Desire to monopolize

When I saw the real body of the monster, I couldn't help laughing.That real body is my shirt hanging on the clothesline.

Pointing to the shirt shaking in the wind with my gaze, I gently told Zhen Yang.

"Look, it's not a youkai, is it? It's just laundry."

Zhenyang tremblingly looked at the laundry I mentioned, then shook his head violently.

"Not that"

"This is it"

"No, it's pink. The pink youkai are coming to capture Mayo."

Jin Yang's claim blew my mind.

"There are no pink monsters"

"There is, there is!"

Perhaps because he was unwilling to get my approval, Zhenyang suddenly burst into tears.If it goes on like this, it will wake up the stepmother.

"I'm sorry, yes, I will believe you"

"……real?"

"real"

I smiled and said to him.Zhenyang calmed down, and his body relaxed.

"Hey, do you know?" Zhenyang whispered in my ear.

"Youkai, they will kidnap children. A few days ago, Xiao Wei said that he was almost taken away."

Xiaowei is the name of Zhenyang's friend.It's unbelievable that he was almost taken away by a monster, but if he makes Zhenyang cry again, it will be troublesome.

I echoed, "That's it."

However, Zhen Yang began to sob again.

"What should I do if Zhenyang or my brother is taken away..."

Thinking about how to make Zhenyang feel at ease, I said to Zhenyang

"There is nothing to be afraid of. Even if you are a youkai, you are still a human being. Shinyo and I will become youkai one day."

"I don't want that kind of thing anymore!"

It seems to have failed.

If you become a youkai, you will disappear, Shinyo murmured.

"I can't see my brother anymore, I don't want to"

Zhenyang's weak voice tightened my chest.

Zhenyang is so cute.Seeing Zhenyang who was crying and saying that he didn't want to see me, I almost shed tears.

I sniffed, then hugged Zhenyang tightly.

"It's fine. Even if I become a youkai, I'll come to pick up Mayo. If that's the case, can we be together even if I become a youkai?"

"Come to pick me up?"

Well, I nodded.

"Then, if I become a youkai, I will also come to pick up my brother!"

Zhenyang's expression suddenly brightened.

"Zhenyang will always be with brother"

"thanks"

I nodded and stroked Zhenyang's head.

"Together forever"

"Um!"

"Forever, forever, together"

Huhu, Zhenyang's round and soft face relaxed.

"It's great to have the real sun here"

The hot body is very hot.It felt like Zhenyang's body was about to melt and disappear, and my chest was throbbing with pain.

※※※

No.nowhere.

No matter where I looked, I couldn't find my mobile phone.

I searched the table in the work room, between documents and documents, the gaps in the sofa, and under the pillows of the bed, but there was nothing there.

Squatting on the carpet and looking under the table, there is nothing here.

Slowly straightening his upper body, he sighed softly.

Zhenyang told me not to go to see the sick, but I was very worried about Brother Yiji.Even if my brother doesn't want me to go there, it's unreasonable not to go to the hospital to see him after receiving so much care from him.

I heard that he will be discharged from the hospital soon. How is his health?

Wanting to confirm Yiji's condition with his own eyes, he wanted to call Dad and ask for the address of the hospital. ...but I can't find my phone anywhere.

Zhenyang also knew the address of the hospital, but he refused to tell me.Jinyang is a stubborn person who won't change his mind once he's made up his mind, so I'm going to visit Yooji hyung secretly after asking my father.

"Where is it?"

I slumped my shoulders and stood up.

At this time, Zhenyang just came back from the balcony.

"Hey, did you look outside again?"

"Um"

Said that the scenery is very good, Zhenyang would go to the balcony to look at the scenery outside from time to time.

As soon as you pay attention, you will see Zhenyang's back. I don't know what I'm thinking about, but I just stare blankly at the street.

Contrary to Zhenyang, I still don't go to the balcony very often.There is a resistance to approaching there.Maybe it's because I'm afraid of heights.

"I always look at the same scenery, it's a shame you can't get tired of it"

When I asked this question, Zhen Yang fell into deep thought and turned towards the window.

"Well, having said that, I just walked over involuntarily. The weather was also good during this time, so maybe photosynthesis happened before I knew it."

