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"The temporary blindness caused by overstimulation is not permanent." The doctor said with a firm tone, "As long as you are willing to stabilize your emotions, you will be able to see soon."

Blind?Yu Ling stared at the boundless darkness in front of him, and smiled bitterly at the corner of his mouth.

If you can't see it, you can't see it. Even if you are not blind, you will never see the boy again.

What is the use of these eyes for him?

"I see." Not caring about his physical condition, Yu Ling ignored the doctor, but called Bai Yangze who was standing far away, "Is Jiao Anxuan here?"

"It's not here yet." The young man's voice was so hoarse and vague that people could hardly hear what he was saying, and his tone was indifferent. "When he arrives, I don't need to talk about what he should do. You can do it yourself."

Yu Ling didn't speak, but turned his head silently.

He didn't wait long.After Bai Yangze left, the empty ward seemed especially silent except for him.Therefore, when someone pushed the door and entered, Yu Ling reacted almost instantly.

"Jiao Anxuan?" He lowered his head, trying to hide his dull eyes, "Long time no see."

Jiao Anxuan raised his eyes, and his eyes fell on the man lying on the hospital bed.Seeing him seriously injured in bed, it was extremely difficult to even get up.An inexplicable excitement surged up in Jiao Anxuan's heart.Although in the end, this person has nothing against him, and he even helped him see Su Feng's true face clearly.

But when he saw this person, Jiao Anxuan could recall the scene of the young man hugging him tightly.

"How is it? Does it feel good to be hurt?" He gloated a little, raised his eyebrows and approached Yu Ling, and looked at the man pitifully, "Why didn't you see Su Feng? You were seriously injured, wouldn't he come to take care of you? "

Jiao Anxuan's sarcasm and sarcasm fell into his ears and pierced into his heart.Yu Ling's face turned pale, and he clenched his fists tightly.Others can say anything to him, but they can't say that the boy is not good!

"Shut up!" His body trembled violently with anger, and his eye sockets suddenly turned red.

"When I met him, I jumped into the river."

The man who was still wantonly mocking froze for a moment, the muscles at the corners of his mouth trembled, and Jiao Anxuan's voice trembled, "What did you say?"

He froze in place, his mind went blank for an instant.All the hatred and pain for several days seemed to disappear after hearing that sentence.Jiao Anxuan couldn't believe it, he stared at that person, "Xiaofeng... jumped into the river?"

"Ha, lie to me? What tricks are you playing?" He quickly pulled himself out of the inexplicable panic.Jiao Anxuan raised the corners of his lips mockingly, and squinted his eyes, "Is it because I asked someone to teach Su Feng a lesson, so you want to take revenge on me?"

"It's true. Xiaofeng is because of me... He knew that I approached him only because I wanted to use him as a substitute. Because of the stupid things I did, Xiaofeng was over-stimulated and fell into the river."

"In order to keep him, I created evidence to make you misunderstand him. The so-called evidence you saw was just forged by me."

Yu Ling opened a pair of empty eyes, and all that flashed in his mind was the boy's frantic desire to escape yesterday, and the boy picked up the knife and stabbed his indifference without hesitation.He raised his head, facing the warmth.

You should wish he knew all this.

As long as you come back, I can promise everything.If you want to take revenge on me, you can even kill me together with Jiao Anxuan, I will never resist again.

As long as you can come back, even if I can't see you, it would be nice to hear your voice again...

Intense despair mixed with deep powerlessness, flowing through the heart along the blood.Obviously the sun is warm, but Yu Ling can't feel it.

It's the same as not feeling the light anymore.

System: "The favorability of the character Yu Ling is +2, and the current favorability is 72."

These words were like an invisible hand, pulling his soul out of his body and tearing it into countless pieces.Jiao Anxuan stood there blankly, unable to react for a long time.What is it called, forgery?

"I don't believe it, I won't believe it! You and Su Feng must have contrived to lie to me!" After a long silence, the man suddenly laughed maniacally, and tears flowed from his eyes when he smiled. Complicated emotional pain and struggle.He suddenly stepped forward and grabbed Yu Ling's shoulder, shaking it like crazy, "Say! Are you lying to me?!"

