He Xuchunqiu

"It's better to keep your mouth shut and keep your mouth shut." The apology that He Xuren originally wanted to express turned around in his mouth, but in the end it turned into such a sentence instead.

Xu Ran covered his mouth and looked at who with grief and indignation, and his muffled voice escaped from between his fingers: "What a white-eyed wolf, it's a pity I didn't confess to you from the beginning to the end."

After saying this, Xu Ran didn't speak any more throughout the morning. No one listened to the next class without being disturbed, but his heart became more and more entangled.

Until after school at noon, Xu Ran didn't look at anyone.

Who would dig out the thermos cup that hadn't been used for more than half a year after returning home, and carefully brush it inside and out.Both He's father and He's mother went to work early in the morning, and every day they cooked a small dish for He Xu, and let him heat up the meal for himself.

He's father and mother have always objected to whoever eats ice cubes and drinks cold drinks, but at noon when there is no one at home, whoever digs out the ice tray and freezes the ice cubes.

The noon break time is limited, who is anxiously waiting for the ice cubes to form while eating.Fortunately, today's refrigerator is particularly powerful, and finally it was frozen solid before anyone rushed to class.

When He Xu came to school with a bottle of ice cubes, Xu Ran had already arrived in the classroom, and was dozing on the desk with his face facing the wall.

Xu Ran just woke up when He Xu sat down, and as soon as Xu Ran looked up, he saw He Xu's paint-peeled vacuum flask on the table.

"Are you here to sell antiques?" Xu Ran teased.

Some people unscrewed the lid of the vacuum flask and poured a few ice cubes into the lid: "I think you bit your tongue a bit hard, bring some ice cubes, you will feel more comfortable in your mouth."

Xu Ran looked at the lid of the cup pushed by someone, which contained several transparent ice cubes, and the corner of his mouth slightly raised: "Thank you." After speaking, Xu Ran lifted the lid of the cup and poured all the ice cubes into his mouth.

In the hot summer, the coolness of the ice cubes oozes out, and when you hold it in your mouth and press it on your tongue, there is an indescribable joy.Xu Ran looked at someone and narrowed his eyes comfortably.

He quickly put the lid back on the bottle and tightened it tightly, then pushed the whole thing to Xu Ran: "I'll give you all, and you can drink ice water after the ice cubes melt."

Xu Ran took the thermos cup, quickly crushed the ice cubes in his mouth, and suddenly pressed his face to someone's ear: "Hey, you are so kind to me, did you fall in love at first sight? Let me tell you first, I won't do it." base."

Xu Ran's breath sprayed in his ears with a refreshing coolness, and he shrank his neck, with a strange expression on his face: "What is sex? I'm not a girl, how could it be love at first sight?"

Xu Ran curled his lips, and retreated to his seat feeling bored: "Naive."

The ice cubes melted very quickly in summer, and before Xu Ran could melt a few pieces, the ice in the vacuum flask had already melted clean.Xu Ran didn't mind, and drank the ice water one gulp after another while holding the thermos.

When he took back the thermos, someone tentatively asked Xu Ran: "Xu Ran, are you still angry?" The mode of being angry with herself to please Xu Ran.

As long as I do well enough, I can get your forgiveness.How can anyone be instilled with such a concept from an early age, whether it makes sense or not, whether it is their own fault or not.Whenever parents are angry with themselves and keep silent, who would have uneasy guesses about their words and deeds.

"Why are you angry?" Xu Ran obviously didn't understand what someone said.

Although He Xuren didn't get along with Xu Ran for more than three days, in his impression Xu Ran was a very easy person to get along with, but out of habit, He Xuren was still uneasy.

"I said something wrong in the morning. You obviously took the responsibility for me and suffered a grievance. I still have a bad tone." He Xuren directly told the person next to him who was staring at him.

"What is there to apologize for? It was originally my fault. If I hadn't slept in class, I wouldn't have knocked my chin and bit my tongue. You cared about me, so you wrote me a note. I was found out to be my problem. Why did I Are you going to be angry?" Xu Ran suddenly wanted to know what was in the minds of some people, and how such masochistic thoughts were formed, "I forgot to say, thank you."

It was the first time for anyone to hear this kind of speech so straightforwardly, the depression accumulated in his heart suddenly flooded his eyes, his nose was sour, and he replied in an unsteady breath: "You are welcome...you are welcome."

In Xu Ran's eyes, He Xuren just looked like he was dying of grievance with tears in his eyes.

How can this person be like a little girl?Did you come from time travel?Xu Ran has only made girls cry, and this is the first time he has made boys cry. Besides, he doesn't know what he said wrong.

