Desire to monopolize

In Chapter 1, God saw Zhenyang standing in front of his eyes.

Why.I sat on the floor of the living room and looked up at Zhenyang with a gloomy face.The room is still bright, and I don't know how long it has been since.

When did he come home.Just like when I found out I was untying the straps.

Zhen Yang suddenly appeared in the room.

"...Wrist, did you untie it yourself?"

Shin Yang seemed taken aback when he saw me hugging my knees.It seems that the person who freed my body was not Zhenyang.

It's just that there is no room now to think about who did it.

"True Sun"

I murmured to him.

"it's wired"

Zhen Yang was taken aback for a moment, then smiled.

"What's so strange?"

"all"

"...So, where is it?"

Zhen Yang's voice leaked a little bit of anger.

"It's all there is to say. I don't even know what's going on with all of this."

I slowly looked at Zhenyang.

For some reason, Zhen Yang's gaze fell on my hand.There was a smile on his face, but the depths of his eyes were as cold as ice.

"Hi, what's wrong with that?"

"Eh?"

"Mobile. I'm asking why you're here"

Those eyes seem to say that they have been thrown away.Just now I was on the phone one by one, holding it in my hand all the time.

I slumped my shoulders and handed the phone to Zhenyang before he could speak.I don't want to make Zhenyang angry again, and no one will answer the phone anyway.It's no use holding it.

Zhenyang's atmosphere softened a little.

Zhenyang squatted down in front of me, keeping his eyes level with mine.

"That's strange. You're quite frank today."

"...Have I ever resisted Zhen Yang?"

What a stupid question.

After I answered feebly, Zhenyang narrowed his eyes.

"That's right....Recently, very frankly."

Mayang cupped my chin and kissed me.The thin lips overlapped, and the tongue explored in the mouth as usual, and my body trembled uncontrollably.

"Jinyang, now"

I really don't feel that way.Hope you can listen to me.If you are hugged by Zhenyang in this chaotic state, you will go back to the days when you were tied up.

I turned my face away violently and pushed Zhen Yang's body away.

But Zhenyang pulled my shoulder firmly.

"Are you going to reject me?"

"……Well"

"You want to be tied up by me again?"

Zhenyang's fingers sank deeply into my shoulder, and my body stiffened involuntarily.

"That's not what it means....It's just that I don't feel that way right now. Really, everything is incomprehensible, and everything is very strange..."

Zhenyang was angry.

I still refused to back down and stared at Zhenyang.Maybe it's because there's too much confusion and the mind isn't functioning well.Began to confess self-destructively.

"...Just now, I want to leave the house"

Zhen Yang's expression froze instantly.

But I didn't give him a chance to speak, so I continued.

"However, I couldn't get out of the entrance.... I didn't even take a step. Whenever I tried to go to the corridor of the apartment, I felt disgusted, just like last time."

I also couldn't make up my mind during the talk.Because, what happened to me was too bizarre.

I don't know what to say, I can only think of what to say.

"Also, no one answered the phone no matter who I called. It's also strange at work... The proofs that I checked and checked many times added content without authorization, and the dates on the calendar are also weird."

I grip the hem of my shirt.

"Really, all, very strange"

—Yes, obviously abnormal.

Seeing episodes from my past in the proofs, not being able to go out, no one answering the phone, a blank calendar, this strangely quiet street.

"Is it me who is weird?"

If it was my mind that had lost its normal sense, it would all make sense.

When I think about it, I can't help but bury my head in my knees.

Inexplicable things happened, Zhenyang became strange, I was tormented by the nightmare that Zhenyang invaded me, if all these were caused by myself, then I...

"I'll have that kind of weird dream, I'm sure."

"Dream?"

Pressing my shoulder while muttering to myself, Shinyang asked back.

Lifting my head from my knees, I hesitated a bit before speaking.

"...the dream of being hugged by Zhenyang, I have dreamed it many times."

Rubbing my wrists unconsciously, I told him.

Zhenyang just looked at me quietly.

Those pupils were like pitch-black holes, and it was impossible to guess what he was thinking.The emotionless eyes made my fingertips feel cold.

How stupid, Zhenyang sighed heavily.

"That kind of thing doesn't matter anyway."

"...It doesn't matter?"

