Slag Gong is also asking for nothing from me today

"Isn't this your home? Why don't you go in?"

"Without the key or..."

"Su Jingluo, can you fucking say something!"

The rain soaked those memories and washed away his vision. He gradually came back to his senses, and his eyes focused on the boy in front of him who was holding him tightly.

"Lu Ning?" Su Jingluo was taken aback, "Why are you here?"

"You drove this road? Why can't I be here?" Lu Ning didn't bother to talk to him about it, "Say it clearly, what's going on?"

Su Jingluo replied with a muffled nasal voice: "It's okay."

"Do you always think I'm blind or stupid? Do you think I can't see the blood on your body when it's dark?" The words came out as soon as the words came to the lips, completely ignoring any tasks or character design.

Lu Ning didn't realize that those cares and worries that he carefully hid had been seen thoroughly by that person inadvertently.

The boy's back was facing the only street light on this street, and Su Jingluo could see clearly that the dim yellow light enveloped him through the night.This light illuminated the thin and dense raindrops, which fell on the young man and wet the ends of his hair.The long and dense eyelashes were also dripped by the rain, falling into his eyes.

Su Jingluo stared at the boy, unable to look away.

Really can't blame me for liking you.

You always appear when I am most desperate, like fire.

System: "The favorability of the character Su Jingluo +2, the current favorability is 80."

System: "My dear, I think it is necessary for me to remind you that if the target's favorability is full, you will be forced to leave the world. It will be counted as a mission failure, and all previous world achievements will be cleared."

Lu Ning: "...??!" WTF? ? ?

He let go of his hand almost subconsciously, and Lu Ning instantly took a few steps back to keep a distance from the person in front of him. The warm and gentle breath between the two was washed away by the cold rain in the blink of an eye.

Realizing that his behavior just now was a bit out of line, Lu Ning coughed twice and wanted to explain, "Don't get me wrong, I'm just afraid of killing someone."

Su Jingluo, who lost his support, stabilized his body and smiled bitterly, "I know."

"So what's the matter with the blood on your body?" Lu Ning still couldn't help but look at him, "Where are those people?"

"fine……"

His face suddenly became unnatural, and Su Jingluo blinked.

It looks like there is something to hide.

Seeing him like this, Lu Ning suddenly became restless.If I hadn't found this place this time, I'm afraid I would never have known that this person had lived such a miserable life.He refused to say anything to himself.

It was, and it is now.

"Do you think it's useless to tell me these things? Don't trust me, think I will only cause you trouble?"

Lu Ning uttered a series of thoughts in his heart, and dropped them on Su Jingluo's heart like a bomb.One sentence at a time.

"It used to be like this, you refused to tell me anything fucking."

Lu Ning pulled his hair and cursed.Painfully frowned and thought hard, after a moment of silence, he suddenly raised his eyes.

"Su Jingluo." He raised his lips and curled his brows and eyes, with a little naughty smile that looked particularly attractive, "Let's do it."

"You tell me what happened, and I promise you a request, anything." He was confident, "Is this okay?"

……

It stands to reason that after so many years, Su Jingluo should have almost forgotten about those things.After my mother died, my father seemed to have evaporated from the world.He was brought up by his grandmother, and worked part-time all the way to university.

Got a big debt.

It may be that I have suffered too much. Instead of gradually forgetting those things over time, on the contrary, they are like being repeatedly carved in my mind by a knife.What Su Jingluo remembered was not just the heartlessness of her parents when they divorced.

He never understood why his parents turned against each other overnight, even though they were so loving at the beginning.And that kind of boredom for each other has reached the point where they have to divorce.

even death.

Su Jingluo didn't dare to accept any feelings easily.

It's not that he didn't have friends, he had a friend.

At that time, everyone was in school, and the students around him looked at him like a monster, but only one girl was willing to approach him and talk about the interesting things that ordinary friends would say.Although not much, it is considered very lucky for him.

He thought he had finally made his first friend.

But one day, a girl suddenly pulled a group of people to point at his back, giggling and mocking him as a fool for being so easily deceived.

"Those are all true! His father is going to divorce his mother, and his mother couldn't bear the stimulation, so she jumped to her death! He is an orphan!"

"His dad? Run away! Why don't you run away?"

"Why should I be friends with him?" The girl shrugged, "I treat everyone like this, and it's just a symbolic gesture of friendliness to him."

"I wouldn't be friends with someone who has a father like that."

The ruthless ridicule mixed into the blood along the ear canal, and the hot blood was instantly cold, and then flowed to every corner of his body, engraved into the bone marrow.

Haunted him like tarsal maggots for several years.