Xu Ran clenched his fist and coughed on his mouth, trying to resolve the embarrassing situation: "A man doesn't flick his tears!" After saying this, Xu Ran immediately regretted it, because he remembered that the second half of the sentence seemed to be "It's just not to the heart."But oh my god, how do I know what someone's heartbreak is?

How could anyone calm down so quickly, the huge wave surging in his heart ebbed instantly, and was amused by Xu Ran's bewildered face.

Faced with such a situation where someone cried and laughed erratically, Xu Ran was completely speechless.In the last class, Xu Ran couldn't help but look at someone's face. He really wanted to see what kind of person this deskmate was.

The evening self-study a week before the start of school is always attended by the head teacher. Huang Ying came to the classroom with a stack of exercise books in her arms when she was studying in the evening.

"Everyone stop, let me talk about the composition assigned this morning." Huang Ying picked up an English manuscript on the top floor, opened it, and then showed the inside page to the people in the seat, "I asked you to write the composition on the first day. The first thing I want to write is to see everyone's grammar foundation, and the second is to see your writing."

The eyes of the whole class were focused on the small exercise book in the hands of the head teacher on the podium, with four lines and three grids neatly arranged, but those words and letters seemed to be unruly in nature, so unruly that even the lines and grids became distorted.In short, this English writing, ugly!

"I can understand your bad grammar before, and it's understandable for your poor writing. After all, other teachers may not be as strict as I am with these things. But Xu Ran, you are in my class in the first day of junior high school, and you still write this word like this?" Huang Ying As soon as the conversation changed, Xu Ran was pointed at.

Xu Ran was still flipping through the art textbook with great interest, when he suddenly heard his name, he stood up in a daze.

The whole class looked at Xu Ran and laughed secretly everywhere.

Xu Ran didn't listen carefully, and didn't know the situation at all, so he could only squint at He Xu who was also smiling sideways in doubt.

"Xu Ran, sit down. I don't mean to criticize you. After all, you couldn't read your English before." Huang Ying waved helplessly to signal Xu Ran to sit down, and then took out an "excellent model" to show to Everyone, "It's just the beginning of school, whoever is at your desk can write very well, you should learn more from him."

He Xu was praised by the teacher for the first time since he entered junior high school, and immediately lowered his head nervously and scribbled some meaningless lines on the draft paper.

Seeing He Xu's flattered and at a loss look so interesting, Xu Ran secretly reached out and poked the itchy flesh on He Xu's waist.He Xuren was so excited that he couldn't help laughing, but he couldn't help but glared at Xu Ran fiercely.

Xu Ran was amused again by the way He Xu opened his angry eyes and suppressed a bitter smile.Taking advantage of the class teacher's focus on how to write English well, Xu Ran stretched out his hand to scratch him again.

He has no choice but to firmly hold Xu Ran's hand to prevent him from continuing to do bad things.

Xu Ran's hand could not move forward or backward, so he could only let anyone hold it.

The windows of the classroom were wide open, and the head teacher was on the podium chattering on and on to reiterate the importance of English writing. The electric fan on the ceiling was whistling and whirling, and the breeze outside the window mixed with the residual heat of summer was blowing on the face.

How cold the body is, even in the scorching summer, the hands are still as cold as ever.Xu Ran's hand was clearly pressed against someone's, but he was already sweating slightly.

Xu Ran calmed down, lying on the table and staring at someone's profile without saying a word, feeling a strange and wonderful feeling in his heart.

He Xu didn't talk to Xu Ran anymore, but he still didn't let go of Xu Ran's hand.

It wasn't until the end of the evening reading that Huang Ying finished her writing and preaching, and why did she let go of Xu Ran's hand.But when someone let go of his hand, Xu Ran held his hand instead.

"What are you doing?" He Xu looked at the hand he was holding.

Xu Ran withdrew his hand in embarrassment: "Your hands are so cool."

He Xu looked at Xu Ran like an idiot, and continued to preview physics silently.

Xu Ran was extremely quiet throughout the night study, unlike his active style during the day.Who looked at it between changing books, Xu Ran was writing something in the draft.

He Xuren nodded in satisfaction: It seems that he is tired of playing and ready to study hard, and children can be taught.

Xu Ran's draft book is full of intermittent crossed out sentences, and it is vaguely discernible that these words revolve around one thing.

"It's over, I'm not in love with someone, am I?" Crossed out.

"Impossible, impossible, my first love is a girl, how could I be gay?" Crossed out.

"Even if I'm gay, but I've only seen him for a few days? Could it be that I fell in love at first sight?" Crossed out.

"But there's nothing wrong with such a person, and it's not impossible to fall in love at first sight." Cross it out.

"No, no, I shouldn't be gay." Cross out...

Xu Ran wrote and scratched in the draft book, writing and scratching, feeling like a mess.