Hearing Zhenyang's disapproving tone, I doubted my ears.

It doesn't matter, Zhenyang repeated.

"Why, I'm always thinking about those boring things. It doesn't matter if I can't leave the house or no one answers the phone. It's not inconvenient. Just being here is enough. I've said it many times, right? Nothing Thinking. Forever, waiting for me in this house」

Zhen Yang moved his lips closer again.

I turned my back desperately.

"Zhenyang, stop"

Can't understand what Zhenyang said.

Turn a blind eye to all doubts, just wait for Zhen Yang at this home.Why would he think so.

Is everything I think unnecessary?

You don't need to think about what to say, as long as you are loved, it's enough. I'm not Zhenyang's pet.Such a brother can't even be called a brother.Not even lovers.So miserable, my throat quivered.

But Zhenyang ignored my mood and pressed his lower lip forcefully.The tongue ravaged my mouth.

"Uh... yeah, don't"

After desperately resisting, he was still pushed down on the carpet and could not escape.Her cheeks were pressed, and she could only indulge in Zhenyang's kiss.

Just when I half-seriously started worrying about suffocating like this, Zhen Yang finally let me go.

I coughed violently and burst into tears.

"Why do you have to think about superfluous things. Could it be that the light here also wants to leave me?"

"...True Yang?"

I reflexively looked up at Zhenyang.But his eyes were full of tears, and he couldn't see his expression clearly.

"Anyway, you can't leave here"

I was gagged again, and I couldn't ask anything.

During the kiss, Manyo's hand slid roughly under my clothes.The palms rubbed against my skin and pressed against my buttocks.I struggled desperately under him.

Where it gradually hardened, an indescribable sense of disgust was born.

Can't stand his attitude of ignoring my feelings.

"Stop it, really...why!"

But the more I resisted, the more Zhenyang insisted on hugging me.

The shirt was lifted forcefully, and several buttons fell off.I feel deeply hopeless.

Just like that dream.

——It overlapped with that dream.

The same is true of Zhenyang in that dream, even if I resist, he will never stop.While saying I love you, he lifted me up high and violated me.

"Don't, don't..."

Because I was too scared, I moved my hands and feet desperately.Compared with the feeling of fear swelling and rising in his chest, the excessive treatment he has suffered so far is nothing.

Struggling fingers slid across Zhenyang's cheek, drawing a line.

Even so, Zhenyang does not intend to let me go.

...Mayo, he was not the kind of person who would do such a thing.Pushing me down, taking my freedom, trampling on my dignity - he wouldn't have hugged me like that.

It is too far apart.

"Who are you"

These words came out of his mouth involuntarily.

"I've always thought it was weird....Mayo, as far as I know, wouldn't do that."

When I came back, I realized I was crying.

Tears flowed out one after another, wetting the carpet along the corners of his eyes.Zhenyang wiped my tears with his lips, and smiled with beautiful canine teeth.

"You're so stupid, Hikari. Don't you even know your own brother?"

Zhenyang's unusually happy appearance seems incomprehensible to me.

Why are you able to laugh like this now?

"Your brother, no matter what you do, it's just to get you. It's been like this until now. We've been together all this time, right?"

There was a smile on his face, but Zhen Yang spoke in an urgent tone.His voice had no sense of reality, as if it came from afar.

"Yes, we have always been together"

"...True Yang?"

"I am with the light, and the light is with me. There is no way the light will leave me. Right?"

Having said that, Zhenyang fell into silence as if he had gotten rid of his possession.

Then he laughed self-deprecatingly.

"Is it pointless to talk to Hikari here?"

"...Hey, here, what do you mean?"

Hearing my question, Zhenyang frowned in annoyance.

"I told you, don't think about superfluous things."

"But……"

"You're really disobedient....Just like the light over there. Why, why did you come here. Your waywardness really annoys me, why?"

Dialogue cannot be established.

The words spoken were too jumpy to be understood.

"Mayang, what were you talking about just now?"

"Really, it's too bad. The light here... this time, really, I want you to remember it well"

Zhen Yang moved his eyes and muttered to himself.This unusual appearance made my body stiff.

The scars on Zhen Yang's face leaked a faint red.The horizontally cut red is reflected in the blurred tears, which is very beautiful.

why.I couldn't take my eyes off that scar.

