dmmd pseudo-shuangcang be to golden-eyed he

…Unexpectedly, even if the inhibition disappeared, I still couldn’t do whatever I wanted, just because reason was the master personality, and just because he denied himself to escape from reality, I was also denied, locked in the boundless cold darkness, and could do nothing No...Damn it!

When he woke up rationally, he was at a loss to accept a lot of information that Kulia brought him. His dull brain couldn't think about the meaning of the other party's words, but he only cared about the word "go home". And there is an instinctive resistance... yes, he made himself into the current state, how dare he go back, he can't even save himself, the same is the restraint, and so am I... Grandma, Sheng, his friends, old residents People in the district, since Bidao is already under the control of Dongjiang, it doesn't matter what you do

...I think this way, now I don't care about anything except destroying reason... It was like this a long time ago, after reason refused to accept me and admit me, my only , what has always been persistent, only being recognized by reason and returning to Cang Ye’s heart, and now, since the existence of Cang Ye is no longer willing, let me end everything, destroy, destroy reason, and now only Don't worry about it... As long as I leave there, I will destroy my rationality immediately

So, after waking up rationally, my brain went blank, and my cognition was unclear, but when I instinctively refused to go home, I took the opportunity to leave there and destroyed him...not completely destroyed, just Destroyed rational obsession with home.Rational, of course he wants to go home, dare not go back and wants to go back, hesitating, so I help him, doesn't he like to escape, just keep running away, leave everything to me, let me destroy everything

and so……

...Why?

Why would you rather go back in such a state of embarrassment than admit me? !

I am also Cangye!

Completely ignoring me, and walking out like this after waking up rationally, did you remember to face reality?Don't think about it!

not understand.

not understand.not understand.not understand.not understand.not understand.not understand.not understand.not understand.not understand.not understand.not understand.not understand.not understand.not understand.not understand.not understand.not understand.not understand.not understand.not understand.not understand.not understand.not understand.not understand.not understand.not understand.not understand.not understand.not understand.not understand.

What did i do wrong!

I am right!

It was not me who gave birth to Cangye and possessed the power of exposure, I was right!It's not me who splits myself into three parts, and I bear the power of exposure, I'm right!It's not me who covets the power of exposure and wants to harm Cang Ye, I'm right!It wasn't me who stood in front of Cang Ye and took him away in the end, I was right!It was not me who imprisoned Cang Ye and wasted his will, I was right!

However, I have been locked up all the time. No one knows my existence and cares about me... I am obviously right

The original intention at the beginning was just to protect Cang Ye... It became what it is now, it is irreparable, and in the end there is only the end of being destroyed, all of this... is the fault of reason!Yes,...it's all, his fault...

...destroy it

So, I destroyed my rationality...

Watching helplessly as the last ray of light in rational eyes disappears...

That's exactly what I want, isn't it?

Rationally, he... gave up completely

'Hehe...huh...hahahaha...'

...This is what I want, to destroy...destroy everything...even myself... just smash it little by little, and I will do the same next time, little by little, smash all the remaining parts of rationality Lose……

Great, finally...destroyed rationality

……

After destroying rationality's obsession with home, I didn't stop there, because I wanted to smash the undestroyed part of rationality, so I dug out rational memory and destroyed it together.

Memories of being imprisoned by those two, Destroy, memories of being in the platinum cage, Destroy, memories of adventures with those friends of his, Destroy, memories of those years living with Granny, Destroy, memories of inhibitions... ...also destroy

destroy.destroy.destroy.destroy.destroy.destroy.destroy.destroy.destroy.destroy.destroy.destroy.destroy.destroy.destroy.destroy.destroy.destroy.destroy.destroy.destroy.destroy.destroy.destroy.destroy.destroy.destroy.destroy.destroy.destroy.destroy.destroy.destroy.destroy.destroy.

In the inner world, fragments of memory are flying all over the sky. To the rational mind, it must have been a flashback of memories... In those memories, there is no me

……Eh?

"Who is it that keeps talking in my head?"

"I am you."

"I am you."

