sunflower man

(4), c

"Shun'er, stay for dinner at night. Well, why don't you stay here, you two haven't slept together for a long time." Mama Yi suggested.

"Okay, okay. You stay with me tonight, and I will stay with you tomorrow." Yi Jingping looked innocent.

Wan Shun'er wondered if he knew that he had other thoughts about him, would he still agree like this without thinking?

"Shun'er, isn't your mother coming back to celebrate the New Year today?" Mama Yi asked carefully.

"Well, there should be a new family soon."

It was originally a happy event, but everyone couldn’t be happy after hearing it, especially Yi Ma. She put down her chopsticks heavily, remained silent for a while, then suddenly changed, and said cheerfully: “If you don’t dislike me, I will recognize you as a godson Well, I am your godmother. This will be your home from now on, and Yi Jingping will be your elder brother."

"Ah?" Wan Shun'er was flattered.

Yi's mother played tricks on her son.

Yi Jingping patted Wan Shun'er understandingly and said, "That's right, we will be a family in the future, the older brother will definitely take care of the younger brother, and Grandma Shun'er is also my grandmother."

"Yeah." Wan Shun'er looked at the family shyly, and he really wanted to call Yi Ma his mother.

At night, after eating and playing for a while, Yi Jingping fell asleep quickly, while Wan Shun'er was lying on the bed, but he was burning with firewood. Confess, and then they can be together aboveboard.

However, Wan Shun'er had an idea in his mind, since it was Sunflower who made him bond with this land and this person, why not pick a suitable time and create a romantic confession memory.

So, he decided to wait, waiting for the season when the sunflowers bloom.

The day he was looking forward to finally arrived, and he and Yi Jingping made an appointment to meet in front of the sea of ​​sunflowers at 3 pm.

Wan Shun'er dressed up carefully, and took the three most beautiful and largest sunflowers picked from the field in the morning, ready to express her heart to Yi Jingping.He was humming a song on the road in the country, and he had thought over his confession lines countless times, and all he had to do was meet.

"Xu Youyou?"

Wan Shun'er passed by the stream and saw her classmate Xu Youyou squatting by the stream crying: "Xu Youyou, someone bullied you?"

Xu Youyou is a bit shorter than Wan Shun'er, and his personality is as delicate as a girl's. It was he who let him see what it means to be a sissy boy. Thinking of Wan Shun'er who was bullied for looking like a girl when he was a child, empathy.

"Shun'er, woo woo." Xu Youyou grabbed Wan Shun'er and cried bitterly as if seeing a Bodhisattva.

"What are you doing, let's talk about things first." Yi Jingping was still waiting for him, and Wan Shun'er was anxious to confess.

"Do you know about homosexuality?" Seeing Wan Shun'er nodding, Xu Youyou asked tentatively, "Do you feel sick?"

"No, no, what's the matter?" Wan Shun'er was startled, thinking that the broken things in her heart were about to be exposed.

"Fatty Tiger, don't play with me anymore. Huh, huh..." Xu Youyou burst into tears, calling the nickname of the strongest boy in the class, and crying loudly.

Wan Shun'er really couldn't stand Xu Youyou's character of crying first when he talked about things but not about the main points.

"Why?" Wan Shun'er was curious. These two people are very different in appearance, size and personality. How did the little white rabbit play with the tiger?

"He said I'm gay and disgusting and told me to stay away from him, but I really like him. I just like how strong and manly he is."

"What, what, what, I didn't understand." Wan Shun'er resisted Xu Youyou not to let him rush forward too much, and damage his beloved sunflower.

"I confessed to him and said that I like him." Speaking of this, Xu Youyou couldn't help crying again: "He said I was crazy and my brain was wrong. How can a man confess to a man? If I get closer Him, he threatened to hit me."

"Then, he really hit you." Wan Shun'er saw the scars on Xu Youyou's face, the bloodshot eyes at the corner of his mouth, and put away his teasing heart, and couldn't help but feel distressed.

"What should I do? He's avoiding me now like the plague. If I had known, I wouldn't have said it. At least three years in junior high school, I can still finish reading with him, woo woo woo..."

While Xu Youyou was crying, Wan Shun'er's heart was also shattered by his crying. He put down the sunflower that he held high and protected him very well.

He never thought about this issue. It turns out that homosexuality is not widely accepted in China. They only account for a small part of this society. What's worse is that the acceptance in rural areas is much lower than in cities.

Will Yi Jingping do the same?

Wan Shun'er thinks that she usually plays well with Yi Jingping, if she doesn't hate herself, she just likes her.That's right, but not hating doesn't mean liking, and liking is not that kind of liking.

If one day Yi Jingping tells himself that homosexuality is disgusting, he hides from himself like the plague...

Thinking of this, Wan Shun'er's eyes suddenly went dark, and excitedly, with a strong hand, he broke the sunflower of love.

