Surrender III

It was getting late, and Chen Huan was still waiting for his guests in the consulting room.He sipped his coffee, remembering how the man had looked when he first appeared.

The brown-haired young man was sitting on the single sofa opposite, with his head bowed, his bangs covering his red eyes, and he said softly intermittently: "As long as I close my eyes, the scene of Dad leaving will appear in front of me. He He took my hand and let it hang down limply. His eyes were open, and he kept looking at me, as if he still had a lot to say, as if he wanted to see me and my mother again, as if he had a lot to say. I can't bear to..."

"Doctor Chen, I quarreled with him that day. I thought he was annoying, and he always took care of me...he can't control me now...I'm such a jerk...he left, I don't know what to do... ..."

"I failed to take good care of my mother. She locked herself in the room all the time, and no one was allowed in. When I kicked the door open, I found that she had taken sleeping pills... She was rescued, but her spirit was gone. The problem is, she forgot about her father's death. She always told me that my father went on a business trip and would be back in a few days..."

"What do I do? How do I do everything to get back? They all say be strong, be calm, I don't know how to be strong, I don't know how to be calm, I have nowhere to say that... I'm going crazy ..." He covered his eyes with his hands, but the tears kept streaming down.

At that time, Chen Huan didn't know the identity of the sad, guilty, helpless and fragile young man in front of him. He sympathized with this big boy who was crushed by the accident.As a psychiatrist, he continued to gently comfort and explain, helping him rebuild his self-confidence and regain his confidence in life.

The day after the man came, two men came to his studio and put a contract in front of him.Someone is willing to inject funds to expand the scale of his clinic, but he puts forward a condition, asking him to tell the situation of the meta-patient he received yesterday.Chen Huan refused. He felt that protecting the privacy of customers was more important.Unexpectedly, the other party signed a contract with himself because of this.

Only then did he know that the person who signed the contract with him came from that famous consortium, and the patient he had treated before was actually Chu Yunhan, the young master of the consortium.Since then, he has become the chief psychotherapist of Golden Eagle Group, providing psychological diagnosis and treatment for members of the Black Eagle Society.He has signed a confidential document, and no matter what he knows from these people, he will not leave any information and never speak out.In addition, he also promised one thing...

There was a knock on the door, and the receptionist led the reserved guests into the consultation room.

"Please sit down." Chen Huan raised his hand, "Mr. Zhou Han, long time no see."

Zhou Han is Chu Yunhan's pseudonym.He took his mother's surname and his own first name.He just felt that he was about to collapse and needed to find a place to talk.Due to my identity, I couldn't disclose the family's privacy to others, so I chose a small private psychological clinic and used a pseudonym.

And acquiescing to Chu Yunhan's false identity, treating him as an ordinary patient, and letting him confide his feelings freely with him is another thing Chen Huan promised.Chen Huan didn't know why the dignified young master of the Chu family condescended to come to his small clinic.But he could understand why the other party signed the contract with him.Chu Yunhan gradually trusted himself in the process of seeing the doctor many times, but Jin Ying couldn't let himself, a little doctor, know the family's secrets. In order to protect the young master, and to keep himself who knew the information within controllable range , they signed a contract with him.As for the additional condition, it was to allow this Young Master Chu to have a place to relieve his emotions anonymously.This request did not violate his medical practice principles, so he agreed.He tried his best to help Chu Yunhan through that difficult and painful time, and found an exit for him in the collapsed world.

——In this world, not everyone can face life and death with strength.If you can't bear it, try to escape first. There is no shame in being vulnerable.You must first admit your fragility, accept your true self, and then learn to be strong little by little.

Chen Huan suggested that Chu Yunhan temporarily leave the mansion where he lived with his parents, relax, do some aerobic exercise, and find something interesting to divert his attention.He originally wanted to help him regain his confidence through slow counseling.But Chu Yunhan suddenly stopped coming, and only transferred three times the consultation fee to him.

Later, I heard that young master Chu lingered in the nightclub, soaking himself in alcohol and women.Chen Huan felt a little regretful in his heart, because he knew very well that there was a wound in Chu Yunhan's heart, no matter how unrestrained he appeared, there was always a sensitive and sad boy hidden in that wound.

He thought that there would be no intersection between the two, but he did not expect that the other party would appear again.

Long time no see, Chu Yunhan has matured a bit.The gray plaid suit looks very tall and straight with a slender figure, but it seems that it is not energetic, and like most people who come here, it is a bit depressed.

Chen Huan put a cup of jasmine tea on the small side table beside him, and said with a smile, "You came to see me because you are not in a good mood recently?"

Chu Yunhan frowned slightly, with an extremely embarrassing look on his face, he hesitated before he said, "Doctor Chen, among the patients who came to see you, are there any...well, that is... in terms of sexual matters?" Are you mentally handicapped?"

Chen Huan was slightly taken aback, and replied, "Yes."

"Then were they cured later?" He asked very directly.

"Some have eliminated obstacles through psychological counseling, and some have had little effect." The doctor looked at him and asked, "Did you come to see me today, did you encounter difficulties in this regard?"

Chu Yunhan pursed his lips, turned his eyes to stare at the cup of scented tea, and said softly, somewhat dejectedly, "Yes."

