After rebirth, the scumbags all favor me
Chapter 45
The night in the jungle is extremely dark, but fortunately, there are firelights that bring peace and warmth to people.
A few fish were strung with branches on the bonfire, and Jin Yao was sprinkling salt on them, while Chen Xiaoran stuck beside him, humming twice from time to time: "Are you ready? I'm so hungry!"
Jin Yao turned the fish over, because most of his clothes were wet when he went down to the river to catch fish. Now he is only wearing a black vest, and his smooth muscles stretched with his movements under the firelight. It is really pleasing to the eye.
Chen Xiaoran swallowed, and couldn't help stretching out his finger to poke Jin Yao's arm. It was elastic and firm, and it felt really good.
Jin Yao didn't have the slightest sense of being eaten tofu, he just glanced over and said, "Sit a little farther away, don't you think it's too hot?"
Chen Xiaoran blushed and moved away a little, Jin Yao picked up a leaf and wrapped a fish, first handed it to Gu Qing, and then distributed it to everyone in turn, the last bit of head was missing one: "Where's Xu Zeen?"
Everyone was taken aback: "Huh? Where's Dong Xu?"
At first, these guests really thought that Xu Zeen was here for the event. It wasn't until Jin Yao named Xu Zeen that he was the first to go off the cliff and Xu Zeen came over obediently.
Especially when Shen Qian, Zhang Jingfeng and the others were gossiping behind their backs, three of the eight people in the team actually came for Jin Yao!
If you want to say that everyone here is an idol star who everyone loves to see flowers bloom, but in front of Jin Yao, everyone feels that they are not attractive enough!
If this show was rebroadcasted in real time without editing, the ratings would explode!
"Xu Zeen? Xu Zeen!" Jin Yao called into the walkie-talkie.
There was chatter in the channel, but there was no response.
Jin Yao frowned, and clicked impatiently: "Why does this person have so many problems!"
The rainforest at night is very dangerous, he got up and patted his trouser legs: "You guys eat first, I'll find him."
"I'll go with you!" Chen Xiaoran shouted.
"Stay there, you just join in the fun!" Jin Yao left without looking back, leaving Chen Xiaoran stomping on the spot.
Xu Zeen didn't go far. After all, no matter how stupid he was, he knew that he couldn't wander around in the deep mountains and old forests at night. Jin Yao quickly found him by the river. Pour it all out, fill it up again, and pour it out again.
Jin Yao looked at it for a while, and couldn't help laughing: "What are you doing?"
Xu Zeen turned his face, the moonlight was just right, reflecting the brilliance on his white face like jade, it was really radiant, Jin Yao raised his hand to cover his forehead, he could feel his mind break for a beat, and then he spoke again At the time, the voice was a little unnatural: "Why are you sitting there? It's time to eat."
Xu Zeen turned his back again, and continued to pour water, pour it out, pour it again, pour it again.
Jin Yao walked over and squatted on the same rock with him: "What are you doing?"
"Fill it with water, didn't you tell me to pretend it?"
"Then what do you mean by filling it up and emptying it out?"
"It is said that time is like water, once it is gone, it will never turn back, but you can see that the water can be turned back, and time can also be turned back." Xu Zeen said seriously.
Jin Yao blinked, a little dumbfounded: "You are purely unreasonable. It is a natural law that water cannot flow backwards. It's not your artificial ups and downs..."
"You can really turn back time, don't you believe?" Xu Zeen looked at him seriously.
"Xinxinxinxinxinxin," Jin Yao said perfunctorily, "Okay, go back to eat quickly, then go to bed early, and get up at five o'clock tomorrow..."
"You don't believe it," Xu Zeen buried his head in the water again, "I told you once before, you didn't believe it then, and you won't believe it now either."
"when will you……"
Jin Yao paused. In his memory, Xu Zeen did tell him about going back in time. At that time, Jin Yao and Xu Zeen had just returned to Kyoto from Hong Kong City. His blindness often made him overly nervous. Xu Zeen's closeness sometimes made him vigilant and resisted. One day Xu Zeen held his hand and said to him:
"Jin Yao, many of the things I said when we broke up back then were not my intention. I made you do many things, but I never meant to hurt you... You may not believe what I say now, but what I said Every sentence is a fact, I...do you believe that time can go back..."
At that time, Jin Yao interrupted him: "You don't need to say such high-sounding words. Since I'm back with you, I don't care about the past. Don't try your best to find a reason. The more you find it, the more you will lose your appearance."
Later, Xu Zeen didn't go on talking. At that time, Jin Yao's eyes were already blind, and he couldn't see the moist tears in Xu Zeen's eyes. Of course, he couldn't see his deep helplessness.
……
Recalling the nonsensical old saying, Jin Yao looked unhappy: "Xu Ze'en, do you know where your biggest problem is? You can never recognize your mistakes, but use some plausible reasons to get forgiveness, but I no longer Maybe like before, I will support you and forgive you regardless of right and wrong, and I can't believe such absurd words!"
Xu Zeen lowered his eyes and remained silent, with infinite grievance and sorrow in his expression, Jin Yao was a little irritable:
"I remember most of the past, everything between you and me... I can understand the choices you made, but I can't accept it anymore, and I don't have the same feelings for you before, these I originally wanted to go back and talk about it, but now that you’re talking about it, let’s make it clear once and for all, Xu Zeen, you go back, don’t waste your time on me, you’ve already got everything you want, and now you’re successful and famous, Xu Ze’en Home is in your hands, whether you want to take revenge or show off, you have your way to the sky, why bother to squeeze me on this single-plank bridge?"
Xu Zeen blinked his eyelashes lightly, and did not respond for a long time. Jin Yao consciously spoke clearly. He stood up and wanted to leave, but Xu Zeen grabbed his ankle, and the two of them turned over from the smooth stone and fell at the same time. into the water.
There was a shocking splash on the river, Jin Yao stabilized his figure in the water first, but Xu Zeen choked several times, Jin Yao got him out of the water angrily, but Xu Zeen rushed over and hugged him tightly, pressing his hot lips impatiently come over.
Jin Yao was annoyed, and his mother came again!Kiss you. Damn you!
He wanted to push back, but stopped at the next moment. Xu Zeen was not kissing him, but Xu Zeen was crying.
The drops of water dripping on his cheeks were both cold and hot. The cold one was the icy river water, and the hot one was Xu Zeen's tears. This kind of sadness like a mountain roar and a tsunami stunned Jin Yao, so much so that he stretched out his mouth. The palm could not be pushed out as if it was frozen in the air.
