He Xuchunqiu

Although the New Year's Eve did not see the hour hand, minute hand and second hand coincide at the last moment, who still feels a completely different satisfaction from the past.

New Year's Eve is no longer the same as before, just because Xu Ran is by my side, like a cluster of new shoots in the snow-capped mountains, entangled in the dazzling white sky with endless expectations.

Xu Ran's birthday is on January 1. According to him, 2 means "to love", which means that he must have been born on this day because he lacked love in his previous life, so who must give him love on this day? lots of love.

Until the moment when Xu Ran's birthday came, how could anyone think that he must have lost his mind to agree to his unlimited request.

lots of love"?In what sense is love?

In fact, Xu Ran's birthday is not lonely. How can a young, handsome, cheerful and talented young man feel lonely?

As early as midnight, He Xuren had already seen several birthday confessions about Xu Ran on the campus confession wall of the space, and Xu Ran also forwarded the birthday greeting video recorded by his class around one o'clock.

Looking at the unfamiliar faces in the video saying the same blessing in unison, whether sincere or casual, shy or nervous, how can anyone feel that Xu Ran is not short of love at all.

You see, so many people remember your birthday, so many people are willing to wish you well, you are really destined to be loved.

He Xu silently liked the repost, and put the lock screen of the phone back beside his pillow.

"Om—" In the silent night, the phone suddenly turned on and vibrated, revealing the color of the bedding beside the pillow.

Who turns on the phone, and it shows "A friend sent you a message".

Double-click to unlock, Xu Ran's greetings lie alone in the dialog box.

"Aren't you asleep yet?" The message reads 01:27.

He He only showed one finger, and typed with his frozen fingertips: "Not yet."

"You should remember what day it is, right?" followed by an expectant expression.

"Well, happy birthday to you." He Xuren thought for a while, and sent a birthday greeting in a well-regulated way.

"Wow! Why are you so indifferent? Don't be so perfunctory with your boyfriend! Otherwise, it will be easy to lose me..." The annoying dog's emoji seems to cover most of Xu Ran's dissatisfaction.

"I'm sorry." Only then did He realize that Xu Ran was also a part of his life that would leave him.

Like being proud of being the number one in the grade since childhood, like the high expectations placed on me by my parents, like the praise of my neighbors and relatives, like my left leg that never hurts faintly on rainy days, like telling myself memories in a container house The number eight... These things seem to have left him at a certain time, and they are irretrievable.

"Don't say I'm sorry, I'm very happy to receive your blessing. After all, I have waited for nearly 1000 kilometers before." This is the distance from Italy to China, and it is also the distance that Xu Ran used to be out of reach.

"If you really want to leave, I won't stop you. I may not be good enough." Who knows what the distance Xu Ran said is, but only thinks that Xu Ran's departure is understandable based on his own situation thing.

The dialog box did not display a reply, who thought Xu Ran had acquiesced, and was extremely disappointed.

"Om—" Another message, a long voice message.

Who plugged in the earphones and played this voice with a complicated mood.

"Who, you trust me. I won't leave you unless you give up first. I've been waiting for you for a long time, as if I've been waiting for you since the beginning. My parents separated when I was very young , I grew up under the care of nannies, they occasionally take time out to accompany me for a few days, but I rarely get family snuggles from them. My grandpa wanted me to learn table tennis, so I went to learn, but I didn't like it, but I thought this would make my parents get back together, but they separated in the end... But you are different, you seem to have fallen from the sky, just to give me a support. You are really good, every second I spend with you It will make me receive more warmth. I like the table tennis training with you by my side, I like to sleep with you on the table during recess, I like to have all the time and space with you..."Listen At this point, Xu Ran's voice seemed a little choked, with a hoarseness tempered by tears.

"...Don't be unhappy when you say it, my first love may not be you. There was a girl who liked me in the first grade of junior high school, and I didn't hate her at the time, so we were together. But I dare to swear, I really don't I like her, and I haven't had any substantial progress with her. Later, she thought I was too cold and broke up. Why do you think you are so in line with me? I fell in love with it the first time I saw it. I'm alone—" Xu Ran suddenly coughed and cut off the last sentence, "Forget it, there's nothing to say. Who, I like you, from love at first sight to love with time, I hope you will eventually Together we can turn it into love."

What Xu Ran said was very complicated, and then he sent more than a dozen voice messages intermittently. After listening to them one by one, it seemed that he could still hear the wind blowing over the balcony of Xu Ran's dormitory.

"I like you, too." He Xu withdrew the message not long after he sent it, and he didn't know what he was still nervous about.

"I see it! It's useless to withdraw it! You like me too!" Xu Ran's voice was obviously very happy, like a child who has eaten candy.

