unspeakable love

Seeing Xu Xiaochuan slowly close his eyes and acquiesce to his request, Lin Kai stood up from the sofa and walked to Xu Xiaochuan, looked at him earnestly and reluctantly, and then slowly held Xu Xiaochuan in his arms. Xiao Chuan's delicate cheeks, devoutly pressed his pink lips to Xu Xiaochuan's thin lips.

Lin Kai's kiss was still as gentle as ever, Xu Xiaochuan's heart was beating wildly, his eyes were tightly closed and he did not dare to open, he passively accepted Lin Kai's kiss, this time Xu Xiaochuan did not resist, but neither did he. Giving Lin Kai any response, he just sat there blankly and let Lin Kai kiss his lips, nervous and shy.

Feeling the hot liquid falling between the lips of the two, Xu Xiaochuan opened his eyes in pain, seeing the tears flowing from Lin Kai's eyes, Xu Xiaochuan's heart was stung, it was obviously sweet Kiss, but there is a bitter taste.

This kiss lasted for a very, very long time, Lin Kai was so reluctant to let go of this man, he held Xu Xiaochuan's face and kissed lovingly, really wishing that time could stay at this moment forever.

Xu Xiaochuan didn't push Lin Kai away, he couldn't bear it and didn't want to part with him, he didn't know what was wrong with him, it was as if Lin Kai's lips possessed some kind of magic power, attracting him to be reluctant to part, he was inexplicably looking forward to this kiss A little longer.

I don't know how long it took, but Lin Kai finally let go of Xu Xiaochuan. He looked at the blushing man gratefully and contentedly: "Xiaochuan, thank you for letting me love you! I have loved you and I don't regret it! I will let love The time spent with you has become the best memory in my life. Well, it’s getting late and go back to sleep! Everything will be different from tomorrow!”

Looking at the back of Lin Kai turning away, Xu Xiaochuan felt heartbroken. He suddenly wanted to cry. He didn't know why he felt this way, even he himself felt baffled.

After walking into the bathroom and taking a quick shower, Xu Xiaochuan went back to the upstairs room to rest, but lying on the bed, he couldn't sleep at all. He kept thinking about what Lin Kai told him and that Say goodbye to old kisses.

He was dazed and didn't know how long the time had passed. Xu Xiaochuan finally fell asleep. He had a dream. In the dream, he saw Lin Kai and a woman standing in the church to get married, but he wanted to stop him, no matter how he called Lin Kai He couldn't even hear his name. He wanted to use his hand to pull his arm but he couldn't touch it at all. Lin Kai couldn't see or hear himself. He smiled happily and walked slowly into the church with his bride on his arm. inside.Seeing Lin Kai and others having a wedding, the feeling of despair and pain was so real. The feeling of despair made Xu Xiaochuan feel cold all over his body. He suddenly woke up from his sleep and opened his eyes. He saw the quilt falling on the ground. No wonder it feels so cold.

Xu Xiaochuan hurriedly jumped out of bed, picked up the quilt that fell on the ground, and covered him again.

Not knowing why he had such a dream just now, Xu Xiaochuan was very confused.

After thinking wildly for a while, a strong sleepiness came to Xu Xiaochuan again, and his eyelids became heavier and heavier to the point that he could no longer open them.

The next day, the sun was high in the sky, and the sun was shining brightly outside the window, and a beautiful day began.

Xu Xiaochuan sat up from the bed sleepily, got out of bed, put on his shoes, walked out of the room, and then came downstairs, at this time Lin Kai was preparing breakfast in the kitchen, when he saw Xu Xiaochuan walking down, his face showed A bright and gentle smile: "Good morning!"

Xu Xiaochuan greeted Lin Kai with some embarrassment: "Morning!"

The two sat opposite each other, Xu Xiaochuan didn't dare to raise his head to look at Lin Kai, he felt strange, his relationship with Lin Kai was changing, Xu Xiaochuan didn't even know how he was going to get along with Lin Kai anymore.

"Xiao Chuan, I'm going on a business trip for a while, and I won't be back until about a week later."

Lin Kai's words made Xu Xiaochuan's expression froze, and he looked up at Lin Kai in astonishment: "Business trip? Where are you going? Why is it so sudden?"

"I took a case and the trial was held in City T, so I had to go on a business trip and I would not be back until a week later. Let me tell you, I will trouble you to take care of my family when I am away. Remember to help me with the case." Water the flowers."

"Well, I see, I won't forget."

