Yuan Shuangqing checked Zhang Wanwan's wound again, and she recovered well.
Zhang Wanwan hadn't spoken for a while, but Yuan Shuangqing couldn't sit still and wanted to leave because the atmosphere was too tense, so she kindly reminded, "Didn't you have something to say to me?"
Zhang Wanwan glanced at her: "No more."
Yuan Shuangqing had a feeling of unspeakable suffering, and felt that she had been tricked, so she was not happy, so she frowned and said, "Then I'll call Mei Niang in."
"Don't wait!" Zhang Wanwan finally had a different emotion when it was about Mei Niang: "Don't call me sister, I sent her out on purpose."
Yuan Shuangqing didn't understand: "Why did you spend her?"
Zhang Wanwan gritted her teeth and said, "I hate her."
Yuan Shuangqing said: "She treats you so well, takes care of you non-stop, shed so many tears, you still hate her? Besides, you don't seem to hate her, I think you like her very much."
"I just can't get over it..." Zhang Wanwan leaned on the railing, her eyes flickering: "For so many years, I couldn't love and hate, until I finally wanted to be free, and you pulled me back from the gate of hell. I'm also stupid, I thought she didn't want me anymore, but I didn't know that I was also redeemed, and I was happy to hear her say that she liked me when I woke up, but I still wanted to give her some color, so I I deliberately said that I have something to talk to you alone, just to annoy her."
Yuan Shuangqing seemed to be used. She should be angry, but she felt the warmth in her chest. She seemed to be able to feel the joy and sorrow in Zhang Wanwan's heart. The mystery seems to explode into a huge firework in the mind, making all the fog gorgeous and suddenly clear.
She seems to understand.She seemed to regret that she knew it again.
Zhang Wanwan didn't know the shock in Yuan Shuangqing's heart at this moment.
Yuan Shuangqing just sat there blankly, as if thinking about something heavy, frowning for a while, fidgeting for a while, and seemed sober again for a while.
Zhang Wanwan looked at her and smiled bitterly: "You are right if you don't understand. After all, Yin and Yang have been orthodox since ancient times. If I can like a man, I don't want to. A heart can never be controlled by others." Yes!"
"Yes...is that kind of liking?"
Zhang Wanwan thought that what she said was clear enough, but the little girl didn't seem to understand, she paused, and asked following Yuan Shuangqing's words: "Which one do you like?"
Yuan Shuangqing bit her lip, feeling a little embarrassed to speak.Finally, she worked up her courage: "I just...want to kiss her..."
Zhang Wanwan looked at her and smiled, her eyes softened: "Yes, I really want to kiss her, I will toss and turn for her at night, if she smiles at me, my heart will be pounding wildly."
Yuan Shuangqing subconsciously covered her chest, her heart was also beating wildly, as if being held by a big hand, it was sore and painful, she seemed to be able to understand Zhang Wanwan's emotions, because she was also experiencing such a profound heartbeat.
Zhang Wanwan said caringly: "Miss Yuan, I have treated you as someone to talk about. I have been holding back for a long time, and I am really tired. Did I bother you? If you find it unacceptable, then just pretend I didn't say this If so, forget it."
After she said these words, she changed back to that alienated look in an instant. She and Yuan Shuangqing were definitely not the same kind of people.Since they are not the same kind of people, there is nothing to talk about.
However, she is still very grateful for Yuan Shuangqing's kindness. If she hadn't been willing to redeem her and Meiniang, maybe Meiniang would not be able to break free from the shackles of secular ethics in this life and confess her feelings to her.
Zhang Wanwan said: "Miss Yuan, if you don't dislike me, I am willing to serve you for the rest of my life, as long as I don't separate from Mei Niang, I will do anything."
Yuan Shuangqing answered irrelevantly: "That's how it is, I have to leave beforehand."
She couldn't wait to leave this place, it was too depressing for her, Zhang Wanwan's eyes seemed to be able to see through all her concealment.
She opened the door, Mei Niang had been waiting for a long time, Yuan Shuangqing left without talking to her.
