doctor is cold

"Your situation is a bit complicated."

After listening to Yin Linru's statement, Min Liyan said to Zheng Xi.

"Does she have a lot of nightmares recently?" Yin Linru asked this question.

Yin Linru shook her head. Some time ago, she was woken up almost every night by the huge force from her arm. When she opened her eyes, Zheng Xi was frowning and clutching her arm, with cold sweat dripping from her forehead. .It's just that this kind of situation has decreased a lot. She thought the situation was getting better. Could it be that it's getting worse instead?

Min Liyan looked at Zheng Xi, then at Yin Linru, and then at Zheng Xi.

"It's okay, just tell me."

"It started to get better." Min Liyan said, "Miss Zheng's illness is just a heart disease. Has something happened recently that made the situation more complicated, and you have no idea?"

Zheng Xi bowed her head and remained silent, without speaking.

"I see, Zheng Xi, you go out first, I have something to say to Dr. Min." Yin Linru said.

Zheng Xi was thinking about something, when he heard Yin Linru's words, he got up and went out without saying anything.

"What do you want to say?" Seeing Zheng Xi closed the door, Min Liyan looked at Yin Linru and asked.

"I haven't asked before, I don't think it's appropriate... What's the situation with her?"

"Are you concerned about her?"

Yin Linru frowned: "Is this important? I'm talking about Zheng Xi now, don't bring it up to me again."

"But you care about her."

"So what?" Yin Linru became impatient.

"This is so important! Do you know, this is an important step for you! My God, Yin Linru, you are saved!" Min Liyan's voice was so excited that she raised her voice.

"Okay. Let's talk about Zheng Xi." Under Yin Linru's eyes, Min Liyan restrained her emotions, "First of all, it is very clear that Zheng Xi, like you, is a mental illness caused by something he experienced when he was young. Manifested by nightmares, cold sweats, and unconscious suicide."

"Wait, unconscious suicide? What is this?"

"I summed up this term based on her performance." Min Liyan said, "She doesn't have any suicidal tendencies, I mean, when she is awake, but when she has nightmares, she will have behaviors that can lead to death, and her body Falling into a nightmare and unable to extricate yourself, this is a subconscious suicidal tendency."

"continue."

"I said that the subconscious mind is generally a reflection of reality, which means that deep down in her heart, she must have a deep sense of guilt or something, which will make her feel painful and difficult to live in this world, but And because this kind of memory was sealed, or not sealed, just suppressed, and then gave a hint to herself when she was awake, telling herself that nothing happened, so she behaved very normally when she was awake, and she also had the desire to survive. "

"Wait a minute." Yin Linru couldn't help interrupting, "Why do you say that, it looks like—like—"

"Split personality?"

"I know it's not, but in performance—"

"You're right." Min Liyan said, "If it continues to develop, it is very likely that a personality will be derived, but of course, it may not necessarily be this result, and it may be other situations. Easy to say."

"I guess, is there any news recently that her condition has started to deteriorate?"

"Sorry, I think this is still..." Yin Linru said, "I will talk to her."

"OK, fine!" Min Liyan became angry, "Since they chose to hide it from me, then why come to me? Get out!"

"Doctor Min, I—"

"get out!"

Yin Linru had no choice but to stand up before Min Liyan got up to chase away the people.

"Why did you come out so soon?" Zheng Xi asked curiously, looking at Yin Linru who was still expressionless, but inexplicably awkward.

"Come out after chatting." Yin Linru said, "Let's go, it's our turn."

"what?"

"Go back and talk."

......

Zheng Xi never thought that there would be such a time with Yin Linru——

As soon as he got home, Yin Linru left her to take a shower by himself, and immediately stuffed her into the bathroom after he came out, and then there was the current situation: the two were lying on the bed facing each other, very close, as if The breath can be sprayed on the opponent's face.

Although they have slept in the same bed for more than a month, it is absolutely impossible for them to be so close to each other and still be in the same bed as they are now.

"Why do we..."

"Talk."

"Eh? Do you need this for a heart-to-heart talk?" Zheng Xi was a little skeptical about life, looked at the other person's clothes, and then looked at his own, still doubting, "Is this so?"

"It's not about being honest with each other."

"???" Zheng Xi didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "It's about the heart!"

"The body can be honest first, and then the heart can follow." Yin Linru didn't care.

"..."

"Okay, what are you going to say." Zheng Xi gave up struggling.

"Aren't you very insecure?"

"what?"

"Did you not trust yourself about that case?"

