Looking at the sword in the cold light

"Why are you talking about this again?" Mi Da whispered helplessly. He didn't want to mention this, but there was no impatience in his tone. When he was in Yandu and Binglou, Guling Shiyan especially wanted to mention this, and now It was clear, Gu Ling Shiyan's long hair swept across his cheeks with the movement.

"You don't even bother to pretend, that's how you are. What are you going to tell me this time?" Gu Ling Shiyan continued, moving his arms and lowering his body a little.

Mi Da rubbed the back of Gu Ling Shiyan's hand: "You are so smart, you don't even know that you are close to my heart."

Guling Shiyan felt the heartbeat of his subordinates, which seemed real and sometimes false, sometimes far and sometimes close: "It is because they are so close that they feel far away."

Even though Guling Shiyan said the word "pretend", Mi Da knew the meaning behind his words, he seemed to be able to see the face of Guling Shiyan above him in the dark, he still held Guling Shiyan's hand, He flicked the lock of hair that fell on his face: "You can only say that our relationship is so fragile, since you want to know so much, then let me tell you first, you can prove it, and you can prove it. Wanting to comprehend each other's intentions is not just a simple sentence of love, you want to confirm my intention, and I also want to confirm your intention, with my temperament and yours, I'm afraid it will be nothing in the end."

Proof is the meaning of comprehension in the Buddhist language, and it is also used to confirm and verify.

"You prove my proof, your heart proves your mind..." Gu Ling Shiyan repeated these words in a low voice, thoughtfully, and didn't feel that he was leaving the topic at all, it just happened to be his topic, he always wanted to know the other party's heart What is he thinking, Mida is not like Xuanming's Du Wuyu, he knows everything in his heart, after all, Mida is not a human being, he has already cultivated to become a Buddha, not to mention that things like Hongchen will die like the world's infatuated children Yes, he put in so much effort, but he still only saw a fog. He looked down at the silhouette of Mita in the darkness, and Mita's face was slightly tilted, as if they were looking at each other.Guling Shiyan said: "You prove me, your heart proves your mind, there is no proof, Si Keyun proves. Both parties are trying to comprehend with their hearts, thinking that they have comprehended, but they have been sinking in the abyss of trying to comprehend the other party's mind. , thus getting lost and unable to gain real comprehension.”

"You know it all." Mi Da said with a smile, this sentence is also half true, in fact, the highest state of comprehending the other party's mind is not like this, but he didn't say anything, he half sat up and leaned against the head of the bed.

Guling Shiyan turned sideways to let Mida sit up, and Mida stretched out a hand to embrace him, and he leaned into Mida's arms, thinking for a while: "I didn't mean to make it clear that our relationship is fragile, I want to be with you for a longer time, so I want to get through with you, but you don't tell me anything, is there anything else you haven't told me."

"There is nothing I haven't told you. You should not think about these things. Nothing bad happened to us. Why bother to speculate on each other's mind? These things seem to be empty but have everything. You are I am used to counting people from day to night, from morning to night, from night to morning, from spring to winter." Mida's arms were around Gu Ling Shiyan's back and shoulders, and Gu Ling Shiyan's face was pressed against the side of his neck , He stroked Guling Shiyan's long hair up and down, feeling the warm body temperature of Guling Shiyan. Shoulder.

The two leaned against each other for a long time, or it could be said that Guling Shiyan was silent for a while, Mida could understand what he said, but he didn't understand what he didn't understand, he seemed to have said a lot, but he didn't seem to say anything.Guling Shiyan put his hand on Mida's waist and rubbed it on Mida's neck: "You told me not to think about it...but why did you insist on saying that? It made me think about it even more, I just I can't stop thinking about it like this. We are so close now, I feel so happy, I want to be close to you and want to stay away from you, how long will you stay with me like this, I began to think again. You are smart, you have counted on Qingqing's life. Even though we are so good now, it is hard to say what the future will be. No matter how hard I try, if you abandon me in the future, I will still be a wedding dress for someone else. I am unwilling. "Gu Ling Shiyan said that he seemed to have felt unwilling, and also seemed to see them as if in the future, his tone was very low.

"Okay, why are you talking like this again?" Mi Da knew Gu Ling Shiyan's temperament, and he couldn't stop Gu Ling Shiyan from counting every minute. His fingers pierced through the hair behind Gu Ling Shiyan. Pass, stroking.

Mi Da's movements rubbed lightly, but could not appease Gu Ling Shiyan. Gu Ling Shiyan's head moved, and he seemed to shake his head. He sighed softly, pulled Mida's hand to his chest, and Said: "I have said so much, you know me, but in the end I still don't know you. Mo Buddha, you and Guling and I are like the eternal sky, once the wind and moon. Mo Buddha has practiced for tens of thousands of years, and he has cultivated Dzogchen to become a Buddha. , but an ordinary person in Guling is just a period of romance in the sky..."