It was obviously his lips that were bitten, but Jin Yao felt his heart was being pinched. Xu Zeen pressed against his lips, and sobs flowed from between the two of them. His whole body trembled like dead leaves rolling in a tsunami. A heavy mountain of sadness fell down, and Jin Yao was almost completely stunned.
How can someone be so sad and desperate like this?
"What do I have to do to make you believe it?" Xu Zeen murmured, his arms holding Jin Yao kept tightening, it was enough to make people suffocating, "What I said is true, there has never been any... Nothing is more important than you, Jin Yao, I don't ask much, you have always been the only one..."
The murmur seemed to be dug out from the deepest part of the larynx, weeping blood, sad and desolate, every word was like a hand with all five fingers reaching into Jin Yao's heart and tugging at him fiercely, "Do you want to?" When I think about Jin Yao, if I am hypocritical, what am I trying to do? After so many years, I have achieved what I should achieve. What am I trying to do now... I just want to treat you well, I just want to Stay with you well, I don't know how to explain many things, I want to tell you, but you don't believe it, you don't believe it..."
Jin Yao had an intuition that what Xu Zeen said might be true, such a heavy emotion cannot be faked, he slowly stretched out his hand, he felt that at this moment, he should hug him and give him a hug. he a...
"Puff-"
Xu Zeen's voice stopped abruptly, and he was violently pushed into the water, falling headlong in the most embarrassing posture.
Jin Yao folded his arms around his chest, under the moonlight his face was covered with a haze, his dark pupils stared at Xu Zeen deeply, with a mocking smile on the corner of his mouth:
"You are really stubborn and full of sweet words!" Jin Yao lifted Xu Zeen's collar and threw him into the water again, "Do you know that your hypocritical appearance is the most disgusting!"
Xu Zeen lowered his head helplessly. Jin Yao, the main character, is soft-hearted and reasonable, but Jin Yao, who is the second personality, is indifferent. All his swollen and full emotions are instantly annihilated because of Jin Yao's sudden change. , he slowly got up from the water, but before he could stand up, Jin Yao kicked him on the shoulder again, kicking him into the water again.
Xu Zeen got up once, and Jin Yao flew over.
Xu Zeen crawled again and again, and Jin Yao kicked again and again.
Under the sky full of silver and white moonlight, Jin Yao's breath gradually became unstable, but Xu Zeen became more calm every time, getting up calmly and stubbornly.
In the end Xu Zeen finally stood up unsteadily, coughing violently, with a strong smell of blood in his mouth, spit out a mouthful of blood foam, and wiped his lips.
Jin Yao's face was livid, and he gritted his teeth and stared at him.
"Kick it again, why don't you kick it?" Xu Zeen laughed, that smile was extremely tragic, pale and weak like a ghost, "I'm hypocritical? Yes, you only remember my hypocrisy, so don't you remember?" Do you remember that you didn’t believe what you said? You learned this skill, how did you tell me before? You said that if you move a finger of mine, you will chop it off!”
Jin Yao's expression suddenly turned fierce. He grabbed Xu Zeen's shoulders with both hands and lifted him up, then threw him all over the place. When Xu Zeen stood up again, the water had already reached his lower abdomen.
The turbulent water waves rippled round and round, crashing against the rocks on the bank, echoing the heartbeats of the two people in the river beating like drums.
Jin Yao growled: "You still have the face to say this! Xu Zeen, do you want to die?"
Xu Zeen grinned: "Why do I have no face to say this? I have the face to say everything!"
His smile was like crying, ugly like a neurotic patient, because he was too emotional, his hands slapped huge splashes on the water, "I was never the one who violated the promise between us! I love you more than anything , but what about you? Your ridiculous self-esteem, justice, fairness, sympathy, distinction between love and hate...your naive three views...you are the one who drags us into desperation again and again!"
Jin Yao slapped him hard with the back of his hand. Under the night sky, his pupils were pitch black, but the whites of his eyes were covered with bloodshot eyes. His handsome face was ferocious, and he roared angrily, "How dare you argue!"
He pinched Xu Zeen's jaw, but even though he was full of the urge to crush the other man's jaw at the moment, his fingers couldn't exert any strength. He threw Xu Zeen into the water, waded in the water, and took several steps. Kicking out flying splashes, as if to prove that he was justified, he said messily:
"...It was like this at the beginning, Xu Yanqin slapped you, I rushed over to slap him, but you slapped me hard... That's it, you forced me to admit that I was a thief, and you slapped me when I was protecting you, you You are useless and drag me along..."
Xu Zeen shook his head, there were multiple shadows swaying in front of his eyes, as if there were countless Jin Yao staring at him coldly, his internal organs were in convulsive pain, a sharp weapon was torn apart in his body, everywhere Pain, the pain made him angry, the pain made him dazzled, the pain made him almost collapse.
He waded through the water and walked into Jin Yao step by step, his eyes were gradually stained with desperate and crazy flames: "Why should I force you to admit that you are a thief? If you don't admit it, you will be whipped half to death! Why did I beat you?" You slap? If I don't hit you, Xu Yanqin will hit you, and you can't even save your life!"
There are countless heavy hammers hitting and smashing in his mind, the crumbling nerves are being torn and twisted, the sharp whistling sound is drumming and shaking his eardrums, every pore is conveying the pain that is worse than death, Xu Zeen's emotions Like a torrent pouring down:
"When did you listen to me seriously? I told you to stay away from Xu Chengshi, and I told you not to recruit that Dogo! I told you not to enter the main house, and I told you not to be soft on AK! I told you not to go Xu Yanqin waved in front of him, I told you not to drink the wine given by others! You don’t listen, you don’t listen to anything, you don’t listen after eating so much…”
Xu Ze'en seemed completely insane, and Jin Yao couldn't understand everything he said:
"Okay, you were beaten to death by the AK, you know you regret it, you know you have to practice martial arts, you know you can't be soft on the enemy, you know you don't want to die...but I will give you another chance , you are still so stupid! So ignorant! You don’t understand anything, you only know to hate me! What do you want me to do? God wants to play with me, what do you want me to do?!”
Xu Zeen roared, tearing his heart, breaking his liver and breaking his bones. He suddenly knelt into the water and hugged his head:
"Jin Yao! I was not born with three heads and six arms. At that time, how did you ask me to protect you? What would I use to fight Jiang Shuhong's mother and son? I can only let you grow up by yourself. I have to eradicate the enemy first... You said you want to leave, I want to leave too, but Xu Chongmou, he chose me from the very beginning, as long as I don't die, we will never think about leaving... You don't give me any time... You can't do this Jin Yao, you can't treat me like this ..."
