Sharp first test

Dad smuggled illegal goods, and due to his own reasons, he had an accident during non-working hours, and the truck company insisted that he would not pay a dime.On the contrary, it was Mingxu's father who was held accountable by the police for his illegal business. The off-road vehicle driver's compensation offset more than half of the fine, but there was still a considerable sum.

Mingxu moved away from home, and returned to live with her mother in the countryside at her grandmother's house.This is also helpless.

Children are preoccupied and have strong self-esteem.Until before leaving, Mingxu did not tell Yang Shiqing the real reason for his departure.Yang Shiqing has always been looking forward to celebrating his birthday, how disappointed he must be.

But let him tell Yang Shiqing himself: My father stole the company's truck to transport things, and was knocked down the ditch by an off-road vehicle.It's better to just let him die.

Back in the countryside, away from the game halls and movie theaters in the city, Mingxu's first computer was also forced to sell, together with the USB flash drive Yang Shiqing gave.The grandmother takes care of Mingxu's daily life every day, and Mingxu's mother finds some odd jobs to subsidize the family. Mingxu transfers to the local Hope Primary School and continues to finish the sixth grade.

Life in the countryside was not very good, Mingxu was already used to life in the city, and when he returned to the countryside where flying mosquitoes filled the sky and insects buzzed, it was inevitable that he would feel a little uncomfortable at first.It has been too long since I have relieved my hands in the latrine or cooked a pot with firewood.

The family's conditions are not very good, even Ming Xu, who is in his early ten years old, has this concept faintly.He knew that his mother was sometimes reluctant to buy 10 yuan jewelry, and they seldom saw meat or fish for lunch.

Mingxu is always hungry, and sometimes he can't help but cry, clamoring for fried chicken and egg tarts.At this time, my mother would always hold Mingxu tightly, and the two of them couldn't say a word until the last time.After that, Mingxu never argued about what snacks to eat again.

The helplessness of reality brought Ming Xu precocious pain and sensitive inferiority complex.Throughout his childhood, Mingxu always bowed his head in front of people, keeping a serious and silent voice.Those days were too gloomy, so gloomy that Ming Xu no longer wanted to recall them.Poverty has seriously frustrated Ming Xu's self-esteem. On the one hand, he feels sorry for his mother who shed tears for a piece of fried chicken, but on the other hand, he hates that poverty turned their family upside down overnight.

Ming Xu has received many, many postcards from Yang Shiqing.Those postcards are full of records of Yang Shiqing's happy and free life, including ice cream and game consoles.Finally, I always have to add: Ming Xu, when can you move back here?I'm not angry anymore, I know a lot of great new gadgets, I really want to share with you!

Mingxu couldn't reply, and couldn't even read the letter calmly.Yang Shiqing's miss was real, but that was too cruel for Mingxu.

For Mingxu, Yang Shiqing's world is too far away.

Fortunately, even in such an environment, Mingxu still couldn't suppress Ming Xu's increasingly shining light.

Mingxu's mind is very smart, he is also very competitive, and has excellent learning ability.Being not talkative also led to Ming Xu's preference for reading and writing.After graduating from primary school, Ming Xu was admitted to No. [-] Middle School in the county with the top score in his class.Spent junior high school in No. [-] Middle School.

Sometimes cloudy and sunny, Feng Shui turns.After four years, Mingxu's mother finally paid off her foreign debts. The hard times came to an end, and the suffering was over, and their lives were getting better and better.After discussing with grandma, the mother and daughter officially moved back to the city and rented a small house next to the key middle school.

Mingxu studies very hard and never disappoints her mother.During the high school entrance examination, Ming Xu ranked among the top 100 in the province, and was admitted by the best local high school.Mingxu's mother specifically approved Mingxu to go to work during the summer vacation, and bought a second-hand laptop computer with the money she earned.

It was a not-so-good second-hand laptop, but Ming Xu enjoyed using it very much.By chance, Mingxu came into contact with online games again, and all the familiar and warm memories of playing games with Yang Shiqing in front of the computer in his childhood came back all at once.I don't know when, Ming Xu fell madly in love with the joy of playing games.

Maybe Yang Shiqing never disappeared from Mingxu's world.

To Mingxu, the reunion six years later was a surprise and joy.

On that day, Ming's mother told Ming Xu that she had completed the transfer procedures for him, and planned to send him to a better school for education, and he also had the opportunity to live with his childhood playmate Yang Shiqing again, and get along day and night.Mingxu almost lost sleep that night.

Ecstasy, fear, apprehension, eagerness, eagerness to try... Mixed together, Mingxu's head couldn't function for the first time, and his heart beat so fast that he seemed to be suffocating.

However, the facts also proved that Yang Shiqing was still the Yang Shiqing in my impression, straightforward and cute, warm-hearted and kind.

For so many years, Mingxu has always wanted to say "sorry" to Yang Shiqing in person, sorry for leaving without saying goodbye, sorry for not replying to your letter, sorry for disappointing you... But this opportunity is like God A huge gift for him.

Mingxu thought that Yang Shiqing would walk away angrily, or smile indifferently.But Yang Shiqing's reaction is too surprising, Yang Shiqing will always be so surprising.That night, Yang Shiqing hugged the beer, blushed and stared at him with a cute expression, Ming Xu, who would forever remember it in his heart.

After that day, Yang Shiqing gradually regained his intimacy with Mingxu, called him brother and brother as always, and even did many touching things for Mingxu.It turned out that six years hadn't changed anything, and none of them had changed.

For Mingxu, this is the best ending.

It should be like this.

But Mingxu has been feeling more and more strange lately.

