He Xuchunqiu

The presentation went smoothly and took only two classes in total, and the students in the experimental class responded very strongly.

"...Then who are the seniors, why are you one class later than them?" A girl with ponytails asked after the PPT was over.

He Xuren didn't know how to answer for a while, and smiled a little awkwardly.

"You, Senior He, got a serious illness before the college entrance examination and stayed in the first grade." The squad leader suddenly stood beside He Xu, and patted his inwardly raised shoulders, "See? Even if you are sick, you can take the exam again Going to Q University, our little pride..."

The front door of the classroom had been opened as early as the last classmate's lecture. Xu Ran was standing by the door holding someone's down jacket, his eyes filled with nostalgia.

"Then can I ask if the person at the door is also the senior who came together?" The short-haired girl sitting by the window in the classroom pointed to Xu Ran at the door.

He Xu followed the direction she was pointing at and met Xu Ran's smiling eyes, his eyes rippling: "Well, he is also your senior, he is from the same university as me."

"Then why didn't this senior come up to speak? I think he looks quite suitable for publicity." As soon as these words came out, there were small laughter in the classroom.

The homeroom teacher stood at the back of the classroom, apparently not remembering who this tall and straight student was, but his facial expression softened a lot after knowing that he was also a Q-big student.

Xu Ran hugged his clothes, stepped onto the podium in two or three steps, and raised his eyebrows at the students in the audience: "Don't you think some of you seniors speak well? I can't memorize so many school characteristics. "

After Xu Ran finished speaking, he held someone's hand under the cover of the podium, and there was another giggle in the classroom.

He Xu looked ashamed, but he could only laugh along with everyone, during which time he glared several times at the bad guy next to him.

Saying goodbye to the class teacher, a group of college students wandered on the main road of the campus.

"Where shall we go for dinner later?"

"I heard that a big shopping mall opened in the new district. The old hotpot restaurant upstairs was moved from the school. Why don't you go there?"

"Why do you eat hot pot every time you get together? It was like this last year..."

He Xuren and Xu Ran walked side by side behind the large group, listening to the conversation of old classmates, they seemed to see another layer of invisible barriers.

He Xu looked sideways at Xu Ran, and the hesitation in his eyes was clearly visible.

"If you don't want to go, don't force it, go and tell them." Xu Ran was holding a red bean in his hand, which fell out of someone's clothes not long ago.

Who quickly caught up and found the class leader who organized the event: "Sorry, I'm not feeling well, I may not be able to have dinner with you..."

"It's okay, your body is important, go back to rest early, we will have a chance to get together again in the future." The class monitor and other old classmates are very reasonable, looking at He Xu with caring eyes.

He Xu waved goodbye to the others and walked out of the school gate, but suddenly a person shouted from behind.

"Who is it! Who is it! Wait..." Yi Cheng caught up with the two who were waiting for the bus at the platform.

"Is there anything else?" He Xuren looked at the panting girl in front of him, with a friendly smile on his face.

"Can I have a few words with you alone?" Yi Cheng glanced at Xu Ran who was looking down at him.

"Okay." He Xu squeezed Xu Ran's hand and distanced himself from him, "Wait for me."

"Who, this book is for you." Yi Cheng took out a hardcover novel from his bag, and the word "Nie Zi" on the book made someone very familiar, "I know you and him like each other .”

He Xuren always thought that he was covering up well, but Yi Cheng saw through it at a glance, and his eyes flickered because of panic.

"Don't be nervous, I don't mean anything malicious. I actually noticed it very early, in high school." Yi Cheng sped up her speech with sincere eyes, "I actually liked you before, so I always pay more attention to you Some. I don’t know if your serious illness was related to this incident, but I think you are really good. Since you and him are still together, I believe that you must have overcome many difficulties. I hope you are happy. "

It has been two or three years since she obviously liked someone, but the girl is still a little emotional when she talks about it.

"Thank you, Yi Cheng." How could anyone really thank this delicate girl for being a supporter of their love with Xu Ran.

"Who is it, give me a hug, it can be regarded as fulfilling my dream of being a young girl!" Yi Cheng opened his arms, and the light in his eyes seemed to have returned to high school.

"Thank you." He Xu leaned over and hugged the girl in front of him, he didn't know how to reply, so he could only use these two words to express his affection.

"What did she say? You still hugged her?" Xu Ran saw everything that happened just now. Although he couldn't hear the conversation between the two, he was very pleased.

"Yi Cheng is really a good girl, she is the first person to bless us." He Xu was sitting by the window of the bus, his little finger hooked Xu Ran's vinegar-smelling cuff comfortingly.