"Are you all me?"

"yes."

"Yes."

"...]

"Why are you always talking loudly?"

"I can't hear anyone else's voice."

"It doesn't matter if you can't hear it."

"Don't talk to other people. Because everyone else..."

"They're all enemies."

"is that so"

"No, there is no such thing."

"What he said was too extreme. You can't shut yourself up alone."

"……is that so"

"It's annoying, you shut up. Don't get in my way."

"There are enemies all around. I don't know what they will do to us.

so……"

"It's better to destroy it before that."

"destroy"

"No. Don't listen to him. What he said is wrong."

"I'm not wrong, I'm right. I'm you. So, I'm right."

"No, I am you too. I am here to correct the way. What you said is wrong."

"Isn't it right to say everything? I was right. Destroy something before you encounter it, so you won't get hurt."

"No, that's not okay. You can't close yourself, and you can't hurt the people around you."

"There must be a way other than destroying, so..."

"So shut up, didn't you tell me you're annoying?"

"..."

It turned out to be this memory... the memory of the time when rationality called me and Repression as friends in my head

"How to move forward, the possibility and the right to choose are in your own hands."

"Whether you can do it or not is up to you."

"As long as you think like this, there will be no end. The one who opens the way forward is always yourself."

"There's nothing to be afraid of, come out of your own world."

"It's okay. Because the world can be destroyed at any time."

"After destroying, just create a new world. Possibilities don't end."

"Okay, it's decided. I will give you a new life and possibility."

"From today onwards, your name will be Cang Ye."

"... Cang Ye."

"Aoba. Would you like to come with me?"

"……want."

"Let's go with you."

...that's when I briefly merged with Repression, though the annoying guy is gone now

"Ahahahaha, ahahaha"

"Hey, Cang Ye, wait a minute"

"I don't want it, I'll get caught"

"Ah, Aoba is not wearing any clothes, her hair is soaking wet, and Nine, what are you doing~"

"No, I was going to wipe Cang Ye's body, but he ran away. He is too clever, catching him really exhausted me."

"Hey, really, the floor is full of water, I need to get a towel."

"I'll get it. Are you preparing dinner?"

"Yeah. Then Nine, I'll leave it to you."

"it is good."

"Grandma, what are you doing?"

"Well, Cang Ye is obedient and wipes her hair dry, puts on her clothes and sits at the table, and I'll tell you."

"real"

"Yes. Today is Cangye's favorite food, so hurry up. You will catch a cold like this."

"Ok~"

"...Ahem..."

"I'm going to change clothes too. I'm only wrapped in a bath, and I'm about to catch a cold."

"Go. The meal will be ready soon."

"Um."

"Wow one by one"

"Haruka, here. This towel is for Aoba. I'll get the clothes again."

"Thank you, Nine."

"Okay, Aoba, come over to me. You need to dry your hair and body first~"

"Ahaha, my hair is so itchy~"

"Will it hurt?"

"Well, it's fine."

"Great. Come on, let's get dressed. Can I wear it myself?"

"will wear"

"Really, Aoba is amazing. After getting dressed, sit at the table, okay?"

"Grandma, I'll get dressed and sit down!"

"Cang Ye, you buttoned your pajamas wrong."

"Eh"

"...Look, that's right."

"Thank you grandma."

"Be careful next time"

"Um!"

"That's a good answer. Then I'll tell you what's for dinner tonight."

"Um!"

"Today, it's Cangye's favorite potato stew."

"Potato Stew"

"And brown sugar biscuits for dessert."

"That's great...but."

"...Do you have milk?"

"No."

"Because Aoba doesn't like milk~"

"Well……"

"You have to drink hard in the future, otherwise you won't grow up."

"Hmm... I'll work hard."

"Haha, you are so obedient, you are a good boy. Come on, bring the food to the table."

"Aoba, can you share the plates and chopsticks for me?"

"Ok~"

Ahhh, I didn't expect it to still be there, sealed up in the deepest corner of my memory, to reason, the incomparably precious memory of getting along with my family... Me and