It was a nightmare from which I would never wake up.

……

He knew that Lu Ning was different from those people.

When he saw Lu Ning for the first time, he felt that this person was like the sun, warm and honest.

This kind of emotion can not only be described as liking.In Su Jingluo's heart, Lu Ning was the light he longed for but dared not touch. He could only watch carefully and treat him with the same attitude as he treats everyone else.

He also didn't expect that Lu Ning would take the initiative to pursue him.

The boy's pursuit is as direct and passionate as he is.He put love in his eyes and written on his face, hugging and kissing without hesitation.The boy likes to hide his molasses-filled smile, and whisper in his ear that he likes him.

Sentimental and cute, and still a little sun.

Su Jingluo fell naturally.

He has the person he has been longing for all this time, and the light that was once elusive is now in his arms all the time.

Su Jingluo thought, the reason why he was so unlucky in the first half of his life might be that he spent all his luck in exchange for Ah Ning.

If so, that's fine.

It's not that bad either.

He put all the previous stories behind him and stopped thinking about it, and loved the boy wholeheartedly, and gave everything for the boy.

He put all his heart on the boy.Although he is not very proficient in love affairs, and he is not very good at speaking sweet words to please his lover.But he thought it was fine for now.

Such thoughts continued until that day, the boy looked forward to seeing him with starry eyes, "Ah Luo, let's get married!"

"marry?"

"After we get married we can be together every day. Eat the meals we cook together and sleep in the same bed. If you want children, we can adopt children."

The boy blushed in embarrassment, "I can learn."

He didn't look like he was joking, and Su Jingluo knew that a boy would never joke about such a thing.

He really wants to marry himself and spend the rest of his life with him...

But what about yourself?

What Su Jingluo thought of was her parents, weren't they once so close and loving?It's as if you can't wait to melt the other party into your body.They also married and had children.They also lived the kind of life that Aning talked about doing everything together.

But what about the end?

He failed to respond to Lu Ning, he seemed scared.

But Ah Ning didn't seem to see his hesitation and fear. On the contrary, his enthusiasm for marriage was getting higher and higher.He watched the boy bustle about excitedly, and told him mysteriously again and again that he would surprise him.

Su Jingluo couldn't say it anyway.

He couldn't say anything to reject Aning, because he could see that Aning really wanted to share a home with him.

But he didn't dare to say what he had experienced, he was still afraid.

Afraid that Aning is the same as those people in the past.

"Actually, we don't need to be in a hurry." He watched the young man enthusiastically look through the various matters that need to be prepared for the engagement, his eyes seemed to be filled with joy and excitement, and Su Jingluo's throat felt dry, "Give me some more time..."

"It's okay, Ah Luo, you don't need to prepare these things! I will prepare everything." The boy jumped up and hugged him, and said with a smile, "You just need to stay by my side honestly!"

Su Jingluo twitched the corner of her mouth, "Ah."

"A-Ning, listen to me, in fact, I can't..."

"Huh?" The boy held him and raised his head, "Why?"

Su Jingluo looked into his shining eyes, and suddenly didn't have the courage to speak any further.He knew that his little sun would definitely not scoff at him like those people.

But not sniffing, doesn't mean not leaving.

Besides, there are Ah Ning's parents, friends...

What will happen when they know their family?

Su Jingluo took a deep breath, forced a smile and said, "No." He shook his head like a rattle, "Nothing."

I must never lose you.

……

Those are all things of the original world, Su Jingluo originally thought that in this world, he could pursue and love the boy without any scruples.

But when I heard Aning ask him what happened again.

Su Jingluo was still scared.

Even if he proposes the condition that he can agree to all his demands, it is so tempting.

Su Jingluo still couldn't control the fear in her heart.

He was so afraid of losing this person.

On a rainy night, the boy who was drenched in the rain bit his lips, raised his eyes after struggling, and spoke in a bitter but pleading tone.

"I can't tell you." Su Jingluo reached out to grab his clothes, "There is really nothing. Ah Ning, trust me."

The young man shook his hand away abruptly.

"You have something to hide from me, Su Jingluo, I'm not stupid."

The Xing Dianhuo, which was still flickering just now, was finally overwhelmed after hearing the words of the man. Lu Ning looked down at the man kneeling on the ground, only powerlessness remained in his eyes.

"Maybe in your eyes, I have always been in this position. I am not worthy to be close to you or understand you. That's why you hid when I proposed to you, because you really don't want to face me." Lu Ning said: " It’s also my fault that I’m too curious, I’ve already been proposed to once, yet I still want to find out why I was discarded.”

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