"Not sunbathing?"

Zhenyang half-jokingly closed the window with his backhand, and I couldn't help laughing.

Indeed, the weather has been sunny and the wind is comfortable recently, and I understand the feeling of wanting to go out.The cool climate makes people feel that it would be nice if this kind of day could last forever.

"That's right" I suddenly remembered, and I asked Zhen Yang.

"Did you see my phone? I've been looking for it just now, but I can't find it anywhere"

"Ah"

Zhen Yang told me nonchalantly.

"In that case, I'm keeping it"

"--Eh?"

Hearing Zhenyang's answer, I was dumbfounded.

Zhenyang took out my mobile phone from his pants pocket, frowning as if looking at something boring.Really got taken by Jin Yang, I'm so confused.

"Why was it taken by Zhenyang?"

"I think it's better to just take a break than think about unnecessary things."

Zhen Yang's eyes stopped on the mobile phone in his hand, and he answered calmly.

"Let me keep this for now"

"Zhen Yang... I also need it in my work? As I said before, I can't rest now. Besides, I'm not sick. You're exaggerating."

You said you want to keep it without authorization, and you don't plan to return it to me. What exactly do you want to do?Could it be that this is also a joke.Honestly, it's not funny at all.

When he stood there dumbfounded, not knowing what to say, Zhen Yang slowly raised his head.

"By the way, why are you looking for a cell phone?"

"...Ask me why, just want to make a phone call normally"

"to whom?"

Zhen Yang's gaze seemed to shoot through me, it was very painful.

A few steps away, I couldn't move on the spot.You can't even avert your gaze.

I hesitated and said "To Dad"

"I want to ask him where Yoshiki-san is hospitalized."

"Humph"

Zhenyang murmured angrily.

"You want to secretly visit Yoshiki-san without telling me."

"I'm sorry... But, Shinyo didn't want to, right? That's why it's hard for me to speak."

No apologies, no excuses.Knowing this, but being overwhelmed by Zhenyang's different atmosphere from before, he couldn't help apologizing.

It was so embarrassing that my eyes fell on my feet.

Then, Zhenyang's gentle voice sounded from above.

"Okay, I forgive you"

"real?"

I looked up suddenly, and saw Zhenyang's soft expression with narrowed eyes.Zhenyang nodded, and I stroked my chest reassuringly.

"Just, can you grant me a request?"

"ask?"

I couldn't help repeating Zhenyang's proposal.

Zhen Yang bared his canine teeth.

"Promise me never to answer calls from anyone other than me"

Facing Jinyang with a bright smile, my mind went blank.

...Is this another, Zhen Yang's joke?

"That kind of thing is, of course, impossible."

Confused, I raised the corners of my lips awkwardly.

Hope he can tell me soon, this is just a joke.But contrary to my expectation, the expression on Zhen Yang's face disappeared in an instant.That cold expressionless made my body stiffen even more.

Zhen Yang played with the phone in his hand and sighed deeply.

"Light is cunning"

"Why, call me cunning"

"Because, you said clearly that you wouldn't go anywhere, but you refused to agree to my small request. Don't you think it's cunning to ask me to forgive you after breaking the promise?"

"Well, it was indeed a promise, but..."

Unexpectedly, now, there will be an agreement made with Zhenyang a few days ago.

Indeed, I promised Zhenyang that I would not go far away, and I would always stay by Zhenyang's side.However, this is two different things.

Also, I don't consider it a small request to not answer other people's calls.

"Hey, Shinyo, this is just a visit? As soon as I see Yoshiki-san's face, I'll be right back."

"and then?"

Zhenyang's indifferent attitude made my body stiff and doubtful at the same time.

I didn't do anything bad, so why did I have to suffer such a cold look.Zhenyang's statement may be correct theoretically, but it is very distorted.No matter how I make an appointment not to go to a distant place without authorization, I am alone, and I am still an adult.

I swallowed and looked at Zhen Yang.

"These days, Zhenyang... has become a bit self-willed."

"is that so?"

Well, I nodded with restraint.

"Also, I don't know why Shinyang is so angry."

"It's nothing, I'm not angry"

"You're angry"

I frowned.