But the man just lowered his head and remained silent.

The exaggerated laugh finally stopped gradually, and he wept mournfully, his grip on Yu Ling loosened a lot, and he half-kneeled on the bed.There were a few low-pitched pleas mixed in with the crying, "I beg you..."

"I beg you to tell me, these are all fake... Xiaofeng is not dead, and you did not forge those evidences. I beg you, can you continue to lie..." Jiao Anxuan kept begging, he held his head in pain.Recalling the bits and pieces since I met the boy.Those memories sliced ​​through his flesh and blood like a blade.

What the hell have I done!Jiao Anxuan wished he could stab himself to death with a knife.

He remembered Su Feng sobbing and begging for his trust, and remembering that Su Feng had been so attached to him.

But how did he do it?

System: "The favorability of the character Jiao Anxuan +15, the current favorability is 40."

"I don't believe what you said. Yu Ling, tell me, where did Xiao Feng jump?" His eyes were red as if dripping blood, and Jiao Anxuan completely lost his mind. He murmured in a low voice, "It's the river at the entrance of the hospital." ? Yes, that’s right, it must be somewhere. Xiaofeng must be waiting for me there..." Without waiting for Yu Ling to answer, he stood up tremblingly, as if possessed, "Xiaofeng will definitely not leave Yes, he wants me to forgive him so much, how could he leave?!"

This thought could not be restrained from growing wildly in his mind.That's right, it was impossible for Xiaofeng to leave him, and he didn't question Yu Ling again, he turned around and ran away from the ward in a hurry, the picture in front of him disappeared along with his reason.

"Which river... which river is it?" Everyone in the corridor shouted when they saw a crazy man running. The man looked around, as if he was looking for something, his red eyes were full of unconsciousness and anxiety.

"It's here, why isn't it there!" Jiao Anxuan stood in the middle of the corridor and stared blankly, as if he couldn't see the eyes of the people around him like they were looking at a lunatic.His eyes shifted quickly, and after seeing the light from the window at the end of the corridor, the man's eyes suddenly flashed, "It's there! It's that river! Xiaofeng is waiting for me there!"

Before everyone could react, the man suddenly accelerated and rushed towards the end of the corridor.In a flash, he passed through the wide open window and jumped down without hesitation.

In a sound of exclamation.

Jiao Anxuan seemed to see the young man in the rolling river below him.

Just jump off yourself.

I finally found you.Surrounded by the cold wind, Jiao Anxuan stretched out his hand, as if he could touch the boy in the next second.In just a few seconds, his mind was full of the boy and what he wanted to say to the boy.

Xiaofeng, the misunderstanding between us has been resolved, this time I will never let go...

System: "The favorability of the character Jiao Anxuan +20, the current favorability is 60."

……

Yu Ling spent nearly a year in the boundless darkness.

This year he was alone.He lives alone in the house where he once lived with the boy, and no one visits him, and no one else has even set foot in it.Since he lost his sight, all those so-called relatives of the family have betrayed him without exception, and all the so-called friends from the past have turned their backs on them.

He lost everything, light, warmth, and youth.

For him, every day and night, what is meaningful is just sitting quietly in the yard.He always felt that Xiaofeng would not die, and he always hoped that Xiaofeng would come back one day.

Even if his purpose of coming back is to cut himself into pieces to relieve his only hatred.Yu Ling felt that she also hoped that he would come back.

He found the wooden rattan chair that he used to sit in the yard very familiarly, and stretched out his hand blankly to grab the handle of the chair.But as soon as he turned around, he heard the sound of metal rubbing from behind.

It was an iron gate. Someone pushed open the iron gate in the yard.Surprise quickly fainted on the man's thin and pale face, he turned his head abruptly, hope ignited in his dim eyes, "Is it Xiaofeng?" He asked tremblingly, "Is it you who came back?"

Bai Yangze looked at the appearance of the man in front of him and remained silent for a long time.

