Qing Yan

The little that was left, the unheated existence, suddenly hit Jing Yan's heart, dispelling the warmth from her whole body in an instant.

Jing Yan's delicate body trembled, and even her voice trembled: "Worriless! Let go!"

How could Yu Wenrui be willing to listen to her?

"Don't let go!" She stubbornly tightened her arms.

Jing Yan felt chills all over his body: "Do you dare not listen to Aijia's words? You have grown up and dare to disobey Aijia!"

Hearing this, Yu Wenrui's heart ached, and he hugged her tightly, "Wuyou... How dare Wuyou disobey sister-in-law? Everything about Wuyou was given by sister-in-law... Without sister-in-law, there would be no worry-free today..."

What she said aroused Jing Yan's thoughts, and all the joys and sorrows since she married into Tian's family over the past ten years came to her mind.Jing Yan felt sad, and his whole body couldn't help shaking more and more violently.

Yu Wenrui hugged her, she trembled, and he felt the same way, only felt that she was even more lovable.

How did she know that the waves in Jing Yan's heart were surging?She wholeheartedly thought that sister-in-law was shivering from the cold, so she hurriedly used her internal energy secretly, trying her best to transmit the warmth to Jing Yan's whole body.

The steaming warmth that had just receded invaded her whole body unscrupulously again, just like Wuyou, a small beast, domineering and fearless broke into her heart, disturbing her heart.

Jing Yan's body no longer trembled, but his heart felt heavy again.

Yu Wenrui's strangeness and his intentions, she had a faint feeling, which made her even more afraid to face the next situation.She was afraid, afraid that what Yu Wenrui would say next would make her unable to maintain even the minimum superficial peace; she was afraid, afraid that the calmness and solemnity she had always been proud of would collapse and cease to exist.

She couldn't break free from Yu Wenrui's shackles, she could only try her best to calm down her voice, try her best to make the words sound indifferent, and she could even reject people thousands of miles away——

"Stop messing around! You're drunk, and Aijia is tired, so go back to the bedroom and rest earlier."

However, the calmer Jing Yan is, the more unable to be calm for Yu Wenrui.

Her heart was already excited, so hot that it was about to burn, why could Sister-in-law be so indifferent?

How could she have been so indifferent after more than two years?

Yu Wenrui would rather she scold and beat herself; she would rather point to her nose and blame herself for being "ungrateful" and "indulging in killing brothers and enemies" than this.

Auntie is calm on the surface, isn't it turbulent?

How did those occasional illnesses come about?

After all, the little emperor is not a fool.

If there are some words, if you don't expose them, will you and your sister-in-law have been maintaining a superficial calm like this?One year, two years, ten years, 20 years... until the temples are graying, and there is nothing left in this life?

For more than two years, there have been local conflicts at the border, and the list of soldiers killed in action has been reported every once in a while.In that list, occasionally one or two familiar names appeared...

Human life is so fragile.In the past, they were all in good health, and I watched them turn around the mountain pass, and their families were eagerly looking forward to their safe return.

One day, she will also go to the battlefield, and she will use Gaozu's two spears to take the capital of Beizheng with her own hands.The traitors who rebelled against the country were punished, the land that originally belonged to the Great Zhou, and the people returned to their homeland, that was her pride as an emperor!That is the embodiment of her living up to the kindness of sister-in-law and mother-in-law's upbringing!

The situation at the border is getting tighter and tighter, and this day is getting closer.On the battlefield, swords and guns have no eyes, and life is equally fragile. Even the emperor, even if his martial arts is outstanding, his life and death are still unknown.Look at the emperor, he is also the emperor, no...

Yu Wenrui was worried that he would not be able to wait for the day when he could confide his full heart.

After all, she was too young and took matters of relationship too simply.She only focused on pouring out her own thoughts, but she forgot: if one day, her life or death is uncertain, or if she encounters a catastrophe, how should Jing Yan bear it?

In the world of ice sculptures and jade carvings, two pretty figures, one red and one white, are intertwined together, which is truly beautiful.

Yu Wenrui hugged Jing Yan tightly, and while passing his own heat to her, he also murmured in her ear: "Sister-in-law, I'm not drunk, I won't go back to the palace, and I don't want you to go back ...There is one thing that I must tell you, just today..."