Xu Zeen gasped heavily, blood poured into his lungs, he coughed frantically, as if he wanted to cough up all his organs.
Jin Yao's expression moved slightly, he stepped forward on the water, and suddenly there was an exclamation from behind, and the six stars rushed over when they heard the movement here, and the first thing they saw under the moonlight was Xu Zeen kneeling in the river The scene of coughing up blood, followed by Jin Yao falling headlong into the water, startled by splashing water.
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The propellers of the helicopter were booming and circling overhead. Many people in white coats got off the plane. Xu Zeen was still coughing violently. The doctors surrounded him. After diagnosis, it was confirmed that the abdominal bleeding was caused by a violent beating, and he had to be hospitalized for treatment.
Xu Zeen's eyes passed through the crowd, staring at Gu Qing who was standing in the crowd.
Gu Qing walked in and whispered, "Don't worry, I will take care of him."
"Don't..." Xu Zeen panted, "Don't let him... know..."
"will not."
The sound of the helicopter gradually faded away, and all the celebrities looked at each other. No one knew what happened by the river. In a short period of time, one was seriously injured and the other was unconscious. However, both Xu Zeen and Gu Qing insisted that Jin Yao did not need treatment. Everyone was full of doubts. But he couldn't ask.
Gu Qing waved his hand: "Let's all rest, Jin Yao will be fine when he wakes up."
"How could it be okay?" Chen Xiaoran muttered dissatisfiedly, "I can't wake up after screaming for a long time, who would die like that when sleeping?"
Gu Qing ignored him, and spread his sleeping bag next to Jin Yao and got in. When he turned around and saw Jin Yao sleeping with his eyes closed, he couldn't help sighing.
When Jin Yao left Zhong Ran Hospital, Zhong Ran fitted him with a high-voltage current bracelet in view of his duties as a doctor. The remote control was with Xu Zeen. If he behaved aggressively, Xu Zeen just pressed the remote control, and Jin Yao would Will faint, but Gu Qing saw that Xu Zeen was almost dying, and that person never pressed the remote control.
It was late at night here, and the hospital on the other side was turned upside down. Situ and Chen Zhang rushed over overnight. Although Xu Zeen didn't need an operation, he developed a high fever.
"What's going on? Jin Yao hit the boss again?" Chen Zhang walked around the hospital bed, unable to figure it out.
"Jin Yao doesn't remember many things, and he didn't think he did it on purpose." Situ twisted another towel for Xu Zeen to change into.
"Even if it's amnesia, you can't hit someone for no reason. Didn't you find out that the boss's injury has not healed up recently? Today is even worse. He hurt his internal organs. Look at the boss's face, such a swollen mark..."
"Okay, the boss doesn't care about what you care about. Is it your first day working with the boss?" Situ lowered his face, "If the boss hears you talking about Jin Yao, he will be upset."
Chen Zhang said sadly: "How can Jin Yao be so cruel, even I know how good the boss treats him..."
Situ sighed: "From Jin Yao's point of view, it's really hard to understand that the boss wanted to get engaged to Miss Zhou back then..."
Chen Zhang's eyes widened: "But that's just a plan that the boss made with Mr. Zhou. Only when he is engaged to the old chairman will he take out [-]% of Hein's shares as a dowry gift, plus the [-]% exchanged with Hongshi. Third, with this [-]%, the boss can take over Hai En in advance. This was the most efficient method at the time. Only this [-]% was bought by the boss with real money from the brothers and sisters of the Zhou family. All the assets have been taken out..."
"That's the reason, but Jin Yao can't get sand in his eyes, and these plots and tactics have always been what he dislikes the most..."
"The boss wanted to take over Hai En early because of him?" Chen Zhang was not convinced, "The boss was the sure heir at that time, and it wasn't because he couldn't afford to wait. It was because of Jin Yao that he was anxious to take power ahead of time. One more day of danger, in order to avoid the eyeliner of the old chairman, you can't even go to a doctor openly..."
Situ also couldn't help shaking his head: "The reason why they broke up back then was because the old chairman had murderous intentions towards Jin Yao. No matter how good Jin Yao is, it's hard to keep him safe from other people's mental calculations. At that time, EM just came out, and the capital world Everyone is optimistic, the boss merged the whole of Enyao into Haien, just to let the old chairman spare Jin Yao's life, and promise to never see him again..."
"Then why didn't he explain?" Chen Zhang couldn't help being annoyed, "Why didn't the boss explain something that can be explained clearly in a few words?"
"I explained," Situ said, "otherwise, why do you think that Jin Yao, who was blind at that time, could still stay with the boss for two years?"
"Then why does Jin Yao hate the boss so much now? Just because of Xu Zhou's marriage? For this, Jin Yao is too ignorant, even we all know that the marriage is a fake engagement!"
Chen Zhang looked down at Xu Zeen again, and suddenly asked in confusion, "Why is the boss smiling?"
Situ also looked over: "Probably, he thought of something happy..."
Xu Zeen saw them from the beginning again.
On a narrow cobblestone path, two children came from a distance, one chubby, the other pink, staggering forward and backward.
The chubby kid is Jin Yao, and the pink and tender one is Xu Zeen.
Jin Yao followed behind Xu Zeen, crying: "Enen, enen..."
Xu Zeen turned around unbearably, and sighed: "Brother, I just go to class, and I will still play with you after class."
"Then I..." Jin Yao choked, "Then can't I... have class together..."
"But my father said he wanted you to go to the school to learn martial arts, and Master Qin said that your bones are very good." Xu Zeen said helplessly, even though he didn't know what a root was, but he had to listen to what the adults said.
"I don't want to learn martial arts..." Jin Yao hiccupped, "It will hurt..."
Xu Zeen rolled his eyes: "I don't want to go to class either, the teacher will hit my palm, brother... Let's pretend to be sick together!"
The two children climbed into the bathtub by themselves, and shivered while hugging each other with half a tank of cold water.
"Ennah," Jin Yao's teeth were chattering, "It's so cold!"
"Me too," Xu Zeen also sniffled, "It's too cold."
The stopper of the bathtub is tightly packed, and with the water pressure, the child has no strength at all.