"How much I love the light"

Zhen Yang turned over my body and stripped off my clothes.

The pants and underwear were all down to the knees, and the whole body became hot all of a sudden.

She was once restrained by Zhenyang, and she also did excessive things by him.Although I have been hugged many times in this state, but now I can't tell what is reality, and my mind is confused.

"Mayo, now, like this, don't...!"

Being pinned to the floor, I complained.

But Zhenyang didn't listen to what I said at all, and pressed my struggling body.The unfree body was manipulated by him, overlapping with that dream more and more.

Zhenyang grabbed my waist unceremoniously and raised it high.

"Zhen, Yang, stop"

"Relax Power"

There was the sound of rubbing clothes.The real yang slowly fiddled with his cock to get an erection and pushed it against my asshole.

Before I could fully awaken myself, Zhenyang penetrated my body in one breath.

"Ah ah……!"

Obviously prepared for severe pain, Hou Kong easily accepted Zhenyang.The body is used to being hugged, and it swallows the stiff heat smoothly.

The inner wall was scorchingly rubbed, and I trembled and buried my head on the carpet, panting.

I am well aware that my portal is squirming to lead it deeper.Tears welled up as if it wasn't her own body.

I hate the body that is the opposite of my heart, and I tremble with pleasure just being inserted.

"Stop, hand! Pull it out, please..."

"Obviously not forced"

"But, suddenly"

Ha, laughed mockingly, Zhen Yang's voice had a hint of lust.

The low whisper made my hair stand on end.The deeper the genitals of the real yang go, the more intense the fire of lust burns in the depths of the body.

"Ah, ah, um"

"Look, no, barely"

"No, yes, no..."

Tears fell unconsciously.The hotter the body, the more guilt clenched his chest.

But I can only follow the pleasure, panting under Zhenyang's body like a beast.He also failed to reject Zhenyang's behavior.Wanting it to move, wanting it to rub more intensely, I couldn't help but raise my waist.

It was obviously forced.

Obviously it is so annoying, why.

"Don't say anything. Do you know how you are swinging your waist?"

"No, no, ah——, ah, ah, ah"

Panting too hard in the rush of pleasure, just when I'm struggling to catch my breath.

Bang, goosebumps appeared all over my body, reaching the peak in one breath.Ah, with a hoarse voice, I spit out the evidence of lust.

"Have you ejaculated? You haven't moved yet?"

I was in a trance with my forehead resting on the carpet, and Zhenyang smiled and slapped my buttocks vigorously.

"Alas"

I leaned back and held the blanket firmly.

Even the pain of being slapped turned into pleasure, and the back hole shrank tightly.The genitals did not wither, and the apex opened and closed with dissatisfaction.

Why, so, is unbelievable.

...my body is no longer what it used to be.Being hugged by Zhenyang too many times, he became an idiot.

Just being inserted and ejaculating.Even patting can be regarded as pleasure.

"This kind of..., it's not me..."

I couldn't help sobbing.Find a way to get out of here.Otherwise, if I continue, I will become unable to forgive myself.

"Let me go"

I choked and pleaded desperately.

But Zhenyang raised a happy voice.

"Why? Isn't it good? Give it a try. See how many times you can cum with just this side."

"Too much"

"But, here in the light, I like me the most, holding me in my mouth and refusing to let go, jumping and jumping.... Haha, lust"

Saying so, Zhenyang suddenly bumped into my waist.

I twisted my body impatiently.

"Ah!"

"Look... again, bite tight"

I tried my best to shake my head trying to reject Zhen Yang's words.

However, it is impossible to escape from lust in this way.Fanyang's body was held down by Zhenyang, and for some reason he felt at ease with this force.

Zhenyang seemed to see through this point, and thrust more intensely.The tip attacks me tenaciously where I'm vulnerable.Where and how to attack me, Zhenyang already knew clearly.

"Ah, ah,... ah, ah, already..."

My place has completely regained the heat, and I'm trembling non-stop.

Since I've just ejaculated once, I can hold on for a while now, but it's clear that a second ejaculation is coming soon.No matter how suppressed, magma-like joy surges and patrols deep in the body.The genitals touched the carpet lightly, and the body shook just from this stimulation.