She had to go back to her cabin, and she had to absorb the shock of the unheard of.All along, she thought it was sisterhood, and she had to think more carefully about what kind of feelings she had for Chang Xi.
After Mei Niang walked in, she tugged at the hem of her clothes a little cautiously. She subconsciously wanted to avoid Zhang Wanwan's scorching gaze, but ever since Zhang Wanwan chose to commit suicide, she knew that she had to move forward.
Meiniang gathered herself together, walked towards Zhang Wanwan, and said cautiously, "Wan'er..."
"I'm hungry." Zhang Wanwan interrupted.
Mei Niang was stunned, with joy on her face, she didn't know how to put her hands and feet: "I... I made soup, I'll go get it."
Mei Niang's reaction is like a child who has eaten candy, such her makes Zhang Wanwan's eyes soften, she doesn't want to pursue the past anymore.Left but love first and lose first, but fortunately Mei Niang turned back in time.
There is no need to win or lose in many things, such as feelings.
Yuan Shuangqing was thinking hard in the room. After Zhang Wanwan's suggestion, she could feel that her feelings for Changxi were unusual, but she had no one to confide in, and no way to prove it.
In the past, she felt that being alone and accompanied by Changxi was the happiest.Although she still thinks it is now, she has girlish thoughts that she cannot share with Changxi, so for the first time she feels the boring life around her.
But she changed her mind and thought again, didn't Changxi only revolve around her in everything?Does Changxi feel lonely occasionally?In those nights when she slept, in those days when she couldn't linger in front of people.She had never thought about these questions before, and she just rejoiced every time Chang Xi came.
Soon it was night again, and Yuan Shuangqing ate some food brought by her servants, and went to bed early after washing. After arriving in Changxi, it can still be as natural as before.
But Chang Xi still came as scheduled.
When Changxi's bell approached, Yuan Shuangqing faced the wall and pretended to be asleep. The more she pretended not to know, the more clearly the bell's sound could be heard, until finally the breath belonging to Changxi occupied all her senses.Haunting her head and head, she became irrevocable.
Yuan Shuangqing felt Chang Xi sitting beside her, and the bed creaked softly, accompanied by Chang Xi's gentle tone, with a slight smile: "Going to bed so early today? Could it be that you are pretending to sleep."
Changxi's fingers touched Yuan Shuangqing's side face, she couldn't help but shuddered, and grabbed the troublesome hand. Yuan Shuangqing knew that it would be even more unnatural to pretend to be asleep, so she had no choice but to turn over and face the Chang Xi smiled and said, "You're here."
Chang Xi raised her eyebrows, and said straight away: "In a bad mood?"
Yuan Shuangqing was stunned: "Am I so obvious?"
"A little bit," Chang Xi took her hand and put it on his lap, tapped her pink cheek with the other hand, and said with his lips curled up, "Your smile is too fake."
Yuan Shuangqing shrank back subconsciously. The intimacy that she took for granted before had become another meaning in her eyes.
Her actions like this also caught Chang Xi's attention.Chang Xi was stunned for a moment, and his eyes became silent.
Neither of them spoke, but embarrassment flowed in the air.
Chang Xi withdrew her hand silently, and stood up slowly. The crimson figure looked lonely and full of desolation, and gradually became transparent. Yuan Shuangqing became panicked for no reason. It's full of pleas: "Don't go!"
Changxi didn't look back: "I used to look forward to you growing up, but now when I look back, I can always remember the look in your eyes that you always trusted me. At that time, I was afraid that I would hurt you if I got too close to you. But you insist on keeping me by your side. Once a person grows up, he will eventually change. I can understand that you want to keep a distance from me, so... don't feel sorry for me, I can stay away from you. "
Yuan Shuangqing bit her lips tightly until her tongue tasted some blood, but the pain on her lips was far from soothing the pain in her heart, so she went all out and hugged Chang Xi from behind desperately: "Ah Bai, I have never disliked I miss you, I can't wait to keep you by my side, whether it's night or day, I was just... just suddenly a little shy, you said I grew up, then I will be shy... Isn't it normal?"