Xu Xiaochuan looked at Lin Kai and nodded.

When Xu Xiaochuan came back from get off work at night, he opened the door and felt that the room was cold, and there was no popularity at all. The empty room looked very deserted when Lin Kai was not at home.

Xu Xiaochuan did not forget Lin Kai's entrustment. He remembered that he had to water the flowers sooner or later, so Xu Xiaochuan walked into Lin Kai's bedroom as soon as he put down his briefcase, and watered the pot of flowers that could not be named. As Lin Kai likes flowers, he doesn't know the types of flowers very well, so he doesn't know the name of this pot of colorful flowers.

After watering the flowers, Xu Xiaochuan was about to leave Lin Kai's room when his eyes suddenly fell on the bedside table.

Xu Xiaochuan clearly remembered that there was a photo of himself and Lin Kai on the bedside table, which was the photo taken by Xu's mother when she came, but it is gone now, and there is only Lin Kai's photo on the bedside table.This discovery made Xu Xiaochuan realize that Lin Kai really decided to give up on himself and start over.

Knowing this clearly, Xu Xiaochuan's heart ached again inexplicably, why did he feel sad?Wouldn't it be nice to give up?

Looking at the handsome and tall man in the photo frame, Xu Xiaochuan felt depressed when he thought that he would not see him for a week. Could it be that he is used to two people being together and not used to loneliness?

Wipe the photo frame with his sleeve, the dust that fell on it disappeared, and Lin Kai's sharp-edged face looked brighter and more beautiful.

Xu Xiaochuan couldn't help laughing while watching.

At this time, his stomach growled, reminding Xu Xiaochuan that it was time for dinner.

But when Xu Xiaochuan walked into the kitchen, he found that there were vegetables and pork in the refrigerator, but Xu Xiaochuan could only stare at these ingredients in a daze, because he didn't know how to cook at all.

Xu Xiaochuan felt that he was not an idiot, and no one was born able to do everything, and he didn't learn it slowly, so Xu Xiaochuan felt that he should try to learn how to cook.

Thinking of this, Xu Xiaochuan hurriedly turned around and walked out of the kitchen, and then went to Lin Kai's huge study to find recipes.

After rummaging on the bookshelf for a while, I finally found a recipe for teaching home cooking.

Xu Xiaochuan immediately felt as if he had found a treasure, and hurriedly returned to the kitchen with the book in his hands, holding the book in his hands.

Opening the recipe, Xu Xiaochuan studied it seriously. From the ingredients at home, he can choose to make braised pork and stir-fried snow peas, and he can also make scrambled eggs with tomatoes.

Xu Xiaochuan felt that he should start with the easy ones. He looked at the cooking steps in the recipe and felt that scrambled eggs with tomatoes would be easier, so Xu Xiaochuan decided to make this dish first.He took out a bowl from the cupboard, and then took out a few more eggs. The process of breaking the eggs went smoothly, but some eggshell fragments fell into the bowl, which made Xu Xiaochuan very upset. The chopsticks picked up the egg shell, and then broke up the egg liquid.

After this step was completed, he went to cut the tomatoes and put the washed tomatoes on the cutting board. Xu Xiaochuan took a kitchen knife and cut the tomatoes into two, and then cut a few more knives to cut a tomato into eight small pieces.

After all the ingredients were processed, Xu Xiaochuan followed the recipe, put a little oil in the pot, and then heated the oil. It may be because the water in the pot was not wiped clean, and the oil splashed out as soon as it was hot. "Ouch!" Xu Xiaochuan let out a scream, and the splashed hot oil scalded Xu Xiaochuan's arm, causing him to frown in pain.

Xu Xiaochuan turned pale in shock and hastily turned off the fire. He didn't expect that cooking is quite dangerous, and there is even the risk of being scalded by hot oil, no!Xu Xiaochuan felt that he had to take some protective measures. Thinking this way, he hurriedly turned around and walked out of the kitchen, then went into the bathroom, put on the shower cap, and then put on the plastic clothes. Went to the kitchen to cook.

This time it was relatively smooth. When the induction cooker was turned on again, the oil in the oil pan did not scald him. Xu Xiaochuan turned on the range hood, then poured the egg liquid into the oil pan to fry the eggs. The eggs took less than a minute. It was out of the pan, and then he poured the chopped tomatoes into the pan and stir-fried.

