I love you this time of rebirth

Coming out of Chen Yicheng's office, Ji Lanqing had a sullen face, her delicate eyebrows and eyes were wrinkled together, her hands were clenched into fists, and she beat on the white wall one after another.

Chen Yicheng's words were like sharp needles, piercing into Ji Lanqing's heart one by one, making him feel so painful and remorseful.

"Hei Feng has been well maintained all these years. If he hadn't met you, I don't think he would have been in such a serious situation in his life."

"You know what you have done to him these years. Heart disease patients are most taboo about violent emotional ups and downs. Moreover, in the past two years, Hei Feng started drinking. Hei Feng is simply asking for his own death."

"Hei Feng can be said to be the one I watched growing up. Because of his body, he is aloof and looks aloof and unapproachable. In fact, this is not an illusion he deliberately created for the sake of the people around him."

"Before, he always said that without love, you will not be sad. Even if one day he leaves, his cherished friends will not be sad because of his departure, and even rejoice that he is gone..."

The eye sockets became moist, and Ji Lanqing wiped them vigorously. How could he not understand Hei Feng's thoughts? This was the meaning in the unfinished words before.

"It's just, Hei Feng, even if it's like this, how can you guarantee that I won't be sad or sad!"

Even in the previous life, Ji Lanqing, who hated Hei Feng the most, realized after Hei Feng's death that he felt extremely uncomfortable, and finally ended up in a gloomy end.

Ji Lanqing still remembers asking about the source of his heart, and he will never forget Chen Yicheng's sad eyes: "Ever since Hei Feng was found to have this problem, we started searching all over the world, but..."

But what, although Chen Yicheng didn't say anything, Ji Lanqing understood it clearly.

"What about surgery, can't it be cured by surgery?" Ji Lanqing still remembered her own question, and even more Chen Yicheng's answer: "It's useless. If surgery could cure the disease, it would have been done a long time ago, especially according to Hei Feng's current situation. You can’t do major surgery at all, and even if you do it, it’s useless.”

It's not that there is no cure, it's not that you don't do it, but it's useless at all, everything is futile and futile.

There is nothing more sad and hopeless than this.

"Then... how much time does he have?" Ji Lanqing couldn't remember the mood in which he asked this question, but he only knew that his eyes could not see, his ears were buzzing, and his legs were getting worse. It was trembling all the time, and it was even difficult to stand up.

"If you take good care of it, it can be up to two years." Chen Yicheng didn't hide it. These days, he has seen Ji Lanqing clearly, and he also understands Hei Feng's emotions. not a fairy...

Two years!

Two years!

"Heh...hehe!!" Ji Lanqing propped her hands on the wall, her brown-haired head hung down between her arms, accompanied by a burst of miserable laughter, tears fell on the floor, and finally turned into peace .

Ji Lanqing's voice was too sad, even in a hospital where life and death were used to, it gave people a creepy feeling.

The gentle touch on the top of her head made Ji Lan pause for a moment, and when she looked up her tear-stained eyes, what she saw was Hei Feng's smiling eyebrows.

"I'm fine, don't do this."

Such a simple sentence, such a gentle sigh, made Ji Lan's heart so clear that a knife pierced her. Tears gushed out like a lake that broke its embankment, and couldn't stop...

Ji Lanqing looked at Hei Feng, the water vapor in his eye sockets accumulated, slid down his cheeks, and flowed into his mouth, with a salty taste.

"It's okay, what's called something, don't you have to wait until you..." Ji Lanqing couldn't continue, what came to mind was the scene of Hei Feng lying lifelessly in the freezer with his eyes tightly closed in his previous life.

Does it really matter if you die?

Is it really necessary to wait until there is no room for maneuver before it is called something?

The corners of her pale mouth were raised slightly, and her slender fingers gently touched Ji Lanqing's tear-wet cheeks with a cool touch. Hei Feng was smiling, and looked directly at Ji Lanqing with soft eyes, lowered his head, and looked at the girl who was tightly pressed together. lips, and kissed them.

Ji Lanqing opened his lips to meet Hei Feng, and responded vigorously when Hei Feng pushed the tip of his tongue deep.

Hei Feng became visibly happy about Ji Lanqing's response, and didn't stop until both of them were out of breath.

The moment the lips parted, the silver thread was constantly entangled between the two of them, Ji Lanqing's cheeks were slightly flushed, and Hei Feng smiled heartily.

"Hei Feng, I'm sorry, it's all because of me..." Before Ji Lanqing could finish speaking, her cool fingers stood in the middle of her lips, her surprised eyes raised, and her eyes were filled with Hei Feng's faint but warm smile.

"I don't blame you. I'm too selfish. A person like me shouldn't expect love. It's me who possessed you selfishly. It's me who should say I'm sorry." Hei Feng stared at Ji Lanqing with his affectionate eyes. He directly pulled him into his arms, tightened it tightly, and tightened it again...

Hei Feng thought about letting go, just before Ji Lanqing asked him if he would leave, he thought about letting go, at least one day in the future, when he left, Ji Lanqing would not be too deeply involved, and would not be too painful.

However, just now, when Hei Feng saw Ji Lanqing weeping, when he was looking at Ji Lanqing's sad eyes, Hei Feng changed his mind.

"Lanqing, please forgive my selfishness, I can't let go, even if there are still two years left, I won't let go!" This person is the person he has loved for five years, and it is not easy for Ji Lanqing to accept it. It made him how to let go.

Let alone two years, even if there are two months left, he, Hei Feng, still won't let go.

"Lanqing, before you asked me if I would leave." Hei Feng held Ji Lanqing's face, made his eyes look directly into his own, and told the other party clearly, word by word: "I will tell you now. The answer is, as long as I am alive, even if it is only for a second, I will not let go."

Even if you still hate me like before, it's the same.

Only when you have loved, you will know how heavy it is; only when you are drunk, you will know how strong the wine is.

In this life, no matter how long or short it is, Hei Feng will never let go of Ji Lanqing's hand, no matter whether the other party is willing or not, just let him be a selfish person.

I hope that in the next life, you can find a lover who can accompany you for the rest of your life, laughing at the sunrise and sunset with you, and never being apart.

The two people embracing each other were interrupted by a soft ringtone. Ji Lanqing remembered that it was his favorite song, and it was also the ringtone of Hei Feng's cell phone.

Hei Feng frowned, and reluctantly let go of his embrace. When he saw Ji Lanqing enter the ward as if evasive and picked up the phone and handed it to him, Hei Feng smiled happily.