Slag Gong is also asking for nothing from me today

Bai Yangze specially picked a ward for Su Feng that was closer to his office.

"I'm free in the afternoon, so I'll stay here with you." Bai Yangze leaned against the window, watching the young man holding the glass curiously, his eyes sparkling brightly.The sunlight gently sprinkled on his face, jumping on his slender eyelashes trembling slightly due to the wind.

"Thank you, Dr. Bai." His voice was still hoarse, but his tone was soft, "I like this place very much."

Bai Yangze frowned, and the hands that hugged his arms tightened.He didn't seem to like hearing the boy thank him very much. Every time he heard it, it felt like a knife had been cut across his heart, which hurt a little.

"Let me help you check it again." Bai Yangze said and went to pull the boy's arm, "Take off your shirt, and I'll help you see if there is any trauma."

He is not malicious.But Su Feng seemed to have been frightened by something. The young man hurriedly retreated to the corner, curled up in a ball, like a poor lamb struggling to protect himself.

The outstretched hand just hung in the air, Bai Yangze stared blankly at this young man.

My heart felt like being pricked by a needle.

It wasn't because of Su Feng's alienation from him, but the subconscious reaction of the young man.

Bai Yangze understood that he was not only resisting himself, but everyone.Thinking of Yin Wushuang's action of trying to get close to him but being dodged by him just now, Bai Yangze finally understood.He looked at the boy who was huddled in the corner, feeling so distressed that he was about to suffocate.

What the hell have you been through.

System: "The favorability of the character Bai Yangze +2, the current favorability is 25."

"Xiaofeng, it's me." He wanted to get closer, but he didn't dare, so he could only suppress his anxiety and call him softly, "I'm Doctor Bai, I just want to help you check, I have no other intentions."

"Doctor Bai..." After hearing his voice, the pain in the young man's eyes seemed to dissipate a little. He raised his eyes tremblingly, and his eyes carefully fell on the young man not far in front of him, "It's not him, you are not him."

"Of course I'm not him." Bai Yangze took a deep breath, trying to approach carefully.

Su Feng really didn't resist anymore, he stared at himself for a long time, as if he was trying to remember something.Bai Yangze had also been waiting patiently. Not long after, the boy shook his head suddenly, and he let out a soft breath, "Ah, what's wrong with me."

"Are you okay?" Seeing that Su Feng seemed to have returned to normal, Bai Yangze wanted to get closer again, but he keenly realized that every time he got closer, the boy seemed to subconsciously move away.

"I'm fine, I'm just... more afraid of contacting others." The young man smiled bitterly, "I'm sorry, Doctor Bai."

The young man's bitter smile fell into his eyes, and Bai Yangze felt a sharp pain in his heart.

"It's fine." He forced a smile, "Xiaofeng, take a rest, I think you seem very tired."

Su Feng nodded, obediently lay down on the bed, closed his eyes under his gaze, and looked like a different person just now.

He was really tired and fell asleep in less than 10 minutes.Bai Yangze sat next to him, watching the young man's steady and shallow breathing, his eyelashes fluttered with his breathing.Probably because he slept too deeply, the boy turned his body over from time to time, exposing his fair neck.

And those particularly glaring ambiguous red marks.

Those traces pierced Bai Yangze's heart like a sharp knife, and the pain and uncontrollable jealousy crazily occupied all his reason.His eyes fluctuated violently, he was stunned for a long time, then he stretched out his hand tremblingly, caressing those marks,

Smooth and cold, very comfortable.

At this moment, Bai Yangze finally understood that the youth's pain must have nothing to do with him.

At this moment, he hated himself so much, why, why didn't he stop Yu Ling earlier, let him not do those unnecessary things, and stop these poor people from being tortured.It was because of his letting go of Ling that Xiaofeng suffered today.

He hated himself so much.

System: "The favorability of the character Bai Yangze +3, the current favorability is 28."

……

When Yu Ling rushed to the hospital, this was what he saw.

