Still in love [entertainment circle]

Back at Yu Rao's house, Song Yan simply cooked some vegetables and chicken, and after steaming the rice, there was nothing else to do.

It was a long time waiting for Yu Rao to come back. The sound of the movie playing on the tablet computer did not make her look too lonely.

Yu Rao hadn't returned from the time when the sky was full of sunshine until the city was full of lights.Song Yan leaned on the sofa alone and turned on the light lazily.

I was already hungry, so I looked towards the entrance, but the lights were not on, and there was no sound of the door opening.

I thought about eating first, but felt that eating alone in such a big house was too boring.

Maybe I got a little nervous, and I even started to miss the feeling of living in a rented house.

Occasionally noises from the neighbors would come into her room, but she was popular nonetheless.

But now, Song Yan can only go to the balcony, look down, and make sure that she is not alone through the endless street lamps and the lights shining in other houses.

"Crack." The sound of the door lock opening came over.

Song Yan suddenly turned around, sat up straight from the sofa, put on her slippers and walked to the entrance to look.

Yu Rao was still in the same outfit as in the morning, she looked a bit tired.The delicate face can withstand the scene outside the city, but when he returns home, he is a little tender.

"I'm so hungry, have you cooked?" Yu Rao asked naturally when she saw Song Yan after closing the door.

Song Yan froze for a moment, wondering if Yu Rao felt that the simple and ordinary things the two of them did were like what a family should be like.

"Well, I made two simple dishes, some chicken soup and green vegetables." Song Yan turned on all the lights in the house.

At this time, the spacious house has a little life, and the pale decoration has become elegant.

After Yu Rao entered the room, Song Yan brought out the food from the kitchen. The chicken soup was still warm, and the green vegetables were already warming up in the rice cooker, so they looked bad.

After Yu Rao took her seat, she was a little surprised to see Song Yan brought out two bowls of rice.After all, it was already past seven o'clock, and it was already past meal time.

If Song Yan is hungry, she can eat first.

"You haven't eaten yet?" Yu Rao asked.

Song Yan arranged the meal and sat down opposite Yu Rao.

"I had some snacks at noon, but I can't eat the meal anyway, so I'll have it when you come back together."

In fact, she didn't eat any snacks, and she was already hungry.

It's just that Yu Rao's house is too big, if she eats alone and doesn't talk, there will only be the sound of her eating alone in the huge house.

Song Yan didn't want to make herself look so pitiful, she was actually very afraid of being alone.

"How's your injury?" Yu Rao asked after eating some food.

Song Yan turned her attention away from the food and moved on her seat, "Fortunately, I didn't hurt the bones, but the flesh hurts. Let me pay more attention."

Yu Rao nodded, and continued: "I have a week to spare after the filming of this program is finished, and I want to go back to my hometown to see it."

"Didn't you just come back from Yixiang?" Song Yan looked at Yu Rao and asked.

"But it's in the city, I haven't even gone back to my hometown." Yu Rao said.

Song Yan thought for a while and said, "Anyway, I've been following you all this time. If you want to go back, go back together."

Yu Rao smiled faintly: "Uncle Song, is everything okay? I haven't seen you call him all this time."

Hearing Yu Rao mentioning Song's father, Song Yan's chopsticks paused, she withdrew her hand and lowered her head and said, "My father also passed away."

When Yu Rao heard this, she was stunned, and the original light smile faded from her face.

"When did this happen?"

Song Yan's mother went there when Song Yan was in her third year of college. She had advanced cancer. When she was found out, the Song family borrowed tens of thousands of dollars from the Yu family because the family had no money for surgery.

At that time, Yu Rao had just started to get in touch with the entertainment industry, so she directly transferred all her savings, a total of 10 yuan.

But Song's mother was unlucky, the cancer cells had spread too much, and she died soon after the operation.

At that time, the Song family sold a piece of land in the back mountain of their house in order to perform surgery on Song Ma, and poured 60 yuan into it. Before the money was spent, Song Ma left.

Yu Rao knew about Song Ma's death.That's why Yu Rao asked about Dad Song at the dinner table.

Song Yan's expression was calm, and her eyes were unavoidably tinged with loneliness: "After my mother passed away, my father was in an accident while driving, and he couldn't be rescued."

Yu Rao lowered her head and said, "I don't know about it."

Song Yan smiled, "There's no need to know that. At that time, you were on the rise in your career, and everyone was an adult. There's no need for you to know."

Seeing Song Yan's strong face, Yu Rao felt uncomfortable.She and Song Yan have known each other and lived together for so many years.

She had been thinking about Song Yan for so many years, but she didn't stay by her side when he needed comfort the most.

At that time, Yu Rao's parents had already divorced, they had already left the house, and each had their own new home.The neighbors in the past are not in touch with each other.

Even if she still kept in touch, Yu Rao was already taking care of herself at that time and didn't spend their money, and she rarely had contact with her family.So there is no way to get news about Song Yan at all.

Song Yan saw Yu Rao's self-blaming and sad look on Yu Rao's face, and knew that Yu Rao was also feeling uncomfortable.

