Sri Lankan people don't treat me

Along the way, Chen Ke remembered a lot.

At that time, he was like a big kid loaded with common sense, the first time he saw Jiang Yuan, he refused to let go as if he had found his favorite toy.Compared with going home with strict parents, it is obviously a more tempting choice to live with big toys.

And Jiang Yuan did not disappoint him.

He looks withdrawn and quiet, but he's not unfriendly.He is like the sun in autumn, neither scorching nor illusory.He has the most appropriate heat, simmering slowly with a mellow aroma.

As long as you are willing to be a little more patient, approach him.

Kind, calm, erudite, bookish.

As a doctor, Jiang Yuan was the chief physician at a young age, and the consulting room was filled with pennants and commendation letters sent by patients.Chen Ke doesn't understand professional things, but at least as far as he knows, Jiang Yuan's ipad does not contain any games or leisure software, except for photography and image editing, it is all professional medical software and medical electronic magazines.

As a partner, Jiang Yuan is always patient and responsive to requests.At that time, Chen Ke was simply a big dog full of energy. He wished he could pester Jiang Yuan all the time and make trouble. break off.

Once he saw a handmade incense burner on TV, so he pestered Jiang Yuan to take him to do it.Of course, Jiang Yuan couldn't refuse him, so the two big men spent a whole day in his handicraft shop on weekends.How could a young master like Chen Ke bother with such meticulous things, and he insisted on not wanting anyone to help him. As expected, he scrapped a dozen pieces of clay and angrily concentrated on making trouble for Jiang Yuan.

Of course, the result is that the two of them didn't make anything decent, or the boss really couldn't see it, so he forcibly rescued them, helping to join the ignorant things made by the two of them, and barely made a pitiful Small incense burner.Chen Ke was very shameless and euphemistically said: The pinnacle of post-modern art, he took a picture of Jiugongge and posted it on Moments to publicize it, but he insisted on bringing it back by himself.As a result, he jumped so hard on the road that he smashed a small piece of the furnace mouth, and Chen Ke almost exploded on the spot. He hugged his crippled incense burner and was depressed all day long.In the end, Jiang Yuan had an idea, bought some plasticine and adjusted it to a similar color to fill it up, and also painted the entire stove with 502, forming a hard lump, which effectively prevented Chen Ke from harming him again.

And that time, his parents discovered the clues of his circle of friends, and they came to the door to take him home.At that time, Chen Ke was just a stunned young man who could only rush forward recklessly, relying on their love, he would not hit hard, and he was more annoying than an old donkey for his stubbornness.Seeing his father copying a broom and trying to beat Jiang Yuan, Chen Ke jumped up to protect him, and almost fought with his father, but he didn't have a word to guard the door, so he passed out on the spot.It was Jiang Yuan who rescued him immediately, comforted his father, and communicated with the family doctor in time.Later, it was Jiang Yuan who pressed Chen Ke to go home with his things to admit his mistakes, write letters and send messages if he didn't enter the door, and talk to his parents again and again when he entered the door, and accompany him to walk the birds, raise flowers and play mahjong.In the end, the most common sentence his mother taught him was: Xiao Yuan is really blind when he sees you.

He can be a father, strict and reliable; he can be a brother, mature and gentle; or his playmate, curious and innocent.

Of course he will make mistakes, he will be critical, he will be irritable, he will be incompetent.He is not perfect.

Perhaps the beautification filter in the eyes of the beholder is too powerful, Chen Ke felt that Jiang Yuan was afraid that the green onions in the dishes would be so interesting, because he would pick out the green onions one by one with a desperate expression like he was about to blow up a bunker, After picking, I have to take a small breath of relief.Seeing him like this, Chen Ke couldn't help but want to kiss him, but was pushed aside firmly and disgusted by Jiang Yuan saying "Your mouth smells like onions".

This filled him with the smell of fireworks in the world.

Another time, a patient in Jiangyuan had to leave the hospital to wait to die because his family members gave up treatment.It is said that before leaving, the old lady held Jiang Yuan's hand tightly and was about to kneel down. She didn't speak, but kept shaking her head with tears in her eyes, and was finally dragged away by her impatient son.Jiang Yuan seemed fine that day, everything was as usual, but when he got up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom, Chen Ke saw him smoking on the balcony.

That was the only time he saw Jiang Yuan smoking.

Jiang Yuan has almost no addiction to cigarettes, and a pack of cigarettes can last more than half a year in his pocket.And that cold spring night, the man frowned and leaned against the guardrail, his fingertips turned white from the cold, and the orange-red cigarette butts flickered to illuminate his eyes.A hazy silver starlight sprinkled over his head, and the air was filled with the faint smoke of peppermint smoke.Probably hearing Chen Ke's movement, he turned his head, and there were small mist on his eyelashes.