He didn't find Aze in the office, so he asked the nurse in the corridor.The nurse said that Dr. Bai took a patient today and didn't show up all afternoon. He should be in the ward with the patient at this time.

patient?Yu Ling thought of Su Feng for a moment.

It must be Su Feng, and only Su Feng can make Ah Ze spend an afternoon.

Why does Aze care so much about Su Feng?Could it be because of jealousy?Yu Ling thought to himself, the more he thought about it, the more likely it was.

He found the ward the nurse had mentioned, but he didn't push the door to enter the room immediately.

Through the transparent glass on the door, Yu Ling could clearly see everything that happened in the ward.

He didn't pay much attention to Su Feng, and his eyes were fixed on the young doctor in the ward from the beginning to the end, but the more he looked, the more he felt something was wrong.It wasn't the first day he knew Aze, but he had never seen Aze like this.

The tenderness in his eyes seemed to overflow, he was cautious and kept trying to get close to the boy.But the boy resisted again and again.The young man remained patient, and softly called the young man's name with a gentle voice that he had never heard before.

The boy fell asleep by his company, but he still refused to leave.His eyes stayed on the young man reluctantly, not moving for a moment.Even at the end, with trembling hands, he wanted to caress the boy's neck...

Yu Ling couldn't believe his eyes.

The sourness strangled his heart like a rope, making him breathless and even suffocated.These emotions seeped into every part of his body, he pushed open the door violently, staring at the young man with red eyes.

Only then did Bai Yangze notice him.

"Why are you here?" He closed the door carefully, as if he was afraid of waking up the boy with a little noise.

Yu Ling looked at him, looking at this face that had appeared countless times in his dreams, but he couldn't feel happy at all.The young man's indifference was like a sharp knife that instantly pierced the little fantasy he had when he came.

Yu Ling repeatedly compared, A Ze was so gentle just now, how could he change after seeing him.

"I'm here to see you." Although Aze didn't welcome him, he still had to explain, "Aze, don't get me wrong, I have nothing to do with that person in the ward, I don't like him." Speaking of this, he Unable to restrain himself, he stretched out his hand to hold the young man's shoulder, and his voice was full of love, "I've always liked you..."

What an affectionate confession.Yu Ling thought, Aze must be moved by this.

But the young man's reaction made him feel cold again.He watched helplessly as the indifference in the young man's eyes was replaced by a deeper chill and boredom.

Bai Yangze pushed his hand away heavily, with a contemptuous smile on the corner of his mouth.

"Yu Ling, I'm sick of you." He said lightly, but the words he spit out were so cold and heartless.

"You're really nothing."

The smile that hadn't dissipated froze on his lips like this, and Yu Ling was stunned for a moment, as if his heart was crushed hard by someone stepping on the ground.

"why?"

"No reason, I just hate you." Bai Yangze trampled on his dignity mercilessly.He looked at the person in front of him coldly, but all he could think of was the pained expression of a young boy who had just had a cramp.

He will no longer run away.

For myself, even more Xiaofeng.

System: "The favorability of the character Bai Yangze +2, the current favorability is 30."

"The person in the room became like this because of you! You destroyed him with your own hands!" Anger surged from his chest, Bai Yangze clenched his fists, wishing to punch this person in the face, "You How bad must it be to do such a thing?"

"He shouldn't be like this, he deserves better. But now he is ruined by you."

Yu Ling let him grab his collar and saw anger written on his delicate face.But he didn't know what to resist, he suddenly felt very tired.

The young man's fists were clenched so hard that they trembled, and he gritted his teeth as if he hated himself to the extreme. He even threatened himself for Su Feng.

Yu Ling never thought that one day young people would be so emotional because of one person, and if there was one, that person would definitely be him.

But now, Aze actually threatened him for another person, and that person was just a substitute he found to replace him.

What a mockery.

……

Yu Ling lowered his head, silently listening to the young man's ruthless and cold words in front of him, feeling all kinds of complicated emotions chaotic in his body.

He had to believe that the young man he had kept in his heart for so many years actually fell in love with Su Feng.