Stop, I repeated this sentence like a dream, while actively swinging my waist, and rubbing my genitals.Even if I understand my obscenity, I can't control myself.From the bottom of my heart, I feel that this kind of self is very dirty.

Although I don't want to admit it, right now, my body is really yearning for the true yang.

Hold the true yang deeply, and climb to the top again.

A chill-like feeling gushes out from the body, and the sexual part seems to be melting.The sound of wetness and the sound of physical collision intertwined.

"Uh, ah..., ah"

The moment I violently hit my waist, I was dominated by a feeling of electricity, and I ejaculated all at once.

White droplets wet the carpet.

My insides contracted repeatedly several times, strangling the real man's genitals.Being oppressed to reach the limit, Shinyo's convulsed greatly.

As if exercising due power, Zhenyang injected desire into my body.

"Ha..., not good"

"Um, hoo"

The entrance opens and closes, obscenely strangling the real male genitals.Twist tightly as if not wanting to miss a drop of semen.

Feeling the trembling Zhenyang inside, I wanted to cry inexplicably.

But the genitals of the real masculinity were still hard, and I started to thrust again without giving me any time to feel sentimental.Slowly pull out to the limit, then groan, insert it deep again.

"Alas……!"

"Next is, the third time"

"Ah,... ah, ah"

The waist was constantly being hit, and I raised my voice impatiently.

To be able to orgasm with such a strong act is as embarrassing as an extremely nasty creature.The fiery body and dry heart did not match smoothly.

But, exhausted, I have no strength to resist.He clearly felt that he had reached his limit, but as soon as he was shaken by Zhenyang, his body regained the heat easily.Melting sweet ripples dominate me.

Stop, let out this moan.

"This..., no way"

I don't know where I can't do it.

"Where can't it be"

Zhen Yang said unhappily.

"I can't say anything, isn't it just that as long as I am treated like this, my lustful body will crave me again and again?"

"...But, no way"

"So, what's wrong?...Why don't you admit it!"

Zhenyang made a painful, cracking sound.

Hitting the waist more intensely, I trembled under the pleasure he gave. "Always like this." The fingers holding my body were trembling.

"It's time to admit it, the light is mine. I am, like, like, like, like, only light."

"...True Sun"

"Why, do you want to escape..."

A sobbing voice gripped my chest.

But it was only for a moment, and Zhen Yang violently violated me again.That hand was, no longer trembling.

Is this really realistic?Could it be that he was having that dream again?Feeling extreme fear, the boundary between reality and dream became blurred, and I couldn't even figure out what I was afraid of.

--No way.

- You can't do this kind of thing.

why.My mind is full of restlessness.

Although they are stepbrothers, why can't they hug each other as lovers? I can't understand my own thoughts.

Alarm bells were ringing in my head.

In Zhenyang's voice whispering "I love you", reality and dream are completely assimilated.

The dream where the freedom of the body was taken away and violated by the true yang.

I repeated that nightmare many times.

——If you don’t run away.

——If you don’t run away from here.

——If you don’t run away from Zhenyang quickly.

Consciousness gradually faded away, and I couldn't think about anything.On the other hand, cherry blossoms spread across the field of vision.

The spring flowers in full bloom buried the clear blue sky.

Those were the cherry blossoms that bloomed in the park that the family went to that day.

※※※

Cherry blossom petals are falling from the sky.

The outdoor hut has no roof, from which the flowers are blown down by the wind.The petals are dancing.It looks really beautiful with the shimmering air.

But the clouds suddenly covered the sun and it became dark all of a sudden.

The air was suddenly cold, and the young Zhenyang sneezed again.

"Zhenyang, come back quickly"

The air is cold, the stepmother said loudly on the ground.

Calling Zhenyang's name repeatedly from below.It's because Zhenyang gets a fever easily, so I'm probably looking for him worriedly.

"If you don't warm up, you will catch a cold if you wear thin clothes"

"It's mom"

Hearing the stepmother's voice, Zhenyang's expression suddenly brightened.

Why, seeing Zhen Yang poking his head out of the small window with a happy expression, I couldn't help hugging him from behind.

Then, in order to prevent people outside from seeing Zhenyang, I pulled him to the corner of the hut.

"elder brother?"

Jinyang looked back at me in disbelief.