After adding a little salt, it came out of the pot. This was Xu Xiaochuan's first cooking in his life. Seeing the scrambled eggs with tomatoes, Xu Xiaochuan couldn't wait to pick up the chopsticks and taste it. The taste was not bad. A satisfied smile suddenly appeared on Xu Xiaochuan's face.

After putting the fried dishes on the table, Xu Xiaochuan fried another dish of snow peas. After preparing these two dishes, Xu Xiaochuan was going to have a big meal.But when he was holding the rice bowl to serve the rice, Xu Xiaochuan almost fainted, where is there any food?The rice in the rice cooker is still raw. I am such a pighead. After washing the rice, I forgot to press the switch. Now the rice has not started cooking. Xu Xiaochuan was very annoyed. He hurriedly pressed the switch and had to wait. It takes twenty minutes to eat.

Frustrated lying on the dining table watching the two dishes that were slowly cooling down, Xu Xiaochuan's stomach protested desperately, growling non-stop.

The long 10-[-] minutes finally passed, and the aroma of rice floated out of the kitchen, permeated the air, and floated into Xu Xiaochuan's nose, stimulating his taste buds and refreshing him.

Xu Xiaochuan hurriedly stood up from the chair, then walked towards the kitchen with his rice bowl.

The aroma of the rice became more and more intense, and he turned on the rice cooker, and the aroma rushed to his face.

However, Xu Xiaochuan failed to cook rice for the first time, and frowned seeing the sticky stuff in the rice cooker, whether it was porridge or rice, but he had to eat the rice, so he just let it go.Xu Xiaochuan missed Lin Kai's cooking even more while eating the dishes that were not delicious.The more he ate, the more he felt depressed and hard to swallow. He couldn't eat any more after only one bowl of rice. It was really boring to eat alone, and he even lost his appetite.

Xu Xiaochuan put down the chopsticks in his hand unhappily. After eating this not-so-delicious dinner, he got up from the chair, then cleaned the dishes and chopsticks and put them in the cupboard.

The next day, Xu Xiaochuan would rather eat instant noodles than eat his own dishes. The taste was not good and he had diarrhea, and he didn't know what went wrong.

While eating the instant noodles, Xu Xiaochuan couldn't help thinking of the scene when Lin Kai threw away all the instant noodles in a rage when he had a stomachache. Xu Xiaochuan missed Lin Kai, he had been away for two days, Xu Xiaochuan found that he missed this person very much.

In a blink of an eye, Lin Kai had been away for a week, Xu Xiaochuan felt empty in his heart, and his longing for Lin Kai became more fanatical as time went by.

Even when he got off work at night, he didn't even want to come back. When he thought that he was the only one at home without Lin Kai, his steps to go home became heavy.

During the week when Lin Kai was away, he called Xu Xiaochuan, but he didn't say anything special. He just told him to water the flowers and don't forget to lock the door when he went to sleep. He didn't care about Xu Xiaochuan these days How did it go, the tone was very unfamiliar but very polite, not as familiar as before.Xu Xiaochuan noticed the change in Lin Kai. He didn't care too much about himself as before. His care now is exactly what a friend should have, and it must not be too much.

But Lin Kai's attitude towards him made Xu Xiaochuan feel frustrated.

Xu Xiaochuan was packing up his things and getting ready to leave work when the phone rang. Xu Xiaochuan hurriedly picked up the phone and found that the caller ID was Lin Kai, his face suddenly showed excitement.

"Hey, Lin Kai!"

Xu Xiaochuan hurriedly connected the phone, his voice was very excited.

"Xiao Chuan, let me tell you, I will go back tomorrow night."

Hearing that Lin Kai said that he was coming back, Xu Xiaochuan's mood suddenly improved, and the smile on his face became stronger.

"Really? Great! Then what time will you come back tomorrow night? Do you want me to pick you up in your car?" Xu Xiaochuan asked with a smile on his face.

"No need! I can go back tomorrow night by myself, don't bother."

Lin Kai politely rejected Xu Xiaochuan's offer to pick up the plane, which made Xu Xiaochuan a little frustrated. He didn't know what was wrong with him, but he wanted to see Lin Kai very urgently.

"Well, I see, see you tomorrow night."

"okay bye."

"OK Bye Bye."

Xu Xiaochuan put down the phone, thinking that Lin Kai would be back tomorrow night, he was very excited.

As for the reason why he was so excited, Xu Xiaochuan explained to himself that he finally didn't have to eat those unpalatable instant noodles anymore, and could eat the delicious food made by Lin Kai.