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When I got home, I dug out a thicker glossy-cover exercise book from among the books I had used before, and turned it to the middle.Roll up densely from the upper left corner to the lower right corner, and wrap it tightly with transparent glue.

In this way, this book has become a strong "book stick".

It took me about half an hour to make this stick, and I thought a lot about it.

Yes, as a sensible and well-behaved "good student", I knew that I couldn't seek revenge from Zhang Yan.

The consequences of going to her for revenge could be severe.

Parents will be worried that they will be sad, and they may be beaten back by her, because they will be arrested in the police station for fighting and brawled, and publicly criticized by the school.

More serious, may be expelled from school, killed by her, or imprisoned.Because no one can predict what will happen in the end of this fight.

But reason and emotion are really two different things.

If I can't breathe, I won't be happy even if I get the first place in my age, and my heart is blocked by this matter, so it's strange that I can study with peace of mind.

People live in the world, whether they are right or wrong, they must always be persistent.

I took the book stick and weighed it in my hand. Although a book doesn't hurt much when hit on my body, this is still quite heavy. It is more effective than ordinary wooden sticks and can deceive people's eyes and ears.

This is what I learned from those classmates who often fought in my class when I was in junior high school. I have to say that many of them are much smarter than me, but they just don’t want to focus on their studies.

I inquired about Zhang Yan's situation with my classmates who were studying in No. [-] Middle School. The classmates said that she was still locked up in the police station, and it seemed that she would not be released until a week later.

So this week I stopped riding a bicycle, ran to and from school every day, and when I got home, I stretched my legs, punched, and reviewed the women's self-defense techniques I had learned before.

On Sunday, I went to ask my classmates again, but I was told that Zhang Yan had dropped out of school, and her parents seemed to have sent her to other provinces to study.

I looked at the phone screen and was stunned.

There was a tingling pain in the muscles all over his body. It felt like he had accumulated strength for a long time, but he punched the air with a punch.Not only did he not hit the target, but he hurt himself.

I fell on the bed and buried my head in the blanket.

No matter how long it takes, Duan Feifei's debt will be settled with her one day.

After the Duan Feifan incident, I was really depressed for a while, feeling lack of interest in everything, lying on my seat all day long.

Although I really don't want to be disturbed, I am still vaguely looking forward to Luo Chuliang coming to ask me why I haven't chatted with them in the corridor recently.

Humans are inherently contradictory animals.

But she really, never once.

I couldn't help laughing at myself in my heart, maybe I was just an insignificant passerby or an ordinary classmate to her.But I miss her so much, day and night, all the time.

Time has become a vague concept for me, as I live my days in the torment of longing and heartache.

In this way, I don't know if it was two or three weeks, or seven or eight days, I walked into the hallway again.

At that time, she was laughing and chatting with Dai Anqi, still looking extravagant and radiant.

Glancing at me out of the corner of his eye, he walked towards me on his own initiative, pinching my face naturally, "I haven't seen you for a long time, what have you been up to lately?"

At this moment, I suddenly understood what is meant by "a little farewell wins a new love", and suddenly understood why some writers would compare falling in love with someone to "there are hundreds of butterflies flapping their wings in my stomach, and they are about to fly out of my chest." .”

It was also at that moment that I suddenly discovered the weakness in my human nature.

When you like someone, you want to be close to them.

But people who are in love are always greedy, and want to hug, kiss, go further, and fully own after getting close.

In the beginning, just looking at her makes you happy, but in the end, you will get angry when she looks at others, and you completely forget that what you originally wanted was to be able to get closer.

It was also at that moment that I suddenly figured it out.

Life is short, it is not easy to fall in love with someone, why not try to get close to her when you like her, when you can get close to her, and get the happiness in the name of love?

What does it matter if she doesn't like me.

The person who falls in love first loses, but if the loss is very happy, it doesn't matter.

My head and heart were in a mess at the time, and I didn't have time to answer Luo Chuliang's question, but she seemed to be just saying something casually, and didn't want me to answer, she smiled and looked at me before going back.

I walked up to her silently. The topics they were talking about that day were all about art exams and the like, and I couldn't get in the way at all.But it's not just this topic, most of the time I can't get in.

Just standing beside her silently, looking at her intentionally or unintentionally, it was like a hundred flowers blooming in my heart.

Life in the second year of high school was very bitter, and eating candy was my greatest comfort.

At that time, everyone liked to change their signatures to various "We are sugar, so sweet that we are sad", "We are sugar, never sad", "We are sugar, we cover up our sadness".It felt good to use it at that time (thinking about it now, it was all fancy things).

It seems to be to match the personalized signature, and it seems to be to adjust the bitterness of study, so at that time, I basically couldn't leave my mouth, and I bought the whole pack of Alps.

My favorite flavor is the original flavor, but after I picked up a pack of the original flavor at the store at noon that day, I accidentally grabbed another pack of purple blueberry flavor - Luo Chuliang's favorite flavor.

After I bought it and sat in the classroom, I realized what I had done, and I was fidgeting in my seat.

This candy is indeed bought for her, but can I give it to her?Do you want to give it to her?How can I give it to her?What a headache.

The next day, during the class break, I put two candies in my clothes pocket. Holding the candies in my pockets, my palms were sweating, but I didn’t dare to take them out.

It wasn't until the class bell rang and everyone went to the classroom that I called her hastily, handed two candies in front of her, and asked knowingly, "Do you prefer the original flavor or the blueberry flavor?"

She happily took the blueberry flavored one out of my hand, "Of course it's blueberry flavored, thank you."

"You're welcome, you're welcome." I looked at her back and took a deep breath, finally I gave it to her, it's not that difficult.

Probably everything is difficult at the beginning, since the first time, the first thing after the first get out of class every day is to run to her and give her a candy.

I told her that my friend bought me a pack of Alpine with blueberry flavor, but I don't like blueberry flavor, so I gave it to her.

No one knows, what I think in my heart is the alpine sugar language: love you forever.