unspeakable love

Lin Tiancheng paused, looked at Lin Kai, and continued: "When I was young, I also had someone I liked very much. At that time, we loved each other very much, just like you love each other now. We are very happy together. I thought we could We lived happily together for the rest of our lives. But when I told my parents about our affairs, they met with strong opposition, because that woman's status simply couldn't make the Lin family accept her, she was just an ordinary girl , I don’t have any prominent family background, and I can’t help me in my career at all, because of this, my parents forced us to break up, and then asked me to marry your mother for the sake of the family.”

At this time, Lin Tiancheng turned his attention to Lin Kai: "Lin Kai, I don't have any relationship with my mother at all, I don't love her at all, but I still married her because I am the eldest son of the Lin family. The burden on my shoulders is heavy. For the future of the Lin Group and to prevent my father from disappointing me, I actually agreed to this marriage. I am not brave enough and strong enough. I do not have the courage to resist my parents. I am a cowardly person. I obeyed my parents' wishes and married your mother, but I didn't love her. I always loved another woman deeply in my heart. After you were born, there was still no relationship between me and your mother, but I really I love you very much, you are my son, how could I not love you?"

Lin Tiancheng said with his eyes turning red: "Lin Kai, in fact, the tragedy was caused by me. If I had been able to persevere like you and be brave enough to never let go of my lover, then I think the tragedy would not have happened. Your mother and I will not suffer for a lifetime, and she will not die like that. Everything is my fault. I married her without loving her, and hurt two women at the same time. I really regret it now, if time You can go back, I will never compromise with my parents and let go of that person's hand, let alone let your mother fall into this abyss of pain and drag her into the water as cannon fodder. I really regret it. Now I see you have found your own happiness , I am really happy. You can cherish what you have without caring about other people's eyes. You can pay any price for the one you love. This courage and persistence make me feel ashamed and moved. Seeing you can be happy I'm just content, Lin Kai, I hope you can give me a chance, I know I'm sorry for your mother, but I really want to make it up to you, I hope you don't hate me anymore."

Lin Tiancheng's eyes glistened with crystal tears.

For a long time, Lin Kai thought that it was Lin Tiancheng who betrayed his mother, but he didn't know that there was such a past hidden in Lin Tiancheng's heart. It turned out that the woman who intervened in the marriage between his mother and father was the woman his father had always loved deeply. The two were forced to break up because of family pressure.

"So you never loved my mother?"

Lin Kai felt very sad in his heart. He felt that his mother was really pitiful. He lived in pain all his life and could not enter his father's heart.

"I'm sorry Lin Kai! Your mother is indeed a good woman. She is very gentle and considerate to me. She loves me very much. I really want to try my best to make myself love her, but I can't. I can't forget the other thing in my heart. A woman, I failed her. After so many years, I finally understand a truth, when love comes, you must cherish it and never let it go, otherwise you will regret it for the rest of your life. But I know you will be happy, you are all persistent and strong people."

Lin Kai stared at Lin Tiancheng dumbfounded. He suddenly sympathized with this poor man who separated from his beloved for the benefit of the family. He knew the pain. Lin Kai was very glad that he didn't let go of Xu Xiaochuan's hand. I didn't let my life leave regrets.

"Okay, Lin Kai, I've finished what I want to say, I should go." Lin Tiancheng stood up from the sofa as he spoke.

"Boss Lin!"

Xu Xiaochuan looked at Lin Tiancheng with a sore heart.

"Xiao Chuan, thank you for bringing a smile to Lin Kai's face. I hope you don't let go of Lin Kai's hand. No matter what happens, you don't give up on each other. You must go on strong. Happiness belongs to you!" As he spoke, Lin Tiancheng stretched out his hand and patted Xu Xiaochuan's shoulder, looked at him with a slight smile, then turned and walked towards the door.

At this moment, what Xu Xiaochuan and Lin Tiancheng didn't expect was that Lin Kai suddenly stopped Lin Tiancheng.

"and many more!"

Lin Tiancheng's expression froze and he hurriedly stopped. He turned his head and looked at Lin Kai blankly.

Xu Xiaochuan also had a look of surprise on his face, and he looked at Lin Kai in bewilderment.

"If you have time tomorrow, come with me to see mom!"

After Lin Kai's mother passed away, after Lin Kai's grandfather buried her daughter, he refused to tell Lin Tiancheng where she was buried. He thought that Lin Tiancheng killed his daughter, so Lin Tiancheng didn't know Lin Tiancheng for so many years. Kai's mother's burial place.

Now that Lin Kai actually said that, Lin Tiancheng was overjoyed.

"Lin Kai, what did you say?" Lin Tiancheng looked at Lin Kai in disbelief, and couldn't believe his ears.

