you don't love me try

Huang Chunfu didn't think his tone was wrong, but looked worriedly at the person on the bed and said: "Yes, he will have nightmares and he won't be able to wake up..."

Yi Shuyan lowered his head, the blood on his face faded away.Familiar words rang in my ears again. "He said, it hurts so much, it hurts even to dream, it's too painful to live, so..."

He can still clearly remember the doctor's mechanically cold words until now.He couldn't meet him in time, and he couldn't accompany him through these pains.I couldn't hear him tell me everything, I couldn't accompany him to the end, and I couldn't send him to the end.

I can only understand his bits and pieces from his life's words, although he didn't see it.But like what I have experienced.I can feel his pain lying on the hospital bed...

It hurts to dream, how much it hurts him...

Now, he was dreaming again, and it was still a nightmare that he couldn't wake up from. Was it very painful... He didn't know, and he didn't dare to ask any more questions, but he couldn't control himself.

"Chunfu, how long has Jinjin been having nightmares?"

Huang Chunfu's eyes shifted to Yi Shuyan's body, and he looked at his clenched hands with deep meaning, his knuckles were white, and his eyes were red...

There was a strange emotion in his heart, and something was about to come out.But it couldn't be explained, like a layer of fog, covering his eyes, making him unable to see some things clearly.

"Did you ask recently?"

Huang Chunfu asked with some doubts.Yi Shuyan's pupils shrank slightly, and the surprise on his face was not concealed at all.

"Has it ever happened before?"

Huang Chunfu smiled and turned to look out the dark window.

"Yes, Jinjin always had nightmares before filling out the application form. He went to sleep with his brother every day. Later, he also suffered a serious illness, so he stopped having nightmares!"

"Brother Lie told me when I came to high school. As long as Jin Jin has nightmares, he must look at him ten times more vigorously. It's not a high fever, it's definitely vomiting and diarrhea..."

"During the day, he had nightmares. I thought he was just out of spirits. I thought he would be fine. But at night, Jin Jin hugged the pillow and went to sleep with me... I just paid attention to it at night. Unexpectedly, I really have a fever..."

Yi Shuyan was speechless after hearing this.He could only digest all this in shock.

Instead, it was Yue Xilei who was next to him who said, "That's why you asked me if Maomao parked next to the dormitory!"

"Yes, I'm afraid to say, you can't sleep, and Jin Jin has nothing to do. It will delay your class tomorrow. So I didn't talk about it."

Jiang Ze didn't pay attention to the two of them, but instead stared at Yi Shuyan.Looking at his reaction, he cared unexpectedly.I thought to myself, maybe it must be him.Or maybe, Jin Jin...

Shaking his head, he stopped thinking about it, this road is too difficult.He still hopes that Jin Jin will live the life of an ordinary person instead of living in dire straits every day.

"That's fine. Today, Chunfu and I will guard first. The three of you go back to sleep. Don't affect tomorrow's class."

As the head teacher, Yi Feng should really make up his mind at this time.But Yi Shuyan disagreed.

"Old Yi, you go back with him twice, today I will guard with Chunfu. This will not affect your class!"

Everyone can see that when Jian Kexin was around, Yi Shuyan was easy to talk and not so cold.At the same time, as long as Jian Kexin's matter is involved, he is also inexplicably stubborn.No one can shake it.

Yi Feng thought that the two boys might not be so reliable and careful.Insist on wanting Yi Shuyan to go back: "Yi Shuyan, you..."

"I don't know how to take care of others, because I can only take care of Jian Kexin!"

"It's true that I can't coax him to have nightmares, but I will learn to coax him. You can go back at ease! I care about him more than any of you!"

He didn't look at them, squatted down and held Jian Kexin's warm hand, and interrupted Yi Feng's insistence with a firm tone.

At this time, Jiang Ze seemed to understand Yi Shuyan's mood very well.Only when you have loved deeply, you will understand that feeling.

"Let's go, let's see Jinjin tomorrow!"

Obviously, he was the most resistant to Yi Shuyan's arrival at the beginning, but in the end, he was the one who first agreed to Yi Shuyan's stay.Jiang Ze walked out of the ward first after speaking...

Yue Xilei followed closely behind, Lao Yi grabbed Huang Chunfu and gave another burst of instructions.He didn't go to pull Yi Shuyan, because Yi Feng seemed to understand his persistence...

There are not many people in the hospital, so Jian Kexin can monopolize a ward by himself.Maybe it was because of Yi Fengfa's greeting before, the nurse gave them two quilts and asked him to make two dozen floor beds.

Jian Kexin hasn't woken up yet, but her body temperature has slowly dropped.Just touching his slightly cold hand, Yi Shuyan couldn't help but frowned.

The body temperature has dropped, and the body is afraid that it needs to be adjusted.Originally, boys should be full of anger and enthusiasm.Jian Kexin was the opposite, which made him more determined to take him to see Chinese medicine!

Yi Shuyan couldn't fall asleep, so he let Huang Chunfu go to bed first.He guards first.

In the middle of the night, it was time for Jian Kexin to change the potion.Yi Shuyan called the nurse over to change his medicine.

But she found that Jian Kexin's face was extremely pale, and fine beads of sweat covered her entire thin face.The whole person was moving restlessly, and he was still yelling something in a daze.

Yi Shuyan panicked, knowing that he must be having a nightmare.He hurriedly called Huang Chunfu to get up.

