She didn't know how long she had been waiting...
Maybe it didn't take long.
She is very busy, busy with business, busy with memories.Waiting, from the obsession at the beginning, slowly evolved into disappointment, and then to despair...
In the end, the heart is still like water
There is no fixed time for everyone's next reincarnation, it may be 200 years, 2000 years, or even longer.
She had seen too many stories of suffering in this underworld, and when it came to her, it turned into a pool of cold stagnant water, unable to cause any waves.
It's been too long, and Chang Xi can't remember clearly. She even forgot what the three words she said to her before the man died...
I love you or am I waiting for you?
For a while, she began to have self-doubt.Perhaps, Yuan Shuangqing is just a person imagined by her, a false dream, carrying the negative emotions brought about by loneliness.
Until one day, Pluto summoned her and took out a lampstand. The candles on it were just lit like a newborn baby, and only a drop of lamp oil flowed out.
This is the natal lamp.
Hades said, "She's back."
Chang Xi didn't speak, turned around and walked away quickly.
"Your lamp!" Pluto called to her.
Chang Xi looked back at her, and said quietly: "Let it go, I don't want to know when she will die."
They were just about to meet, so let's forget about things like predicting death.
She always thought that her heart would never beat again, and even thought that even if Yuan Shuangqing really came back one day, she would never love her as fearlessly and affectionately as she did back then.
It has been 600 years, no matter how hard the heart is, it will rot.
But when she disguised herself as a doctor, sneaked up to Yuan Shuangqing's reincarnation, and hugged little Yuan Shuangqing, her sleeping heart began to thump again.
For such a small person, he still can't think of what he will look like when he grows up, so he sleeps deeply and soundly.When she opened her eyes and rolled her eyes, she was so pure, true and kind, which is a gift from nature to children.
Looking at her like this, Chang Xi thought, as long as she is willing to smile, no matter what is held in front of her, I am afraid that it will be something she will enjoy.
Little Yuan Shuangqing's parents were talking on the bedside, trying to give her a name.Coincidentally, her father in this life was also named Yuan.
They seemed to only want to have this baby, and they wanted to give her all the good things they had, including a good name.
So there was no sound for a long time.
Finally, Chang Xi said softly, "It's better to be called Shuangqing. Yuan Shuangqing."
The sound was too abrupt, the two of them turned their heads to look at her, they didn't speak for a long time, probably the little girl was too pretty, and they didn't blame her for interjecting.
On the contrary, it seemed that they were tired of the endless naming and invalidation. The two chewed the name together, and the mother suddenly smiled: "Okay, Yuan Shuangqing sounds nice, let's call it Yuan Shuangqing."
Father thoughtfully said: "Listen to you."
He took the child back from Chang Xi's hands, teased her with his wife, and dotingly called the name he had just chosen.
"Qingqing...Look at Dad, this is Mom..."
Chang Xi smiled slightly, with a hint of loneliness in his smile, put his hands into the pockets of his coat, turned and left the ward.
When she returned to the underworld, she met Zhejia. Zhejia obviously got the news and got stuck on the road. When she saw her, she smiled and asked, "Why didn't you stay by her side?"
"She is very happy in this life, and her parents are by her side."
"So you plan to give up on her?"
"No." Chang Xi looked at the junction of yin and yang, which was full of gray mist, bottomless.Her eyes were a little confused, but more determined: "Qingqing is different from before. In this life, there will be many people who will love her. She will never lack anything. I don't have to go to her side too early. But I I will pay close attention to her silently, watch her grow, and come out to see her again until the right time."
"What is the right time?" Zaka asked.
Chang Xi shook her head: "I don't know."
"Aren't you afraid that she will be snatched away? You must know that she has no memory."
"Have you ever been in love?"
Zhejia seemed not expecting Changxi to ask back suddenly, he was stunned for a while, then smiled and turned his head away: "You are asking the right person. Indeed."
"I see that when you meet Pluto, the atmosphere is always different. Do you love her?"
It's love, deeper than liking.
Zhejia was a little uncomfortable when her scar was uncovered: "Why do you say this? I liked her before, for a long time, and confessed to her, but I was always rejected. Then I didn't think about it anymore, just muddling along."
"Then if she falls in love with someone else, what will you do?"
Zhejia's expression was broken, he struggled for a moment, and replied seriously: "She doesn't love me, so she can love others."
"Yes."
Changxi sighed and left, leaving Zhejia to understand the deep meaning of this.
Her love has always been tolerant and relaxed. If it weren't for this, she wouldn't have hoped for her to see more of the beautiful mountains and rivers at the beginning, instead of just focusing on her alone.