He quickly turned his head away again, exhaling a puff of smoke out of the window.Don't worry, he said, I just feel powerless.

Chen Ke walked over and kissed his lips, isn't there me?

Jiang Yuan also kissed his eyes, I just want you to be your little master happily.

There will be no one who doesn't like him.

Why did I just wake up like a bald peacock, stubbornly maintaining my meaningless self-esteem and pride, self-righteously kicking the pearl further and further away?If he could take a good look at Jiang Yuan, as long as he watched carefully for a little longer, just a little bit, Chen Ke swears, he would definitely still be attracted to him irresistibly.

He couldn't help but attract him.

Obviously only half a year to get along, but everything is clearly described by the recorder rigorously and repeatedly, so that you will feel in a trance that as long as you go back there and open the door, Jiang Yuan will still be waiting for him in that small home.

But he probably won't wait for him.

No, maybe not necessarily?

Chen Ke suddenly felt lucky.Jiang Yuan had never been in a relationship before meeting Chen Ke, which shows that he has the reason and determination to fight against loneliness, and he has paid so much for him. Even if we break up, those beautiful and sweet pasts will never be erased of.His private life is so simple, his work is so busy, and he almost has no time for graduate students. Where can he meet anyone in time?That's right, if there was a chance, he would have been besieged by Yingyingyanyan, who had evil intentions, with iron walls. How could it be his turn to turn the world upside down?

A treasure like his has been covered in dust for decades, and no one has discovered it, but only he who happened to pass by discovered it.Does that prove that he is the Bole who should be in that position?

With a secret and anxious expectation, Chen Ke clicked in and looked at Jiang Yuan's circle of friends, but it was blank.Tried to send Jiang Yuan a WeChat message, but it also showed that it was rejected.Sure enough, it was still black.

So he turned to Jiang Yuan's weibo.Jiang Yuan doesn't usually play Weibo, but he has a yellow v account that is required by the hospital to register, which is used to forward some convenience activities of the hospital and occasionally answer medical questions.He didn't expect to see any content full of private life in it. Sure enough, most of them were serious event promotions, and answered some small questions from netizens.Looking at it, Chen Ke seemed to be able to read between the lines Jiang Yuan's way of holding a case for consultation, his tone was gentle and calm, and there was a kind of quiet and steady power in his brows, a gentleman.

Suddenly, among those business-like messages, Chen Ke saw an original Weibo post half a year ago, with 27 forwards, 182 comments, and 399 likes.

There was no word written on that Weibo, just a picture.

One hand is holding the other, and the people behind are faintly revealing colorful trousers, with the golden beach in the background.The hand that was pulled showed a long, familiar scar due to the angle.

Chen Ke's pupils shrank, he knew the hand being pulled.

It's Jiang Yuan.

He didn't say anything did he?Maybe it's just good friends hanging out.Maybe I just think the composition is beautiful.Maybe it's just a promotional event.

The comment that was liked first: BastienLYS: Thank you, meeting you is the luckiest thing in my life.

Jiang Yuan liked it and replied: Thank you for being willing to come to my side.

Treasure was still found.Moreover, it was opened shamelessly and randomly, and the most precious treasure was taken away.

The comments below are buzzing.

There are several ids that Chen Ke knows, they are Jiang Yuan's colleagues and friends.Some congratulated him on getting out of the singles, some asked him for wedding candy, some joked if he wanted to take a wedding leave, mixed with a few people who posted a report on Chen Ke's blind date, and sincerely praised him for finally finding a reliable and good date.Jiang Yuan and that BastienLYS replied one by one, thanking relatives and friends, kind and thoughtful as if they were not looking for a date, but getting married soon.There are still some netizens who came to find fault or passed by, Jiang Yuan didn't care, but BastienLYS replied to every one of them like a chicken blood.Looking at the reply, he also ran to send red envelopes to those who forwarded the congratulations one by one.

Chen Ke clicked on BastienLYS's Weibo. The profile picture was an incomprehensible signature, and the profile said he was a model and an amateur painter.Apart from his activity introductions and paintings, Weibo is full of daily chatter. Even going out without an umbrella, he can read pictures and speak 140 words. He is simply a child who has not grown up.The hard photos are all about wearing various clothes and posing, even if they are a bit mixed, they don't show any personal characteristics.The face may be smaller than him, the clothes he usually wears are very cheap, he smiles silly, and there are tattoos on his collarbone, he doesn't look like a serious person.Chen Ke couldn't understand the painting. Anyway, he felt that this person's painting could only be described as messy, and whoever bought it was an idiot.

Why does Jiang Yuan like him?

Where is it reliable?

Where is it excellent?

Where is it, better than him?

Just like a child who clearly knows that there is no more sugar in the jar, with a little luck, he reaches in and explores every corner, only to truly feel the disappointment and emptiness.