"I want to visit relatives. Is it weird for me to say that? Besides, you don't tell me about Yoshiki-san... I still think it's too much."

"That's why I said, it was because I was worried about the light."

"That's the same"

Inexplicably, I feel that Zhenyang's indifferent appearance is very sad, and something hot emerges from the depths of his throat.

I wondered anxiously, did I convey what I said to Zhenyang well?Jinyang, who grew up together since childhood, can understand my feelings even if I am silent.That's why she can't help but act like a baby to him, but it's not like this now.

If you don't change your words, you won't be able to convey the kudzu in your mind to Zhen Yang.

I moved my mouth desperately.

"Besides, if you're worried, I'm the same."

Zhenyang narrowed his eyes in surprise.

"As for Yoshiki-san, if Zhenyang is so troubled that he can't go to school, I hope you can tell me. I want to help you....Although it's because I'm unreliable, you don't intend to tell me."

Zhenyang refused to tell me anything.Now even my mobile phone has to be managed for me, it's like Zhenyang's property.

Can this one-sided relationship really be called a lover?

"I, am I not Zhenyang's lover?"

Unintentionally, my voice was so small that it almost disappeared.I knew that I was not a reliable family and lover, and I could only say what I thought, which made me extremely embarrassed.

Seeing me like this, Zhenyang's atmosphere suddenly softened.

"Light is an important lover"

His gentle words warmed my chest.

But what he said next made me doubt my ears.

"So it's mine, right? I want to cherish you. You don't have to worry about anything. Just stay here and be by my side. I'll treat you well. You don't need anything else."

Zhenyang's voice is very sweet, but for some reason I feel chills down my spine.

I feel so blessed to be loved by Jin Yang.Zhen Yang is gentle and bright, always cherishes me, I love him more than anyone else.

But now, I can't honestly think so.Jinyang's love words should have made me happy, but I couldn't accept it as it is.

Because, what Zhenyang said is that I don't have to think about anything, just stay at home in a daze.My thoughts and my feelings don't matter.

Why did I get angry during this time, Zhen Yang definitely couldn't understand.And now, why am I confused....

I didn't intend to say any more, and sighed lightly.

"I see. Enough"

Even if I say it, it will definitely not be conveyed, and I don't think it can be conveyed to him smoothly.At times like this, it would be nice if I could show annoyance and displeasure, but I can't even do that.

So this is the last time to say it, I said.

"Give me back my phone"

"...Ah, this"

Has Zhenyang completely forgotten, looking at the phone in his hand as if he just remembered.After all, that's how the quarrel started.

Anyway, get your phone back first.Then after a short while, the feeling of sand in the back of the throat should also disappear.

I don't want to quarrel with Zhenyang.

Tired of the rare quarrel, I urged Zhenyang to "hurry up".

But Zhenyang didn't come over to me, but opened the window that was just closed.Then he walked barefoot to the balcony, with his wrists out of the handrail.

That hand holds my phone.

Without hesitation, Zhenyang let go of that hand.

——Before I could speak, the one in my hand fell upside down.I can only stare blankly.

"why……"

I managed to squeeze out the words.

The phone fell off the balcony. ...No, Zhenyang threw it down.

"Should have done it from the start"

Feeling refreshed now, Shinyang showed a hearty smile.

"This way, you don't have to think about unnecessary things."

※※※

Hey, my throat twitched violently, and I woke up.

"……Well"

He lowered his head due to the enormous disgust and dazzlement, and frowned deeply.

The room is flooded with afternoon sun and a sense of ease and tranquility.As usual, I'm in the studio facing the desk.In front of me is the proof, which is the first school of that novel.

I had that dream again.That dream that was violated by Zhenyang.

He took a deep breath unbearably.

Gently stroked Gaoming's chest with the palm of his hand, and then slowly raised his head.A warm breeze blew in from the slightly open window, blowing the curtains gently.

"Why, I had that dream again..."

I mumbled weakly to myself and stared out the window blankly.

The blue sky in summer stretches as far as the eye can see.The warm, blinding sunlight makes me sick for some reason.

"It was a dream. It was just a dream. ... It didn't make any sense"

I said it repeatedly in my mouth.

