I love you this time of rebirth

When Ji Lan woke up, she was very dazed, looking at the pale ceiling, her mind went blank.

"Wake up!" A warm voice came from the right, Ji Lanqing turned around, and saw a pair of deep, smiling eyes, so familiar...

Zooming in, Ji Lan clearly saw Hei Feng lying flat on the bed, turning his head to look at him, with a pale complexion, cyanotic lips, and affectionate eyes as always.

"You're fine, that's great!" Ji Lanqing thought that she would be surprised, excited, outburst, angry, and irritable, but in fact, Ji Lanqing was extremely quiet and peaceful.

"I'm sorry, I should have told you in advance." With a slight smile, Hei Feng raised his hand holding the blood oxygen testing device, and Ji Lanqing knelt down by the bed and held it tightly: "You shouldn't have told me Yes, it's more realistic that way."

"I will feel bad!"

"How much does it hurt?"

"It hurts!"

"Then you still lie to me?"

"sorry."

"sorry?"

"sorry!"

"Then tell me, how many times have you fainted inexplicably?"

Originally, he planned to dry Hei Feng well and make him realize what to do and what not to do, but seeing his lover's bloodless face, Ji Lanqing's heart softened.

"...I'm sorry!" Hei Feng didn't know how to answer, he didn't want Ji Lanqing to worry the last thing, but he still made his lover worry all the time.

"Don't say sorry."

"..." Hei Feng looked at Ji Lanqing affectionately, his dark pupils were full of the other party's shadow.

Ji Lanqing looked a little shy, but only for a moment, she pretended to be tough: "Say, how many times?"

According to Chen Yicheng, it was definitely not the first time that Hei Feng fainted like this without warning, nor would it be the last time.

"..." Hei Feng was silent, and under Ji Lanqing's direct gaze, he slightly curled his lips: "You didn't allow me to say that!"

"Me? You?" Ji Lan gave Hei Feng an innocent look, seemingly helpless, but couldn't help but smile: "I didn't let you say "sorry" again, I didn't let you stop talking."

"...Three times!" Hei Feng knew what Ji Lanqing meant, and even more what the other person's character was. He seemed gentle, but he was actually tougher and more stubborn than anyone else.

"Once at home, twice at the office!" After Hei Feng finished speaking, he bit his lip and looked at the ceiling, only gradually tightening his grip on Ji Lanqing's hand...

"Actually, the first time, I didn't feel anything, and it passed without knowing anything. The second time, I was scared. I was afraid that one day I would go like this. It was too late to say goodbye to you... ..."

Hei Feng tilted his head, his deep pool-like pupils were crystal clear, his pale face was more glaring than the wall: "Lan Qing, I'm afraid, I'm really afraid, I'm more afraid of seeing your tears than death... ..."

Looking at the tears in the corner of Ji Lanqing's eyes, Hei Feng felt that he was more uncomfortable than the onset of illness. Except for the three words "I'm sorry", he really didn't know what he should say, and what he could say...

"Hei Feng, don't hide it from me in the future, okay?" Ji Lanqing held Hei Feng's hand and put it on her cheek, cold tears dripped down on the back of Hei Feng's hand, carrying a scalding temperature.

"Lanqing..." Ji Lanqing sniffled, and interrupted Hei Feng's words: "Hei Feng, listen to me, in this whole life, I have recognized you from the moment I saw you in your office."

"I am very aware of your physical condition, so I cherish every minute and every second with you even more."

Ji Lanqing choked up, and the hand holding Hei Feng strengthened, and red marks appeared where the two of them touched.

"Hei Feng, I'm also afraid, I'm afraid that you will disappear in a place where I can't see, you know?"

"I don't want to go to work, I call you every few minutes, I want to be with you all the time because I'm scared."

"I'm afraid that you will disappear from my life in a blink of an eye. I have experienced such pain. It hurts so much. I will never bear it again."

Thinking of the previous life, Hei Feng disappeared without a sound without his knowing, and when he knew it, he had completely left.

If it is said that in the last life, after Ji Lanqing realized that she fell in love with Hei Feng, she died of grief, let alone this life.

If this happens again, Ji Lanqing can be sure that she will go crazy.

"Lan Qing..." Hei Feng's heart ached, the moisture in his eyes finally gathered, like a bottomless spring, glowing faintly...

He never thought that Ji Lanqing had so much sadness and fear hidden in his heart.

He never knew that his lover was so infatuated with him, and he had so much anxiety in his heart...

Hei Feng just wanted to keep Ji Lanqing from worrying and making him sad, but he didn't know that from the moment the two of them connected, they were doomed to be entangled in this life.

It is destined that in this life, no matter sadness, joy, hardship or sadness, they will witness and bear together.

"Hei Feng, when you get better, let me tell you a secret, okay?" Ji Lanqing gazed into Hei Feng's eyes affectionately, opened Hei Feng's palm, hooked her little finger and Hei Feng's little finger together, and struck a Tick.

"In our hometown, this gesture means ticking, which means that things that have been agreed must be done, and you must never go back on your word and break your word."

Hei Feng's eyes fell on the crossed little fingers of the two people, watching Ji Lanqing raise his thumb, and then the two of them faced each other.

"Let's seal it, Hei Feng, you promise me that you will get better, you understand?"

"Okay!" The hoarse voice was persistent, and there was clarity in the low voice: "I'll wait for you to tell me."

Ji Lanqing took a deep breath, raised her hand to touch her face, then lowered her head and kissed the corner of Hei Feng's lips.

"Hei Feng, I don't know what you thought before, but now, you have nothing, and I support you, and now I am your benefactor."

The originally sad atmosphere was easily resolved by Ji Lanqing. Seeing Ji Lanqing pretending to be strong and relaxed, Hei Feng smiled unknowingly; "Then can you give me some more money to spend?"

Ji Lanqing raised her eyebrows arrogantly: "It depends on your performance. If you make me happy, I will reward you more."

"Okay!" Hei Feng closed his eyes, then opened them again: "Then can I rest for a while now?"

"Okay, it's approved. Go to sleep. Leave the outside affairs to me. It's up to your benefactor how I can protect you."

Ji Lanqing stood up, and what she said was so arrogant, it would be even better if she could ignore the red eyes.

Hei Feng insisted on talking to Ji Lanqing, which was already extreme. Before Ji Lanqing finished speaking, he closed his eyes, and only the conscientious monitor made regular beeping sounds...