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On the first day of the college entrance examination, when entering the examination room, Xia Lei gave Situ Shuo a piece of chocolate.Situ Shuo was never willing to eat, nor put it in his schoolbag, so he kept it in his pocket.

That afternoon, he originally wanted to go back to the rental house with Xia Lei, but Xia Lei left first, so he simply went to the room his mother had booked for her to rest.

With the excitement of approaching the last day of the college entrance examination and the promise of "chatting" between him and Xia Lei, he slept soundly that night.The next day, without a change of clothes, he continued to go to the examination room in that pair of white capri pants with chocolates in his pocket.

Thinking that he would be with Xia Lei for a long time after passing two more exams, Situ Shuo went to the exam room so happily that he didn't even bother to eat breakfast.

In the science synthesis in the morning, the questions have been answered very smoothly.However, when he left the examination room, he felt dizzy. This feeling had happened before, and it was all caused by excessive hunger and low blood sugar.So he was lucky that he still had the chocolate from Xia Lei in his trouser pocket, so he opened it and ate half of it.

He was not willing to eat all of it, although he knew that Xia Lei would still buy it for him if he wanted it, but for some reason, he kept the other half and stuffed it into his trouser pocket that day.

He didn't see Xia Lei's shadow at noon, he wanted to bear it any longer, there was only one last door left.

During the exam in the afternoon, the lights in the exam room suddenly turned on. He looked up and glanced at the window, only to realize that the sky was covered with dark clouds, and it seemed that it was going to rain heavily.

However, it didn't matter, until that time, he firmly believed that Xia Lei would be the first person he saw when he left the examination room.

However, after handing in the exam papers and leaving the exam room, waves of parents who came to pick up their children rubbed their shoulders and squeezed them into a corner.He didn't see Xia Lei's shadow until there was a thunderstorm and it really started to rain.

So he stood like that at the gate of the High School Attached to Normal University, braving the rain to wait for Xia Lei.One hour, two hours... The rain that day was really heavy, and Situ Shuo felt that it was almost the first time in his life that he encountered such heavy rain.

The rain washed away the flower bed at the entrance of the High School Attached to Normal University, and muddy water poured out of it, but even so, Situ Shuo still stood there stubbornly waiting for his Xia Lei.

He clutched the half of the chocolate in his hand until it melted, leaving a brown stain on his wet trousers.

Situ Shuo came to his senses from the memories that had been buried in the dust for a full ten years, and he felt as out of breath as he did back then.

"Brother Situ, what's the matter with you?" Mengmeng threw away the manga in her hand, rushed to Situ Shuo and asked him.

Situ Shuo looked at the gradually familiar room, then at Mengmeng, got up without saying anything, took his coat and went out.That night, in the cold wind, he sat on the bench that once belonged to him and Xia Lei for a long time.

On the second day of the Lunar New Year, Situ Shuo went to the shopping mall alone. Although he rarely came back to accompany his mother these years, he still used to buy some small gifts for her.

He stood alone in front of the counter full of silk scarves, hesitating which one to give Ms. Jia Lan.At this moment, someone tapped him on the shoulder from behind.

Situ Shuo turned around, and it turned out to be Ren Xiaojing.Seeing her standing alone with a small ball behind her and laughing, Situ Shuo found it difficult to match her with the hip-hop girl who was skateboarding in the bowl pool ten years ago.

"Why are you alone?" Situ Shuo instinctively felt that it was dangerous for a pregnant woman to be alone on the street, and she needed someone to accompany her all the time.

Ren Xiaojing smiled and said, "I came to see the silk scarf, I want to give my mother a present."

Situ Shuo happened to hold one in his hand, and said, "The silk scarves from this store are very pretty, and I was thinking about whether to give my mother one."

Ren Xiaojing took the silk scarf from Situ Shuo's hand and looked at it. It was really beautiful.

Situ Shuo thought of Xiaojing's mother who lived with her neighbor for more than half a year before, that woman who always seemed very gentle, and the aunt who always thanked him for making up for Xiaojing when he met in the corridor, so he asked casually: "Your mother well enough?"

"Her?" Ren Xiaojing put down the silk scarf in her hand, went to look at other things, and said, "Not too good, pancreatic cancer is terminal, and I have been in the hospital for a long time."

Situ Shuo's heart trembled when he heard that, and the woman's smiling face became more and more obvious in his mind. He felt it was unbelievable, and he confirmed it again: "Really?"

"Well," Ren Xiaojing nodded with a smile, as if she had already accepted this reality, and said very calmly, "Really."

"Huh..." Situ Shuo sighed, looked at the gift that Ren Xiaojing had chosen, and rushed to pay for it, "I'll give it to Auntie."

Ren Xiaojing didn't refuse, but tugged on Situ Shuo's sleeve and asked, "Situ, can we talk?"

Situ Shuo didn't answer, and silently followed Ren Xiaojing to sit down in the rest area of ​​the shopping mall, and the two ordered yogurt to drink.

He originally thought that Ren Xiaojing would tell him about his mother's condition, but unexpectedly she said, "Situ Shuo, do you know that Xia Lei has had a hard time these years?"

When Situ Shuo heard this name again from Ren Xiaojing, he suddenly felt as if he had returned to the month before the college entrance examination.At that time, Ren Xiaojing always came to the hut she rented and told herself all kinds of good things about Xia Lei.It was also because of her words that Situ Shuo rekindled hope for Xia Lei, waiting for the "chat" after the college entrance examination.

"Really?" Situ Shuo pretended to be careless, biting on the straw.

Ren Xiaojing rubbed her stomach, smiled forcedly, and said, "I don't know what misunderstanding there is between you two, but I really don't want to see either of you continue to be sad."

Situ Shuo shrugged and said with a smile, "I'm fine."

"You?" Ren Xiaojing shook her head, "Hey, let me tell the truth. This class reunion is what I discussed with everyone, and I want to give you and Xia Lei a chance to reunite. We know that after all these years, you still won't forget each other."

"You are so free and easy, pushing your husband towards a gay man." Situ Shuo felt a little bit confused about Ren Xiaojing again.

"I'm going to 'marry' Xia Lei, but that's just to give my mother an explanation. My mother's illness, you can guess, I'm afraid it won't last until May. And..." Ren Xiaojing said , sniffed, and continued, "My stomach is not Xia Lei's child at all, but my ex-boyfriend's."

"You..." Situ Shuo felt that all these reversals were too violent, and it was a little difficult to accept for a while, so he started to be speechless.

"Well, I'm just a woman who was abandoned, and I'm like this now, haha," Ren Xiaojing forced a smile, "Xia Lei just wanted to help me, he always doesn't want girls to be hurt, especially after his sister died..."

"What did you say?" Situ Shuo was shocked. When he heard the word "his sister", Xiao Ye Zi's pure and sweet smile immediately popped up in his mind. He leaned forward involuntarily, holding the yogurt bottle nervously, and asked, "Little What happened to Ye Zi?"

Ren Xiaojing twitched her nose again, she couldn't hold back her tears, she said, "I don't believe you don't know?"

Situ Shuo leaned back violently, his back pressed against the back of the sofa, but he still felt empty and his mind went blank.He never imagined that the girl who was always around and could sing and dance disappeared.

The author has something to say: You can continue to hit me today, but... please leave half your life for me, after all... it's almost over...

Good night, okay~