"Rong Yu, you have to live, you have to live, you have to live..."

"Gu Zhiming!"

Shen Rongyu screamed and sat up straight, staring at the dark front and panting heavily, it took a long time to recover.

It turned out that I was dreaming about what happened that day seven years ago.

Shen Rongyu closed his eyes gently to cover up the pain in his eyes, then opened his eyes, the coldness in his eyes reappeared, and he found himself sleeping on a soft bed.

He remembered that he was kneeling in the rain and passed out after kneeling for too long. It seemed that Grandma Gu had someone carry him back to his room.

Shen Rongyu took a look at the environment he was in. Since it was already night, only a small wall lamp next to the sofa was on in the room. Although the room was a little dark, it was not difficult to see that the room was quite large and fully furnished. The little black room that was locked up.

Shen Rongyu got off the bed and found that he had even changed his clothes. He was a little surprised and grateful, and planned to go out and see Grandma Gu before leaving.

Unexpectedly, when he walked to the door and pulled the door, he found that the door was locked.

Shen Rongyu had a bad premonition at the moment, he pulled the door vigorously a few times, knocked on the door a few more times, and shouted loudly: "Is there anyone? Is there anyone?"

However, the night was so quiet that a needle could be heard falling on the ground, but the sound of someone outside the door could not be heard.

Shen Rongyu's heart sank, and he thought to himself, the Gu family will repeat the same mistakes and lock him up again?So is he throwing himself into a trap?

But the treatment this time was much better than seven years ago. Not only did he change his clothes, but he was also locked in a big room.

Shen Rongyu wanted to touch his cell phone to make a call to Zuo Pingjiang, but only after he touched it did he realize that he changed his clothes.

Shen Rongyu hurriedly turned on the headlight, walked back to the bed and opened the quilt and pillow to look for the phone, but there was none.I knelt by the bed and looked under the bed for a long time, but there was nothing.

He got up and looked around again, but found nothing. It seemed that his mobile phone was confiscated by them. This is the rhythm of locking him up again.

Shen Rongyu smiled helplessly, and didn't look for it at all. He sat on the sofa and stared at the ceiling above his head in a daze for a while. Suddenly, he glanced and noticed the desk in the corner and the bookshelf next to it.

Just look for a book.

Shen Rongyu walked to the bookshelf. The bookshelf had four floors, and each floor was full of books, including economic management, history, architecture, several famous books at home and abroad, and several medical books.

Shen Rongyu took out a book called "Yev's Seashore" casually, wondering why there was such a book, he flipped through it casually, and found something in the book, and after a closer look, there was a photo in the book .

A picture of him.

A 16-year-old boy in high spirits, wearing a white shirt and black trousers rolled up to his calves, revealing a pair of fair feet.

The boy turned his back to the sea, his hair was messed up by the sea breeze, and he had a sunny smile on his face.

This is a still photo of his shooting of "The Sea", and the movie "The Sea" is adapted from the novel "The Seaside of Yev".

Shen Rongyu's heart skipped a beat, he suddenly thought of something, and hastily stretched out his index finger to swipe through each book on those shelves one by one, until he found a DVD on the bottom shelf, took it out and took a look, it was the movie " the sea".

A piece of "The Sea" signed by himself.

Shen Rongyu's breathing was a little short, and he sat down on the chair next to him, and opened the rightmost drawer with trembling hands. As soon as he opened it, Shen Rongyu's breathing stagnated, and his heart was hit hard by something instantly.

I saw a small photo frame on the top of the drawer. In the photo frame was a selfie of him and Gu Zhiming at some point. The two of them looked at the camera together and smiled sweetly.

He took out the photo frame with trembling hands, and touched the face of the man who was smiling happily with trembling hands, tears instantly blurred his vision.

Shen Rongyu put down the photo frame in his hand and looked down at the drawer.

There is a heart-shaped blue box in the drawer, and there is a card on the box, which reads: Happy 18th birthday to Brother Zhiming!happy everyday!

Only then did Shen Rongyu remember that on Gu Zhiming's 18th birthday, he gave him a watch. The watch box had no outer packaging at that time, and he bought this blue box casually after school.

Shen Rongyu took out the box and opened it, and what was inside was not the watch he gave, but many worthless gadgets.

What kind of chocolate wrapping paper, a twig with dried petals, a few dried flowers, a button, two shells... Shen Rongyu became more and more strange as he looked at it, thinking about what these things were, until he saw the last one engraved with A small fish's ring suddenly realized that these were all the things he gave Gu Zhiming when he was young.

Shen Rongyu picked up the ring with a trembling hand. He remembered that when they went out to play together, they saw an old man on the street selling this kind of ring that could be engraved and painted. He was not with Gu Heng at that time, so he I bought two rings engraved with a small fish representing myself and gave them to Gu Zhiming and Gu Heng. The difference is that the one for Gu Heng is also engraved with a heart.It was a worthless little thing, Gu Heng's one was thrown somewhere long ago, but Gu Zhiming's one was kept well.

Shen Rongyu's heart was sore and painful, he closed the box and found a black photo album under the box.

Shen Rongyu opened that photo album, and when he turned to the first page, he saw his own photo, next to which was written "I can't be with you in this life, I wish you happiness and no worries."

Flipping through the album page by page, it was full of photos of Shen Rongyu, almost all of them were snapshots.There are him laughing, talking with others, his back view, and several photos of him and Gu Zhiming.

Seeing this, Shen Rongyu no longer understands that he is a fool.

It turned out that Gu Zhiming had always liked him silently and cherished him.

And he, at that time, only had Gu Heng in his eyes.

Shen Rongyu clenched his fists fiercely, tears falling drop by drop.