"Mom, you're calling me"

"Hush", I put my index finger against my lips and let out a breath to stop Zhen Yang who asked.

"Zhenyang, don't make a sound"

"……why?"

"Hide it so you don't get caught. . . . it's hide and seek"

"hide and seek?"

Well, I embrace Zhenyang.

"Now, mother is a ghost"

He hugged Zhenyang's wrist and increased his strength.

My forehead rests on the warm back of my head.It smells like real yang.The smell of earth and the sweetness of softener.

And then there's the faint, child's sweaty smell.

"Zhenyang, really, where are you, come out quickly. Otherwise, you will have a fever again."

The stepmother's voice came closer.

In order to make Zhenyang's small body tense, I covered his mouth with my palm.Let him close his eyes and curl up his small body to avoid being discovered.

The frank Jinyang believed in what I said.

Zhenyang and stepmother shouted.

"What if I get sick again. What if I get pneumonia again, Zhenyang"

I desperately hid my yang in my wrist.

Buzzing, stepmother's voice echoed loudly in my head.

——Zhenyang, come out quickly.

—Come back quickly, don't hide.

The stepmother's voice grew faster and louder.

It's like yelling in your ear.Like a siren by the sea, it buzzes in your head.I want to cover my ears, but I can't do it because I hold Zhenyang with both hands.

I want her to be quiet, but I can't even say that.

Because, if you open your mouth, you will be discovered.If discovered, the true yang will be taken away.will be taken captive.

If I lose Zhenyang, I will become a human being.

——Hurry up, where are you, ah, Zhenyang, where are you.

The stepmother's voice made me feel sick, and the sweet smell of the fried eggs turned into a sour taste, regurgitating from the depths of my stomach pouch.The sharp voice lingered in the eardrums.

But the stepmother continued to call Zhen Yang's name.

He only called out Zhen Yang's name.

——Zhenyang, where are you?

— Come out quickly, Zhenyang.

— True Yang True Yang True Yang True Yang True Yang True Yang.

——True Yang.

※※※

As soon as I opened my eyes, a ceiling I had never seen before broke into my eyes.

"here is……"

When I woke up, I found myself lying on a strange bed.

The pure white inorganic walls, the smell of disinfectant, the curtains surrounding the bed...I seem to be lying on a hospital bed.

The surrounding is very bright, it seems that it is still daytime.When he got up, he noticed that he was wearing a thin blue pajamas.

Why would I be in this kind of place.And the incredible thing is that being here gives me a sense of security.Maybe it's because strange things happened one after another, and my senses have been numb.

Unconsciously, I searched for Zhenyang who was supposed to be with me with my eyes.

Staying in this kind of place after losing consciousness means that Zhen Yang sent me to the hospital.

Just now, she was violently demanded by Zhenyang, and then lost consciousness, so?

But recalling what Zhenyang has been like in the past few days, I think it should not be like this.Jin Yang lately is unusual, don't think he will let me out of the room.

... After knowing that Zhenyang is not here, I am now really relieved.

But let alone Zhenyang, no one is here.In the silence, only the high-pitched voice could be heard in the distance.

Other than that, there was no sound of footsteps or voices.

"pain……"

As soon as I lifted my upper body, my whole body creaked.

There is still a cramping pain in the lower back.Maybe it's because I was hugged hard.The lower body is also extremely heavy.

Lifting off the quilt covering her body, she suddenly noticed a sense of incongruity near her wrist.

"What's this……"

A circle of tiny spots remains on the wrist.

The scars that were almost healed turned into red and black marks.Wrists were restrained for some time, but no scars are recalled. ...And judging from this scar, it looks more like being bound by a thin rope than a plastic strap.

There was a chill in the body.

I remembered that in the dream of being violated by Zhenyang, the wrist was tied with a rope and blood leaked out.I unconsciously stretched my sleeves to cover the scars.

I took a deep breath and got out of bed.

Have encountered many strange things.How can things be shaken by this now.

Pulling back the curtains that surround the bed, I said to myself.

There were three other beds in the ward, but there was no sign of being used, and no smell of anyone else.I couldn't find any slippers, so I had to walk barefoot.

Although I also thought about whether I should stay honest, but I want to know my current situation.Just leave this room and walk to the nurse's station, and you're sure to meet someone else.