,
When Yuan Shuangqing was 16 years old, she met a man of the same age.
It was raining heavily that day, and she passed a puddle with an umbrella, and saw a handsome boy in a red T-shirt fishing for a yellow-spotted kitten in the puddle, without an umbrella, and her clothes were all wet.
Yuan Shuangqing stopped for some reason and stretched out the handle of her umbrella to block the rain for the boy and the cat.
The boy held the cat in his arms and looked up at her. Even though he was in a state of distress, the gentle smile on his face was impossible to ignore: "Thank you."
Then he lowered his head and stroked the cat's head, and whispered, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid."
Yuan Shuangqing looked at him, unable to move her eyes away.
When Yuan Shuangqing looked down at the boy, Chang Xi was not far away.She was holding a blue oil-paper umbrella, which was incompatible with the modern attire, and there was a trace of simple and gentle temperament flowing around her.
Such a classic beauty is rare in modern times, but the people who stared at her wholeheartedly did not notice her.
"She's tempted," Zaka said.
Changxi had a faint smile on her face, as if she didn't care: "She is a gentle person with a soft heart, so she will naturally compromise with gentleness. If she saw me this time, she would also be tempted by it .”
"I don't understand you anymore," Zhajia said, "If that's the case, why don't you show up? Do you really want to see her as belonging to someone else?"
"She won't." Chang Xi said in a low voice, the rain was too heavy, drowning her ending voice, she turned and walked into the rain, leaving behind a slender and beautiful silhouette like fog.
Yuan Shuangqing seemed to have sensed it. She looked up and squinted her eyes to see clearly, but her vision was blurred by the rain curtain after all.
The teenager put the cat in the front basket of the bicycle and said to her: "Shall I drive you back?"
"Ah?" Yuan Shuangqing lowered her head and looked at her feet. The trouser legs were already wet and covered with mud. When she raised her head, the boy seemed a little nervous and was waiting for her to reply.
She smiled, holding an umbrella and approaching the back seat of the teenager's bicycle: "Okay."
When Yuan Shuangqing was 22 years old, she had just graduated from university and came out to look for a job, and applied for a state-owned enterprise.Part of the reason why I was able to apply was because the university was okay, and most of the reason was because my mother was the president of this company.
But even if she knew it, she would not resist it, but would be grateful.She doesn't think there is anything wrong with taking shortcuts, it's just another stone step towards life, if you don't work hard, you will still fall, and the fall will be heavier and more painful than others.
It took her a year to gain a firm foothold in the company. After becoming the team leader, socializing became indispensable. She hated drinking, and she drank a few drinks at a time.Most people know that she has a backstage, so they didn't force her too much.
The company held an annual celebration that day, and she couldn't escape the fate of drinking too much, and stumbled back to the apartment with the smell of alcohol all over her body.This apartment is the down payment she paid with the private money she had saved since she was a child. It is more than 80 square meters, small and cozy, and it is already considered good in the city center.
Yuan Shuangqing pressed the combination lock, suddenly felt dizzy, and lost consciousness in an instant.
When I woke up, I realized that I was in an unfamiliar environment, the curtains were drawn tightly, and I could vaguely see the skylight pouring in from outside.
The orange warm lamp on the bedside table made this small space extraordinarily warm. It was Yuan Shuangqing's favorite small space. She smelled a scent in the air. She subconsciously hugged the soft quilt and smelled it, reluctant to let go.
So fragrant...
Just then, someone pushed the door open.
It was a woman, she didn't look big, but she was very good-looking, which made Yuan Shuangqing confused for a while.She was also definitely looking at Yuan Shuangqing, and the corners of her mouth suddenly curled up as they looked at each other.
Yuan Shuangqing regained her composure and found that she had been hugging the quilt all the time, and she was still in the posture of smelling it. She felt ashamed and quickly put the quilt aside.
"I...you misunderstood, I'm not a pervert...I don't know why I'm here..." She spoke incoherently, her face was shy, and she could feel her ears were as red as fire.
"You drank too much and passed out at your door last night, and I picked it up." The man chuckled, "My name is Xue Changxi, and I'm your...neighbor."
"I've never seen you..."
"Well," Chang Xi nodded, "you will see her often in the future."
She didn't lie, and she would indeed see each other every day in the future.
Sometimes it was evening, sometimes it was early morning, their work and rest time seemed to be about the same, and Yuan Shuangqing would greet her every time she saw her.After all, he was the one who picked her up, so he could be regarded as a friend after all.