"I'm going to bed, you go to bed too, good night." He Xu looked at the time, and before he knew it, it was already 21:[-].

"Good night." Xu Ran replied with a two-second voice.

The word "good night" was stretched extremely long, with a lingering lingering meaning, which seemed to have a miraculous effect on sleeping, as if it calmed down all restless brain waves, and gave someone a sleep without nightmares.

Although it was Xu Ran's birthday today, he still had to attend the classes that should be attended. The schedules of the two departments were full before the exam review week, and he was afraid that there would be unfinished homework left behind.

Xu Ran's birthday celebration was also held at night, in a private room of a private kitchen restaurant.

"Would you like to order anything?" Xu Ran's class ended earlier, and he watched He who hurriedly changed his clothes and came over and handed over the menu.

Looking at a table with more than a dozen dishes, He Xu quickly waved his hand: "No need, no need, I can't eat it, it's a waste."

"Don't worry about wasting, when the time comes, pack up all the leftovers and go back to the people in our dormitory." Xu Ran nodded to signal the waiter to leave.

"That's enough, I like to eat all these dishes." When He Xuren went out, he deliberately changed into a thin and slim long windbreaker. Although it was not far all the way, it was still terribly cold. After speaking, he couldn't help rubbing his hands together. finger.

"Hold it." Xu Ran poured a cup of hot tea and handed it to someone.

The wall of the ceramic cup was scalded to a temperature just right, enough to warm your hands.

"Try this first. I heard that this is a secret grilled fish. The skin is crispy and the meat is tender. It is very fragrant..." Xu Ran took several bowls and put them in front of someone, adding vegetables and soup. It's a bit like a good wife and mother.

How can anyone just keep stuffing their mouths with such good intentions from birthday stars, and after a short time, they are already sweating a little and their stomachs are full.

"The last link!" Xu Ran took out a square box from the middle of the table and untied the ribbon tied on it, "Dangdangdangdang! Birthday cake!"

When Xu Ran ordered the cake, he obviously considered his appetite after the meal. The cake was not big, but it looked extraordinarily delicate.On the top of the cake stood two little chocolate figures, two little boys holding hands, who naturally thought of himself and Xu Ran.

"I'm going to make a wish!" Xu Ran turned off the headlights in the private room, and lit the number candles inserted in the cream.

In an airtight hut, with faintly flickering candles, two opposing heads cast heart-shaped shadows on the wall behind them.

Xu Ran sang the happy birthday song, so no one spoke in a low and clear voice.The singing ended, and the moment of silence was divided into exclusive time for wishing.

After the wish was over, Xu Ran blew out the candle, and nothing seemed to change.

"Why didn't you ask me what wish I made?" Xu Ran held a big bag of packed meals and looked at He Xu who was walking wholeheartedly.

"Ah? What wish did you make?" He Xuren asked belatedly.

"Of course it's a secret! Saying something like a wish won't work!" Xu Ran pinched He Shuren's earlobe with his hands that didn't carry anything, and then watched it congest and turn red as he wished.

"This is the first year we have been together, let's take a group photo as a memory!" Xu Ran pulled someone to stand by the railing of the overpass, and took the first photo of the two of them alone with the flowing car lights as the background. a photograph.

In the photo, Xu Ran is smiling happily, and He Xuren also maintains a shy smile. The neon lights set off the colorful world in the eyes of the two, and all the beauty is frozen in this moment.

"Look, this photo is really good, it seems that I still have the talent to be a photographer..." Xu Ran showed the photo to someone.

"Xu Ran." Someone suddenly called his name.

"Huh?" Xu Ran turned his head with a blank expression.

"Close your eyes." He Xu looked up at Xu Ran, and there seemed to be spring breeze in his eyes.

Xu Ran obediently closed her eyes, and the next moment, soft lips were attached to her lips.

He Xuren's kissing skills are not outstanding, after all, this is his first kiss.Xu Ran is really too tall, who can only tiptoe to ask for the tenderness of his lips.

It's just that the upper and lower lips are attached to each other. He feels that he has exhausted all his strength. From the tiptoes to the touching lips, everything trembles.

The heels landed slowly, and He Shi stared at the lips he had just kissed.

Xu Ran let go of the bag in his hand, and gently held He Xu's cheek, his eyes shone brightly: "Is it okay?"

How can anyone hear himself answer, "Yes."

Then Xu Ran took the initiative to attack, with lingering lips and tongue, exchanging breaths, everything in the light and shadow was not real.

In the territory where anyone emptied himself, Xu Ran quietly occupied the center, holding the ownership firmly in his hands, together with himself who was exiled.

The author has something to say: the school is too social, annoying and depressing