can't get what you want

Even though I thought so, there was always a sense of boredom in my heart, unspeakable awkwardness, and my heart was in a mess.

During Song Cheng's absence, it was just for me to sort out my thoughts.

I try my best not to think about the marks on my body, anyway, it won't disappear for a while, Song Cheng has already seen it, and there is no way for him to forget about it.

This incident is simply too embarrassing, kidnapped by a man and drugged into bed, if it is not Song Cheng who knows about this, but those few bad friends, they will probably be used as a joke to laugh at me for a long time.

Fortunately, Song Cheng doesn't like gossip, so this matter about me won't spread, luckily.

The reason why Song Cheng kept me in his house was probably because he was afraid that I would be kidnapped by Li Zheqing again, so he used this to protect me.

He also owed Song Cheng a favor, and he didn't know when he would be able to pay it back. He also has a personality that keeps everything in his heart, and he will never ask others for help, and he will only hold on to himself when he encounters difficulties.

Only one step at a time.

In addition, what the woman in the black skirt said was not sure if it was true or not, and she had no chance to verify it. The escape route she had planned had to be cancelled. Frankly speaking, it was a pity, after all, it had been planned for so long.

The escape by car was actually just a whim. I wanted to know the exact location of the house. I didn't expect to escape so easily. After all, I was not sure whether the bodyguards would follow. In addition, there was probably a GPS in the car, and Li Zheqing himself An unstable factor that cannot escape at all.

But Li Zheqing was determined that I couldn't escape, so I wanted to trick him as a counterattack, and by the way vent my aggrieved feeling of being locked in a cage and teased like a canary these days.

The only mistake was that I underestimated Li Zheqing's neuroticism. Although I didn't spare my life, I absolutely didn't want to die with such a person.

But in the future, you can consider going bungee jumping or skydiving. The feeling of falling from a high altitude is quite exciting. Although I was thinking about how to save my life at the time, the feeling of dying in weightlessness and the beauty of regaining a new life afterwards are quite memorable.

I slammed my lips, thinking that I would search for the team in this area later. Before I was kidnapped by Li Zheqing, I had already made an appointment with a tour group to go on a trip. Unfortunately, what happened later made it impossible to go, and I didn’t know the group. Where are people playing now?

It's a pity that the mobile phone was confiscated by Li Zheqing, and there is no smart device around him now, so I can only ask Song Cheng for it later.

I don't know what's going on with Li Zheqing. Song Cheng probably made a deal with the people behind Li Zheqing, and he doesn't know what price he paid.

If I had the strength then, I would have beaten Li Zheqing before I left, what a pity.

The woman in the black dress must know Li Zheqing and have a very close relationship, otherwise she wouldn't be let in by the bodyguards, but I don't know what the relationship is and why they want to help me.

In addition, I also deliberately mentioned travel. Did she know about my plan to travel, or did she have other deep meanings?

I'm a little confused, but I don't intend to conspire this matter, after all, I have nothing worth planning, just a small employee who just resigned.

If I can’t figure it out, I don’t want to think about it. After all, I don’t have information in hand. If I have a purpose, it will be revealed slowly. The other party has no purpose to think so much and is just asking for trouble.

But first you have to take good care of your body. This weak state is very uncomfortable. I have a dull pain in my head. I don’t know if it’s a fever or the aftermath of a car accident.

We can only wait first.

After thinking about it, I tried my best to sit up with my body up, leaning against the head of the bed, and looked through the cabinet, unexpectedly I found a book.

It is my habit to put a book in the bedside table. I didn't expect Song Cheng to take this into consideration when designing this room. I am a little happy.

The book is a collection of Mark Twain's novels, which I like very much.His short stories are pungent and interesting, and his own thinking is hidden in the black humor. If he was born in this world, he would probably be the last successful joker on Zhihu.

When I was reading, I was always absorbed in it, and I didn't notice when Song Cheng came back. I didn't find Song Cheng's existence until I was a little dry and put down the book to find some water to drink.

Song Cheng didn't know how long he sat there. When he saw me put down the book, he picked up the water next to him and fed it to me. I didn't ask him how he knew it. Song Cheng seemed to have the ability to read minds. , you can know what I want to do next.

I sorted out my words, and decided to confess directly: "You can see the marks on my body, right? After Li Zheqing locked me up, he drugged me."

"He forced you?" Song Cheng's face was gloomy, but his body relaxed a little.

Guessing he misunderstood something, he explained, "I'm not gay. I'm not interested in men. I prefer girls."

"So don't worry, I will definitely not attack you."

I originally said what I said to relieve Song Cheng's emotions, but for some reason I feel that the atmosphere is a little more depressing.

"What do you think of homosexuality?" Song Cheng suddenly asked me a question.

"I don't have any opinions, it's just a sexual orientation. It's none of my business anyway." I replied casually, the way Li Zheqing looked at me suddenly flashed in my mind, shuddered, and added: "As long as you don't like me, that's fine."

After I finished speaking, I saw Song Cheng's face was still tense, guessing that he was probably worried about me, so I changed the subject: "What time is it?"

"5:48, the food is ready, I'll bring it to you." Song Cheng knew that I didn't want to talk anymore, so he didn't continue to ask, turned around and walked out.

I stroked my hair a little annoyed. I thought I didn't care and could easily pretend that it hadn't happened, but when I really brought it up, I found it was still difficult for me to face it.

Anyway, I won't see Li Zheqing again, and I still don't want to think about these things.

The author has something to say: I feel that the progress is a bit slow...

Fortunately, the exam week is over for the time being, and I have time to write articles~

The salted fish author needs to be reminded to be motivated√