They decided to climb out, but it was easy to get into the tank and difficult to get out of the tank. The water in the tank did not reach their small chests, and the walls of the tank were so slippery that they could not stand on their feet. Finally, Xu Zeen squatted, and the water almost reached his little neck. Son, he hissed and said: "Brother...you step on me and go out first...then call someone..."
Jin Yao climbed out of the bathtub as he said. He didn't have time to put on other clothes, so he just wrapped up his little down jacket and long johns and ran out. He ran out from the second floor of the small building, and when he saw anyone, he said, "Well En is in the water, En is in the water..."
A gardener withdrew his hand indifferently, and a maid pretended not to hear. An uncle carrying a bag of rice walked past him. Jin Yao whimpered and walked around the garden, but no one followed the child back to the small building. .
Xu Ze'en didn't know how long he had been in the bathtub. He just realized bit by bit in the extreme cold how hostile the people in Nanhu Manor had towards him and Jin Yao. Where did he come from? Later, when he was carried out of the cold water by Jin Bowen, he was already scalding hot all over.
During the time when he had a fever, Jin Yao had already told Jiang Shuhong, the mistress of the house, the reasons why they soaked in cold water, so he was taken to the study as soon as his high fever subsided, and it took him a long time to see each other His father, Xu Chongmou, was sitting behind the desk looking at him, while Jiang Shuhong was standing in front of the desk, smiling very gently at him.
Xu Chongmou hugged his son to his knees for the first time, and asked kindly, "Tell Dad, what do you like?"
The child was a little flattered, he opened his big black and white eyes, and counted in a milky voice with his little finger: "I like Transformers, airplanes, guns..."
He thought for a while, and added the last sentence, "I like my brother the most."
Xu Chongmou winked at Jiang Shuhong, and Jiang Shuhong walked out. Not long after, a servant brought in all Xu Zeen's favorite toys, and Jiang Shuhong led Jin Yao in.
Jin Yao first grinned and made a face at Xu Zeen, and the two children looked at each other and laughed happily.
It was at this time that Jiang Shuhong suddenly picked up the model airplane and smashed it on the ground!
The wings of the small plane fell apart with a "click", and the two children were stunned.
Jiang Shuhong picked up the Transformer again, it was not broken, so she disassembled the Transformer part by part, broke it into pieces and threw it on the ground, then the sound gun, the battery was removed, and the screws were removed ...
In the end Jiang Shuhong walked up to Jin Yao, Jin Yao didn't understand what was going on, he just looked up blankly at the always noble and beautiful wife staring at him coldly.
Xu Zeen suddenly uttered a scream like a small animal falling into a deadly trap, he struggled desperately on Xu Chongmou's leg, cried and shouted: "Brother, brother—"
Jiang Shuhong raised his right hand slowly, Jin Yao raised his head blankly, Xu Zeen's scream almost pierced the roof of the study——
"Crack!" Loud applause sounded in the empty study room, and the little child fell to the ground, but he didn't cry like usual, he was completely stunned.
Xu Zeen almost died of crying.
Xu Chongmou waved his hand, and the servant carried out Jin Yao who was so frightened that he couldn't speak at all.
Amidst the earth-shattering cries of the child, Xu Chongmou's voice sounded slowly: "From today onwards, you have to be a useful person, you have to fight for things you like by yourself, and if you fight for them, you have to be able To protect, otherwise everything you have, the toys you like will be destroyed, and the people you like will be taken away. Only the strong are entitled to own it. Do you understand? Xu Zeen, my son, you have to remember Today, remember this shame, remember the taste of loss, only by firmly remembering, you will work hard to become a strong person, and you will not let today's history repeat itself."
That night when the two little children hugged each other, Jin Yao cried belatedly. He didn't know why his wife broke Enen's toys, let alone why his wife beat him. He just felt that his face was very ugly. It hurt, and he was very scared. He fell asleep crying and crying, sleeping on his back and snoring.
Even after more than ten or twenty years, Jin Yao probably couldn't understand the meaning of Mrs. Xu smashing the plane, but the four-year-old Xu Zeen was clear in his heart. It was because he understood that he was afraid.
If those toys are broken, they will be broken, there will always be newer and better ones to replace them, but if Jin Yao is gone, there will be no more, no one can replace Jin Yao.
Xu Zeen hugged Jin Yao desperately, using his thin and weak arms. At that time, Jin Yao was a lot stronger than him, and he couldn't hug Jin Yao at all. On Jin Yao's chubby belly, five small fingers pinched the flesh on the belly tightly, and Jin Yao grinned in pain in his dream.
After that, Xu Zeen and Jin Yao started two completely different lives. Jin Yao was still the heartless chubby, but Xu Zeen went to class on time every day. Even after class, he seldom stayed with Jin Yao. Go crazy all over the place.
At that time, Xu Ze'en didn't think very long-term. He just knew that his behavior of pretending to be sick angered his parents. He also knew that if he was a useless person, he would not be able to protect what he liked. The ability that children at the age of [-] can master is nothing more than studying hard.
But Xu Ze'en was wrong. The harder he worked and the better he was, the more hateful he was in the eyes of his elder brothers. They had nothing to do with him, but they had plenty of ways to bully Jin Yao.
Xu Zeen only wanted to protect Jin Yao when he became stronger, but how could he have imagined that the years are long and growing up is such a difficult thing, Jin Yao couldn't wait for him to protect him, so he died.
At the Nanhu Manor banquet that night, Jin Yao lay there covered with scars, his big round eyes looked at him weakly and sadly, and crystal tears slid down the pillow drop by drop. He was dying, but he still wanted to raise his hand to touch Xu Zeen face, he said: "Enen, my body hurts, am I going to die..."
"No," 15-year-old Xu Zeen suppressed the turbulent tears, coaxing him with a smile, "When the banquet is over, the doctor will come and heal your injuries. You are only 15 years old, you will not die of……"
"I regret it so much," Jin Yao wept bitterly, "If I had been better, I would have beaten AK..."
"I'm so lazy, I'm the worst of them all..."
"Only you are willing to ask me to be a bodyguard, but I can't beat anyone..."
"Well, I'm so sorry..."
"AK was injured that time, I should have broken his leg, I let him go, but today he is going to kill me..."
"I'm so stupid..."
The 15-year-old Jin Yao regretted his mediocre and short life. In the end, he just kept crying and shouting En En's name: "...I can't bear you, I can't bear you... ..."