"Oh? Then I really have to thank her." Xu Ran took He Xu's hand behind his back and wrapped it in his own.

There were still very few passengers on the bus, so someone asked softly: "Do you think there will be more people supporting us together in the future?"

"Yes, I will." After Xu Ran finished speaking, he took out the red bean from his pocket again, "What is this? Why do you carry a red bean in your pocket? Is it Sijun?"

"This is eaten when eating dumplings. Whoever can eat this red bean during the Chinese New Year will be blessed with him for a year." Whoever looks at this red bean, does not know where the pride comes from, "I eat this red bean this year." Here we go, great!"

"It's amazing, can you give it to me too?" Xu Ran didn't allow anyone to object, and put the red beans directly into the wallet.

He Xu nodded with a smile, and his hands became more tightly entangled with Xu Ran's.

Red beans are born in southern China, and a few branches are born in spring.May you pick more, this thing is the most lovesick.

How many people unpack the book as soon as they get home, and the transparent plastic film is crumpled up and thrown into the trash can.

The word "Niezi" stings anyone's eyes, but it only occupies half a finger of the entire cover. When you open it, the title page still has that passage.

"Write to the group of children who are still wandering the streets in the deepest and deepest night, with nowhere to go."

Who's memory was suddenly awakened, and he returned to the old bookstore where he and Xu Ran first met.

This novel seems to have the power to see through one's own heart. Whoever reads it and refuses to put it down, stays up late to read it, and can't be at peace for a long time.

Am I also a villain in my father's mind?Will my youth bird also die in the unknown Anle Township?Am I a family sinner?will i be forgiven

Who turned back to the title page again, looked at the words to the exile, closed his eyes and forced back the tears in his sockets.

Who wakes up very late the next day, and doesn't get up until noon, and the book that was pressed under the pillow has been taken away.No matter how many people searched the bedroom and study room, there was no whereabouts of the book. The spiritual shock brought about by "Nie Zi" was like a forced dream.

Who is very afraid that this book will be taken away by their parents, and even more afraid that they will assign themselves to the ranks of evil children after reading this book.But who also vaguely expects that they can understand the pain and struggle of people like themselves through this book, and understand their desire for love.

The deviant under the ethics and morals, and the gap in the concept of the times have turned the expectations of some people into impossible thrilling leaps.

During lunch, Mother He was still working at the deli at the intersection, and Father He packed the meals for her.He Xuren watched his father go out with a lunch box without saying a word, and the ribs in his mouth were tasteless and tasteless.

No one can tell what it feels like to get along with their parents now, from the anger and hatred when they just left that place, to the fear in every gesture, to the blank guilt and entanglement when they are cared for, and finally have this blood relative Alienation as light as water.

How many people feel that they never seem to be able to escape from that place. The more sensitive mind in the claustrophobia is like an inescapable electric current, which can always defeat one's defenses in an instant inadvertently.

"It's coming again! It's coming again..." He Xu's tears rolled down uncontrollably again. He became more and more irritable when he was alone, especially in this home where he had lived for more than ten years.

Only a few minutes after the meal was delivered, there was the sound of unlocking the door. He quickly wiped away his tears and continued to eat lunch in a leisurely manner.

He Chengqi sat down at the dining table, filled a bowl full of rice but only ate some chili jokes: "What kind of girlfriend are you going to find? Have you thought about it?"

"No, I don't want to fall in love yet. Let's talk about these things after the postgraduate entrance examination." He Xuren buried his head in a big mouthful of food, trying to choke himself to death.

"Eat slowly, I'm not urging you." He Chengqi remembered the book he received from his son's pillow this morning, and put another chopstick of chili into his mouth, "You must know that both your mother and I want What, it's nothing more than seeing you get married and start a business, so we can hug our grandchildren. You have always been an obedient child, and we believe that you will help us fulfill this little wish..."

"Hmm..." Who doesn't want to listen to these excuses in the name of love anymore, the shackles of "obedient and good boy" are so heavy that he can't breathe, he can only falsely agree, and then put all the objections The words are gambled into the stomach with rice.

"Don't just eat, eat more food." He Chengqi added a lot of food to his son's bowl, "As long as you are obedient, we can rest assured."

It turns out that I, who longs for freedom and love, is still a rebellious and exiled villain in your hearts after all?

Who has noticed the deep meaning in his father's words, and only wants to escape from the cage of this free bird.

The author has something to say: what kind of person, come on!To break free from the control of demons!Be brave and go after your cravings!