Completely flagged by an Alpha who is not her boyfriend [ABO]

07 Confession

It was another month after Chu Ling saw Lin Xuan again.

Although Chu Ling has now moved to the place where Han Gu lives, but the two have been together for a long time, and some living habits will inevitably overlap, which is not surprising.In the past, he tried to avoid it as much as he could, but it has been three months since the breakup. Although the love still exists, the original impulses have almost been dissipated.

This night, he saw Lin Xuan in the bookstore he usually went to, but this time, he saw someone beside Lin Xuan.

A man with delicate features and slightly thin body, if not a Beta, he is probably an Omega.

In this modern age where inhibitors are common, the pheromones of personal attributes have been well hidden. Although one or two can be judged from physical fitness and health conditions, the accuracy rate is not high. Alpha is the most recognizable group of people. They Smart, outstanding, stronger and taller than ordinary people, most of them occupy leadership positions, of course, there are exceptions due to different personal physiques.Beta and Omega are the most difficult to distinguish. They are not much different in appearance, and it is almost impossible to tell them apart at a glance.

And perhaps because of his long-term exercise, Chu Ling's physical fitness is quite good, and his appearance looks more like Beta.

It's hard to say if Han Gu mistakenly thought that Chu Ling was a Beta and chose to attack him.

If Chu Ling hadn't been unable to leave Han Gu alone because of the early estrus period, then that night could only be regarded as sex; and if Han Gu hadn't been drugged at the time, and his mind was clear enough, perhaps he still had If you find a way to restrain your behavior and find Lin Xuan to deal with it in time, then none of this will happen today.

There are many mistakes in life that make people helpless, and even a short thought that is only a moment is enough to affect a lifetime.

That's why Han Gu said that it was an accident.

It was indeed an accident.If it weren't for all kinds of coincidences, they would not be bound together by the fetters of AO now.

It's not the first time Chu Ling has struggled with this issue. Even if he knows it's meaningless, he can't help but think about it and question it.

Just like now, he knows that there is no possibility for him and Lin Xuan anymore, but he is still deeply wavering in his feelings for him.He can almost only look at the people standing beside Lin Xuan with jealous eyes, but he can't do anything.

He can't hinder Lin Xuan's freedom to fall in love.He said that he hoped that Lin Xuan would find someone better than himself.Even if it's against your will.

Chu Ling didn't know how he felt when he returned home.

He just felt that for the past three months or so, he seemed to be on a roller coaster, and his mood was always ups and downs between expectations and disappointment. Whenever he thought he could let go, an inadvertent stimulus immediately fell into a low ebb again.

He has told himself countless times in his heart to let go, let go, let go, but he still can't do it well.

He is not reconciled, he is really not reconciled...

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When Han Gu returned home, the room was pitch black.Chu Ling didn't sleep in the room, but drank in the living room.

The strong smell of alcohol filled the whole room, Han Gu turned on the light, and saw that the table and the floor were in a mess, the opened wine bottle was overturned, and the wine was poured on the ground along the edge of the table, it seemed that he had drunk a lot It's been a long time.

Seeing this situation, Han Gu narrowed his eyes dangerously.

But Chu Ling didn't realize it, and turned a blind eye.Normally, he would definitely feel Han Gu's strong anger, but now, he doesn't seem to care about anything.

Han Gu resisted not to yell immediately, and said in a suppressed tone: "Chu Ling, stop drinking."

If the target is just an ordinary passerby, Han Gu may not be nosy.But facing his own Omega, no matter how good-tempered he was, he couldn't restrain it.

Chu Ling's hand stopped in mid-air, and then trembled violently as if resisting Alpha's coercion with all his strength.He found that all his resistance was futile, so he glanced at Han Gu with anger, and shouted in a tone almost resentful: "Leave me alone."

Han Gu didn't speak, but just walked in the direction of Chu Ling.

Chu Ling only felt uncomfortable, and there was instinctive fear in the discomfort, but he still said stubbornly: "It's all your fault. If it weren't for you..."

This was almost telling the truth after drinking, and Chu Ling took advantage of the drunkenness to finally say what he shouldn't have said.

Han Gu suddenly stopped in his tracks, his expression gloomy and frightening.

Chu Ling knew how much he had said, but he didn't think about regretting it. He just closed his eyes in fear, waiting for Han Gu's anger to erupt at any time.However, the expected punishment did not come, but he heard a light sentence first.

