unspeakable love

"what happened?"

Looking at Link Kai's bloody thigh, the young nurse Huarong turned pale.

"He stabbed it himself!" Lin Tiancheng looked at the female nurse sadly.

"What?" The nurse looked at Lin Tiancheng with disbelief.

The nurse reached out to touch Lin Kai's thigh to help him treat the wound, but at this moment Lin Kai suddenly roared: "You all go away! Don't touch my leg! Go away!"

Lin Kai's loss of control made the little nurse a little at a loss, she looked at the crazy Lin Kai in horror: "Calm down!"

"Go away! Get out! Don't touch my legs!" As Lin Kai said, as if to prove that he could stand up, he actually tried to move his body to get off the bed.

"Lin Kai!" Lin Tiancheng rushed over and hugged Lin Kai, he turned his head to look at the panicked little nurse and roared, "Quickly give him a tranquilizer!"

"Oh." The little nurse just woke up like a dream. After receiving Lin Tiancheng's order, she realized that Lin Kai should be injected with a tranquilizer at this time to calm him down and stop hurting herself.

The cold liquid pierced Lin Kai's skin cruelly along the needle tube, and flowed into his blood vessels. The out-of-control Lin Kai slowly calmed down, and fell into a deep sleep under the influence of the medicine.

Lin Tiancheng sat on the bed, looking at Lin Kai who was physically and mentally devastated, he felt that God was too cruel to make him lose his lover, and now it took away his ability to walk, turning him into a useless person, Lin Tiancheng was really heartbroken.

Lin Kai, who opened his eyes again, became less agitated and out of control than he was at the beginning, he became surprisingly quiet, and when he woke up, he just stared blankly at the white ceiling in a daze, silently shedding tears Not a word.

After the initial shock and anxiety passed, Lin Kai had accepted this cruel fact, and he became very calm. However, such calm made Lin Tiancheng feel scared. He always felt that Lin Kai's eyes were full of despair, and he had completely lost hope in life. Desperate, there is no belief that can support him to live.

Xu Xiaochuan has left Lin Kai, what else is important to Lin Kai now?

Lin Tiancheng knew very well that although Lin Kai no longer hated him and he was willing to call himself "Dad", Lin Tiancheng knew that family affection could not be the belief that Lin Kai could sustain.

This realization made Lin Tiancheng feel very desperate, he didn't know how to comfort Lin Kai.

In Lin Tiancheng's eyes, Lin Kai has always been a strong and brave man, but today Lin Tiancheng witnessed Lin Kai's fragile side. Lin Kai has always used a strong appearance to disguise his fragile heart. After his mother passed away, Lin Kai told himself to learn to be strong and never let himself shed tears in front of outsiders, but Lin Kai's heart was more eager than anyone else for comfort, and he really wanted to find a shoulder to rely on.

Lin Tiancheng knew that Xu Xiaochuan was the only one in the world who could support Lin Kai and make him stronger, but it was a pity that that person left Lin Kai, and even forgot about him, and did not remember Lin Kai's existence. , This is the saddest thing, Lin Tiancheng can understand the despair in Lin Kai's heart at this time, what a blow to a man who was once so proud when he lost his ability to act!

Lin Tiancheng swore that no matter what method he used, he would get Lin Kai to stand up again. He absolutely couldn't just watch Lin Kai collapse like this.

"Son, don't worry, Dad will find a way to cure you! You have to believe me!"

No matter what Lin Tiancheng said, Lin Kai acted as if he didn't hear him. Lying on the hospital bed, he stared blankly at the ceiling and said to himself: "Why didn't I die? Why did I live in such pain? If I died from What a car accident it must have been!"

Tears fell silently from his eye sockets, Lin Kai's heart was already in despair, the world made him feel cold, and there was nothing worth nostalgia for.

He can no longer stand up and walk. This blow made Lin Kai collapse. He has lost Xu Xiaochuan, and now he has lost the ability to move. The successive blows made Lin Kai unable to bear it. He really collapsed and despaired. Now Lin Kai There is only one thought in Kai's mind, and that is to leave this world of pain and escape to another world without pain and despair.

While Lin Tiancheng was out to buy dinner, Lin Kai picked up the fruit knife on the bedside, closed his eyes in despair, held the fruit knife in his right hand, and swiped it with his left hand without hesitation.

The cold fruit knife created a shocking wound on Link Kai's white wrist, and bright red blood flowed out from the wound immediately.

