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From the moment Kang Tu said this, he fell into waiting. There was a strong wind howling above his head, and the snow came like a wave, rolling up the white waves on the ground. Perhaps this is the sound produced by the changes of those trace elements in it.Bailixi snored in the wind and fire, stopped again, started snoring again, stopped again, back and forth.

Zhao Zheng's voice was mixed in everything, illusory and small, what did he say?Kang Tu retrieved his memory again, he came to his senses, and Zhao Zheng answered him.

Kang Tu followed his words and said lightly: "How do I know?"

So Zhao Zheng's voice came to Kang Tu's ears again along with the voice of all things. He was just a speck of dust among all things, but at this moment he influenced Kang Tu's joy, anger, sorrow and joy. Kang Tu laughed, He opened his eyes and looked up at him.

Zhao Zheng didn't smile, he didn't laugh tonight, his voice was deep and hoarse, like a lion not waking up in the night, or like a wolf speeding through the jungle, in short, he didn't laugh tonight. Laughed, even though Kang Tu said: "No matter what you think, I don't care."

Within the scope of his control, Kang Tu tried his best to be a decent person, everyone should be a gentleman, don't complain, don't lament, don't chew on sadness repeatedly, this has no positive meaning except to be annoying.

But Zhao Zheng said: "I can probably guess at what step he started telling you about this matter. The battle of Ma Ling started, right?"

Kang Tu originally wanted to say "I can tell you everything", but Zhao Zheng's tone was not kind. I don't know if it was because the weather was too cold today, or because Kang Tu was too sensitive. He felt that Zhao Zheng's tone was not good. He didn't say this, after all, he couldn't be too selfless and great.

Kang corrected it and said, "Yes."

Zhao Zheng said: "You don't believe what he said just now, you can explain to me what he said, so that I can defend myself in a targeted manner."

"What do you want to hear?" Kang Tu said casually.

Zhao Zheng also said casually, "All of them."

Kang Tu felt that he was not overly sensitive, Zhao Zheng seemed to be a little unhappy, but he didn't know what it was for.According to his previous problems, he would think that he did something wrong, but this time he really couldn't feel that way.

Kang Tu started talking about hypnosis, but as soon as these two words came out of his mouth, Zhao Zheng said: "Okay, I get it."

"Before the Battle of Maling, Qiongqi's hypnosis failed," Zhao Zheng said. "It reported the news, so someone knew about it. Only the administrator can access this news. The person who kidnapped you is probably Yao Ke."

"I think so too." Kang Tu said.

Zhao Zheng said: "Since this is the case, I still have many questions that I can't understand, but these are not important. Let's talk about the matter in your heart first."

Kang Tu waited.

While saying this, the two of them were still hugging each other. Kang Tu was leaning on Zhao Zheng's chest. With the blanket on his body, he said in a firm tone: "You are doubting me."

"Let's assume that this person is indeed Yao Ke," Zhao Zheng said. "If I were him, I would start by provoking the relationship between the two of you first, and the biggest problem between us is not me, but that you have never Believe me."

Kang Tu: "..."

"I'll tell you everything you want to know now." When Zhao Zheng said this, he inexplicably had a very cool aura, just like how breathtaking they were when they were together.

Kang Tu felt that the next words might not bring any good news.

Zhao Zheng said, "I actually told you the answer at the beginning."

"After learning that you cannot be hypnotized, I have a guess." He said, "The reason why we have not been able to escape from [-] these years may not be because [-]'s defenses are impenetrable, but because we have been deceived." The eyes. Like the emotional monitoring system implanted in the body, it controls our thinking."

Kang Tu interrupted unavoidably, "But you once escaped..."

"Wait," Zhao Zheng said, "These are not important, let's solve our problems first."

Kang Tu had no choice but to shut up, Zhao Zheng continued: "If this is the case, each of us may not be making choices according to our own will."

When Kang Tu heard this, he already understood what Zhao Zheng wanted to say, and also understood what he meant by telling him the answer from the very beginning. Even Fu You had told him with hidden worries that Zhao Zheng and In Yan Lingfei's body, there are two forces pulling each other.

He always thought it was just Zhao Zheng's casual remark, such an abstract description was more like Zhao Zheng was trying to appease an insecure partner, but he never thought that this was the truth.

Zhao Zheng said: "During that time, my sense of struggle became more and more serious, but I didn't have any evidence to prove that someone was controlling my behavior."

Kang Tu understood, and said clearly: "So you deliberately made a choice that you would not have made."

He chose to be with Kang Tu, not so much as a resistance, but more like a temptation.

"You can also say that," Zhao Zheng smiled wryly, "so, in fact, part of what he said is correct, and I cannot deny it."

But this is already a good answer for Kang Tu.

"I didn't think about using you," Zhao Zheng patted Kang Tu's shoulder once and for all, which seemed to be a gesture to lull people to sleep and comfort, "but everyone seemed to think that I was someone who would do this." people."