The real Jinyang is very gentle.At any time, he protects and cherishes me who can't blend in with others as if nothing has happened.It has been like this since childhood.The only one who loves me is Zhenyang.I love such a real Yang.

...But, in the dream, I really refused to be hugged by Zhenyang.

If you don't run away, this kind of thing is not allowed——I yelled desperately.

"...so stupid"

I stood up, picked up my wallet, and walked out of the workroom toward the living room.

Zhenyang is not at home.Have a good time going to college today.If Zhenyang is here, he will object to my going out, so I need to hurry up and get my phone back now.And as long as you breathe the outside air, you may be able to change your mood a little.

——Since then, I haven't spoken a word to Zhenyang.

This is the first time we've had an argument, let alone one that extended into a Cold War state.

Zhenyang is sensitive to the subtleties of other people's hearts.very smart.But they didn't notice that I was angry.Even if I kept silent, he still acted like a baby to me as usual.

Does it mean that whether I get angry or not, it doesn't matter to Zhenyang.The current Zhenyang feels like it coincides with the Zhenyang in that dream.

...the mobile phone that fell from the balcony.

Suddenly aware of the sense of déjà vu, I smiled weakly.

This is the end of that proof.

The mother hugged the younger brother and jumped from the balcony of the apartment.

The other day, I finally finished reading the proofs.The author ends the story with a surprisingly simple description.I don't know anything after that.Just like the TV suddenly cut off the power, it was interrupted without lingering rhyme, and it ended there.

Is the mother saved?Where is my brother?What about the remaining protagonist?

The mother didn't look at the boy until the end, and as a result, the protagonist's mood, his mother's thoughts, and his younger brother's affairs were all unknown.Feeling unspeakable disgust and loss of strength, I was stunned.

I exhale lightly and change my mood.

More important than proofs are mobile phones these days.

Maybe someone else has already picked it up.If there is really any left, it must be broken.Even so, it cannot be left alone.

Whether it is repairing or buying a new one, you have to contact the people around you quickly, otherwise it will hinder the work.

Go out of the entrance, put on your shoes, and pick up the key on the shoebox.Then, he reached out to the door leading to the outside world.

As soon as the door was opened, the corridor of the apartment filled with afternoon sun stretched straight.

I took a step, wanting to go outside——.

At this moment, violent throbbing hit my whole body, and I immediately went limp.

"W-what..."

Sudden physical discomfort sent me into a panic.

As if the heart was right next to the ear, beating violently.My palms were sweating, my whole body was shaking, and I couldn't stand up.

I was about to fall on the marble floor, I pressed my chest and tried to raise my head.

In the corridor surrounded by mild sunlight, white stretches infinitely.There is a vast expanse of whiteness ahead, and I don't know what's going on.

The field of vision seems to have become strange.Consciousness is getting further and further away.

I crawled on the ground and crawled desperately towards the corridor.If he just collapsed at home like this, no one will find out until Zhenyang returns.

So at least, I have to try to move my body.

"Who, come"

I tried my best to say the words, but the voice was still too low.No one can hear this sound.

Am I going to die here?

I couldn't bear the pain to think this way.The chest felt like it was about to fester.Coughing, I headed toward the vast expanse of whiteness.

However, the body suddenly floated in mid-air.Was picked up by someone.

"……Eh"

To my surprise, it was Jin Yang standing there.

Feeling relieved by Zhenyang's appearance, but immediately erased by the doubts that surfaced.Because, Zhenyang picked me up at home.

Why.At home, no one is there except me.

"Zhen, Yang?"

Zhenyang didn't respond to me, he hugged me horizontally and closed the door heavily.The body shrank from the loud sound.

He was picked up by the speechless Zhenyang and brought to the living room.He put me on the couch slightly roughly, a gesture that conveyed his agitation.

Once back in the living room, the physical discomfort subsided like it was fake.The intense throbbing and dizziness are gone.As if the tide was ebbing, all the pain disappeared, but the anxiety became deeper and deeper. ...What the hell is going on with that pain?

Zhen Yang didn't say anything, just looked down at me and sighed deeply.

"what do you want to do?"

Asked in an irrefutable tone, I couldn't help swallowing.