If one day, Yi Jingping refuses to talk to himself, his mood will probably rewind at the speed of light to the origin of being bullied by the bully kids in the village when he was [-] years old, and his hero Yi Jingping did not appear at that time.

"What's wrong with you? You look so pale." Seeing Wan Shun'er's pale face and swaying body, Xu Youyou asked worriedly.

"fortunately."

"fortunately?"

"Fortunately, I didn't say anything."

"what?"

"It's okay, then you can't stay depressed forever, what are you going to do?"

"I caused it myself. I'm discussing with my parents to let me transfer to T city to study. This is my contact information. Can I still chat with you in the future?" Xu Youyou longed for a friend who could talk to him.

"Well, of course. Go back, don't be sad. In the future, you will find someone you like and who likes you."

"Ah."

Xu Youyou regained his energy, while Wan Shun'er became devastated. He didn't go to the place he had agreed with Yi Jingping, but turned back home halfway, closed the door, and fell powerlessly on the bed, holding the broken sunflower tightly in his hand. , struggling with thoughts, but after a few minutes, Wan Shun'er still chose to let go reluctantly...

Yes, for him, companionship can last forever.

***

"Wan Shun'er, motherfucker, get out of here." Yi Jingping, who had been released from the pigeons, waited in the sunflower field all afternoon, and angrily came to the door of Wan Shun'er's house to yell.

Hearing Yi Jingping's voice, Wan Shun'er suddenly remembered something, by the way, when she heard about Xu Youyou, she was so sad that she forgot about Yi Jingping.

Wan Shun'er quickly lifted the quilt to get out of bed, and took a look from the window on the second floor. Yi Jingping was already furious.

Wan Shun'er went downstairs in despair and opened the door for him, begging for forgiveness with a silly smile.

"Laugh, you still have the face to smile, it's you who asked me to meet, and you broke the appointment! Playing on me."

"I overslept, I didn't do it on purpose, please forgive me." Wan Shun'er, who was riddled with holes in her heart, pretended that nothing happened, and lied bravely.

"It's nice of you to be at home. I waited there all afternoon like a fool, but I was still worried about what happened to you, so I actually slept at home." Yi Jingping punched and kicked Wan Shun'er, but he still Reluctant to make a real move, he just hit him twice casually, and he took it as an outlet.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I was really wrong this time."

"Hmph, I don't accept your apology." Yi Jingping deliberately snorted coldly, pretending to leave.

"Don't go, Jingping!" Wan Shun'er didn't understand why she thought that Yi Jingping's departure meant that she would never see her again.I was nervous and anxious, didn't pay attention to my feet, tripped over the threshold, leaned forward and lost my center of gravity, my head hit the ground, my forehead hit the corner of the stone step, and then I rolled forward and fell down.

"Shun'er." Yi Jingping heard the movement, and quickly turned around to help Wan Shun'er who had fallen, only to see that his forehead was bleeding profusely, and felt distressed and guilty: "If I knew it, I wouldn't have pretended to be angry and lied to you."

"Jing Ping, don't go." Wan Shun'er was afraid that parting would happen someday in the future.

"I'm not leaving. Why are you leaving? You've fallen like this. How can I explain to my grandma." After Yi Jingping took simple measures, he quickly stopped a car from the same village and took him to the county hospital.

In the car, Wan Shun'er had rosy eyes, grabbed Yi Jingping's hand and muttered: "Jingping, don't go." He knew that if he didn't act like a baby at this time, he might never have such a chance again.

Even though he didn't understand what happened to Wan Shun'er today, Yi Jingping still firmly grasped Wan Shun'er's hand and said softly: "I won't leave you, well, don't talk. The hospital will be here soon."

Wan Shun'er thought: I won't leave you, it's so nice to hear these words from Yi Jingping's mouth.

When I arrived at the hospital, fortunately no vital parts were injured. Wan Shun'er got a few stitches on his forehead and was able to leave the hospital.

When Yi Jingping heard that the doctor said there was nothing serious, he was relieved, and couldn't help turning his head to blame Wan Shun'er in a low voice: "You said you were so anxious to follow..., oh, forget it, I was also at fault. "

"Jing Ping, promise me one thing, okay?"

"You said you said, you were injured, you are the uncle, and you can listen to everything." Yi Jingping couldn't resist Wan Shun'er's pitiful big eyes and soft voice when he was injured.

"Whether you go to the city to go to high school or which city to go to university, I want to follow you and go to the same school. You won't find me annoying, will you?"

"It's just such a trivial matter?" This is the most important thing in Yi Jingping's heart, and he shook his head regretfully for Wan Shun'er: "That's what I thought, you really won't take advantage of this opportunity Trick me for something. Tsk tsk tsk, it's too late to change my mind now."

"What I really want to say, can you give it?" Wan Shun'er smiled and thought: "I want you, can you give it?"