As soon as he walked out of the ward, the high-pitched voice he had been hearing just now suddenly enhanced his sense of presence.

It seems to be the incoming ringtone of an old-fashioned telephone.

Should it be true, the corridor was also empty.

The interior is sunny, and the corridors with wards on both sides don't even have a single window.I didn't turn on the lights, and the surroundings were dark, and I felt very uneasy.I don't know which way to go, so let's follow the sound first.

Walking alone in the corridor, only my footsteps echoed in the corridor.The cold feel of the linoleum floor freezes the soles of my feet.

Walking in the corridor following the sound, I thought about the dream I had just had.

——The family went to the park, the dream of that day.

While playing with Jinyang at the amusement park, suddenly dark clouds cover, and the stepmother starts to worry about Jinyang.

But I hid my true yang to prevent my stepmother from discovering it.

Why did you do that, I can't remember the reason.

Maybe it's just a child's prank.Just remember I don't want Jin Yang to pass by.

Walking hand in hand with my father on the cherry blossom road.Hiding in the hut with Zhenyang and kissing.That time was really happy for me.That's why I don't want to hand over Zhenyang to anyone.

But now it is Zhenyang who hides me from the people around me, I always feel very strange.

The sound is getting closer.

Come to the corner of the corridor, the nurse's station is on the right.There is just a lounge at the front corner, and there are stairs extending up and down in the deeper part.

The sound comes from the public telephone, which is set up on the information desk against the wall in the lounge.

The voice is slightly softer than the black phone, but the sound of the continuous beeping is very sharp.

I looked around in bewilderment.There was no one in the nurse's station, not even a human figure.What is going on in this hospital.

The sound showed no signs of stopping.

Confused, I reached out and accepted the invitation.

Under the click and the weight of the earpiece, the heart seemed to freeze.Hold your breath, slowly put the receiver to your ear,

"……Hello"

said nervously.

In the silence, a small rustling sound was heard.The same thing happened to the phone before when I answered the phone.

But this time, he heard the other party's voice very clearly.

"Are you here to visit me? I've been bothering you all this time."

"dad……"

The person on the other side of the phone is still my father.

The voice was unnatural, as if eavesdropping on the conversation through the wall.A dull voice mixed with noise.Just like last time.He frowned subconsciously.

But after hearing the next voice, my eyes widened.

"It's okay, I'm worried too"

"Brother Yiji!"

I couldn't help calling out that name.

There is no doubt that it was Brother Yiji's voice.But Brother Yiji didn't respond to my shout.I can only listen to their conversation one-sidedly, and my voice still doesn't seem to get through.

Father continued.

『Always trouble yourself.How should I thank you』

"Suddenly what happened"

Brother Yiji let out a wry laugh.

"nothing.It’s just that you come here every day despite being so busy.』

"I came here on my own, so please don't worry about it.Also, I can't worry about him.』

"Yoshiki is still so good at taking care of others"

Father laughed, and Brother Yiji continued to ask

"……what did the doctor say? 』

"Still the same.Every check says the same thing.There are no abnormalities in the head and body, that's all.』

"Yeah……"

He heard his father's hoarse voice.

"...He, he is quite confused sometimes.Do you want to take a nap?Then there was an accident

"One month, it feels like a long time."

"Yes"

Although both of them were laughing, there was no strength in their voices.

After a moment of silence, the voice of Brother Yiji, who had changed his mood, came clearly from the other side of the receiver.

"By the way, what about Zhenyang?Rarely did not see him

"Ah, Qiu Jiang took him home.I can feel at ease even after leaving the hospital.』

Father's voice softened slightly.

"When I was young, light stuck to Zhenyang, but now it's the other way around."

"……Yes"

I forgot to breathe, hearing that name coming out of their mouths so clearly.

light.

He did hear his own name.

The tiredness could not be concealed in the cheerful voices of the two.A sigh was felt. ...Is it Dad?He seemed to be working hard, and it made my chest hurt.

However, I don't have the time to worry about my father now.

Because, always feel very strange.

According to Zhenyang, Brother Yiji was hospitalized, but judging from their conversation, that was not the case.Rather, it was to visit someone.Someone who has been sleeping for a month straight.

A certain person that Brother Yiji often visits.