"Want to go out"

I replied without thinking.

It's been a long time since I talked face to face with Zhenyang.But in the face of this powerful pressure, I can no longer be brave.

There was no way to ask when he was home.

"Go outside, what do you want to do"

"do what……"

"I just don't understand what I said."

Said in a tone of obvious anger, Zhen Yang put one knee and hand on the sofa, covering my body.Then stare at my face from above, letting my gaze go nowhere.

"Why did you break the promise so quickly? Didn't you say you would always be by my side? To Hikari, the promise with me is so insignificant?"

"But, mobile phone"

"light"

Interrupted by the strong tone, I bit my lip.

——Zhen Yang is so scary.

"Don't say that a second time"

When he said it harshly, my mind went blank and I couldn't answer anything.Under the ice-cold gaze, I could only go stiff all over.

I nodded reflexively.

"The light of... wants to leave."

"Eh?"

I didn't hear what Zhenyang said, so I couldn't understand what it meant.

What kind of light does Zhenyang just mean?

"Zhenyang, that..."

"Don't do this kind of thing again. Got it?"

Blocking my question snapped, I nodded again.

I don't know how else to do it.Just wanting to go out, I don't understand why Zhenyang is so angry.But in this atmosphere, it is really impossible to justify.The air was tight, very tense.

My body was stiff on the sofa, and Zhen Yang's hand caressed my face.Then lightly touch the lips with the thumb, separate the teeth and forcefully insert them into the mouth.

"……Well"

Fingers touched the tip of my tongue, and I flinched.

Zhenyang smiled and let go.

"Tongue, stick out"

Although I was puzzled, I followed what Zhenyang said and stuck out my tongue tremblingly.

His eyes were cold, and it was obvious that he was still angry now.He had received countless kisses, but now he could only open his mouth clumsily.I startled as the front teeth nibbled gently at the protruding tongue.

Hehe smiled at me like this, and Mayang wrapped around my tongue.

"Uh, uh..."

Unable to retract my tongue, I responded to the kiss very nervously.

There was a sound of water in the room.Every time I am sucked by the real yang, the core of my body is excited.Being licked repeatedly, the wet feeling made my breathing heavy.

But my body was still stiff, and I couldn't move by myself no matter what.The head and body were not connected smoothly, as if they were not their own bodies.Even so, I can't allow myself to run away or act like a baby right now.

In my body, fear has clearly sprouted.He was neither beaten nor scolded.But I was still terribly afraid, not daring to disobey Zhenyang.

The body trembled slightly.

This must have been communicated to Zhen Yang.

Cooperating with Zhenyang's movements, I was just as stiff and motionless as a puppet.Under Zhenyang's kiss, my body kept shaking, I don't know whether it was out of pleasure or fear.

Actually think Zhenyang is scary.

Isn't this just like that dream?

At the same time as the fear, a wonderful feeling suddenly sprouted in my body.

Something that had been forgotten, as if emerging from the depths of the throat... a wonderful feeling of being able to remember it just a little bit.However, it was only a little bit close, but it disappeared immediately.

I, what did I forget...

"Light, I love you"

In the gap between kisses, Zhen Yang whispered softly.

"Please, don't force me to do anything excessive"

I can't even nod to this sweet entreaty.

※※※

Perhaps, it would be better to separate from Zhenyang for a while.

This idea is getting stronger and stronger.

Recently, Zhenyang has been acting a little strangely....There is an indiscernible but decisive rift between us.My liking for Jin Yang certainly hasn't changed.The most important person in this world is Zhenyang, and this has not changed.

However, Zhenyang's actions during this period of time made me feel that his feelings for me have surpassed common sense.

Zhenyang was originally a very jealous person.It's cute to say it's jealous, but now I can't even communicate with others.I am not allowed to call my father, stepmother, and Yiji brother. It is not normal anyway.

In addition, there are many other strange places.

That day, I collapsed the moment I stepped out of the house, and Jinyang, who had already been out, walked out of the house.When you think about it, other small doubts emerge, and then disappear suddenly.

It's fine if it's just an illusion, but once a sense of disobedience arises, it can't disappear so easily.