In the past 15 years, only the two of them depended on each other. Although Jin Yao had a lot of disputes, he was really good to Xu Zeen. Nanhu Manor is a cold and desolate ancient tomb, and only Jin Yao is the only warmth in this ancient tomb. .
Xu Zeen held Jin Yao's hand and pressed it to his face. He burst into tears with a smile: "You don't have to be reluctant to bear me. We agreed to be born in the same year, the same month, and the same day, and to die in the same year, the same month, and the same day. We agreed..."
Xu Zeen took a pair of scissors and cut the bed sheet into strips, then dressed Jin Yao and tied him to his back.
It was snowing heavily that night, and when Xu Zeen walked out of the small building with Jin Yao on his back, big and beautiful fireworks were exploding in the sky. He tried to find a doctor many times tonight, but was quickly stopped and escorted back to the small building.
That place is as bright as pearls, but the people inside are all dirty, ugly and hideous.
Xu Zeen walked towards the gate with Jin Yao on his back, while looking back from time to time, he thought, if I can come back one day, I want all the people who are smiling today to kneel at my feet and cry.
The humiliation I have suffered, the torture Jin Yao has suffered, every tear we shed, every drop of blood we shed, I want all of you to pay back double!
The mountain road was covered with heavy snow. Someone cleared the road before, which made the road even more slippery and difficult to walk on. Xu Zeen walked on the mountain road with one foot deep and the other shallow. He could feel that Jin Yao was getting heavier and heavier on his back, and his breathing was getting weaker and weaker. , but his mood became very peaceful.
He thought, stupid people are destined to pay the price, Jin Yao is, so is he.
At the moment when he stepped on the air and fell off the cliff, he opened his eyes wide, let the snowflakes fall into his eyes, and the hot tears covered the frost and blurred his eye sockets, he hugged Jin Yao with his hands behind his back, It was as if the pause button had been pressed for an instant between the sky and the earth. At that time, Xu Zeen was smiling.
……
Xu Zeen was awakened by a baby crying, and the first thought in his mind was, is he not dead?What about Jin Yao?
He remembered that he went down the mountain with Jin Yao on his back to find a doctor, and slid down the cliff halfway. Why did he appear in the white and miserable hospital ward, where is Jin Yao?
The next moment Xu Zeen was shocked to find that he couldn't sit up, no, his body was too strange, he didn't even seem to have the strength to turn over, and why was there a child crying all the time?
He turned his head with difficulty, and there was a chubby doll lying beside him, crying loudly. Xu Zeen looked at the child's iconic large shiny forehead, and then shifted his gaze to the doll's earlobe, on which was a red doll. Moles are as bright as cinnabar.
Xu Zeen's eyes widened suddenly, this is Jin Yao!
He and Jin Yao went back to when they were just born...
A few fish were strung with branches on the bonfire, and Jin Yao was sprinkling salt on them, while Chen Xiaoran stuck beside him, humming twice from time to time: "Are you ready? I'm so hungry!"
Jin Yao turned the fish over, because most of his clothes were wet when he went down to the river to catch fish. Now he is only wearing a black vest, and his smooth muscles stretched with his movements under the firelight. It is really pleasing to the eye.
Chen Xiaoran swallowed, and couldn't help stretching out his finger to poke Jin Yao's arm. It was elastic and firm, and it felt really good.
Jin Yao didn't have the slightest sense of being eaten tofu, he just glanced over and said, "Sit a little farther away, don't you think it's too hot?"
Chen Xiaoran blushed and moved away a little, Jin Yao picked up a leaf and wrapped a fish, first handed it to Gu Qing, and then distributed it to everyone in turn, the last bit of head was missing one: "Where's Xu Zeen?"
Everyone was taken aback: "Huh? Where's Dong Xu?"
At first, these guests really thought that Xu Zeen was here for the event. It wasn't until Jin Yao named Xu Zeen that he was the first to go off the cliff and Xu Zeen came over obediently.
Especially when Shen Qian, Zhang Jingfeng and the others were gossiping behind their backs, three of the eight people in the team actually came for Jin Yao!
If you want to say that everyone here is an idol star who everyone loves to see flowers bloom, but in front of Jin Yao, everyone feels that they are not attractive enough!
If this show was rebroadcasted in real time without editing, the ratings would explode!
"Xu Zeen? Xu Zeen!" Jin Yao called into the walkie-talkie.
There was chatter in the channel, but there was no response.
Jin Yao frowned, and clicked impatiently: "Why does this person have so many problems!"
The rainforest at night is very dangerous, he got up and patted his trouser legs: "You guys eat first, I'll find him."
"I'll go with you!" Chen Xiaoran shouted.
"Stay there, you just join in the fun!" Jin Yao left without looking back, leaving Chen Xiaoran stomping on the spot.
Xu Zeen didn't go far. After all, no matter how stupid he was, he knew that he couldn't wander around in the deep mountains and old forests at night. Jin Yao quickly found him by the river. Pour it all out, fill it up again, and pour it out again.
Jin Yao looked at it for a while, and couldn't help laughing: "What are you doing?"
Xu Zeen turned his face, the moonlight was just right, reflecting the brilliance on his white face like jade, it was really radiant, Jin Yao raised his hand to cover his forehead, he could feel his mind break for a beat, and then he spoke again At the time, the voice was a little unnatural: "Why are you sitting there? It's time to eat."
Xu Zeen turned his back again, and continued to pour water, pour it out, pour it again, pour it again.
Jin Yao walked over and squatted on the same rock with him: "What are you doing?"
"Fill it with water, didn't you tell me to pretend it?"
"Then what do you mean by filling it up and emptying it out?"
"It is said that time is like water, once it is gone, it will never turn back, but you can see that the water can be turned back, and time can also be turned back." Xu Zeen said seriously.
Jin Yao blinked, a little dumbfounded: "You are purely unreasonable. It is a natural law that water cannot flow backwards. It's not your artificial ups and downs..."
"You can really turn back time, don't you believe?" Xu Zeen looked at him seriously.
"Xinxinxinxinxinxin," Jin Yao said perfunctorily, "Okay, go back to eat quickly, then go to bed early, and get up at five o'clock tomorrow..."
"You don't believe it," Xu Zeen buried his head in the water again, "I told you once before, you didn't believe it then, and you won't believe it now either."
"when will you……"
Jin Yao paused. In his memory, Xu Zeen did tell him about going back in time. At that time, Jin Yao and Xu Zeen had just returned to Kyoto from Hong Kong City. His blindness often made him overly nervous. Xu Zeen's closeness sometimes made him vigilant and resisted. One day Xu Zeen held his hand and said to him:
"Jin Yao, many of the things I said when we broke up back then were not my intention. I made you do many things, but I never meant to hurt you... You may not believe what I say now, but what I said Every sentence is a fact, I...do you believe that time can go back..."