"Stop talking." Mi Da interrupted Gu Ling Shi Yan, a little unhappy, more of distressed and inexplicably sad, he hugged Gu Ling Shi Yan tightly, and said those specious things Gu Ling Shi Yan I prefer something more practical. Guling Shiyan is a very practical person, and there is nothing he can do about it. He stroked Guling Shiyan's back, sniffed the other person's body, and thought that Guling Shiyan is really not good. Knowing how much he loves him, he kissed Gu Ling Shiyan's cheek, his voice softened a bit, full of pampering, and he said: "How can you say that about yourself? Don't tell me you don't show mercy to others, eh? Do you know your position in my heart, don’t compare it with a period of romance, and don’t cling to Wang Chen’s fate, how can he compare with you in my heart, if it weren’t for this, I can still spoil you until now, and you would I don’t take my feelings seriously. I only have you in my heart. Don’t say such things in the future. It’s the sky again, and it’s the wind and the moon again. Has the great master gone to Zen? Do you have to change your name? Master, I still don't understand the mind and love of the Demon Buddha."

The eternal sky, once the wind and the moon is the highest state of the three realms of Zen.

Saying it this way makes people feel a bit clearer, Gu Ling Shiyan chuckled, looked at the outline, and kissed the corner of Mida's lips: "Gu Ling just said casually, what is Zen meditation? Why do you dislike the appearance of practicing Zen so much, even the Demon Buddha is like this, what should those ascetics do."

"Those ascetics think that they can realize the true meaning and supernatural powers through hard work. I hear it all day long, so I don't need to understand those things at all." Mida sneered, and pulled up the quilt that had slipped from his waist again. .Hearing his words, I don't know how many monks who are practicing will be heartbroken.Guling Shiyan leaned against him quietly, and stopped saying those words. Mida liked this kind of Guling Shiyan the most, and he said: "You are getting more and more out of proportion tonight, almost making me think you are You have also become a Buddha, and you have opened your five eyes and six supernatural powers, so you can see through the past and the future."

"My mortal eyes, how come I have five eyes and six supernatural powers." Gu Ling Shiyan smiled and blinked, it is really difficult to see things in the dark here, he can't see Mida clearly, maybe Mida can see clearly He, although his eyes can't see, his heart is like a mirror, maybe what he sees in his heart is just a mirror, but that's okay, he took Mida's hand and intertwined his fingers. "Do you still remember the first time we met, you and I flew thousands of miles in the air that day, the vastness of China and only the two of us in the world, as if both the nine heavens and the nine secluded worlds are within easy reach."

Mi Da's heart moved, and he held Gu Ling Shiyan's hand instead. The movement was neither light nor heavy. He felt the slender joints of Gu Ling Siyan, but his heart was filled with indescribable love: "How could I forget, Going thousands of miles into the vast expanse of the sky, riding the wind and whips and lightning, we will have many opportunities in the future, Jiutian and Jiuyou are both in the palm of our hands, so why worry about being far away."

"Ha." Guling Shiyan gave a short laugh with unknown meaning, and he could immediately hear what Mida said, this world is in their hands.

"Gu Ling Shi Yan." Mi Da rubbed Gu Ling Shi Yan's index finger with his thumb, and pressed to the slender joints through the thin layer of flesh. He looked at Gu Ling Shi Yan's face in the dark, but he was not worried by the darkness The confusion is as clear as a mirror, although he is not intimate and only calls the first two words, but he is surprisingly gentle. "Let's get married."

"Get married." Gu Ling Shiyan slowly repeated these two words, his tone was slightly raised, and the tone could not be heard as surprised, but he was still a little surprised, or surprised, who did not expect him to say such a thing, Mida didn't seem to have any special reaction, but it was completely different in his heart. Their progress was almost as fast. He stroked Mida's cheek in the dark, rubbed it, and said with a smile that seemed to be nothing. "Yes, yes, but you didn't give me anything, so you said you were married."

Mida grabbed the hand touching his face and kissed it. Although it seemed a serious matter, he half-jokingly said, "What do you want, the heirloom sword?"

It's written like this in those goofy novels, it looks vulgar and romantic.

"I not only want the heirloom sword, but also the heirloom jade." Guling Shiyan deliberately followed Mida's intentions, and he seemed to be half-joking like Mida, and Mida's lips rubbed against his Palms feel a little itchy.

"Okay, wait for me." Mida said, put down Gu Ling's hands, pulled the quilt off the bed, and lit the candle beside the bed.

Guling Shiyan looked at the back of Mida leaving the bedroom, a little hesitant to speak, the sudden light made him squint his eyes, the rainy night was getting colder and colder, the sound of rain outside continued, there was no one next to him, and he wrapped the quilt up wrap.But the glaring light still made his eyes uncomfortable, and it was bright even with his eyes closed. He still couldn't help but want to get out of bed and cut the candle wick.

Thinking of this, Gu Ling Shiyan still got out of bed, took the scissors on the table, and Mida came back within a few minutes, just in time to see Gu Ling Shiyan got out of bed to cut the candle wick. "Why did you come down, let me cut it." Mi Da walked to the side of Guling Shiyan, and reached out to take the scissors in Guling Shiyan's hand.

Guling Shiyan didn't let go, and cut the candles together with Mita's hand, which was always covering his. He looked at Mita and said softly, "It's raining tonight, let's cut candles together. Chuang Zhu, I feel very warm in my heart, I wonder if you are the same as me."