Han Gu said, "It's my fault."

Chu Ling was stunned by these words.He almost forgot to be afraid, and stared blankly at the man approaching step by step, and sat down beside him.

Han Gu said again: "You can hurt me, but you can't hurt yourself."

Chu Ling didn't know how he would react at all. When he heard this sentence, his mind went blank. When he came back to his senses, Han Gu's hand had already touched the corner of his eye.He suddenly felt that his eyes were blurred, and he didn't know when tears were streaming down his face.

The intimidating aura on Han Gu's body has completely disappeared, replaced by a kind of gentleness that is usually hard to see, "What happened?"

The voice was a little hoarse, and it was exhausted after working overtime. For some reason, hearing such an inquiry, Chu Ling felt that all the grievances in his heart broke out at this moment. He had never cried bitterly before, but suddenly at this moment I felt that the tears were flowing non-stop, and I couldn't stop it no matter what.

Drunkness and almost suffocating sobs surged up at the same time, he felt dizzy and couldn't even speak.

Han Gu was probably affected by Chu Ling's strong mood swings, and he could hardly restrain some impulses. He didn't seem to have thought about it, and as soon as he grabbed the back of Chu Ling's neck, he kissed it directly.

It was a kiss that was so bland that there was almost no sensuality, only pure appeasement.

I don't know if it was because of Han Gu's strong action, or because of this gentle kiss, Chu Ling actually forgot to cry, and opened his eyes wide to look at the man's handsome face up close.

"Look, I'm going to kiss you again."

Chu Ling took a step back in fright, his face was flushed, he didn't know if he was drunk or ashamed.But he had completely calmed down at this time, but his mind was still a little dizzy from the night of drinking.

Han Gu asked again: "What happened?"

Instead, Chu Ling bowed his head and remained silent.He didn't know how to tell his Alpha about another man, and the reason was because he was so jealous that he was going crazy.

Although Chu Ling didn't speak, Han Gu could probably guess it.From the time they lived together until now, Chu Ling only thought of one man in his heart.

Han Gu didn't know much about love, but when he looked at Chu Ling, he seemed to be able to understand it to some extent.

The silence between the two didn't last long.

Han Gu suddenly said: "Anyway, you should blame me."

Chu Ling was taken aback for a moment.

"My mother is an Omega woman, and my father is an Alpha, but I've never met him."

Although Chu Ling didn't know why Han Gu suddenly said this, what shocked him most was what happened next.

"She was raped and completely marked by the other party, so she had to give birth to me."

When Han Gu said this, his tone was very flat, but the anxiety faintly revealed in the pheromone let Chu Ling know that his heart was not so peaceful.He suddenly felt an unspeakable discomfort, but he still listened to Han Gu quietly.

"At that time, society did not have any concept of protecting Omega. And that man never appeared again. In my impression, my mother was often restless because she had no relationship with Alpha, but she was in front of me. She has been trying not to show it, but in fact she is not far from a mental breakdown. If it wasn't for me, maybe she would have committed suicide a long time ago."

"Later, the government came up with emergency remedial measures, stipulating that fully marked Alphas and Omega must marry to show responsibility. While reducing the death rate of Omega, it can also reduce the crime rate. But there are still many controversies, just like our current situation " Han Gu pointed out this fact unceremoniously, "Although I can't fully understand it, I can see from you, and maybe from my mother, that it is really painful to not be able to combine with the one you love. thing."

"I'm sorry, I... don't know..." Chu Ling felt dull in his heart, and he wasn't sure whether it was his own feeling or the influence of the other party.He just suddenly remembered what he had said just now, so he couldn't help but want to apologize.

"It's me who should apologize. I did the same thing as that scumbag." Han Gu paused, and then said: "Although this is very painful for you, I am actually very fortunate, at least... I There is still a chance to make amends."

That night, Chu Ling couldn't sleep all night.

Han Gu's confession has been circling in his mind.At this time, he finally understood why this man kept apologizing to himself from the very first meeting.Because he thinks he has done the most unforgivable thing, the guilt from his original family has stained his existing life with a stain that can never be removed, and now such an accident happened again, it is hard to imagine what it would be like heavy burden……

He alone, what kind of mood did he have to walk all the way?

Is it because of this that he has been suppressing Alpha's instinct?

Is it also because of this that he has been single for so long without any experience in love?

Chu Ling didn't know, but the dull feeling in his heart didn't disappear, instead it became more bitter.