If you give me a silly girl

A young couple lived opposite, Cui Jing heard the commotion inside, the man was beating and scolding his wife again,

Everyone in this neighborhood knows that the man is completely unreasonable and irrational when he drinks alcohol. He even tore up his wife's clothes in the street, kicked, beat and insulted him. He is simply a drunk maniac.

The hostess of this house is well-behaved, only when the man sobers up and says a few soft words, he will be a housewife again, a good wife and mother,

Cui Jing felt that if her marriage was like this, then she would rather die alone. In just a hundred years, she couldn't arrange her own affairs, so why bother?

I took out the key to unlock the lock, but before the door was opened, a slipper flew over and hit the door panel,

"You son of a bitch, do you know what time it is now? I came back so late to starve your old lady and me to death. They are all heartless. Their wings are hardened. Do you also want to be like that white-eyed wolf who drags us down? Kick it away, so that you can live your happy life"?

Cui Jing closed the door silently, put the slippers neatly, and didn't care about Cui Mama's increasingly ugly words, and went to the kitchen to wash rice, wash vegetables and cook.

"Cui Ran, how did your brain grow? Did my mother put her brain in her stomach when she gave birth to you?"

Cui's mother pointed to the questions on the test paper, she couldn't hold back her temper,

"Such a simple arithmetic problem, how many times has my mother told you, you count it yourself, you still don't understand, it's still wrong"!

Cui Ran clasped her fingers, lowered her head without saying a word, she became angry when she saw this cowardly look, Cui Ma slapped Cui Ran's head with her backhand,

"If you can get half of your sister's score in the exam, I will die in peace."

Cui Jing, who had been listening in the kitchen, heard this sentence and quickly retorted loudly,

"Mom, what are you talking about?"

"It's none of your business, go cook your meal",

Cui's mother rolled her eyes, she doesn't like this daughter very much, she has no shape, no figure, what's the use of good grades,

A girl's family will sooner or later get married and find her in-law's family. With her conditions, even if she is a female college student with a Ph. D., will rich people fall in love with her? If the bride price is not in place, what can her family do?

If it hadn't been for the Education Bureau's special ideological education for her, she would have let the loser go out to work and earn money.

Now the conditions are better, like in the previous society, thirteen or fourteen-year-old girls have already managed outside the home. Do you want a husband and son to heat up the kang?

Cui Jing worked very quickly. Put the rice into the steamer, cut the vegetables, and heat the butter. After a while, a few side dishes came out of the pot, and then boiled a seaweed egg drop soup,

She wiped the water from her hands on her apron, and the food was on the table, and then she called Cui Ma and Cui Ran to eat,

Cui Ran pushed Cui Ma out and sat at the dinner table. Cui Ma still gave Cui Ran the skills to solve problems. Cui Ma only went to elementary school, but Cui Ran could still teach Cui Ran some knowledge of the third grade.

Cui Jing untied her apron, brought the freshly cooked soup to the dining table, and took out a bowl to serve it. Cui's mother talked about her deeds when she was studying,

While talking vigorously, the soup that Cui Jing put for Cui Ran was overturned by raising her hand. Seeing that the hot soup was about to be spilled, Cui Jing turned the mouth of the bowl to herself with skill, and sprinkled a bowl of soup on her wrist.

Her skin was already white and fat, but when the hot water was scalded, she looked terribly red, the scalding wounds were so painful that her eyes instantly turned red,

"I'm so grown up, I can't even do some work well",

Cui's mother carefully checked Cui Ran's arms, neck, and all exposed skin, and she was relieved after confirming that it was not burned.

"Hurry up and clean up, so that no one can have a good meal",

Cui Jing was very afraid of pain, and when she was slightly injured, she felt as if her whole body was bitten by ants, and her heart ached. She took a broom and a tray, cleaned up the mess on the ground, and then mopped it again.

She didn't want to eat anymore, she wasn't hungry in the first place, she didn't want to eat at all now, she didn't even bother to swallow,

Cui Jing put the mop and broom in place, and then went back to her bedroom. The moment she closed the door, she heard Cui's mother say,

"I lost my temper when I ordered sesame and mung beans. She still can't fly out of this house. If she doesn't eat, she's still not hungry. However, let's eat, eat more dishes, and grow taller",

Cui Jing's bedroom is very small, with a bed, a dilapidated wardrobe, a wooden table with peeling paint, and a wooden chair that is already crooked. The explanations of the real questions have been put on the table,

She wanted a bookshelf very much, but Mama Cui would never agree to buy it. In Mama Cui's eyes, it was a waste of money.

She secretly does odd jobs, helping collect dishes and chopsticks in the school cafeteria to make money. She can earn ten yuan a day, which is her book buying funds. In addition to the textbooks and materials she needs, she can also buy some extracurricular reading.

You can save a lot by buying online. Although the books in physical stores are of good quality, they are too expensive. After she grabs the coupons online, she can buy several more. Although the paper quality is poor, the printing is clear and the content There is no difference, I feel that I have earned it,

In the fruit box under her bed, there are the complete works of Sanmao, Liu Cixin's The Three-Body Problem, Dabing's novels, Xiao Hong's Biography of Hulan River, and Yang Jiang's Walking on the Edge of Life,

There is Yu Hua's life, Lu Yao's ordinary world, Wang Xiaobo's silent majority, and even Analects, University and Doctrine, Tao Te Ching in detail,

She has always believed in that sentence, half of the Analects of Confucius governs the world, and once read one of them by chance, a gentleman worries about the way but not poverty, and a gentleman seeks the way but not food, and she feels very enlightened.

In ancient times, the importance of Taoism, etiquette, and self-cultivation, a gentleman like an orchid, with a beautiful inside and a beautiful outside, cannot be generalized with those four-eyed cubs who are college students, masters, and doctors.

Now that the Analects of Confucius has been compiled into the teaching textbooks, it has lost its mystery. It allows students to ignore the few sentences in the textbooks and no longer bother to pay attention to the masterpiece of Analects of Confucius. Instead, it gives her a head start. Cui Jing thinks this is very good.

She sat on the bed and looked at herself in the full-length mirror opposite. She was white and fat, and the brown pockmarks on Lin's face were particularly obvious.

The corners of her eyes were red, but she didn't cry, she didn't feel a sore nose, and she didn't have any ups and downs in her emotions. She seemed to be used to it. She raised her scalded hand to touch her face, and asked the person in the mirror calmly. ,

"Cui Jing, are you born to your mother? Why don't you look like that at all?"