At that time, Jin Yao interrupted him: "You don't need to say such high-sounding words. Since I'm back with you, I don't care about the past. Don't try your best to find a reason. The more you find it, the more you will lose your appearance."
Later, Xu Zeen didn't go on talking. At that time, Jin Yao's eyes were already blind, and he couldn't see the moist tears in Xu Zeen's eyes. Of course, he couldn't see his deep helplessness.
……
Recalling the nonsensical old saying, Jin Yao looked unhappy: "Xu Ze'en, do you know where your biggest problem is? You can never recognize your mistakes, but use some plausible reasons to get forgiveness, but I no longer Maybe like before, I will support you and forgive you regardless of right and wrong, and I can't believe such absurd words!"
Xu Zeen lowered his eyes and remained silent, with infinite grievance and sorrow in his expression, Jin Yao was a little irritable:
"I remember most of the past, everything between you and me... I can understand the choices you made, but I can't accept it anymore, and I don't have the same feelings for you before, these I originally wanted to go back and talk about it, but now that you’re talking about it, let’s make it clear once and for all, Xu Zeen, you go back, don’t waste your time on me, you’ve already got everything you want, and now you’re successful and famous, Xu Ze’en Home is in your hands, whether you want to take revenge or show off, you have your way to the sky, why bother to squeeze me on this single-plank bridge?"
Xu Zeen blinked his eyelashes lightly, and did not respond for a long time. Jin Yao consciously spoke clearly. He stood up and wanted to leave, but Xu Zeen grabbed his ankle, and the two of them turned over from the smooth stone and fell at the same time. into the water.
There was a shocking splash on the river, Jin Yao stabilized his figure in the water first, but Xu Zeen choked several times, Jin Yao got him out of the water angrily, but Xu Zeen rushed over and hugged him tightly, pressing his hot lips impatiently come over.
Jin Yao was annoyed, and his mother came again!Kiss you. Damn you!
He wanted to push back, but stopped at the next moment. Xu Zeen was not kissing him, but Xu Zeen was crying.
The drops of water dripping on his cheeks were both cold and hot. The cold one was the icy river water, and the hot one was Xu Zeen's tears. This kind of sadness like a mountain roar and a tsunami stunned Jin Yao, so much so that he stretched out his mouth. The palm could not be pushed out as if it was frozen in the air.
It was obviously his lips that were bitten, but Jin Yao felt his heart was being pinched. Xu Zeen pressed against his lips, and sobs flowed from between the two of them. His whole body trembled like dead leaves rolling in a tsunami. A heavy mountain of sadness fell down, and Jin Yao was almost completely stunned.
How can someone be so sad and desperate like this?
"What do I have to do to make you believe it?" Xu Zeen murmured, his arms holding Jin Yao kept tightening, it was enough to make people suffocating, "What I said is true, there has never been any... Nothing is more important than you, Jin Yao, I don't ask much, you have always been the only one..."
The murmur seemed to be dug out from the deepest part of the larynx, weeping blood, sad and desolate, every word was like a hand with all five fingers reaching into Jin Yao's heart and tugging at him fiercely, "Do you want to?" When I think about Jin Yao, if I am hypocritical, what am I trying to do? After so many years, I have achieved what I should achieve. What am I trying to do now... I just want to treat you well, I just want to Stay with you well, I don't know how to explain many things, I want to tell you, but you don't believe it, you don't believe it..."
Jin Yao had an intuition that what Xu Zeen said might be true, such a heavy emotion cannot be faked, he slowly stretched out his hand, he felt that at this moment, he should hug him and give him a hug. he a...
"Puff-"
Xu Zeen's voice stopped abruptly, and he was violently pushed into the water, falling headlong in the most embarrassing posture.
Jin Yao folded his arms around his chest, under the moonlight his face was covered with a haze, his dark pupils stared at Xu Zeen deeply, with a mocking smile on the corner of his mouth:
"You are really stubborn and full of sweet words!" Jin Yao lifted Xu Zeen's collar and threw him into the water again, "Do you know that your hypocritical appearance is the most disgusting!"
Xu Zeen lowered his head helplessly. Jin Yao, the main character, is soft-hearted and reasonable, but Jin Yao, who is the second personality, is indifferent. All his swollen and full emotions are instantly annihilated because of Jin Yao's sudden change. , he slowly got up from the water, but before he could stand up, Jin Yao kicked him on the shoulder again, kicking him into the water again.
Xu Zeen got up once, and Jin Yao flew over.
Xu Zeen crawled again and again, and Jin Yao kicked again and again.
Under the sky full of silver and white moonlight, Jin Yao's breath gradually became unstable, but Xu Zeen became more calm every time, getting up calmly and stubbornly.
In the end Xu Zeen finally stood up unsteadily, coughing violently, with a strong smell of blood in his mouth, spit out a mouthful of blood foam, and wiped his lips.
Jin Yao's face was livid, and he gritted his teeth and stared at him.
"Kick it again, why don't you kick it?" Xu Zeen laughed, that smile was extremely tragic, pale and weak like a ghost, "I'm hypocritical? Yes, you only remember my hypocrisy, so don't you remember?" Do you remember that you didn’t believe what you said? You learned this skill, how did you tell me before? You said that if you move a finger of mine, you will chop it off!”
Jin Yao's expression suddenly turned fierce. He grabbed Xu Zeen's shoulders with both hands and lifted him up, then threw him all over the place. When Xu Zeen stood up again, the water had already reached his lower abdomen.
The turbulent water waves rippled round and round, crashing against the rocks on the bank, echoing the heartbeats of the two people in the river beating like drums.
Jin Yao growled: "You still have the face to say this! Xu Zeen, do you want to die?"
Xu Zeen grinned: "Why do I have no face to say this? I have the face to say everything!"
His smile was like crying, ugly like a neurotic patient, because he was too emotional, his hands slapped huge splashes on the water, "I was never the one who violated the promise between us! I love you more than anything , but what about you? Your ridiculous self-esteem, justice, fairness, sympathy, distinction between love and hate...your naive three views...you are the one who drags us into desperation again and again!"
Jin Yao slapped him hard with the back of his hand. Under the night sky, his pupils were pitch black, but the whites of his eyes were covered with bloodshot eyes. His handsome face was ferocious, and he roared angrily, "How dare you argue!"
