end of season and beginning of cool gl

After that time, I have been avoiding Luo Chuliang, I have to admit that I am really a guilty conscience.

Until a few days later, during a class break, two classmates at the back table were chatting, and vaguely heard a "sweet candy" or something like that. I turned my head and asked, "What kind of candy?"

"Don't you know? Deng Lihang and Luo Chuliang's wedding candy."

I stood there in a daze, the classmate was still talking, but I couldn't hear anything, the whole world seemed to be muted suddenly.

I turned around cautiously, my head fell straight down, hit the desk with a bang, and then burst into tears.

The people around were all stunned, when Ji Mo heard the voice rushing over, got into the seat from the other side, patted my back and asked, "What's the matter?"

But no matter what she asked, I just closed my eyes and cried hard.

"What's the matter with her?"

"I don't know, I was still eating candy just now, and suddenly I cried."

"Looks like I hit my head on a desk."

"You won't be stupid, will you?"

There was a "puchi" laugh from around, "No way."

I vaguely felt that there were a lot of familiar or watching students around me, so I only made my crying sound smaller and never raised my head.

Until the preparatory bell rang, a hand with a familiar scent squeezed my ear, "Okay, let's go to class, don't cry, do you hear me?"

This is Luo Chuliang's voice. When she came, my heart suddenly became tight and warm. At this time, I wanted to hug her so much, but when I looked up, I was already gone.

After all, it's time for class.

I also know the seriousness, wiped away my tears and tried to calm down, and devoted my mind to the class.

However, when get out of class was over, the tears began to fall uncontrollably.

I know in my heart that I shouldn't be like this.

I knew from the beginning that she couldn't be mine, couldn't she.

I understand the truth, but, but I am really uncomfortable!It's such a desperate pain to see the person you like with someone else, but you can't do anything about it, you don't even have the qualifications to compete!

Suddenly I caught a glimpse of the compass at the corner of the table in my blurred vision, and I thought, can the pain in the body divert the pain in my heart?

So he picked up the compass and pressed it on the back of his hand, gritted his teeth and scraped down. The sharp compasses scratched the skin, and the blood instantly stained the pale flesh.

The end of the next season suddenly grabbed my hand violently, with anger and distress in his eyes, like a deep sea in a storm, raging and deep.

I bit my lip and looked at her, showing a little aggrieved expression involuntarily.

She also looked at me, with reproach and pity in her tone, "Does it hurt? Fool!"

Of course it hurts, but I looked at her and couldn't speak.

The two looked at each other for a few seconds, and she finally gave up first, sighed helplessly, said: "Don't prick any more," and then let go of my hand.

I didn't want to worry her anymore, and I didn't hurt myself anymore. I lay down on the desk weakly, buried my face in my arms, and wept silently.

When school was over at noon, I still didn't have any strength in my body, and I didn't want to eat or move, and I looked like I had nothing to love.

At the end of the season, I went back to eat, and said that when I came back, I would bring me a bowl of porridge. I lay down on the table and thought about life, and the tears were almost gone. Sometimes when I thought about it, my eye sockets would become swollen and hot, but no tears fell out.

At about 01:30, three or four students who did not go home returned to the classroom one after another after eating lunch.A classmate named Chen Guigui whom I didn't know very well sneaked up next to me like a thief.

"Master, haven't you eaten yet?" He said and handed me two red eggs.

"Thank you, but no need, you can eat by yourself."

"Oh, I'm just full, so you can continue. These are red eggs specially boiled at my cousin's wedding home. If you eat them, you will have good luck. If you don't eat them, you will look down on me!"

I was surprised and touched by her soft kindness from a stranger, and I was too embarrassed to refuse, so I said "thank you" and reached out to pick up the egg in her hand.

However, at this moment she suddenly withdrew her hand and said courteously, "I'll peel it for you, and I'll peel it for you."

Now I'm really embarrassed, but I can't hold back her, so I have to let her go.

As the saying goes, when I eat the eggs she peeled with the water she poured, she suddenly touched my eyes and asked me: "Master, what did you do this morning?" Why are you crying?"

At that time, I just swallowed a bite of the egg and was about to take a bite. When I heard her question, I suddenly stopped, looking sadly at the back of the empty classroom, and was stunned for a long time.

I don't know which brain got into the water, and I flickered out the sentence "The person I love is not my lover."

Chen Guigui stepped back suddenly, his eyes were bigger than copper bells, and the eyeballs seemed to go through the lenses of his glasses and bounce onto my face.

I also realized that there was something wrong with this statement, and hurriedly added: "It's not from our class."

It was only after I said it that I realized that it was "there is no silver 300 taels here", but Chen Guigui nodded repeatedly, "Yeah, I understand."

Black question mark face, you know what a fart.

I still wanted to explain, but I didn't know where to start. At this time, someone outside the classroom called her, and she showed me a secretive smile, and then ran away.

I looked at her thin monkey-like back, and felt a little uneasy, but it was only for a moment, and I didn't care about it anymore.

Until now, every time I think of that secretive smile, I feel horrified. Between people, it is really "don't talk about the shallow and the deep".