Someone for whom the father expressed his gratitude.

Then, Zhenyang accompanied someone who was inseparable in the hospital...

From this the answer is derived.It felt as if the bottom of my feet had collapsed, and I couldn't help covering my mouth.

But my emotions were not conveyed to the other side of the receiver, and my father continued to speak bitterly.

"If I had been with him at that time, the situation would have been different."

"...That can't be helped.It's useless to regret.』

Unlike what he said, Yoshiki-san's voice was also very heavy.

I don't know what my father was referring to when he said that, but it's clear that he was quite sorry about it.

"However, if we do that, maybe this kind of thing won't happen... I have to think so"

『Uncle, that was an accident.And it's useless no matter what you think about it』

"Of course, I also know that this is an accident. ...Although I understand, but when he was in an accident, Shinyo happened to be by his side..., and it happened immediately after Hikari decided to leave the house.

"uncle……"

"I know I'm thinking too much"

Suddenly, the sound disappeared.

After listening to my father's speech, my eyes were instantly dark.Put your hand on the stage where the public telephone is.A strong blinding attack came, and I couldn't stand without doing this.

Is this really, talking about me?

He listened intently with bated breath, but the two didn't continue talking.Only a quiet murmur vibrates the eardrums.Dry murmurs and stillness sting the ears.

Can't help but hold the receiver tightly.

"...Maybe, it's not overthinking"

Brother Yiji finally spoke.

"The wound on his wrist seems to be caused by being tied up..., this, maybe it's Mayo--"

"Yiji"

But father forcefully interrupted Brother Yiji's words.

"impossible"

Absolutely impossible, my father repeated like a dream.

This contradicts what he just said. Has my father noticed this?His voice trembled slightly, certainly not because of the medium of the earpiece.

There is an air of urgency on the opposite side.

It was Brother Yiji's suppressed voice that broke the silence.

『However, Uncle actually knows it too. ...It's really strange how close Shinyang is to light.』

"Can……"

"Even brothers, this is unusual"

"But..., Shinyo is the younger brother, so it's normal to rely on the older brother."

"That's not dependence, but attachment."It can also be called dependence—”

Cracking, loud sounds suddenly sounded in my ears.

Stretching his wrist from behind, he hung up the phone vigorously.

No need to think about who.Even if you don't look at his face, you can still imagine who is standing behind him.

I held the receiver and stood there blankly.

"No matter how many times I say it, Hikari doesn't understand"

As expected, the voice behind him was very familiar.

My throat quivered slightly.

"...Because, it's been ringing all the time. I heard it in the hallway."

"so?"

Hearing his reproachful tone, I abruptly put down the receiver.

Then turned around and looked at Zhenyang's expressionless face.

"It's fine as long as you ignore it. Hikari doesn't need to pick it up."

Zhenyang said it as a matter of course.I frowned slightly and said nothing.

Just staring at Zhenyang closely, and then opened her tight lips.

"You said that Yoshiki-san had an accident, you are lying."

Facing my questioning, Zhen Yang's dark pupils shook.

"I was the one who got into an accident, right?"

After I asked one after another, Zhenyang narrowed his eyes.

"I don't panic anymore"

Just like before, Shinyang added this sentence with a smile.Not to be denied.That is, my answer.

The remaining scar on the wrist suddenly came into view.

A slightly reddish-black slender scar around the wrist.

Wordlessly, I stretched out my wrist in front of Zhenyang.

"Did Zhenyang make this?"

Looking directly at him, he asked.

I have unhealed bruises on my wrists.Scars like bondage.

I have considered several reasons, and I already have an idea. ...just can't believe it.I don't want to believe it.

After a period of silence, Zhen Yang finally spoke.

"The light is bad"

He sighed and crossed his arms.

"Arbitrarily decided to leave home, to leave me. That's why."

"...That's why I made it so hard, that kind of thing."

Jin Yang didn't say what I wanted to hear.Not only that, he didn't even have the attitude of introspection.

I know that behavior is not voluntary on my part.

Because, I have dreamed many times.Whispering "I love you" through my body repeatedly, I can clearly recall the heat and pain now.I can't forget the sharp pain of being bitten on the back of my neck.

That is, what happened in reality.

I unconsciously learned from Zhenyang

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