Fortunately, the seizure-like symptoms have not reappeared since then.Even so, it was unusual pain.At that time, I really doubted whether I would be crushed to death just like that.

It's just that I don't have the courage to question the current Zhenyang.I was speechless at the thought that he might get angry at me for saying something unnecessary.The topic of mobile phones and the outside world has become a taboo between us.

I want to get along with Zhenyang as usual, but as long as I think of Zhenyang's appearance a few days ago, I can't keep calm no matter what.

"...Actually, it's all my fault"

The thought flitted through his head.

Ever since I only lived with Zhenyang, I gradually became unclear about whether my thoughts were right or wrong.This is how True Yang fills my daily life.As far as society is concerned, what Zhenyang said is much more correct than me who is insensitive to everything.

True Yang and this home.Just like that my world is over.How insignificant.And there are all kinds of people outside this door, which feels very unreal.

The wide street outside the balcony.This too quiet room.Light sleep in the afternoon sun.Everything is quite indifferent, and it is obviously the place where I have lived since I was a child, but sometimes it feels very strange.

The dull early summer air is breathless.

I don't know whether it is due to occupational diseases or simply because of my personality, I will habitually doubt some subtleties in daily life.What is right and what is wrong is hard to say.

Having said that, it doesn't help to cast doubt on the street you live on and your own common sense.

Stuffing the dictionary into the travel bag on the desk in the work room, I glanced back slightly at the living room.Nobody was there.I relax my shoulders in relief.

——If you want to leave this house, you can only take advantage of Zhenyang's absence now.

Although I don't know where to go yet, the most important thing is to hurry up.If Zhenyang comes back, he will definitely stop me, and I must leave as soon as possible.While the sun is high.

As for work, as long as you have the necessary tools, you can do it anywhere.And even though he was going out, he only stayed in the hotel for a few days.As long as they are apart for a while, Zhenyang will reconsider.

In short, have a good talk in a calm state.

I just want Jin Yang to know how I feel.

In order to return to the previous relationship, I can't just obey Jin Yang's words.At this point, I finally knew what had to be done.

Moreover, I also need to sort out my thoughts by myself.

The sense of disobedience entrenched in his chest still hasn't disappeared.What's more, I still can't forgive myself for being afraid of Zhenyang...

Zhenyang has been by my side so far, cherishing me, no matter how strange his behavior is, I shouldn't treat him like that. ... Zhenyang likes me, and that kind of feeling is just a little bit out of the ordinary now.

I exhaled lightly and continued to prepare.

Packed up the essentials for work and finally picked up the proofs.You have to find a way to get the job done while you're staying at the hotel.

As I was thinking, I noticed that the door behind me suddenly opened.

"what are you doing?"

The abrupt conversation made me freeze up.I couldn't even look back, I could only stand there blankly.

"I asked what you were doing"

The tone of questioning was obviously full of anger, and I tried to turn my head to look at him.

At the door of the room, Zhen Yang leaned against the door with crossed arms.

"This, it's nothing..."

"Such a big bag is stuffed to the brim, as if preparing for a trip."

The mouth traced a gentle curve, but the eyes weren't smiling at all.Hikari, after his name was called, my body jumped arbitrarily.

"Where do you want to go?"

"...Where are you going, that"

I couldn't turn my eyes away, and at this moment Zhenyang walked over with big strides.Then I took the proofs from my hands and tore them to pieces.

I stared at the torn paper without blinking.

"stop!"

Faced with this terrible situation, I turned blue in the face.

"Unbelievable, this is, work to be done—"

"To shut up"

Manyang threw the torn proofs on the floor and grabbed my hair roughly.

And just dragged me into the living room like that.

"Hey..., what, what...!"

I almost fell several times due to being tugged so hard.However, I still moved my feet, being dragged away by Zhenyang for some unknown reason.

Although I was grabbed by the hair, Zhenyang's actions had a greater impact on me, and I didn't feel any pain.It was the first time he had treated me so roughly and my mind went blank.

When I came to the dormitory, I was rudely thrown on the bed.Losing my support, I fell down in disgrace.

My heart was pounding and I couldn't say anything.

While resting his hands on the sheets in astonishment, Zhenyang began to search for things on the shelf in the room.Open the cupboards one by one and throw out everything inside.