Ever since he knew that Yu Ling had given up the treatment of his eyes and left the hospital, he hadn't contacted this person again.Of course, he also wished that this person would completely disappear from his life.If it wasn't for Xiaofeng, he would never take the initiative to come to see Yu Ling again.

Look at him, a proud and arrogant young master who was once invincible, but now he has become such a downcast.Bai Yangze pursed his lips, showing the contemptuous expression on his face without any concealment.It really deserves it.

"I'm not Xiaofeng." He said quietly, "I'm Bai Yangze."

Bai Yangze?The hope and ecstasy in his eyes flashed like a shooting star, and in the blink of an eye, the person in front of him returned to the gloomy and haggard appearance when he first met.He opened a pair of dull eyes, "Is there something wrong?"

"Or do you have any news about Xiaofeng?" He hurriedly took the stick and lit it randomly on the ground, trying to approach the young man along the source of the sound, "If there is any news, please tell me! Ze! I just want to know he…"

"He's dead." Bai Yangze looked disgusted, backed away from the man again and again, and said in a voice that was as cold as a sharp knife, "Don't forget, Xiaofeng was killed by you. You too Don't lie to yourself, Xiao Feng, he is indeed dead."

The young man's words spread to the ear canal along with the sound of the wind, and Yu Ling stood where he was, feeling his blood gradually solidify into ice.

one Year…

It's going to be a year.But I still can't stand anyone saying that you are dead, and I can't accept the fact that you have left.

Yu Ling couldn't control his emotions. He curled up and touched the cold ground with his hands.

He has been controlled by this dazed darkness for almost a year.But never once was he more desperate than when he heard these words.

He didn't know what Bai Yangze did afterwards.He could only vaguely hear the young man's hurried or slow footsteps back and forth around him, as if he was looking for something.But Yu Ling didn't care about these.

It doesn't matter anymore.He clasped his fingers firmly on the ground, allowing the stones to scratch his palm.

All he cared about was the boy.

……

Bai Yangze didn't stay there for long.When he left, he didn't tell Yu Ling that as a doctor, he was supposed to be sympathetic, but when he saw that person, he was only filled with hatred and hatred.Even after a year, this feeling has not abated.

He followed the street, turned the corner, and found the man in an inconspicuous corner.

The boy's brows and eyes are as delicate as they were back then, and the light brown pupils glow charmingly in the sunlight.His thin body looked even more vulnerable under the ill-fitting loose clothes. He raised his head, and the tear mole at the corner of his eye was even more attractive because of his smiling eyes.

Bai Yangze looked at him, at the person he wanted to see day and night.

But he couldn't laugh at all.

"Are you back? Did you get the things?" There was indeed a smile in his wide-open eyes, but he could only see greed from that smile.Su Feng looked forward to seeing him, the corners of his mouth raised in a proper arc, and he smiled bluntly, "Aze, you must have it."

"I... got it." He said with difficulty, with a bitter taste in his heart, "Xiaofeng, this is it."

"Aze, don't get me wrong. You are the only one I like now." The young man raised his brows, and a cold indifference flashed in his moist and clear eyes, "Don't worry, when I finish all this, I will definitely be with you." marry."

Bai Yangze's heart was bleeding when he heard these words that should have been extremely sweet.He forced a wry smile from the corner of his mouth, trying not to let this emotion be seen by the boy in front of him, "Okay."

He reached out and held Su Feng's hand tightly. The moment he held him, the young man subconsciously wanted to struggle.

But he seemed to think of something again, this struggle quickly disappeared, and the young man gradually became extremely obedient, and even took the initiative to move closer to him.

Every time the boy got closer to him, Bai Yangze couldn't help but feel a throbbing pain in his heart.

He understood that Xiaofeng was using him.

But what if it is used?Bai Yangze clenched the boy's cold hand.As long as you come back, I am willing to do everything for you.No matter what you become now, I will still love you as before.Xiaofeng, I just beg you not to leave again.

Even if all this is false, I am willing.

System: "The favorability of the character Bai Yangze +12, the current favorability is 60."

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