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When he just woke up in the morning, Chu Ling was pushed and rolled out of bed by Han Gu again.

After allowing the other party to do this, Chu Ling finally realized that he couldn't lie to himself anymore.

He hadn't thought of Lin Xuan for a long time, and even now his mind was almost full of Han Gu's affairs.However, in just half a year, he never thought that he would have moved on so quickly.

I don't know how Lin Xuan is doing now, since I saw him with another Omega last time, there is no follow-up news.Even after they've separated, the concern is still there.

Chu Ling thought for a while, and went directly to Lin Xuan's work place when he was free in the afternoon during the holiday.

Lin Xuan is a cadre of the hospital management. Most of them are on the go because of their work. They rarely stay in the hospital, but Chu Ling knows where to find him.During normal holidays, he is used to talking about work with people in a fixed restaurant.

Chu Ling went directly to that restaurant, and sure enough, he caught sight of Lin Xuan and a few people he didn't know.Not wanting to disturb the other party, he chose a seat with his back to Lin Xuan and sat down, observing quietly.

Not long after Chu Ling sat down, Lin Xuan accidentally glanced back and saw the person sitting behind.

Chu Ling hadn't planned to meet the other party, but now he had to do so.

After Lin Xuan finished his work, he came to Chu Ling. His eyes stayed on Chu Ling's stomach, as if he was a little puzzled.It was only then that Chu Ling remembered that when they met last time, he was still holding the obstetrics consultation form in his hand. Although it was a misunderstanding, he never told Lin Xuan.

"I'm not...pregnant." Chu Ling avoided Lin Xuan's probing gaze, and he didn't know what mood he was using to say this.

Lin Xuan nodded and asked, "Are you waiting for someone?"

"No. Sit down, please."

The atmosphere was a little awkward for a moment, there had never been such a strange conversation between them.

But Lin Xuan didn't seem to care, and said, "You're here to find me, aren't you?"

Chu Ling looked up at the other party, knowing that he couldn't hide anything from him, so he replied, "I didn't intend to meet you, I just wanted to know how you are doing recently."

Lin Xuan didn't answer this question, his eyes stayed on Chu Ling, and after observing for a while, he said: "Your estrus period has advanced, and the Alpha breath on your body is very strong."

Chu Ling was stunned on the spot. He didn't know how far Alpha could understand each other's aura, but he obviously already knew that he...

Looking at Chu Ling's expression, Lin Xuan knew what Chu Ling was thinking, and couldn't help showing a painful look: "I know you can't refuse. I just can't help but blame myself, why didn't I mark you earlier."

Chu Ling looked at Lin Xuan and didn't speak for a while.

Lin Xuan said again: "If there is another chance, I don't care about these at all, as long as you can come back to me."

These words are sincere and touching.

Chu Ling didn't have any doubts, because he knew the man in front of him too well.

He suddenly remembered that Lin Xuan had always been this kind of person with the spirit of sacrifice and dedication. He had a gentle personality and was not overbearing. That was one of the reasons why he liked him.Even Lin Xuan had the opportunity to mark Chu Ling several times, but he never did it, not because he didn't love him, but because he loved him too much, so he always wanted to wait until the two of them were ready physically and mentally.But what happened to Chu Ling later came unexpectedly, causing both parties to suffer.

Chu Ling lowered his head, as if feeling even more guilty.And he is even the least qualified to comfort each other.

Lin Xuan seemed to be aware of his gaffe at this time, and quickly recovered his emotions, "I'm sorry for making you difficult."

Chu Ling shook his head and said, "Last time, in front of the bookstore... I saw you walking with an Omega. I thought..."

Lin Xuan smiled wryly and shook his head, "He's from another hospital unit, that's what he meant. I thought it was okay, but it still doesn't work."

This sentence has been said clearly enough, Chu Ling can't help but think of how he couldn't help being jealous when he saw it.However, the irony is that it was because of his quarrel that made Han Gu confess his life experience, and they came to this point.

Seeing that Chu Ling bowed his head and said nothing, Lin Xuan probably knew that his words made him embarrassed, but apart from these, it seemed that they had nothing to say.

Chu Ling knew in his heart that Lin Xuan shouldn't be made to suffer anymore. Whether he couldn't forgive him, felt that he was selfish, or hated himself, there should be someone to make a complete end, just like the breakup at the beginning .

"You forget about me."

When Chu Ling calmly met Lin Xuan's astonished gaze, he confessed, "I'm in love with him."

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When we went back, Han Gu was at home, and he kept looking up and down from the moment he entered the door.

Chu Ling felt helpless against the sense of hostility between these Alphas, so he had to admit: "I met Lin Xuan today."

As expected, Han Gu raised his eyebrows, but did not speak.

Chu Ling didn't want to explain anything. It takes courage to admit to an old lover that he has moved on. However, the new lover in front of him is still in an ambiguous period with him.Although he can feel that Han Gu has a good impression of him, he is not sure what the other party really thinks, and it is even very possible that he is still hesitating just like himself.After all, the beginning between them was too complicated. Perhaps sympathy, pity, responsibility and obligation are far more than love, but it will come to this point, there is no doubt that they like it.However, just liking is not enough to support a lifetime.He felt that he should think about it and give the other party more space to think.

He understood that Han Gu was not a procrastination person, and there must be other reasons why the other party didn't point it out.

Seeing that Han Gu still seemed unhappy, Chu Ling said, "I understand what I'm doing, so you don't have to worry."

Not worried, but upset.Han Gu has seen all kinds of people, and all kinds of embarrassing situations have happened, and he rarely has such emotions, but recently he has become more and more concerned about Chu Ling's affairs. Sure enough, Alpha's possessiveness is Is it unreasonable?Han Gu suppressed this thought, hummed heavily, and then stopped talking.He hasn't forgotten what he promised, so naturally he won't go back on his word.He remembered that a certain book in the study room said: Alphas who make trouble for no reason will be hated.

Chu Ling glanced at him, then walked back to his room.

Afterwards, Chu Ling's behavior was no different. He still kept the lights on and midnight snacks until Han Gu came back, and occasionally...

If both parties pretended not to care on the surface, probably only the physical performance is the most honest.Unable to see through each other and dissatisfied with the status quo, the only solution is probably to get out of bed, so unknowingly, they indulge themselves more and more.

So one time, Chu Ling had a cold for a long time and didn't get better, so he reluctantly asked the family doctor to see him.

After the doctor's diagnosis, he ordered some precautions, and then looked at him with strange eyes, his expression seemed to be puzzled.

"What's wrong?" Chu Ling was often terrified by the doctor's attitude.

The doctor shook his head, and finally said euphemistically upholding professional ethics: "It's better not to overindulge in sex recently." Probably he couldn't figure out how a person could go from excessive abstinence to overindulgence in such extremes.

When Chu Ling heard this, his face turned red.

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