Chang Xi was silent for a moment, then snorted and laughed: "Then you are hugging me so tightly now, why don't you know how to be shy?"
As soon as Yuan Shuangqing heard it, she knew that Chang Xi's anger had subsided. She breathed a sigh of relief, then hugged her even tighter, put her face on her neck, closed her eyes and moaned: "My shyness is just a burst of embarrassment. For a while, what's the matter, can't you?"
"...Okay," Chang Xi patted Yuan Shuangqing's hand, "If you press tighter, I won't be able to breathe."
Yuan Shuangqing let go, and then realized that ghosts can't breathe, let alone be out of breath, so she smiled and said: "You lied to me again, how can you breathe?"
"Why can't I breathe anymore? Our breathing is different from yours. Humans breathe for anger, and ghosts breathe for ghosts. I can feel my breath, but you can't."
"Bullshit..."
"That's right, it's just nonsense," Chang Xi said with a smile, she gently pulled Yuan Shuangqing's arm away, and patted her hand comfortingly: "You wear so little clothes, don't catch a cold, go back and lie down. "
Yuan Shuangqing glanced at her regretfully, and pulled her onto the bed again. Chang Xi tilted her head back, unwilling to follow, as long as she was unwilling, Yuan Shuangqing couldn't make her move half a step.Yuan Shuangqing had to stop, and said softly: "You still talk about me, I am not shy now, I want to get close to you, I want you to sleep with me, why don't you go to bed with me, then...then I will Angry."
After so many years, Yuan Shuangqing knew that Chang Xi couldn't stand her being coquettish and shameless, as long as she looked softly at Chang Xi, Chang Xi would not be able to refuse.
Sure enough, this time was no exception, Chang Xi sighed and said: "You don't cherish yourself, but I have to cherish you. I'm so cold, aren't you afraid of the wind and cold?"
She looked at a certain cabinet again: "I'll go get a quilt and cover myself tightly, so I won't be afraid of freezing you."
Zhang Wanwan hadn't spoken for a while, but Yuan Shuangqing couldn't sit still and wanted to leave because the atmosphere was too tense, so she kindly reminded, "Didn't you have something to say to me?"
Zhang Wanwan glanced at her: "No more."
Yuan Shuangqing had a feeling of unspeakable suffering, and felt that she had been tricked, so she was not happy, so she frowned and said, "Then I'll call Mei Niang in."
"Don't wait!" Zhang Wanwan finally had a different emotion when it was about Mei Niang: "Don't call me sister, I sent her out on purpose."
Yuan Shuangqing didn't understand: "Why did you spend her?"
Zhang Wanwan gritted her teeth and said, "I hate her."
Yuan Shuangqing said: "She treats you so well, takes care of you non-stop, shed so many tears, you still hate her? Besides, you don't seem to hate her, I think you like her very much."
"I just can't get over it..." Zhang Wanwan leaned on the railing, her eyes flickering: "For so many years, I couldn't love and hate, until I finally wanted to be free, and you pulled me back from the gate of hell. I'm also stupid, I thought she didn't want me anymore, but I didn't know that I was also redeemed, and I was happy to hear her say that she liked me when I woke up, but I still wanted to give her some color, so I I deliberately said that I have something to talk to you alone, just to annoy her."
Yuan Shuangqing seemed to be used. She should be angry, but she felt the warmth in her chest. She seemed to be able to feel the joy and sorrow in Zhang Wanwan's heart. The mystery seems to explode into a huge firework in the mind, making all the fog gorgeous and suddenly clear.
She seems to understand.She seemed to regret that she knew it again.
Zhang Wanwan didn't know the shock in Yuan Shuangqing's heart at this moment.
Yuan Shuangqing just sat there blankly, as if thinking about something heavy, frowning for a while, fidgeting for a while, and seemed sober again for a while.