"Chunfu, Jinjin is having a nightmare!"

Huang Chunfu had only dared to sleep lightly because of Jin Jin's illness.Now when Yi Shuyan yelled, he immediately got up, pushed Yi Shuyan away, and stood beside the bed.

Yi Shuyan was startled, but didn't say anything, just grabbed the edge of the quilt nervously.There was no blood on his face.

"Jin Jinguai, Jinjinguai, Chunfu is here. Chunfu is here!"

Because of the close distance, Huang Chunfu could clearly hear what he was shouting.

I saw him struggling and shouting in a daze:

"elder brother……"

"Jin Jin is good, Chunfu will take you to find brother immediately, good! You wake up, or Jian Kelie will spank your ass!"

"Jin Jin, do you know that that old woman of yours is here to embarrass your family again, you wake up, you have to stand up for them."

Seeing that his face was getting paler and paler, Huang Chunfu seemed to be able to hear his voice, and he was struggling to wake up.He said in a daze, "Chunfu, I hurt..."

"Chunfu, I hurt..."

Huang Chunfu suddenly remembered that during the day, he seemed to be able to pinch him to wake him up.Hastily pinched his palm.Sure enough, Jian Kexin let out an "ah".Opened my eyes with tears in my eyes...

Seeing him open his eyes, Huang Chunfu said in surprise, "Jin Jin..."

"Chunfu?"

"Hey!"

"My hand hurts..."

"Then I'll pinch it a little lighter next time..."

"But the hand still hurts!"

Jian Kexin felt that in his dream, he was tortured by illness and was dying.But I couldn't get rid of it.When the dream woke up, the whole body was soaked, and the whole person was numb.But the pain from the back of his hand made him more awake.

Yi Shuyan watched the whole process in a daze.The conversation between the two is warm and lovely, but there is no him.Although I was very disappointed, I was relieved to see him wake up.

The nurse came late, and as soon as she came in, she saw Jian Kexin who was being supported by Huang Chunfu and leaning against him.Looking at the needle in his hand again, he became angry instantly.

"What are you doing? Look at his hand, what does it look like with a needle?"

Looking back, it was already bloody...

The nurse pulled out the needle very quickly, and cleaned the wound for him. It was very painful from the beginning to the end, but he lay on Jian Kexin's shoulder, closed his eyes, and frowned.But there was no cry of pain.

Because, only this kind of pain makes him more awake, this is not a nightmare, he has already woken up...

Suddenly, a cool hand was placed on his forehead, gently smoothing his forehead.Because his whole body was covered with sweat, his whole body was very hot. When he suddenly came into contact with something slightly cool, he couldn't help rubbing it comfortably.

It provokes people's hearts to move, and the fluctuations in their hearts are irresistible.The pain in my heart is even worse!

"Does it hurt?"

Yi Shuyan's voice became hoarse because of nervousness and worry.Because of fear, the hands that were warm throughout the year turned cold from fright... After asking lovingly, he wiped the sweat off his face with a gentle and considerate gesture...

Jian Kexin opened his eyes, his head was still a little dazed, and he slightly raised his head to look at him.Uncertainty asked: "Yi Shuyan?"

Seeing him, Yi Shuyan finally noticed his existence.It would be a lie to say that he was not moved, but suppressed the excitement in his heart, and said "Mmm!" in a gentle tone.

A trace of doubt flashed across Jian Kexin's face.

"Why are you here?"

"Because you are here, so am I!"

Jian Kexin: "..."

The nurse took care of the wound on his hand. The needle pricked him a little badly, and he bled a lot.It was impossible for that hand to continue giving injections.Can only change one hand.

But at this moment, Yi Shuyan said:

"Nurse sister, can you wait for me to change his clothes before hitting him, he is soaked through, he can't just sleep like this!"

Seeing that he was handsome, well-behaved and polite, the nurse was more than happy to make it easier for them to go out and let them change their clothes.

To be honest, Huang Chunfu was obviously taken aback when he heard Yi Shuyan say this.Because they were in a hurry to go out, they pulled a school uniform over and changed into hospital clothes when they got here!I didn't realize that I brought Jian Kexin a change of clothes...

"that……"

"I brought it to him!"

Yes, Yi Shuyan brought it.Opening his black schoolbag, there are all things that need to be used...

At this time, Jian Kexin was already a little awake, opened his eyes slightly, leaned on Faxiao's body and looked at Yi Shuyan.

Looking at the wrinkled clothes on his body, I don't know where some dirty things are stuck.Black traces can be seen faintly on the white T-shirt.

The pair of shorts on his body, he knew without thinking, they were his pajama pants... Seeing Jian Kexin suddenly regained his energy, he looked down at his shoes, and smiled instantly.

"Yi Shuyan..."

Because of his illness, his voice sounded a little hoarse, but also a little cute, with a hint of a smile on his face.Yi Shuyan, who was looking through things in his schoolbag, was taken aback.

"what happened?"

"Your slippers are so pretty, with a special personality!"

Yi Shuyan looked down, his old face blushed instantly, he was too hasty to go out, so he didn't pay attention to this matter at all.After it was over, I was startled by Jian Kexin's nightmare again. I didn't have time to pay attention to the slippers on my feet. Now it's embarrassing to be told by Jian Kexin!

However, it only took a moment for the old man to blush, and slippers were not provided in the ward.Yi Shuyan smiled and said, "Well, I'll put it on for you later..."

Jian Kexin: "..."