It's just a substitute he found, why?Why should I rob Aze with him!

The increasingly intense jealousy and resentment made him crazy to the point of losing his mind, but he still pretended to be calm on the surface.He convinced Bai Yangze that he would not hurt Su Feng again, and followed him out of the hospital.

After Bai Yangze also left the hospital, Yu Ling re-entered the hospital to find Su Feng.

Lu Ning woke up quickly.

Just now the system has consciously relayed the conversation between Yu Ling and Bai Yueguang, and Lu Ning was completely moved by Bai Yueguang's words.

System: "I think Yu Ling will kill you."

Lu Ning: "I don't think he will."

System: "Will you keep fighting with him for Bai Yueguang?"

Lu Ning: "He can't even get his Bai Yueguang, how can he be willing to throw me as a substitute again. He is still counting on me to achieve a series of things that he can't achieve with Bai Yueguang."

Lu Ning: "On the contrary, I think he should confess his true feelings to me later, and try his best to make me trust him completely. Getting me can not only satisfy his fantasy about Bai Yueguang, but also break Bai Yueguang's affection for me. Think about it. Kill two birds with one stone."

Lu Ning: "What a scumbag. :)"

But who made his mission to abuse scum, Lu Ning looked out of the window calmly, as if in a trance.

When Yu Ling pushed the door and entered, what he saw was the young man in a daze.

Just waking up, the messy soft hair was still fluffy, and the sun shone into his eyes, making his pupils look clearer and even sparkling with stars.

Simple and beautiful, like an angel on earth.

Yu Ling paused.He has never realized so clearly in an instant that the boy and Aze are actually two completely different people.

It made him flustered.

System: "The character Yu Ling's favorability degree +3, the current favorability degree is 23."

But all these good things disappeared the moment the boy turned his eyes to look at him.Su Feng didn't expect him to come back, endless panic appeared in Cheng Che's eyes, and he kept shrinking, "Yu, Mr. Yu."

"Xiaofeng." Yu Ling frowned and smiled, approached the hospital bed, and sat beside the young man, "Why are you sick?"

Su Feng was trembling all over, every time he saw this face, he could think of everything that happened that night, of A Xuan's deception and betrayal of him, these nightmares were like maggots on the tarsus, which made him feel cold.

"Don't be afraid of me, I have no malice." The man's voice was extremely gentle, and the dark eyes that looked over seemed to be filled with infinite affection, "I love you."

When he heard the word love, the boy's body shook violently, and the expression in his eyes shattered instantly.

"Love me, Mr. Yu, do you mean you love me?" He smiled absurdly, "The love you speak of means letting me experience deception, betrayal, being ruthlessly abandoned by the one I love, and even being Give it to other men in exchange for benefits?"

Knowing that what the young man said was true, and knowing that he was just acting, but when Yu Ling saw the intense pain in the young man's eyes, his heart suddenly throbbed violently.

Why is he heartbroken.

System: "The character Yu Ling's favorability degree +3, the current favorability degree is 26."

Maybe it's because he resembles Aze too much.

Yu Ling was very annoyed by the sudden throbbing pain, he frowned, a little impatient, "I didn't expect Jiao Anxuan to be so unscrupulous, knowing that I like you, he used such obscene means to trick you. He leaned closer to Su Feng again, with innocent eyes, "I liked you a long time ago."

Yu Ling stared at this face, watching the desperation and fear in the delicate eyebrows gradually turn into confusion, and the light brown eyes that were foggy were staring at him blankly.

He suddenly woke up, this is not Aze.

But the strong love in his heart didn't decrease at all after he realized this, and even became stronger.Yu Ling was a little panicked, he wanted to look away, but found that he had already fallen deeply into those eyes, and he couldn't break free no matter what.

how could be?

System: "The character Yu Ling's favorability degree +4, the current favorability degree is 30."

Impossible, I must have just confused Su Feng with A Ze.While Yu Ling kept telling himself that this was Aze, he approached the boy uncontrollably. He really wanted to kiss those two slightly whitish but sweet-smelling lips.