"Tick tock" blood dripped onto the cold floor, and there was a strong smell of blood in the air.

Lin Kai closed his eyes in despair and quietly waited for the arrival of death.

This will be a relief!Pain free in no time!

Feeling that the blood in his body was slowly draining, Lin Kai recalled many things in his mind at this time, all related to Xu Xiaochuan.He remembered the scene when he met Xu Xiaochuan for the first time, and the happy and sweet time with Xu Xiaochuan.

There were good times, painful times, laughter and tears, all of which became Lin Kai's unforgettable memories.

The bright red blood kept flowing from the wound, Lin Kai's face became paler and paler, and his consciousness became more and more blurred.

At this critical moment, Lin Tiancheng walked into the ward with the dinner he had bought. As soon as he opened the door and walked in, he smelled a strong smell of blood. When he turned on the light, the scene in front of him made Lin Tiancheng suddenly Frightened out of his wits, the lunch box in his hand fell to the ground with a "snap". Lin Tiancheng was shocked, and he hurriedly turned around and called the doctor: "Doctor! Doctor!"

The doctor walked into the ward and gave first aid to Lin Kai. Fortunately, Lin Kai's wound was not very deep, and the bleeding had been stopped. The doctor bandaged the wound for Lin Kai, and then gave him a blood transfusion.

Finally, there was no danger, Lin Tiancheng heaved a sigh of relief when he saw that Lin Kai was fine.

It was already noon the next day when he woke up again, because Lin Kai lost too much blood, his body was very weak and his face was very pale.

Seeing Lin Kai wake up, this time Lin Tiancheng actually put on a straight face and didn't give Lin Kai a good look.

"Am I not dead?" Link Kai's voice was weak.

"You're fine! Do you want to die that much?" Lin Tiancheng's voice was cold and angry.

"I want to die! It's too painful to live!" A bitter smile appeared on Lin Kai's face.

"Want to die? You know someone who wants to live but can't? And you want to end your own life now! Lin Kai, I really misjudged you. I didn't expect you to be a coward. I thought you were a strong person. But I was wrong, I thought my son Lin Tiancheng was a hero and a strong man, but what you did made me think you are a coward! Do you know? You are the only one who survived this car accident, that taxi driver And the perpetrator of the drunk driving is dead! They are all dead! Only you survived! Do you know how much their families want them to survive? Even if they are crippled, missing arms and legs, they still have breath Okay! But you who survived are going to commit suicide? You really let me down!"

Lin Tiancheng was heartbroken, and he hoped that saying this would make Lin Kai stronger and let him know how to cherish his life.

Lin Kai's eyes suddenly opened at this moment. He really didn't expect that a car accident would take away two lives, and he was the only one who survived.

"Are they all dead?" Lin Kai felt sorry for the two lost lives. He still remembered the appearance of the taxi driver who chatted with him, and vaguely remembered the admiration in his eyes when he looked at him. Lin Kai felt very sad to die like this.

"Yeah, son, they're all dead! I know you're in pain now that you can't get your legs up, but at least you're alive and I can see you and you still have hope of recovery, but they have nothing now They will soon disappear in a puff of smoke, and their families will never see them again. Why don't you cherish the life you managed to survive? What will I do if you die? Have you ever thought about how sad I should be? Even if you don’t think about me, you should think about Xu Xiaochuan. Even if he forgets you now, are you sure he will never remember you for the rest of his life? If he dies after you die Suddenly remembered the past and thought of you, what should I do? How sad he would be if you were gone like this!"

Lin Tiancheng's words made Lin Kai very regretful. He regretted that he had done such a stupid thing as suicide. No matter it was for anyone, he should cherish this hard-won life.

After understanding this, Lin Kai gave up the idea of ​​suicide and actively cooperated with the doctor's treatment.

"Son, I have already contacted my friend in the United States. He has arranged the treatment for us. We will go to the United States tomorrow. I will definitely heal your leg and let you stand up again. got up."

"Well, Dad, I believe I will stand up again. But I want to see Xu Xiaochuan one last time before going to the United States."

"Okay, I'll take you to see him for the last time before going to the airport tomorrow. We don't know when we'll be back."

The next day, Lin Tiancheng drove Lin Kai to the county where Xu Xiaochuan was located.

Lin Tiancheng parked the car across the road and opened the window.Lin Kai poked his head out, staring intently at the restaurant across the road, waiting for Xu Xiaochuan to appear.

A few minutes later, the longing figure finally appeared in Lin Kai's sight.