But the other party seems to have no intention of being friends, always indifferent, with a calm expression and tone.
Once Yuan Shuangqing was drunk again. When she came back, she happened to meet her and greeted her out of politeness.But the woman walked over silently, grabbed her hand and stuffed a tablet of pills into her palm: "This is a hangover medicine, don't drink any more in the future."
Her voice was as dull as ever, but Yuan Shuangqing surprisingly heard a hint of annoyance in it. Yuan Shuangqing suddenly felt restless and said sorry: "No way, I need it for work. Actually, I don't like drinking, it's so bad... "
The woman didn't say anything else, and after saying goodbye to her, she was about to enter the house. Yuan Shuangqing looked at her back, and the light from the stairs hit her, making her look extraordinarily lonely and beautiful. Somehow it reminded her of the morning when she was picked up by the other party. , the little orange light I saw.
She accidentally called out to the other party: "Changxi..."
The woman stopped and turned to look at her.
Yuan Shuangqing was a little embarrassed. This was the first time she called someone's name, and she called someone's name a lot. She had never been so restrained today. She breathed a sigh of relief and said quickly, "I want to sleep at your house."
"..."
"Uh... I didn't mean that, don't get me wrong, actually I..."
"it is good."
Chang Xi interrupted her, and entered the room first, and then the light in the entrance was lit.
She didn't close the door, as if the door was beckoning to Yuan Shuangqing.Yuan Shuangqing suddenly felt sweet in her heart, walked in and closed the door lightly.
More than a month later, Yuan Shuangqing went to a website, typed a line title, and opened a post:
What if I like a girl?
There was news soon, Yuan Shuangqing clicked to read it.
翾珱: Chase!up!
Yuan Shuangqing pursed her mouth and typed.
Reply: But...she seems to be straight.
翾珱: What does it matter?Try to bend her!
Mr. Moonlight Xinghe: →_→Break the straight girl, the sky is struck by thunder.
He’s a good guy: Landlord, there are thousands of novels here in Pindao, I’ll privately send you a few to read, there are many ways to court girls, and you won’t be charged ^_^
Yuan Shuangqing clicked into the private chat of the last person, and sure enough, she saw several webpages sent by her. Yuan Shuangqing said a few words of thanks to the enthusiastic netizens, and then clicked on the webpage to read.
Maybe it didn't take long.
She is very busy, busy with business, busy with memories.Waiting, from the obsession at the beginning, slowly evolved into disappointment, and then to despair...
In the end, the heart is still like water
There is no fixed time for everyone's next reincarnation, it may be 200 years, 2000 years, or even longer.
She had seen too many stories of suffering in this underworld, and when it came to her, it turned into a pool of cold stagnant water, unable to cause any waves.
It's been too long, and Chang Xi can't remember clearly. She even forgot what the three words she said to her before the man died...
I love you or am I waiting for you?
For a while, she began to have self-doubt.Perhaps, Yuan Shuangqing is just a person imagined by her, a false dream, carrying the negative emotions brought about by loneliness.
Until one day, Pluto summoned her and took out a lampstand. The candles on it were just lit like a newborn baby, and only a drop of lamp oil flowed out.
This is the natal lamp.
Hades said, "She's back."
Chang Xi didn't speak, turned around and walked away quickly.
"Your lamp!" Pluto called to her.
Chang Xi looked back at her, and said quietly: "Let it go, I don't want to know when she will die."
They were just about to meet, so let's forget about things like predicting death.
She always thought that her heart would never beat again, and even thought that even if Yuan Shuangqing really came back one day, she would never love her as fearlessly and affectionately as she did back then.
It has been 600 years, no matter how hard the heart is, it will rot.
But when she disguised herself as a doctor, sneaked up to Yuan Shuangqing's reincarnation, and hugged little Yuan Shuangqing, her sleeping heart began to thump again.
For such a small person, he still can't think of what he will look like when he grows up, so he sleeps deeply and soundly.When she opened her eyes and rolled her eyes, she was so pure, true and kind, which is a gift from nature to children.
Looking at her like this, Chang Xi thought, as long as she is willing to smile, no matter what is held in front of her, I am afraid that it will be something she will enjoy.
Little Yuan Shuangqing's parents were talking on the bedside, trying to give her a name.Coincidentally, her father in this life was also named Yuan.
They seemed to only want to have this baby, and they wanted to give her all the good things they had, including a good name.
So there was no sound for a long time.
Finally, Chang Xi said softly, "It's better to be called Shuangqing. Yuan Shuangqing."