"How is it possible! Don't you know me, I have absolute confidence!"

"Don't put too much pressure on yourself, you are not alone."

"I'm nothing—ouch!"

"Don't raise an argument." Yin Linru said flatly, and withdrew his hand. "There are more and more cases, but the situation is getting more and more complicated. The clues of new cases always seem to overthrow some of the previous things, which makes you more and more panic. What if you can't catch the murderer? I'm worried that I won't be able to give Wan Yiyang brothers and sisters an explanation."

"I--"

"Actually, you already knew that Wan Yiyang was not the murderer." Yin Linru said, "Although it was too late when you knew it, you always thought that if you were brave enough, you could have done it a few years ago. Go to retract the confession, then Wan Yiyang can also save a few years of imprisonment. You have been regretting, regretting and wanting to die, so on the other hand, you have been hinting to yourself, telling yourself that Wan Yiyang is the murderer, like It's like hypnotizing yourself, and this hypnosis is also successful."

"However, that entrustment pulled you back again. You finally wanted to face the reality, but one after another, it seemed to be beyond your ability. You felt powerless, and you felt that such an incompetent self What are you doing alive? It’s better to die once and for all, as an apology to the brothers and sisters of the Wan family, right? Is that what you think?”

"You nonsense, I never thought about suicide! Never!"

Zheng Xi's tone became agitated, and Yin Linru immediately grabbed her wrist and hugged her into his arms.

"I don't! No!"

Zheng Xi struggled violently in Yin Linru's arms until she gradually lost her strength.

Yin Linru breathed a sigh of relief, venting like this is much better than hiding it deeply.

"I don't, I don't..."

"Zheng Xi, it's impossible to escape for a lifetime. I don't judge whether you are doing right or not, but I know that you are not bad. You chose this career that you don't like. It's because you still have a glimmer of hope deep in your heart." Well, you can't give up just because of a little setback. Go on, you..." Yin Linru paused, "You have me."

"you?"

"for me."

"what can you do?"

"I can accompany you and correct this mistake together. Zheng Xi, people cannot make mistakes again and again. Since there is an opportunity, they should make up for it with gratitude. I will accompany you."

Zheng Xi's hand grasped Yin Linru's neckline tightly, creating several creases.

"Yin Linru."

"Ah."

"Why are you so nice?"

"I do not know."

"Are you this nice to everyone?"

"For now, it's only you." Yin Linru said without thinking, "You should thank God, you are so special to me—"

Yin Linru stopped talking suddenly, because Zheng Xi suddenly pushed forward and sealed her lips.

As if returning to that night again, that sudden embrace, no, it made Yin Linru more at a loss than that. She didn't know where she was or who she was for a moment, she was dizzy and couldn't even move her hands. Know where to put it.

Fortunately, it was only a light touch between the lips, and Zheng Xi backed away, turned around, turned his back to Yin Linru, and closed his eyes with a blushing face.

Yin Linru felt that the air around her was sucked dry by Zheng Xi, she forgot how to breathe for a while, until her cheeks were flushed, she sat up suddenly, panting heavily and patting her chest.After a while, the breath became calmer, and Yin Linru probably felt that sitting like this seemed inappropriate, so he slowly and carefully lay back down.

Two people, one lying sideways, resting on his arm, biting his lower lip, tightly closed his eyes and dared not open them, the other opened his eyes wide, rubbing his lips with his hand from time to time, surprised that he didn't have the slightest He felt uncomfortable, and didn't even notice the arc of his mouth raised at some point.

After a long while, Yin Linru turned his head and looked at Zheng Xi, whose back was facing him and had not moved at all. He called out softly, but did not respond. After hesitating for a few seconds, he stretched out his hand to hold Zheng Xi's hand as usual. One hand, but her posture today seemed to wrap Zheng Xi in her arms.

Zheng Xi narrowed his eyes carefully, the blush on his face deepened a little.

She didn't know what was wrong with her. Hugs were not enough before, but this time she kissed him so boldly. She was worried that Yin Linru would be disgusted and uncomfortable. She was more worried when she was shy. Lin Ru held his hand again as before, lest when he was having nightmares, all worries would go to hell!For a moment, she was like a kitten stealing fish, and she couldn't help being secretly happy.

But, in this way, what are she and Yin Linru?couple?But there is no title between them.friend?Will there be such a touch between friends?Mouth to mouth.There seems to be, but, friend...is that enough?Zheng Xi felt that she seemed a little greedy.

The author has something to say: all fiction, psychological problems and so on, without any basis in reality