he is a fool

Meng Ze doesn't like to go to see a psychiatrist, even though he knows he is sick, but every time he sees a doctor, he feels very confused, and bad episodes keep flashing back in his mind, overwhelming him. I can't even breathe.

The doctor's name is Sun Yiting, and he has been Meng Ze's attending doctor since Meng Ze's accident.In the beginning, Meng Ze didn't trust everyone, like a hedgehog, he exploded his spines whenever he met anyone.Not only did he keep his mental age and intelligence at the age of 8, but he also forgot everything completely. After half a year of continuous treatment with him, his condition gradually improved, and he slowly learned to accept and began to be able to Express emotions in words.

Meng Ze trusts Sun Yiting very much. He knows that he has forgotten his memory, and he knows that with Sun Yiting's help, he can gradually get better.But he still doesn't like going to the doctor, especially recently, and he's starting to feel like he doesn't have to remember everything.

Because he always felt that as long as he stopped everything, Su Nan would have no reason to leave him.

He wanted Su Nan to take care of him for the rest of his life.

Perhaps because of this subconscious idea, Meng Ze was unable to enter hypnosis for a long time today.Sun Yiting has nothing to do with him, hypnosis depends on the consciousness of the hypnotized person, since Meng Ze is unwilling, there is no way to do it.Sun Yiting handed Meng Ze a lollipop, "What's wrong?" asked him.

Meng Ze took Sun Yiting's lollipop, hesitated and asked, "What is liking?"

Sun Yiting thought for a while, "You want to kiss him, hug him, think about him all the time, that's called liking." He almost didn't need to think about who Meng Ze liked, the answer was too obvious.

"Recently... I can think of something." Meng Ze was very honest in front of Sun Yiting. Even Su Nan didn't say what he remembered. "My memory is very messy, often interspersed with various pictures. I... When I didn't remember it before, even if Su Nan wasn't around, I wouldn't feel irritable." Meng Ze thought for a while, "But recently I can think There are some very fragmented pictures, I don’t know if it really happened or it’s fake, but Su Nan is gone, I will become very irritable.”

"I can't control it." Meng Ze finished calmly. He didn't know what was wrong with him. Although he was only 8 years old mentally, what he could express was clear. An 8-year-old child can also express what he wants, and so can Meng Ze, even more clearly and persistently.

Sun Yiting thought for a while, "Can you tell me what you think of?"

Meng Ze looked at Sun Yiting with no expression on his face, "A very old room with a lot of clutter. No lights, very dark. My mother locked me up, I was very hungry, I heard myself shouting, but no one Take care of me." Meng Ze frowned and recalled again, "The room is very smelly, it may be my own smell."

"How old were you then, do you have any impression?"

"It may be very small." Meng Ze said, "I don't really remember, and the later clip is that I went to Meng's house, but it is not very important."

Sun Yiting was a little surprised, because Meng Ze couldn't remember anything the last time he came here.Remembering bits and pieces is better than remembering nothing.Sun Yiting knew more about Meng Ze's situation than Su Nan did. From the very beginning when he was his attending doctor, Meng Zhide gave him some of Meng Ze's information, including his birth date and when he was returned to Meng's house. .

Although there is no specific description, Sun Yiting can also deduce a rough idea.What Meng Ze can remember now is also the most important part, which is the most core memory fragment, perhaps the key point of Meng Ze's memory loss.

Meng Ze wanted to escape from this memory.

"Are you willing to think about it? I think this is a good starting point." Sun Yiting didn't really regard Meng Ze as an 8-year-old child, "If you think about it, Su Nan should be very happy."

"Of course he will be happy," Meng Ze said. There was no unnecessary expression on his face, and the usual stupidity and childishness faded away, like an ordinary adult. "Because I'm healed, he has no reason to Stay with me."

"why?"

"I'm stupid, he takes care of me." Meng Ze thought so paranoidly.

"So you don't want to accept my treatment?" Sun Yiting asked him, "I don't think it's good for you."

Meng Ze nodded, "I know." He said, "I know what is good and what is bad." His mind has always been chaotic, including now, and most of the time it is difficult for him to think, but Occasionally his mind is clear enough to think about less complicated things.

"I'm receiving treatment, but I can't tell Su Nan that I'm slowly recovering my memory."

"Okay." Sun Yiting agreed, "Then can you trust me now and accept my treatment?"

Meng Ze tore off the wrapping paper of the candy, and stuffed a candy into his mouth.So sweet, "Yes." He lay down and gradually closed his eyes.

Su Nan waited outside the treatment room for three hours. His mobile phone was almost out of battery, so he dozed off on the chair.When Meng Ze came out, he was already dead asleep, leaning to one side, and his posture was slightly unsightly.But in Meng Ze's eyes, it was pretty, "Xiao Nan." He called out and shook his shoulders.

Su Nan woke up slowly and yawned, "Okay?"

"Okay." Sun Yiting also walked over.

"Oh, how is he doing?" Su Nan asked, "Is the treatment effective? Did he remember anything... Do you have any suggestions?" Su Nan asked a series of questions as soon as he opened his mouth.