The sound was too abrupt, the two of them turned their heads to look at her, they didn't speak for a long time, probably the little girl was too pretty, and they didn't blame her for interjecting.
On the contrary, it seemed that they were tired of the endless naming and invalidation. The two chewed the name together, and the mother suddenly smiled: "Okay, Yuan Shuangqing sounds nice, let's call it Yuan Shuangqing."
Father thoughtfully said: "Listen to you."
He took the child back from Chang Xi's hands, teased her with his wife, and dotingly called the name he had just chosen.
"Qingqing...Look at Dad, this is Mom..."
Chang Xi smiled slightly, with a hint of loneliness in his smile, put his hands into the pockets of his coat, turned and left the ward.
When she returned to the underworld, she met Zhejia. Zhejia obviously got the news and got stuck on the road. When she saw her, she smiled and asked, "Why didn't you stay by her side?"
"She is very happy in this life, and her parents are by her side."
"So you plan to give up on her?"
"No." Chang Xi looked at the junction of yin and yang, which was full of gray mist, bottomless.Her eyes were a little confused, but more determined: "Qingqing is different from before. In this life, there will be many people who will love her. She will never lack anything. I don't have to go to her side too early. But I I will pay close attention to her silently, watch her grow, and come out to see her again until the right time."
"What is the right time?" Zaka asked.
Chang Xi shook her head: "I don't know."
"Aren't you afraid that she will be snatched away? You must know that she has no memory."
"Have you ever been in love?"
Zhejia seemed not expecting Changxi to ask back suddenly, he was stunned for a while, then smiled and turned his head away: "You are asking the right person. Indeed."
"I see that when you meet Pluto, the atmosphere is always different. Do you love her?"
It's love, deeper than liking.
Zhejia was a little uncomfortable when her scar was uncovered: "Why do you say this? I liked her before, for a long time, and confessed to her, but I was always rejected. Then I didn't think about it anymore, just muddling along."
"Then if she falls in love with someone else, what will you do?"
Zhejia's expression was broken, he struggled for a moment, and replied seriously: "She doesn't love me, so she can love others."
"Yes."
Changxi sighed and left, leaving Zhejia to understand the deep meaning of this.
Her love has always been tolerant and relaxed. If it weren't for this, she wouldn't have hoped for her to see more of the beautiful mountains and rivers at the beginning, instead of just focusing on her alone.
,
When Yuan Shuangqing was 16 years old, she met a man of the same age.
It was raining heavily that day, and she passed a puddle with an umbrella, and saw a handsome boy in a red T-shirt fishing for a yellow-spotted kitten in the puddle, without an umbrella, and her clothes were all wet.
Yuan Shuangqing stopped for some reason and stretched out the handle of her umbrella to block the rain for the boy and the cat.
The boy held the cat in his arms and looked up at her. Even though he was in a state of distress, the gentle smile on his face was impossible to ignore: "Thank you."
Then he lowered his head and stroked the cat's head, and whispered, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid."
Yuan Shuangqing looked at him, unable to move her eyes away.
When Yuan Shuangqing looked down at the boy, Chang Xi was not far away.She was holding a blue oil-paper umbrella, which was incompatible with the modern attire, and there was a trace of simple and gentle temperament flowing around her.
Such a classic beauty is rare in modern times, but the people who stared at her wholeheartedly did not notice her.
"She's tempted," Zaka said.
Changxi had a faint smile on her face, as if she didn't care: "She is a gentle person with a soft heart, so she will naturally compromise with gentleness. If she saw me this time, she would also be tempted by it .”
"I don't understand you anymore," Zhajia said, "If that's the case, why don't you show up? Do you really want to see her as belonging to someone else?"
"She won't." Chang Xi said in a low voice, the rain was too heavy, drowning her ending voice, she turned and walked into the rain, leaving behind a slender and beautiful silhouette like fog.
Yuan Shuangqing seemed to have sensed it. She looked up and squinted her eyes to see clearly, but her vision was blurred by the rain curtain after all.
The teenager put the cat in the front basket of the bicycle and said to her: "Shall I drive you back?"
"Ah?" Yuan Shuangqing lowered her head and looked at her feet. The trouser legs were already wet and covered with mud. When she raised her head, the boy seemed a little nervous and was waiting for her to reply.
She smiled, holding an umbrella and approaching the back seat of the teenager's bicycle: "Okay."
When Yuan Shuangqing was 22 years old, she had just graduated from university and came out to look for a job, and applied for a state-owned enterprise.Part of the reason why I was able to apply was because the university was okay, and most of the reason was because my mother was the president of this company.