"Go and see mother! I don't think she hates you."

Xu Xiaochuan looked at Lin Kai in surprise, seeing that the relationship between their father and son was finally no longer so stiff, he was very happy, Lin Kai finally had no hatred in his heart, he could finally let go of his mother's death, this made Xu Xiaochuan Feel very happy.

Of course, the happier person is Lin Tiancheng. For so many years, he has been living in pain and guilt. Since Lin Kai's mother passed away, Lin Kai has never called him father again. Lin Tiancheng hopes that Lin Kai can be like before. Similarly, respect and love him as a father, father and son can live together happily, father is kind and son is filial.

"Lin Kai, I'm really happy. Does that mean you've forgiven me?" Lin Tiancheng looked at Lin Kai, his eyes sparkling with excitement.

"I didn't say that, I just want you to meet your mother and let you confess in front of her grave! You can go or not as you like!" After speaking, Lin Kai turned around and walked upstairs.

"Lin Kai, of course I will go! I will come to you tomorrow morning."

Lin Kai walked upstairs without looking back.

Looking at Lin Kai's back, Lin Tiancheng was very happy. Although Lin Kai's attitude towards him was still very indifferent, Lin Tiancheng knew that freezing three feet was not a day's cold, and he knew that he wanted to repair the father-son relationship between himself and Lin Kai. The relationship will take some time, but now the ice in Lin Kai's heart has begun to melt, which makes Lin Tiancheng very happy, he knows that one day Lin Kai will not hate himself anymore.

After Xu Xiaochuan sent Lin Tiancheng away, he closed the door and went upstairs.

Seeing Lin Kai sitting on the bed alone in a daze, Xu Xiaochuan walked over and sat down beside him, then put his arms around his shoulders: "Lin Kai, you have a good father!"

Lin Kai turned his head to look at Xu Xiaochuan, his eyes gleamed with tears: "Xiaochuan, I don't want to hate him either, it's a very painful thing to hate someone."

"Okay Lin Kai, everything is over, you should let it go, I don't think your mother will hate him, she has always loved your father deeply, she doesn't want you and your father to be unhappy, in fact, I I feel that they are all quite pitiful, and it is such a painful thing that they cannot be with the person they love!"

"Xiaochuan, promise me! No matter what happens in the future, don't let go of my hand! Okay?" Lin Kai turned his head and looked at Xu Xiaochuan seriously and said.

"Well, I will never let go! I will hold your hand tightly!"

The two of them interlocked their fingers so resolutely. Lin Kai always felt worried about gains and losses when he looked at Xu Xiaochuan, especially what happened today, which made Lin Kai feel very uneasy. He really couldn't leave Xu Xiaochuan, really. I'm terrified of losing this man.

The next day, Lin Tiancheng showed up at the door early in the morning, and Lin Kai took him to his mother's cemetery.

After more than ten years, Lin Tiancheng finally saw the tombstone of Lin Kai's mother, holding a bouquet of pure lilies in his arms, looking at the familiar smiling face on the tombstone, Lin Tiancheng felt a sour feeling in his heart .

This woman is really innocent. It was me who let her fall into the abyss of pain, and let her live in pain all her life. The person next to my pillow was thinking of another woman, and no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't walk into that person. In my heart, the feeling of despair and pain is probably worse than death.

Lin Tiancheng bent down and put the lily in his hand in front of the tombstone. The woman in the photo was smiling, she was so beautiful.

Since the tomb-sweeping, Lin Kai's attitude towards Lin Tiancheng has changed a lot, and he no longer looks coldly at each other.

Seeing Lin Kai's attitude towards Lin Tiancheng improved, Xu Xiaochuan was also very happy.

What made Xu Xiaochuan even happier was that he was actually promoted.

"Lin Kai, I've been promoted! I'm the team leader in the office now! But I don't know if I was promoted because of your relationship with me."

"Fool! That's not it! You have real talents! You rely on your strength, which has nothing to do with me! Congratulations on your promotion!"

Hearing what Lin Kai said, Xu Xiaochuan put his arms around Lin Kai's shoulders excitedly: "Really? So it really has nothing to do with you? I really won this position by relying on my own strength?"

"Of course it's true! To celebrate your promotion, let's go out to eat delicious food tonight!" Lin Kai stood up from the sofa.

"What's for dinner? Didn't we just have dinner?"

"Go eat grilled squid!"

"let's go!"

The two walked out of the house talking and laughing, Lin Kai put his arms around Xu Xiaochuan's shoulders and his heart was filled with happiness.

It's just that what Su Xiaolu said would pop up in Lin Kai's mind from time to time, which made him feel very uneasy.