"I'll give him a small amount of sedative medicine, which can be taken when he has symptoms." Sun Yiting replied, "There is no special suggestion, try not to leave him alone, just watch him well."

"I heard him call mom before, what's going on?" Su Nan asked, "He seems to be in a bad situation these days."

"If he can shout, it proves that he has improved and is slowly recovering his memory." Sun Yiting kept his word and didn't say anything to Su Nan, "Just now I hypnotized him, but I didn't ask anything, and I don't know Has he remembered something important, but Meng Ze's situation has improved, you can rest assured about that."

Su Nan nodded, and then she felt relieved and chatted with Sun Yiting a few words before dragging Meng Ze away.

After being hypnotized, Meng Ze was very tired now. Su Nan couldn't walk fast because of his leg injury, so Meng Ze walked beside him and supported him to walk slowly.The two were very close to each other. Su Nan walked out of the hospital and felt that the distance between them was a bit too eye-catching, so she hurriedly shook off Meng Ze, "You walk in front of me, I don't need your help."

"Why?" Meng Ze asked him, "You are injured and need help."

"This is outside. I'm a celebrity, so it's not good to be photographed." Su Nan explained, "I still need to make money, little ancestor."

Meng Ze felt that this was not an explanation at all, but when Su Nan said that he was not allowed to help, he dared not help.Although I felt a little uncomfortable, I felt that Su Nan was disgusting him, "I can too, I will give you money!" Meng Ze snorted, "You are tired of filming." In front of Su Nan, he returned to that silly Meng Ze.

When Su Nan heard Meng Ze say that he would give him money, she almost couldn't hold back her laughter, "Then do you remember the password of your bank card?"

Meng Ze thought about it seriously, "I don't remember."

"Then shut up." Su Nan was still wearing a mask, but Meng Ze knew he was smiling.Su Nan stretched out her hand and rubbed his head, "Tell me when you remember, and I will quit immediately if you give me money." He didn't want to be an actor, and he didn't want to stay in this scheming entertainment circle at all.

The entertainment industry is the biggest brothel.

Su Nan almost became one of them.

Meng Ze should understand, as long as he has not lost his memory money, he should understand.But now Meng Ze is just very happy, "Then when I remember, I will give you all the bank cards, and you will stay by my side."

"Okay." Su Nan agreed, not taking Meng Ze's words seriously.

Meng Ze didn't dare to get too close to Su Nan for fear of being scolded, so he followed Su Nan cautiously.He likes looking at Su Nan, his narrow waist, and his slender legs.Meng Ze didn't quite remember how he got involved with Su Nan, but in retrospect, he only felt the good smell from Su Nan, which made him feel at ease.

"Why are you walking slower than a cripple like me?" Su Nan walked in front and yelled, "Hurry up, the little assistant has been waiting for us for a long time."

"Oh." Meng Ze walked up to his side, acting like a child.

He touched Su Nan's shoulder, "The kiss you promised, when can you give it to me?"

Su Nan glared at him, "You still remember this." He almost forgot about it, "Do you really want to kiss?" asked him.

Meng Ze nodded sharply, "I want to kiss you!"

"why?"

Meng Ze thought for a while but couldn't answer. He tapped his head, "I don't know, I just want to kiss."

Su Nan chuckled, but there was nothing he could do about it, "I really want to know, were you bent or straight before you rolled down the stairs and became stupid?" He asked, although Meng Ze couldn't answer him.It was just a casual question, but Meng Ze thought about it seriously.

"I asked you last time, but you didn't answer me. So what is curved and what is straight?"

"It's fine if you don't know, what are you doing asking so many questions?" Su Nan ignored him, walked to the side of the car, opened the door, and slipped in first.

The little assistant had been waiting for them in the car for a long time, and even fell asleep in a daze.Su Nan startled him when he got in the car, and he shuddered in the driver's seat before waking up. "Boss, you are so slow."

Meng Ze over there also opened the car door in a hurry and got into the car, "What is a bend, Xiao Nan, can you tell me?" He asked, "Also, when will you be able to bend?"

The little assistant felt that he had heard something that he couldn't hear, so he didn't dare to turn his head.But he still couldn't help but glanced at the rearview mirror, and saw Meng Ze next to Su Nan, rubbing his shoulder like a big dog, "Can we kiss now?"

The little assistant was shocked for a long time. He stared at the rearview mirror for a while, and suddenly met Su Nan's gaze in the rearview mirror!The little assistant quickly turned his head and didn't dare to look any further, he always felt that his boss was going to kill someone.Quickly fasten your seat belt and be a driver obediently, pretending not to see anything, he is just a piece of wood without sensory awareness.

After the car drove slowly, Su Nan pushed Meng Ze's head away, "Don't make trouble."

Meng Ze was unhappy, "You promised me!"

"Let's talk when we go home." Su Nan turned her head and looked at Meng Ze with a smile. I was taken aback for a while.

Thinking about it, when he saw Su Nan for the first time, Su Nan also smiled at him.

Have a good smile.