But even if she knew it, she would not resist it, but would be grateful.She doesn't think there is anything wrong with taking shortcuts, it's just another stone step towards life, if you don't work hard, you will still fall, and the fall will be heavier and more painful than others.
It took her a year to gain a firm foothold in the company. After becoming the team leader, socializing became indispensable. She hated drinking, and she drank a few drinks at a time.Most people know that she has a backstage, so they didn't force her too much.
The company held an annual celebration that day, and she couldn't escape the fate of drinking too much, and stumbled back to the apartment with the smell of alcohol all over her body.This apartment is the down payment she paid with the private money she had saved since she was a child. It is more than 80 square meters, small and cozy, and it is already considered good in the city center.
Yuan Shuangqing pressed the combination lock, suddenly felt dizzy, and lost consciousness in an instant.
When I woke up, I realized that I was in an unfamiliar environment, the curtains were drawn tightly, and I could vaguely see the skylight pouring in from outside.
The orange warm lamp on the bedside table made this small space extraordinarily warm. It was Yuan Shuangqing's favorite small space. She smelled a scent in the air. She subconsciously hugged the soft quilt and smelled it, reluctant to let go.
So fragrant...
Just then, someone pushed the door open.
It was a woman, she didn't look big, but she was very good-looking, which made Yuan Shuangqing confused for a while.She was also definitely looking at Yuan Shuangqing, and the corners of her mouth suddenly curled up as they looked at each other.
Yuan Shuangqing regained her composure and found that she had been hugging the quilt all the time, and she was still in the posture of smelling it. She felt ashamed and quickly put the quilt aside.
"I...you misunderstood, I'm not a pervert...I don't know why I'm here..." She spoke incoherently, her face was shy, and she could feel her ears were as red as fire.
"You drank too much and passed out at your door last night, and I picked it up." The man chuckled, "My name is Xue Changxi, and I'm your...neighbor."
"I've never seen you..."
"Well," Chang Xi nodded, "you will see her often in the future."
She didn't lie, and she would indeed see each other every day in the future.
Sometimes it was evening, sometimes it was early morning, their work and rest time seemed to be about the same, and Yuan Shuangqing would greet her every time she saw her.After all, he was the one who picked her up, so he could be regarded as a friend after all.
But the other party seems to have no intention of being friends, always indifferent, with a calm expression and tone.
Once Yuan Shuangqing was drunk again. When she came back, she happened to meet her and greeted her out of politeness.But the woman walked over silently, grabbed her hand and stuffed a tablet of pills into her palm: "This is a hangover medicine, don't drink any more in the future."
Her voice was as dull as ever, but Yuan Shuangqing surprisingly heard a hint of annoyance in it. Yuan Shuangqing suddenly felt restless and said sorry: "No way, I need it for work. Actually, I don't like drinking, it's so bad... "
The woman didn't say anything else, and after saying goodbye to her, she was about to enter the house. Yuan Shuangqing looked at her back, and the light from the stairs hit her, making her look extraordinarily lonely and beautiful. Somehow it reminded her of the morning when she was picked up by the other party. , the little orange light I saw.
She accidentally called out to the other party: "Changxi..."
The woman stopped and turned to look at her.
Yuan Shuangqing was a little embarrassed. This was the first time she called someone's name, and she called someone's name a lot. She had never been so restrained today. She breathed a sigh of relief and said quickly, "I want to sleep at your house."
"..."
"Uh... I didn't mean that, don't get me wrong, actually I..."
"it is good."
Chang Xi interrupted her, and entered the room first, and then the light in the entrance was lit.
She didn't close the door, as if the door was beckoning to Yuan Shuangqing.Yuan Shuangqing suddenly felt sweet in her heart, walked in and closed the door lightly.
More than a month later, Yuan Shuangqing went to a website, typed a line title, and opened a post:
What if I like a girl?
There was news soon, Yuan Shuangqing clicked to read it.
翾珱: Chase!up!
Yuan Shuangqing pursed her mouth and typed.
Reply: But...she seems to be straight.
翾珱: What does it matter?Try to bend her!
Mr. Moonlight Xinghe: →_→Break the straight girl, the sky is struck by thunder.
He’s a good guy: Landlord, there are thousands of novels here in Pindao, I’ll privately send you a few to read, there are many ways to court girls, and you won’t be charged ^_^
Yuan Shuangqing clicked into the private chat of the last person, and sure enough, she saw several webpages sent by her. Yuan Shuangqing said a few words of thanks to the enthusiastic netizens, and then clicked on the webpage to read.
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