Zhang Wanwan looked at her and smiled bitterly: "You are right if you don't understand. After all, Yin and Yang have been orthodox since ancient times. If I can like a man, I don't want to. A heart can never be controlled by others." Yes!"
"Yes...is that kind of liking?"
Zhang Wanwan thought that what she said was clear enough, but the little girl didn't seem to understand, she paused, and asked following Yuan Shuangqing's words: "Which one do you like?"
Yuan Shuangqing bit her lip, feeling a little embarrassed to speak.Finally, she worked up her courage: "I just...want to kiss her..."
Zhang Wanwan looked at her and smiled, her eyes softened: "Yes, I really want to kiss her, I will toss and turn for her at night, if she smiles at me, my heart will be pounding wildly."
Yuan Shuangqing subconsciously covered her chest, her heart was also beating wildly, as if being held by a big hand, it was sore and painful, she seemed to be able to understand Zhang Wanwan's emotions, because she was also experiencing such a profound heartbeat.
Zhang Wanwan said caringly: "Miss Yuan, I have treated you as someone to talk about. I have been holding back for a long time, and I am really tired. Did I bother you? If you find it unacceptable, then just pretend I didn't say this If so, forget it."
After she said these words, she changed back to that alienated look in an instant. She and Yuan Shuangqing were definitely not the same kind of people.Since they are not the same kind of people, there is nothing to talk about.
However, she is still very grateful for Yuan Shuangqing's kindness. If she hadn't been willing to redeem her and Meiniang, maybe Meiniang would not be able to break free from the shackles of secular ethics in this life and confess her feelings to her.
Zhang Wanwan said: "Miss Yuan, if you don't dislike me, I am willing to serve you for the rest of my life, as long as I don't separate from Mei Niang, I will do anything."
Yuan Shuangqing answered irrelevantly: "That's how it is, I have to leave beforehand."
She couldn't wait to leave this place, it was too depressing for her, Zhang Wanwan's eyes seemed to be able to see through all her concealment.
She opened the door, Mei Niang had been waiting for a long time, Yuan Shuangqing left without talking to her.
She had to go back to her cabin, and she had to absorb the shock of the unheard of.All along, she thought it was sisterhood, and she had to think more carefully about what kind of feelings she had for Chang Xi.
After Mei Niang walked in, she tugged at the hem of her clothes a little cautiously. She subconsciously wanted to avoid Zhang Wanwan's scorching gaze, but ever since Zhang Wanwan chose to commit suicide, she knew that she had to move forward.
Meiniang gathered herself together, walked towards Zhang Wanwan, and said cautiously, "Wan'er..."
"I'm hungry." Zhang Wanwan interrupted.
Mei Niang was stunned, with joy on her face, she didn't know how to put her hands and feet: "I... I made soup, I'll go get it."
Mei Niang's reaction is like a child who has eaten candy, such her makes Zhang Wanwan's eyes soften, she doesn't want to pursue the past anymore.Left but love first and lose first, but fortunately Mei Niang turned back in time.
There is no need to win or lose in many things, such as feelings.
Yuan Shuangqing was thinking hard in the room. After Zhang Wanwan's suggestion, she could feel that her feelings for Changxi were unusual, but she had no one to confide in, and no way to prove it.
In the past, she felt that being alone and accompanied by Changxi was the happiest.Although she still thinks it is now, she has girlish thoughts that she cannot share with Changxi, so for the first time she feels the boring life around her.
But she changed her mind and thought again, didn't Changxi only revolve around her in everything?Does Changxi feel lonely occasionally?In those nights when she slept, in those days when she couldn't linger in front of people.She had never thought about these questions before, and she just rejoiced every time Chang Xi came.
Soon it was night again, and Yuan Shuangqing ate some food brought by her servants, and went to bed early after washing. After arriving in Changxi, it can still be as natural as before.
But Chang Xi still came as scheduled.
When Changxi's bell approached, Yuan Shuangqing faced the wall and pretended to be asleep. The more she pretended not to know, the more clearly the bell's sound could be heard, until finally the breath belonging to Changxi occupied all her senses.Haunting her head and head, she became irrevocable.