Su Feng suddenly pushed him away.

"But I don't like you, Mr. Yu." Su Feng rejected him strangely and politely, "I don't blame you for that matter about A Xuan, it was A Xuan's fault. But I can't accept your liking for me .”

When this name is mentioned, the boy's eyes still rippling with pain.Yu Ling saw it in his eyes, and suddenly felt sour in his heart. In his heart, he was not as good as a liar?

System: "The character Yu Ling's favorability degree +2, the current favorability degree is 32."

Maybe it was competitive, maybe it was something else.Yu Ling wanted to conquer this man even more. "It's okay, you can slowly get used to my liking for you. Xiaofeng, don't you think it's too tiring to like someone?" He lowered his voice, and slightly raised his tail tone with a bit of temptation, "These are tiring and uncomfortable. Let me come to please you, you just need to enjoy this liking."

Su Feng watched the man approach her again and again, and listened to him whisper those heart-warming words of love in her ear.The mentality of constant resistance suddenly softened. He was right, liking someone is exhausting.

What's more, the love in a man's eyes is so real, as if he really liked him for several years.This strong love attracted him like fire, and Su Feng longed for this warmth, after all, he was mercilessly hurt by the person he loved not long ago.

Yu Ling approached him slowly, until he was close enough to clearly feel the boy's rapid breathing.

The boy's slender eyelashes drooped slightly, tickling his face unconsciously.He didn't push himself away again, and Yu Ling was secretly happy.

You still belong to me after all.

System: "The favorability of the character Yu Ling is +3, and the current favorability is 35."

System: "This favorability doesn't cost money, does it?"

Lu Ning: "..."

Lu Ning: "...you don't want my strategy to succeed?"

System: "Honey, I don't want your strategy to be too successful. / Smile, and my dear, you have to pay attention, are you sure that if you don't resist Yu Ling, you won't collapse the original owner's character design? The original owner doesn't seem to have much affection for him. .”

Lu Ning: "The original owner is innocent and ignorant, it's normal to be deceived by the big tail wolf. And the original owner is too eager for love now, he was hurt by his lover just now."

Lu Ning: "So it won't collapse. :)"

For a person to be deeply aware of loss, he must have had it.Although Lu Ning was very reluctant to leave his family, Bai Yueguang, to try to get along with Zha Gong, but the task came first, and all personal emotions were just floating clouds.

He closed his eyes, imagining that it was not Yu Ling but A Xuan who was kissing him now, imagining that everything that happened before never existed.Ah Xuan never betrayed him, and he was never abandoned by anyone.

Yu Ling took advantage of the situation and pressed the boy on the bed. His passionate love made him temporarily lose consciousness. He kissed so deeply that he even forgot to lock the hands of the person under him.He delicately kissed the corner of the boy's mouth, from his cheek, piously kissed to his collarbone, the delicate and smooth touch instantly stimulated his whole body senses.Yu Ling couldn't wait to untie the boy's clothes and taste the delicious food under them.

But when he saw the slightly upward smile on the corner of his mouth, Yu Ling paused slightly.

This time he didn't hear that name, and the boy didn't even resist him.This should have been something that should have satisfied him immensely.But at this moment, Yu Ling was very clear about who was being used as a stand-in.

All the heat just now was his subconscious action.Yu Ling just woke up at this time, he did not regard this person as A Ze.

What he kissed carefully and what he wanted was only a boy from the beginning to the end.

And it was no longer a boy who was used as a stand-in.

It is himself.

System: "The favorability of the character Yu Ling is +5, and the current favorability is 40."

Yu Ling stared at the person below him intently, clearly warm in his arms, but cold in his heart.It was like being ruthlessly thrown from a cliff after waking up from a big dream, his mouth was bitter, and his heart was also bitter.Yu Ling didn't understand why he became like this.

He only knows that he only wants to have teenagers now.Yu Ling lowered his head and seriously kissed his lightly closed eyes.

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Rubbing the metaphysics~