"Actually, it's good that my dad just left." Song Yan continued to pick up the dishes with her chopsticks, and said, "During the time my mom left, my dad was in a daze, and he didn't care about the business of the anti-theft door at home. I don’t care about anything. I was in school at the time, and I didn’t have that much time for him.”

Yu Rao pursed her lips and looked at Song Yan without saying a word, with a forbearing expression on her face.

"I was always worried that something would happen to him alone, but it really happened." Song Yan was thinking about how to quickly get around this topic while talking.

"The day I received the news happened to be on vacation. I was going home to see him. Before I got in the car, I received the news that he was in the hospital. Fortunately, he insisted, so I could catch up with him for the last time. He said to me He is going to see my mother, let me live well in the future."

The eye sockets were moist unconsciously, Song Yan reached out and wiped the little teardrops from the corners of her eyes.

Forget it, embarrassment is embarrassment, she is really sad now.

Yu Rao gritted her teeth, finally couldn't stand it anymore.She stood up from the table and walked to Song Yan in a few steps.

Song Yan was still wondering what she was going to do, just as she looked up at Yu Rao, she was surrounded by a burst of mint fragrance.

"You should have told me back then, and I should have been by your side." Yu Rao hugged Song Yan with sad eyes.

When Song Yan heard this, her eyes couldn't help getting moister.

Both Song's father and Song's mother passed away, Song Yan must be sad.

But after a few years, she has gradually gotten used to it, and there are a few friends around who care about her, and she has come out of the trough in the past two years.

But looking back, the pain of losing a loved one still exists.

Besides, at that time, she hoped that Yu Rao would be by her side.

"Woo..." Big tears rolled out of her eyes, she hadn't cried so hard for a long time.

After losing her parents, she learned to grow up overnight, and with the help of her relatives, she completed Song's father's funeral.

She has to learn to cook, wash clothes, cook vegetables, and mop the floor by herself even in her own home.

Because when she was hungry, no one had prepared meals for her to eat, and when the floor was dirty, there was no housewife, Mama Song, to clean the house spotlessly.

She has to learn to earn extra money by herself, because once the family's parents' inheritance claims are spent, she will no longer have a dad who can act like a baby and ask for red envelopes at any time.

In fact, not only Yu Rao has changed, Song Yan has also changed a lot.She went from being a competitive girl to being an adult capable of being alone.

She is no longer the confused Song Yan, but the current Song Yan who has learned to be cautious in making a living in society and sees the faces of others.

"I really hoped that you were by my side at that time. It would be good if you were by my side at that time! Huh...why are you not here!" Song Yan cried and twitched, tears and snot hanging from her nose It's on Yu Rao's suit.

Song Yan's words are definitely suspected of being vexatious.Obviously she was the one who pushed Yu Rao away and broke up with Yu Rao.

In the end, Yu Rao was not by her side at that time.It became Yu Rao's fault.

Yu Rao also knew that Song Yan was making trouble for no reason, but she could not help but turn her sadness into anger, and vent all bad emotions on herself.

"It was my fault that I should have been by your side." Yu Rao gently patted Song Yan on the back, coaxing Song Yan with a soft and hoarse voice.

Yu Rao's embrace was very warm, and Song Yan couldn't stop crying as she gently stroked her like coaxing a child.

"I was ignorant when I was a child. I really was ignorant. The first time I remember my mother's birthday, I spent money to buy her a hand cream. But she never used it, and I was angry with her for a long time." Song Yan said, sobbing hard.

"Later, it was my turn to take care of myself. I realized that she was a housewife. She mopped the floor, washed dishes and clothes, and did endless housework all day long. Her hands could only rest at night when she slept. How could I use my time for this?" Where's the hand cream?"

Yu Rao was listening to what Song Yan said, and her nose couldn't stop turning sour.

Song Yan has a carefree personality, which means that she is not a person who is easy to notice other people's details.

To be able to understand Song's mother to such an extent, how much did she have to go through before she could notice such a delicate part?

Just like that, Song Yan cried and Yu Rao comforted her.It lasted about ten minutes before gradually stopping.

Half of Yu Rao's shoulder was almost wet with Song Yan's tears.

After crying, Song Yan felt a little ashamed again, she blushed and moved her head away from Yu Rao's shoulder.

Feeling her movements, Yu Rao slowly stood up straight.

The posture just now was really uncomfortable, Yu Rao moved her body to relax her tense muscles.

Seeing Song Yan blushing, with tears still on her eyelashes.Gently wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

Facing Yu Rao's gentle movements, Song Yan looked up at her delicate face.The clear skin is like a peeled egg, with a soft luster.

Yu Rao let Song Yan look at her, and after wiping away her tears, she asked, "When I'm done with work, let's go visit my uncle and aunt. I haven't seen them for a long time."

Song Yan was sobbing, and there was still some snot dripping from the bottom of her nose.Although she was born beautiful, she is definitely ugly now.

However, Yu Rao didn't dislike her, on the contrary, she felt that she was so cute and silly at the moment.