Chen Ke didn't want to do anything.He willfully turned a blind eye to the relationship between himself and Jiang Yuan. He has been away for several years. No matter how many reasons there are, he is still the wrong person.

It was right that Jiang Yuan had already moved forward.He was right not to wait.

He just wanted to touch that jar again.

He knew Jiang Yuan's network disk, which was specially used by Jiang Yuan to organize his photography works.Jiang Yuan used his notebook before, and the system saved the password.

He just wanted to secretly see if Jiang Yuan had left anything between them.Photos, videos, anything is fine, to prove that Jiang Yuan didn't think he was a mistake that he didn't even bother to mention, and didn't want him to leave any traces in his life.

Maybe I also want to see what the latecomer looks like in Jiang Yuan, whether he has done the same things as him, and has taken the same photos.Is he so good, Jiang Yuan, who is worthy of being good, is still willing to be with him after being hurt by him.

When Chen Ke got home, he took off his coat and went to find his laptop, plugged it in, turned it on, and logged into the network disk.

Jiang Yuan didn't change the password, so he got in smoothly.The whole screen of folders is still Jiang Yuan's most accustomed multi-tab arrangement method. From A to Z, there is a "Give me JY" in it.Chen Ke was silent for a while, but still clicked in.

Jiang Yuan is a person who is very particular about photography, from composition to light, from color matching to theme.If he is not satisfied with a photo, he will take it repeatedly until he chooses a satisfactory one before saving it to the cloud disk.But most of the photos in this folder, not to mention exquisite, are not even clear.This person probably likes to take pictures of everything he thinks of, and he doesn't have the skills to capture pictures, so the photos are all kinds of filters and stickers.There are a few photos that can be seen to be shot with a SLR, but the shots are even more indescribable.There is no light and shadow, no composition, which is definitely a typical negative teaching material for Jiang Yuan.But they are properly collected together, and of course they occupy a place in Jiangyuan's treasure house.

Because the subject of the photo is the daily life of the two men, almost every day, record what they did that day with their names.Whether it's a big event like going on a trip together, or a trivial matter like the blooming of flowers at home, it's messy and even a little incomprehensible, but it reveals an enviable sweetness.The most recent one was from last week. Two men were bathing a big golden retriever. The men held their mobile phones in one hand and the shower in the other to rinse off the dog’s foam. eyes narrowed.Chen Ke looked backwards one by one to see how they met, how their hearts moved, and how they got together.

That man was more patient than him, more determined than him, braver than him.

Also luckier than him.

He searched for a while in other folders, and finally saw his own photo in a folder of portrait photography, buried among all kinds of portraits, classified as friends.In the photo, he is staring at the camera with burning eyes, and the affection in his eyes cannot be hidden.It's a pity that he opened his eyes and went blind at that time, and didn't see anything.And now, the man behind the camera won't look at him the same way again.

Chen Ke suddenly remembered that he snatched a photo from the photo album the day he left Jiangyuan, so he sent a WeChat message to ask his mother if he had seen that photo.It didn't take long for his mother to reply that the housekeeping helped him put it away, somewhere.

Chen Ke quickly found the photo.In the photo, he and Jiang Yuan stood side by side in front of a certain scenic spot, with their fingers intertwined behind them, and they secretly pulled together, smiling like every young couple full of hope for the future.

Chen's mother sent another voice, asking him if he remembered anything.

Chen Ke looked at the photo and was silent for a while, then returned, no, it was just that he suddenly remembered that there was such a person.

Chen Mu's tone seemed relieved, Dao Xiaoyuan really did his best to take care of you back then, but unfortunately you don't remember.He and his current partner are getting along very well. According to the circle of friends, he will go abroad to get married soon, so don't bother him, or your father and I will not be able to forgive you.

Chen Ke replied that I got it, I just thought so suddenly, and I won't trouble anyone.When the time comes, give me a congratulatory gift together.Turning around, I sent another message to the secretary: I have finished processing here, and work will continue as normal tomorrow.

Two enthusiastic and young faces stared at him earnestly, Chen Ke picked up the photo again, rubbed it with his fingers for a while, and suddenly found traces of writing on the surface.He turned the photo upside down, with Jiang Yuan Qingjun's characters on the back.

The sun and the moon are gone, and the years are not with me.

END

The author has something to say: there should be a side story later, about Jiang Yuan and Bastien's sweet love life, after all, Xiao Yuan is my sweetheart.

This is the end of the text, it is a short story about missing.

Many times in life, chances and misses cannot be escaped. Even if you are talented and wealthy, you are destined to have something you can't grasp.But what can I do? Crying, rolling, and cursing my mother can't solve any problems, so I can only pretend to be calm and calm and continue to live my life.This is an adult who wants to save face and is helpless.

PS: Peeping at other people's cloud disks is also an incorrect behavior, good boy, don't learn to smile.