"Can you tell me the specific situation?"

"I..." He was extremely embarrassed, and his face turned red, "When I'm with a woman, I always feel that it's not intense enough, and...it's hard to reach an orgasm."

Chen Huan noticed his words and asked, "So have you ever tried to have sex with a man?"

He said frankly: "Tried."

"how is the situation?"

"Not too good."

"What do you mean by 'not so good'?" Men and women have different ways of making love and are stimulated differently, so he asked this question.

Chu Yunhan's face turned redder. "Being with a man...can make me more interested, but every time I have an orgasm, there will be psychological barriers, and I will endure it uncontrollably."

The doctor thought for a while and said, "Why do you think this is a 'psychological disorder' rather than a physical one? In other words, how did your forbearance occur? Is it a natural occurrence, or is it a one-time occurrence? When it happened, someone imposed this kind of obstacle on you?"

The man pursed his lips tightly and said nothing.

"If you don't want to say..."

"I... was forced to play some BDSM games before." After saying this, he seemed to be discouraged, leaning on the sofa and supporting his head with one hand on his forehead.

Chen Huan has studied the psychology of sadomasochism, and when he said this, he understood the situation somewhat in his heart, and said slowly: "If I'm not wrong, the person who forced you should be a man, right?"

Chu Yunhan nodded awkwardly.

"Compared with ordinary sex, BDSM is more intense and dangerous. A certain degree of restraint, humiliation and pain will stimulate the secretion of endorphins in the brain, making people achieve a kind of intense pleasure that is close to soaring. And this extreme The thrill of drinking is addictive, just like if you drink a cup of hot coke and then drink water, you will feel bland and tasteless.”

"How can I quit this...addiction?"

"I think it's a bit serious to talk about 'quitting'." Chen Huan smiled, "You want to drink hot Kege more than water, so drink it appropriately. If BDSM is cooperated by both parties, it is just a For example, in ordinary sex, when some men and women have sex, they will let women call 'Dad'. This title can show a sense of immorality, and this sense of immorality will make him feel more exciting. BDSM It uses the identities of master and slave to strengthen the concepts of domination and obedience, thereby amplifying the stimulus." He paused, "The same is true for whipping and binding, too painful whipping and too uncomfortable Binding will make the desire subside, so the party who is the dom must control the degree, so that the pain and discomfort of the sub are just within the range that can stimulate desire. These are the means of lust catalysis, and the reason for drinking some wine before sex is The same. If you feel that you can get the pleasure you want in this way, you can try it boldly. Within a safe range, try to use some small means to make sex more interesting and exciting. It’s just that the frequency Control it a little bit, so as not to over-stimulate the body and cause exhaustion. For example, once a week, drink hot water and drink water at other times."

Chu Yunhan froze for a while, then showed embarrassment: "But... I can't ejaculate..."

"This is what I'm more concerned about." The doctor thought for a while and said, "Can I ask you some specific details about your previous participation in BDSM?"

He hesitated, then nodded.

"You're the one being dominated, aren't you?"

"Ah."

"The other party... I mean the person who is playing this game with you, is it multiplayer or single?"

"individual."

"He forced you to do it, and you are unwilling to cooperate?"

"……Um."

Chen Huan was surprised.He knew Chu Yunhan's identity, and it was inconceivable that such a well-protected son of heaven would be forced to become a sub in BDSM.Who will the opponent be?

However, this belongs to privacy and is not the scope of his involvement.He still maintained a calm expression, and continued to ask: "During the process of sex with you, what method did he use to control your ejaculation? Is it a tool, or something else?"

Chu Yunhan blushed like an apple, lowered his gaze to the teacup in his hand, and said, "Sometimes it's some gadgets, sometimes it's blocked with your hands."

"Under what circumstances would he allow you to come?"

"After he...is satisfied."

"Is there any special way? I mean, how does he give you instructions to ejaculate?"

"...he'd say 'you can cum'."

"Every time?"

"almost."

"If he doesn't give this command, it means you can't come out, or there will be punishment, right?"

He gave a low "hmm".

"So that's it." Doctor Chen who found the cause smiled, "You can try it next time, find a dom to have interesting BDSM sex. And tell him in advance, when you need an orgasm, let him give you this Command. I trust that your blockage can be lifted."

Chu Yunhan sat on the sofa in a daze, and it took him a long time to recover from these words, and said, "I don't... have to do this in order to..."

"When the body gradually adapts to other people, the influence of that person on you will gradually lessen."

"But I'm not gay..." he said anxiously.

"If you can get pleasure through penetration, of course you can also choose female dom. It doesn't really matter whether you are gay or not, it's just that the objects to relieve desire are different. Carrots and vegetables have their own preferences." Chen Huan said with a smile, "However, the pleasure from squeezing the prostate is generally stronger than the pleasure from penis rubbing." He rummaged through the drawer for a while, took out a card and handed it to Chu Yunhan, "This is from one of my previous customers , he is a person in the BDSM circle, knowing that I am interested in studying sadomasochism, so he gave me this. It seems to be an invitation card for their club. This circle is relatively secret, if you are interested, you can go and see. There should be people in the circle There are some pretty good doms."