"Worriless, don't..." Don't say any more.Jing Yan didn't dare to listen anymore, she was afraid of her premonition.

But Yu Wenrui couldn't help her not listening, "Sister-in-law, listen to me... I, I love a woman..."

Jing Yan inhales.The cold air invaded her chest, and the chill penetrated into her bone marrow.

"She is very beautiful, no, she is the most beautiful woman in the world, she is all over the country, gentle and dignified, elegant... All the words to describe the beauty of a woman are not enough to describe her..."

"She is the strongest girl I have ever seen. She is proud, she seems to be able to bear anything, and she can withstand any pain..."

"When I was so young, I fell in love with her at first sight. Although I didn't know what admiration was at that time...but I understand now, no, I understood it as early as two or three years ago! At that time, I was afraid Scaring her, I'm afraid...she will be abrupt..."

Jing Yan just felt out of breath, and following Yu Wenrui's infatuated words, she described the appearance of that "admired woman"——

She is beautiful?Is it Mu Yihan?

She is the strongest girl?Is that the female assassin Xiaoba?

"When I was so young"?Could it be Yueer?

However, what Yu Wenrui said next made Jing Yan feel like being hit by five thunders, "When I was eight years old, on the night of the enthronement ceremony, my sister-in-law brought me here for the first time. My sister-in-law pointed to the emperor star and showed me The sister-in-law said that she hoped that I would become the brightest emperor star and the best emperor... At that time, you were so thin and lonely... I just thought, I want to grow up quickly, and when I grow up, I can Just like what you want me to do, to be a good emperor, you can... In this way, holding you, you will never feel cold again, and you will never feel lonely again..."

"You, what did you say?" Jing Yan was about to be suffocated by her words.

Yu Wenrui spoke emotionally, his hands were separated from her waist and back, and he held her face carefully in the most gentle gesture, allowing her to meet his extremely serious eyes, mustering courage, but still a little bit nervous , "Yan'er, I admire you and fall in love with you. After so many years, don't you have any feelings at all?"

Jing Yan widened her eyes in horror, and looked at her as if she didn't know her——

This is the child I raised with my own hands!

She called herself... Yan'er!

She said that she admired herself and devoted herself to herself!

No!No!There must be something wrong!It's just a child's fascination for a while, it's just a child's Oedipus love!How could it be true!How can it be!

As if she had been stung, she pushed Yu Wenrui away recklessly, bit her lip, almost bleeding from the bite, and shook her head slowly, as if helpless, more like disappointment: "Worriless, you are drunk..."

Yu Wenrui was hurt by her evasive attitude, and approached her anxiously, "I told you I'm not drunk!"

Jing Yan backed away quickly, but what he said was almost hysterical: "Not drunk? What nonsense are you talking about! I am your sister-in-law! I am your emperor's brother's wife! How can you..."

"No!" Yu Wenrui robbed her, "It's not Brother Huang!"

Jing Yan was stunned.

Yu Wenrui pushed Jing Yan to the corner step by step, reached out and hugged her into his arms again, clasped her slender waist, forced her face to face him, her eyes were close at hand, and her breath was heard.

"Not Brother Huang!"

Yu Wenrui paused every word, as if deliberately trying to make Jing Yan hear more clearly, she approached Jing Yan's face inch by inch until their noses were almost touching.

Jing Yan closed her eyes subconsciously: the similar face and different breath made her faceless.

"It's Sister Huang! Sister Huang!" Yu Wenrui leaned against her, hissing in a low voice, and the scorching breath sprayed on Jing Yan's cheeks and lips, making her shudder and tremble.

"You already knew..."

"Yes! I knew it a long time ago! But, sister-in-law has been hiding it from me!" Yu Wenrui felt more and more wronged as he spoke, and tears filled his eyes involuntarily.

Jing Yan frowned sadly when he heard her questioning with a hint of tears, but the words he said were still cold: "So what? I am your sister's woman!"

I am your imperial sister's woman, not yours!

Yu Wenrui's heart was stabbed severely by her words, the pain was so painful, "Why! She and I are both women! Why..."

Why can she do it but I can't?

Jing Yan closed his eyes and remained silent.

Yu Wenrui gritted his teeth, "Do you dare to open your eyes! Do you dare to open your eyes and look at my face! Don't you dare!"

Her aggressive move really worked, Jing Yan opened his eyes suddenly, and then closed them again.