He pinched Xu Zeen's jaw, but even though he was full of the urge to crush the other man's jaw at the moment, his fingers couldn't exert any strength. He threw Xu Zeen into the water, waded in the water, and took several steps. Kicking out flying splashes, as if to prove that he was justified, he said messily:
"...It was like this at the beginning, Xu Yanqin slapped you, I rushed over to slap him, but you slapped me hard... That's it, you forced me to admit that I was a thief, and you slapped me when I was protecting you, you You are useless and drag me along..."
Xu Zeen shook his head, there were multiple shadows swaying in front of his eyes, as if there were countless Jin Yao staring at him coldly, his internal organs were in convulsive pain, a sharp weapon was torn apart in his body, everywhere Pain, the pain made him angry, the pain made him dazzled, the pain made him almost collapse.
He waded through the water and walked into Jin Yao step by step, his eyes were gradually stained with desperate and crazy flames: "Why should I force you to admit that you are a thief? If you don't admit it, you will be whipped half to death! Why did I beat you?" You slap? If I don't hit you, Xu Yanqin will hit you, and you can't even save your life!"
There are countless heavy hammers hitting and smashing in his mind, the crumbling nerves are being torn and twisted, the sharp whistling sound is drumming and shaking his eardrums, every pore is conveying the pain that is worse than death, Xu Zeen's emotions Like a torrent pouring down:
"When did you listen to me seriously? I told you to stay away from Xu Chengshi, and I told you not to recruit that Dogo! I told you not to enter the main house, and I told you not to be soft on AK! I told you not to go Xu Yanqin waved in front of him, I told you not to drink the wine given by others! You don’t listen, you don’t listen to anything, you don’t listen after eating so much…”
Xu Ze'en seemed completely insane, and Jin Yao couldn't understand everything he said:
"Okay, you were beaten to death by the AK, you know you regret it, you know you have to practice martial arts, you know you can't be soft on the enemy, you know you don't want to die...but I will give you another chance , you are still so stupid! So ignorant! You don’t understand anything, you only know to hate me! What do you want me to do? God wants to play with me, what do you want me to do?!”
Xu Zeen roared, tearing his heart, breaking his liver and breaking his bones. He suddenly knelt into the water and hugged his head:
"Jin Yao! I was not born with three heads and six arms. At that time, how did you ask me to protect you? What would I use to fight Jiang Shuhong's mother and son? I can only let you grow up by yourself. I have to eradicate the enemy first... You said you want to leave, I want to leave too, but Xu Chongmou, he chose me from the very beginning, as long as I don't die, we will never think about leaving... You don't give me any time... You can't do this Jin Yao, you can't treat me like this ..."
Xu Zeen gasped heavily, blood poured into his lungs, he coughed frantically, as if he wanted to cough up all his organs.
Jin Yao's expression moved slightly, he stepped forward on the water, and suddenly there was an exclamation from behind, and the six stars rushed over when they heard the movement here, and the first thing they saw under the moonlight was Xu Zeen kneeling in the river The scene of coughing up blood, followed by Jin Yao falling headlong into the water, startled by splashing water.
----
The propellers of the helicopter were booming and circling overhead. Many people in white coats got off the plane. Xu Zeen was still coughing violently. The doctors surrounded him. After diagnosis, it was confirmed that the abdominal bleeding was caused by a violent beating, and he had to be hospitalized for treatment.
Xu Zeen's eyes passed through the crowd, staring at Gu Qing who was standing in the crowd.
Gu Qing walked in and whispered, "Don't worry, I will take care of him."
"Don't..." Xu Zeen panted, "Don't let him... know..."
"will not."
The sound of the helicopter gradually faded away, and all the celebrities looked at each other. No one knew what happened by the river. In a short period of time, one was seriously injured and the other was unconscious. However, both Xu Zeen and Gu Qing insisted that Jin Yao did not need treatment. Everyone was full of doubts. But he couldn't ask.
Gu Qing waved his hand: "Let's all rest, Jin Yao will be fine when he wakes up."
"How could it be okay?" Chen Xiaoran muttered dissatisfiedly, "I can't wake up after screaming for a long time, who would die like that when sleeping?"
Gu Qing ignored him, and spread his sleeping bag next to Jin Yao and got in. When he turned around and saw Jin Yao sleeping with his eyes closed, he couldn't help sighing.
When Jin Yao left Zhong Ran Hospital, Zhong Ran fitted him with a high-voltage current bracelet in view of his duties as a doctor. The remote control was with Xu Zeen. If he behaved aggressively, Xu Zeen just pressed the remote control, and Jin Yao would Will faint, but Gu Qing saw that Xu Zeen was almost dying, and that person never pressed the remote control.
It was late at night here, and the hospital on the other side was turned upside down. Situ and Chen Zhang rushed over overnight. Although Xu Zeen didn't need an operation, he developed a high fever.
"What's going on? Jin Yao hit the boss again?" Chen Zhang walked around the hospital bed, unable to figure it out.
"Jin Yao doesn't remember many things, and he didn't think he did it on purpose." Situ twisted another towel for Xu Zeen to change into.
"Even if it's amnesia, you can't hit someone for no reason. Didn't you find out that the boss's injury has not healed up recently? Today is even worse. He hurt his internal organs. Look at the boss's face, such a swollen mark..."
"Okay, the boss doesn't care about what you care about. Is it your first day working with the boss?" Situ lowered his face, "If the boss hears you talking about Jin Yao, he will be upset."
Chen Zhang said sadly: "How can Jin Yao be so cruel, even I know how good the boss treats him..."
Situ sighed: "From Jin Yao's point of view, it's really hard to understand that the boss wanted to get engaged to Miss Zhou back then..."
Chen Zhang's eyes widened: "But that's just a plan that the boss made with Mr. Zhou. Only when he is engaged to the old chairman will he take out [-]% of Hein's shares as a dowry gift, plus the [-]% exchanged with Hongshi. Third, with this [-]%, the boss can take over Hai En in advance. This was the most efficient method at the time. Only this [-]% was bought by the boss with real money from the brothers and sisters of the Zhou family. All the assets have been taken out..."
"That's the reason, but Jin Yao can't get sand in his eyes, and these plots and tactics have always been what he dislikes the most..."