He put Gu Zhiming's things back in the drawer intact, and flipped through the other drawers. Most of them were notepads that recorded Gu Zhiming's daily itinerary. Shen Rongyu found that whenever he met Shen Rongyu, Gu Zhiming would be by his side Draw a small blue fish and write something like "Little fish is very happy today" "Little fish seems to be in a bad mood today".

With tears in his eyes, Shen Rongyu rummaged through the things in the desk, and then went to the closet, and found that the suits, shirts, and casual clothes were hung in one place, neatly arranged.

These are obviously Gu Zhiming's clothes during his lifetime.

Shen Rongyu stared at a pair of red eyes and turned around to look at the room again. The few memories of going to Gu Zhiming's room emerged in his mind, gradually overlapping with this room.

It turned out that this was Gu Zhiming's bedroom before his death.

Shen Rongyu took two steps back and leaned against the wardrobe, slumping weakly on the ground.

Regret was like sharp teeth, tearing his mind apart fiercely, and the tears in his eyes flowed fiercely, shaking up the heart that had not been at peace for seven years.

No one understands how painful he is at this moment!

……

In the early morning, there was a crisp sound of birds chirping outside the window.

Shen Rongyu leaned against the wardrobe and leaned over, falling asleep at some point.

There were still tears on his face, his face was as pale as paper, his brows were slightly wrinkled, and he slept very restlessly.

At this moment, there were two knocks on the door suddenly, Shen Rongyu immediately came to his senses, moved a few times trying to stand up, his whole body hurt like a frame falling apart.

The door opened at this moment, Shen Rongyu also stood up slowly, looked up and saw a maid walking in with food.

"The old lady said that you should go to the living room to find her after you finish eating."

Shen Rongyu was taken aback for a moment, and immediately took two steps forward: "I'm going now."

The maid shook her head and said very firmly: "The old lady said, you must finish your meal!"

Saying that, he slammed the door shut.

Shen Rongyu had no choice but to go into the bathroom to wash up, and when he came out to smell the aroma of the food, he realized that he hadn't eaten anything all day and night.

After eating, Shen Rongyu followed the maid to the living room downstairs.

Old Madam Gu was sitting on the sofa, sipping a cup of tea, when she heard footsteps and waved her hand without raising her head, the maid left immediately, leaving only the two of them in the living room.

Shen Rongyu knelt down with a "thump", lowered his head, his long hair covered his eyes.

Mrs. Gu didn't seem to see such a person kneeling in front of her. She lowered her eyes and blew the tea gently. The lid of the tea made a "ding ding" sound when it touched the rim of the cup, making the large living room even more silent.

After about 3 minutes, Mrs. Gu finally put down the teacup in her hand and looked up at Shen Rongyu.

"Raise your head!"

Shen Rongyu raised his head and met Old Madam Gu's expressionless face.

She is much older, her face is covered with wrinkles, and her hair is all white. She looked straight at Shen Rongyu, with majestic and complicated eyes, and she was no longer the kind, loving and indulgent person she used to be to Shen Rongyu. "Your grandma passed away early, I will be your own grandma from now on, who dares to bully our little fish" grandma.

The old lady Gu looked at Shen Rongyu for a while, and finally sighed.

"I once told him that since there is someone you like, don't be afraid of anything. Grandma will grab it for you. Guess what he said? He said grandma, no, I know he doesn't like me, it's okay, I just want to see him happy. I didn’t say anything at that time, thinking that he might like it for a while. There are so many people in this world, and he meets so many people every day. Maybe one day he will like someone else. Moreover, when a man meets someone he likes, how can he fight for it without effort, if he doesn't fight for it, it can only show that he doesn't like it enough..."

Old Mrs. Gu: "I didn't expect that I, a grandma, completely misunderstood my grandson's thoughts. He doesn't like it. I'm afraid it's because he loves it to the bottom of his heart, so... he is willing to take his own life." Give it up to you..."

The old lady Gu looked at Shen Rongyu excitedly. When Shen Rongyu came back in a lifeboat that was only big enough for one person, she completely understood his grandson's thoughts. Gu Zhiming must have sacrificed himself and given the chance of life to Shen Rongyu. Perhaps Shen Rongyu left some words for Shen Rongyu to understand and forgive, but she was unwilling to listen to it, and she was unwilling to forgive. She just wanted Gu Zhiming to stand in front of her intact, alive and well.

So after the accident that year, she didn't even want to see Shen Rongyu again.

Old Mrs. Gu: "Now you know? You stayed in his room all night, but you understand his thoughts? Why does he love you so much that he even gave his own life, and you don't know anything? Do you know now how much he loves you? Painful? Regretful?"

Shen Rongyu's tears fell down and hit the floor.

Seeing him in such pain, Mrs. Gu finally felt better.

"This is what you owe Zhiming, remember!"

Shen Rongyu cried and nodded.

Old Madam Gu turned her face away and wiped away the tears from her eyes. After a while, she spoke again in a hoarse voice: "Now let's talk about your marriage."

Shen Rongyu's heart trembled, and he stared nervously at Mrs. Gu.

Old Mrs. Gu: "The marriage contract between the Gu family and the Chen family was made by the old lady and your grandfather. Although your Shen family is bankrupt, our Gu family is not a person who does not keep their promises. You must have just come back and didn't know that the Gu family had an illegitimate child outside. His name is Gu Zheng, and he has some problems with his legs. Although he has been cured, it is hard to say that he has been completely cured..."

The old lady Gu looked up at Shen Rongyu, her eyes averted a little, Shen Rongyu thought of what Zuo Pingjiang had said to him, and thought that the problem might not be just the legs.

Old Mrs. Gu: "Are you willing to fulfill the engagement between Gu and Chen's family and marry him?"

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