"T-Yang...?"

What are you looking for.

The thing that Zhenyang threw hit the floor with a loud sound, and I couldn't help closing my eyes.Only now did the tingling around the grabbed hair begin.

Maybe he couldn't find the target, so Zhenyang clicked his tongue and left the bedroom.

There was also a loud voice from the opposite side of the door.

As long as something breaks, I will bend my body by myself.In the end, what are you looking for?

After searching all over the house, Zhenyang returned to the dormitory.

In his hands, sticky plastic strips and scissors.

The face twitched unconsciously.I couldn't make a sound, I just looked up at his face blankly, and Zhenyang walked straight towards me.Then mercilessly grabbed my hands and pulled them behind me and tied them together with plastic straps.

"Stop, stop..."

Facing the sudden incident, I couldn't even resist, and I was easily deprived of my body's freedom.

From the hand to the wrist, and then the back of the hand, it was all tied together, and the strips were finally cut with scissors.There are several heavy straps on the back to fix the wrist, and I really can't untie it on my own.

"Why, do this..."

I was completely confused, but Zhenyang was expressionless and refused to take it off.He looked down at me with a piercing gaze, and said in a tone of anger

"It's just forcing me to do this. You know that, right? I said, don't force me to do things that are too much."

"But, even so, you actually tied me up like this."

"If it's possible, I don't want to do that either, it's all because Hikari is about to escape again."

"Again?...Besides, I don't want to escape"

Surprised by Zhenyang's speech, I said in a panic.

I do have this thought. ...if you don't run away from Zhenyang quickly.However, according to Zhenyang, isn't it as if I actually escaped from Zhenyang once?

I wanted to leave for a while, but it didn't work out.Moreover, I plan to contact him as soon as I arrive at the hotel.

I can't understand why he hates me going out so much.

"Please, untie it....I won't go out again"

I desperately looked into Zhen Yang's eyes.

Although I don't think this is the best way, since it's Zhen Yang's wish, maybe it's better for me not to go out.If you resist the current Zhenyang, you don't know what will happen.

But Zhenyang's gaze was still cold, and he didn't intend to agree at all.He folded his arms and looked down at me.

"I don't believe what I say"

"Why is this! I really..."

"Just saying that, I'm going to run away right away...I don't want to worry about this kind of thing here."

"What are you talking about here, what are you talking about, Mayo?"

To my question, Zhenyang just sighed with a straight face.

...The conversation with Zhenyang in the entrance suddenly came to mind.

At that time, I didn't understand if what Zhenyang was talking about was "the light here". "The light here also wants to escape."

But Zhenyang didn't answer my question, but smiled with contempt.

"Just don't think about anything. From now on, I will take care of everything for you."

"--Eh"

Saying so, Shinyang pushed me down on the bed.

I couldn't move my hands, so I could only be pushed down by Zhenyang.

"Wait, Zhenyang, let me tell you..."

"... so loud"

With a big sigh, Shinyo sealed my mouth with a tape.

Unexpectedly, even my words were blocked, I moaned in doubt, and complained to Zhenyang about my dissatisfaction.The only free feet kept struggling, and Jinyang sat angrily on my stomach.

"If you are restless, you will get hurt."

Zhenyang said and picked up the scissors.Then carefully cut open my shirt.

The sound of cutting the cloth, clicking, freezing my heart.

Isn't this just like Zhenyang in the dream?

Just like the real Yang in that nightmare, bound my wrists and raped me every night...

I opened my eyes wide without saying a word, and Mayang opened the shirt that was cut vertically, and smiled.The disproportionate smile makes people shudder.

Zhenyang picked up the scissors and walked over my exposed skin.

"Um……"

The cold and hard touch climbed from the abdomen to the chest.It was so painful that I wondered if the blade of the scissors had been stabbed, but I couldn't confirm it with my own eyes, and instead became more scared.

The scissors came to my nipples.As if to pull out a small protrusion, Zhen Yang alternately poked the left and right meat grains with the scissors.

"It's so small and cute, it's just like food. ... If this, if you cut it out and lick it in your mouth, what would it taste like?"

"Huh, uh, uh—!"

Hearing Zhenyang dazedly