they have made an appointment to have dinner together.

Yan Yu scooped up a bowl of mutton soup. After washing his hands, he picked up the whole bun, broke it into small pieces and put it into the bowl.Ji Li was in charge of eating. He picked up a large piece of mutton and put it in his mouth to chew, tsk-tsk: "It's delicious."

"I have a final exam tomorrow." Yan Yu put a bowl full of mutton steamed buns in front of him.

"Thank you," Ji Li took a sip of the soup, "I've already finished the exam."

Yan Yu has never been used to eating mutton since he was a child, but Ji Li is a northerner who loves to eat mutton. Watching him eat heartily, Yan Yu's resistance is relieved a lot, and he can eat several pieces by chewing slowly.

Yan Yu took a small piece of mutton, took a bite and asked, "Aren't you going back for the winter vacation?"

"No, it's boring to go back. It's good to stay at school." Ji Li said.

"Well," Yan Yu blurted out, "I'm not going back either."

"Well, the two of us can form a lonely and helpless group, wandering around the whole winter vacation."

"Well, I haven't visited much around the school."

He can go home, or not.His parents are living abroad, he doesn't want to go, so all he can go back to is an empty home, he might as well stay in school.

After hearing what Ji Li said, I was inexplicably looking forward to the arrival of the winter vacation...

After dinner, I went back to the dormitory. In the dormitory, there was only one roommate who had given up studying completely, sitting on the bed and playing with his mobile phone.

"Are you acting weird recently?" Gao Feng put down his phone and took the initiative to talk to him.

Yan Yu folded the black scarf that Zhong Jili had returned to him, put it on the bed, sat on the chair in front of the desk, and said without turning his head: "No."

"I was given the nickname "Fiery Eyes," Gao Feng said, "I'm used to seeing you with a serious smile, and now you are like a melting glacier, smiling at every turn."

"Is there?" Yan Yu asked uncertainly.

Gao Feng raised his voice and said firmly, "Yes, are you in a relationship?"

Yan Yu was agitated by this question. After thinking about it, he tapped the table with his fingertips and said, "Yes."

"Damn, big news, the self-sacrificing school girl is in a relationship?" Gao Feng was so shocked that he almost bit his tongue, and said without a sentence, "Is it the girl from that family? Do I know her?"

"I don't know," Yan Yu didn't want to lie, and continued, "It's not a girl. If I really like him, I should be unrequited love."