"If it wasn't for liking you, I might not be able to discover my problem, but after discovering the problem, I took such a step only because the object is you. Kang Tu, you have never believed that I like you, you have never believed , I always feel that it is because my change is too fast, which makes you feel insecure, so I hope to take it slowly, and you will understand sooner or later, but I find that no matter what, it seems difficult for you to change your mind." Zhao Zheng spoke slowly, without a tone of reproach in his words, just as if he was telling a bedtime story.

Kang Tu said very little that night, and he still does.

What should he say now?There is nothing to say. What Zhao Zheng said is true. He really thought that all this was just a hoax.It is true that I don't believe it very much, Zhao Zheng is sincere.

Obviously, from the first time we met, Zhao Zheng never hurt him, nor did he feel sorry for him. Whether it was before or after we got together, Zhao Zheng did a good job of being a friend, a confidant and a lover, but Kang Tu was still easily persuaded by the person who hypnotized him, as if he had forgotten all the time spent together before, and he suspected Zhao Zheng.

Kang Tu found that his suspicion was no more serious than that of Zhao Zheng. Not only that, he seemed to have difficulty trusting someone wholeheartedly. This may be related to the inferiority complex in his personality. He never felt that he could have happiness so easily. The relationship came too smoothly. In fact, he already had seeds of doubt in his heart. He didn't believe that he was worthy of being loved, and he didn't seem to believe that Zhao Zheng really loved him.

Zhao Zheng should know that he has been taking care of Kang Tu's emotions, approaching him carefully and step by step. Such meticulousness even made him a little clumsy when they first got together.

Kang Tu still had nothing to say.

"Don't be angry," Zhao Zheng admitted his mistake, "I was wrong about this matter."

Kang Tu said, "Forget it."

Zhao Zheng tried to analyze the matter with him, and said, "At first, I should explain the matter to you..."

Kang Tu said again: "Forget it."

Zhao Zheng heard that his voice was wrong, and looked down. Kang Tu's eyes were red, and he sucked his nose awkwardly.

"Why are you crying?" Zhao Zheng asked with a smile, and put his hands on his chin, trying to make him raise his head, but Kang Tu dodged it.

People say that love is a bad debt, and it is always difficult to settle it. Who of the two of them owes whom?

Kang Tu was strangled by an inexplicable emotion, feeling very depressed in his heart, to the point where he couldn't breathe.Why did he become like this?Why does he feel inferior, why can't he trust Zhao Zheng?Why did you take things to this point?

Zhao Zheng wiped his tears with his hands, and the hands that had been placed outside were a little cold, so he asked again, "Is it because of me?"

Kang Tu buried his face in the quilt, and suddenly said, "I'm too bad."

"Why do you say that?" Zhao Zheng asked patiently.

Kang Tu fell silent again.

Zhao Zhengdao: "No one is perfect, Kang Tu. You did nothing wrong in this matter."

However, Kang Tu fell into a kind of self-difficulty and couldn't break free.

"I can't do anything well." The sudden desperation hit Kang Tu, making Kang Tu feel that his life was full of sadness.

Zhao Zheng said: "You did a good job, you are very calm, no one noticed anything abnormal, Kang Tu, you disguised it very well."

But Kang Tu didn't believe it. When he was in front of everyone last night, he already hated all of this in his heart, and made some obvious reactions like giving up on himself. Maybe everyone knew what he was hiding.Zhao Zheng was just trying to comfort him, and Kang Tu knew very well that all of this had already happened, and there was no way to make up for it. Today, the root of doubt was left in their hearts, and Zhao Zheng had to work hard to get rid of it.

Zhao Zheng said: "You have too high demands on yourself, we all inevitably have something we are not good at, and this matter is not your fault in the first place, I didn't make it clear to you, if I didn't hide it selfishly, You don't trust others easily, do you?"

"I didn't tell you because I was afraid that you would be unhappy," Zhao Zheng said. "I liked you very much at the time, and I was afraid that you would think my motives were impure after you found out. Forgive me for this matter, and I will forgive you too. Stop crying .”

Zhao Zheng bowed his head and held his face to wipe his tears, but Kang Tu only shed tears, but the circles of his eyes were a little red.

Zhao Zheng breathed a sigh of relief and laughed: "It's all right again?"

Kang Tu was a little embarrassed, rubbed his nose and felt better.He will never be saved by the comfort of others, but Zhao Zheng's gentleness and calmness have infected him, making him feel that maybe this is not a big deal.

"I really am," Zhao Zheng said with a broken smile, "ah."

He rubbed Kang Tu's hair helplessly, the rest of the words were submerged in this sigh, and the unspoken emotions that could not be expressed in his mother tongue and the hope for his Kangzi may also be put here together In a sigh.