Boys often don’t care too much about the relationship between them. When they are in a good mood, the occasional interaction will be complained by people around them for being too intimate, and even be turned into a gay by girls. This is actually quite common. Most of them play well and even husband and wife each other. Comparable boys are actually straight.

That's how it should have been in the beginning.

But Ming Xu discovered to his surprise that he actually liked being teased and called "Yang Shiqing's boyfriend".When Yang Shiqing cooperated with everyone in acting, when he softly nestled into Ming Xu's arms and called "husband", Ming Xu actually felt faintly excited.

Ming Xu never seriously considered what kind of role Yang Shiqing was to him.But no matter what the role is, someone like Yang Shiqing will always be the most special one in his life.I want to be nice to him, this idea is sincere.Whether it is due to the status of a friend, or from other complicated positions...

Until Mingxu stood on the rising flag platform to give a speech, Mingxu held the manuscript that he had already memorized by heart, and looked at the dark crowd of people below the stage, but he recognized the excited Yang Shiqing at a glance, Yang Shiqing was like a little sun , It is so eye-catching and dazzling in the crowd.Mingxu gave a speech calmly, and Yang Shiqing's expression in the audience also changed with the rhythm of Mingxu's speech.Mingxu enjoys Yang Shiqing's admiring expression very much, showing himself in front of him and being appreciated, Mingxu is doubly happy.

And that speech also successfully attracted an elementary school girl in the second year of high school. Liang Hui's confession really caught people off guard.

Liang Hui is a persistent and brave girl, if it weren't for Yang Shiqing, Mingxu might really be moved by her.But now Mingxu, besides writing the test papers by himself, is helping Yang Shiqing to correct English, supervise and tutor homework, and really has no spare time to find a vigorous relationship with the school girl.Liang Hui's persistence gradually became the reason why Mingxu lost his patience.

But through Liang Hui, Mingxu also gradually noticed something wrong with him. At some point, all the thoughts and concerns in Mingxu's head every day have become Yang Shiqing...

Yang Shiqing's grades regressed, and he was the most anxious.Yang Shiqing likes to eat candies, and his pockets are always full of candies.Yang Shiqing, Yang Shiqing, Yang Shiqing.

Ming Xu is deeply caught in self-doubt and entanglement, what is going on?

Even, when Mingxu watched Yang Shiqing worry about Liang Hui, and carefully tested what was going on between himself and Liang Hui, he felt a burst of crazy joy in his heart.

Happily, Yang Shiqing was troubled by being pursued by others.

Although Mingxu knew that this was not the reason for Yang Shiqing's real distress, he also knew that his emotions were inexplicably naive.But Mingxu just couldn't help being happy, he liked Yang Shiqing's serious and careful expression looking at him, he thought Yang Shiqing was always looking at him, only at himself.

This thought made Mingxu surprised and terrified, surprised by such a crazy idea, disgusted by himself who is Yang Shiqing's good friend.

But Yang Shiqing's cuteness really made him impossible to ignore, the cheeks he puffed up when eating, the tune he hummed unconsciously when listening to songs, the poems he wrote down on paper when he was in a good mood, his every move was so cute that it was foul.Ming Xu never felt that a man covered in shaggy hair and full of body odor had nothing to do with the word "charming", but once the object was changed to Yang Shiqing, Ming Xu felt from the bottom of his heart that this man was like a goblin.

The night before the assessment exam, Mingxu was too nervous to concentrate.I never felt like this the night before my high school entrance examination.At that time Yang Shiqing was standing beside him, with his candy in his mouth, with a confused expression on his face, not knowing what he was thinking.At that moment, Mingxu suddenly had the idea of ​​wanting to go further.

Although this idea is dangerous, once it occurs, it will quickly eat away at Mingxu's self-control like termites.The body is faster than the head, and by the time Ming Xu reacted, Yang Shiqing's hand was already wrapped in his own.

Warm body temperature, familiar and exciting feeling.

That hand is much tougher than the impression, after all, it has grown up.

In the past, Yang Shiqing's hand, in his own, was soft, small, dark and cute.

As soon as my heart moved, my ears were filled with thunderous heartbeats, it was my own, right?Ming Xu clenched his palm unconsciously, tightening it tighter and tighter, and he thought how great it would be if he could keep on like this and not let go.

Yang Shiqing's reaction was very flat, or in other words, Yang Shiqing didn't respond.

And this is like giving Ming Xu an excuse to indulge himself.The fiery flames burned more and more intensely, the first time, the second time, the third time... Until recently, Mingxu realized surprisingly that he actually started to fantasize about having further intimate actions with Yang Shiqing.

The imaginary Yang Shiqing's eyes were red, he put his arms around his neck, and the hot air from his mouth was gushing around his neck.For an adolescent boy, this is really a shameful thing, not to mention, the object of fantasy is actually a friend around him!

It was too late, everything seemed to be a foregone conclusion, but it seemed more reasonable...

Mingxu began to reflect on his position towards Yang Shiqing for so long.Yang Shiqing is his friend, there is no doubt that they have been best playmates since childhood.But after that?The sudden separation, the lonely gap... When all these are no longer a problem, two people who have grown physically and mentally meet again, and the barriers and defenses gradually melt away... What changes will happen to their moods and emotions? ?

The impact of childhood misfortune on Ming Xu is eternal, but Yang Shiqing is like a light in his life, illuminating and guiding the young him to move forward in the gloomy days.Even now, Ming Xu has discovered that Yang Shiqing is still his light, as long as Yang Shiqing is there, Ming Xu's mood will always be high, and his eyes will never be separated from him.This seems to have never changed.