Yuan Shuangqing felt Chang Xi sitting beside her, and the bed creaked softly, accompanied by Chang Xi's gentle tone, with a slight smile: "Going to bed so early today? Could it be that you are pretending to sleep."
Changxi's fingers touched Yuan Shuangqing's side face, she couldn't help but shuddered, and grabbed the troublesome hand. Yuan Shuangqing knew that it would be even more unnatural to pretend to be asleep, so she had no choice but to turn over and face the Chang Xi smiled and said, "You're here."
Chang Xi raised her eyebrows, and said straight away: "In a bad mood?"
Yuan Shuangqing was stunned: "Am I so obvious?"
"A little bit," Chang Xi took her hand and put it on his lap, tapped her pink cheek with the other hand, and said with his lips curled up, "Your smile is too fake."
Yuan Shuangqing shrank back subconsciously. The intimacy that she took for granted before had become another meaning in her eyes.
Her actions like this also caught Chang Xi's attention.Chang Xi was stunned for a moment, and his eyes became silent.
Neither of them spoke, but embarrassment flowed in the air.
Chang Xi withdrew her hand silently, and stood up slowly. The crimson figure looked lonely and full of desolation, and gradually became transparent. Yuan Shuangqing became panicked for no reason. It's full of pleas: "Don't go!"
Changxi didn't look back: "I used to look forward to you growing up, but now when I look back, I can always remember the look in your eyes that you always trusted me. At that time, I was afraid that I would hurt you if I got too close to you. But you insist on keeping me by your side. Once a person grows up, he will eventually change. I can understand that you want to keep a distance from me, so... don't feel sorry for me, I can stay away from you. "
Yuan Shuangqing bit her lips tightly until her tongue tasted some blood, but the pain on her lips was far from soothing the pain in her heart, so she went all out and hugged Chang Xi from behind desperately: "Ah Bai, I have never disliked I miss you, I can't wait to keep you by my side, whether it's night or day, I was just... just suddenly a little shy, you said I grew up, then I will be shy... Isn't it normal?"
Chang Xi was silent for a moment, then snorted and laughed: "Then you are hugging me so tightly now, why don't you know how to be shy?"
As soon as Yuan Shuangqing heard it, she knew that Chang Xi's anger had subsided. She breathed a sigh of relief, then hugged her even tighter, put her face on her neck, closed her eyes and moaned: "My shyness is just a burst of embarrassment. For a while, what's the matter, can't you?"
"...Okay," Chang Xi patted Yuan Shuangqing's hand, "If you press tighter, I won't be able to breathe."
Yuan Shuangqing let go, and then realized that ghosts can't breathe, let alone be out of breath, so she smiled and said: "You lied to me again, how can you breathe?"
"Why can't I breathe anymore? Our breathing is different from yours. Humans breathe for anger, and ghosts breathe for ghosts. I can feel my breath, but you can't."
"Bullshit..."
"That's right, it's just nonsense," Chang Xi said with a smile, she gently pulled Yuan Shuangqing's arm away, and patted her hand comfortingly: "You wear so little clothes, don't catch a cold, go back and lie down. "
Yuan Shuangqing glanced at her regretfully, and pulled her onto the bed again. Chang Xi tilted her head back, unwilling to follow, as long as she was unwilling, Yuan Shuangqing couldn't make her move half a step.Yuan Shuangqing had to stop, and said softly: "You still talk about me, I am not shy now, I want to get close to you, I want you to sleep with me, why don't you go to bed with me, then...then I will Angry."
After so many years, Yuan Shuangqing knew that Chang Xi couldn't stand her being coquettish and shameless, as long as she looked softly at Chang Xi, Chang Xi would not be able to refuse.
Sure enough, this time was no exception, Chang Xi sighed and said: "You don't cherish yourself, but I have to cherish you. I'm so cold, aren't you afraid of the wind and cold?"
She looked at a certain cabinet again: "I'll go get a quilt and cover myself tightly, so I won't be afraid of freezing you."
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