The two were too close to see each other clearly.Even if you can't see clearly, so what?Jing Yan has long known that she and Zhe look alike, from the day she was raised.

Yu Wenrui suddenly hugged her tightly again, feeling aggrieved and unwilling: "Do I resemble her? Is it very similar? So you don't even want to look at me? This face of mine makes you think Do you hate it?"

Jing Yan felt distressed when he heard it, and his voice softened by two points: "Wuyou, don't be like this... Sister-in-law doesn't hate you... You are the emperor, the whole world belongs to you, so many good women are left to you..."

"I don't want another woman! I just want you!" Yu Wenrui interrupted her abruptly.

Jing Yan looked at her in pain, this child was raised by her own hands, now she is suffering so much for herself, no one is more sad than herself.

"Worriless, I am your sister's woman, and I only have..."

"No! If you only have her in your heart, why do you still treat me so well?" Yu Wenrui blushed, angrily.

"I treat you like your own child! Which mother doesn't treat her child well?"

"No! Since you are thinking like a mother, why are you angry because of Yue'er and Miss Mu? Why do you put up with me even for such a big matter as letting go of little eighth sister and not avenging my brother's murder, but you are only yourself. People touching and hurting? Why would I be so ashamed when I saw my body that I didn't have time to put on my clothes after bathing?" The little emperor finally had some confidence in himself.

Jing Yan's face also flushed red.People's hearts are complicated, and many inexplicable thoughts can't be explained clearly.Even she herself has overlooked some thoughts that cannot be delved into.

Her shameful and painful expression also stung Yu Wenrui.Yu Wenrui couldn't bear to ask her any more.

Yu Wenrui pressed her on his shoulders and whispered in her ears, as if persuading her, more like persuading himself: "Sister Huang has been away for so many years, but you still have to suffer like this? Could it be that she is thinking deeply?" Looking at you? Doesn't she expect you to live happily in this world? "

Jing Yan was shocked.This remark fits exactly what Empress Dowager Duan wanted to persuade her during the day.

Could it be that thinking of philosophy in one's heart is self-sufficiency?Is it wrong?

Yu Wenrui stroked her icy hair and said softly, "I just want you to be happy, I just want to keep you warm, and I won't let you be cold and alone in this world... You like that make my heart ache... "

Jing Yan's nasal cavity was acidic, and two lines of tears came out of his eyes.

"You are good... I will not force you, let alone force you to accept me... Our days will be long... You hope that I will be a good emperor, and I will live up to your expectations! You want me to be a great ancestor, I'll be a great ancestor and show you...you love the unification of the country, and I'll show you the unification of the country..."

"Qingqing, I will show you the emperor Gaozu!"

A few years ago, Yu Wenzhe's words suddenly appeared in Jing Yan's mind.She turned pale in shock, and covered Yu Wenrui's mouth with her palm——

She was afraid, afraid that Yu Wenrui would also...

In that case, her world would collapse.

Yu Wenrui's mouth was covered by her plain white palm, and the refreshing breath rushed into his nose accompanied by the cold air.

Blinking and blinking, Yu Wenrui stared blankly at Jing Yan, not knowing how to react for a moment.

Jing Yan was so teased by her stupid appearance that he couldn't help curling his lips, and suddenly felt that if he laughed out loud at this moment, it would really ruin the style of painting, so he had to hold back his smile and bowed his head in shame.

"Don't talk nonsense! You have to be well, so I can feel at ease..." She heard her own murmuring voice.

The icy atmosphere instantly dissipated without a trace.

Yu Wenrui stared at her obsessively, and slowly burst into a faint smile: "We all need to be well..."

As she spoke, she couldn't restrain the agitation in her heart after all, and slowly approached Jing Yan's lips.

Jing Yan was shocked and dodged subconsciously.

A moment of disappointment flashed in Yu Wenrui's eyes, and she looked away immediately, and she said softly: "Don't worry, if you don't agree, I will never treat you lightly...I just, just want to warm you..."

As she spoke, her moist and hot lips fell on Jing Yan's cool forehead, and then she wandered down, stopping at her tightly closed eyes, and nodded emphatically.

Because of this kiss that cannot be called a kiss, Jing Yan's eyelashes trembled uncontrollably, and his palms helplessly clenched Yu Wenrui's skirt...