"The boss wanted to take over Hai En early because of him?" Chen Zhang was not convinced, "The boss was the sure heir at that time, and it wasn't because he couldn't afford to wait. It was because of Jin Yao that he was anxious to take power ahead of time. One more day of danger, in order to avoid the eyeliner of the old chairman, you can't even go to a doctor openly..."
Situ also couldn't help shaking his head: "The reason why they broke up back then was because the old chairman had murderous intentions towards Jin Yao. No matter how good Jin Yao is, it's hard to keep him safe from other people's mental calculations. At that time, EM just came out, and the capital world Everyone is optimistic, the boss merged the whole of Enyao into Haien, just to let the old chairman spare Jin Yao's life, and promise to never see him again..."
"Then why didn't he explain?" Chen Zhang couldn't help being annoyed, "Why didn't the boss explain something that can be explained clearly in a few words?"
"I explained," Situ said, "otherwise, why do you think that Jin Yao, who was blind at that time, could still stay with the boss for two years?"
"Then why does Jin Yao hate the boss so much now? Just because of Xu Zhou's marriage? For this, Jin Yao is too ignorant, even we all know that the marriage is a fake engagement!"
Chen Zhang looked down at Xu Zeen again, and suddenly asked in confusion, "Why is the boss smiling?"
Situ also looked over: "Probably, he thought of something happy..."
Xu Zeen saw them from the beginning again.
On a narrow cobblestone path, two children came from a distance, one chubby, the other pink, staggering forward and backward.
The chubby kid is Jin Yao, and the pink and tender one is Xu Zeen.
Jin Yao followed behind Xu Zeen, crying: "Enen, enen..."
Xu Zeen turned around unbearably, and sighed: "Brother, I just go to class, and I will still play with you after class."
"Then I..." Jin Yao choked, "Then can't I... have class together..."
"But my father said he wanted you to go to the school to learn martial arts, and Master Qin said that your bones are very good." Xu Zeen said helplessly, even though he didn't know what a root was, but he had to listen to what the adults said.
"I don't want to learn martial arts..." Jin Yao hiccupped, "It will hurt..."
Xu Zeen rolled his eyes: "I don't want to go to class either, the teacher will hit my palm, brother... Let's pretend to be sick together!"
The two children climbed into the bathtub by themselves, and shivered while hugging each other with half a tank of cold water.
"Ennah," Jin Yao's teeth were chattering, "It's so cold!"
"Me too," Xu Zeen also sniffled, "It's too cold."
The stopper of the bathtub is tightly packed, and with the water pressure, the child has no strength at all.
They decided to climb out, but it was easy to get into the tank and difficult to get out of the tank. The water in the tank did not reach their small chests, and the walls of the tank were so slippery that they could not stand on their feet. Finally, Xu Zeen squatted, and the water almost reached his little neck. Son, he hissed and said: "Brother...you step on me and go out first...then call someone..."
Jin Yao climbed out of the bathtub as he said. He didn't have time to put on other clothes, so he just wrapped up his little down jacket and long johns and ran out. He ran out from the second floor of the small building, and when he saw anyone, he said, "Well En is in the water, En is in the water..."
A gardener withdrew his hand indifferently, and a maid pretended not to hear. An uncle carrying a bag of rice walked past him. Jin Yao whimpered and walked around the garden, but no one followed the child back to the small building. .
Xu Ze'en didn't know how long he had been in the bathtub. He just realized bit by bit in the extreme cold how hostile the people in Nanhu Manor had towards him and Jin Yao. Where did he come from? Later, when he was carried out of the cold water by Jin Bowen, he was already scalding hot all over.
During the time when he had a fever, Jin Yao had already told Jiang Shuhong, the mistress of the house, the reasons why they soaked in cold water, so he was taken to the study as soon as his high fever subsided, and it took him a long time to see each other His father, Xu Chongmou, was sitting behind the desk looking at him, while Jiang Shuhong was standing in front of the desk, smiling very gently at him.
Xu Chongmou hugged his son to his knees for the first time, and asked kindly, "Tell Dad, what do you like?"
The child was a little flattered, he opened his big black and white eyes, and counted in a milky voice with his little finger: "I like Transformers, airplanes, guns..."
He thought for a while, and added the last sentence, "I like my brother the most."
Xu Chongmou winked at Jiang Shuhong, and Jiang Shuhong walked out. Not long after, a servant brought in all Xu Zeen's favorite toys, and Jiang Shuhong led Jin Yao in.
Jin Yao first grinned and made a face at Xu Zeen, and the two children looked at each other and laughed happily.
It was at this time that Jiang Shuhong suddenly picked up the model airplane and smashed it on the ground!
The wings of the small plane fell apart with a "click", and the two children were stunned.
Jiang Shuhong picked up the Transformer again, it was not broken, so she disassembled the Transformer part by part, broke it into pieces and threw it on the ground, then the sound gun, the battery was removed, and the screws were removed ...
In the end Jiang Shuhong walked up to Jin Yao, Jin Yao didn't understand what was going on, he just looked up blankly at the always noble and beautiful wife staring at him coldly.
Xu Zeen suddenly uttered a scream like a small animal falling into a deadly trap, he struggled desperately on Xu Chongmou's leg, cried and shouted: "Brother, brother—"
Jiang Shuhong raised his right hand slowly, Jin Yao raised his head blankly, Xu Zeen's scream almost pierced the roof of the study——
"Crack!" Loud applause sounded in the empty study room, and the little child fell to the ground, but he didn't cry like usual, he was completely stunned.
Xu Zeen almost died of crying.
Xu Chongmou waved his hand, and the servant carried out Jin Yao who was so frightened that he couldn't speak at all.
Amidst the earth-shattering cries of the child, Xu Chongmou's voice sounded slowly: "From today onwards, you have to be a useful person, you have to fight for things you like by yourself, and if you fight for them, you have to be able To protect, otherwise everything you have, the toys you like will be destroyed, and the people you like will be taken away. Only the strong are entitled to own it. Do you understand? Xu Zeen, my son, you have to remember Today, remember this shame, remember the taste of loss, only by firmly remembering, you will work hard to become a strong person, and you will not let today's history repeat itself."
That night when the two little children hugged each other, Jin Yao cried belatedly. He didn't know why his wife broke Enen's toys, let alone why his wife beat him. He just felt that his face was very ugly. It hurt, and he was very scared. He fell asleep crying and crying, sleeping on his back and snoring.
Even after more than ten or twenty years, Jin Yao probably couldn't understand the meaning of Mrs. Xu smashing the plane, but the four-year-old Xu Zeen was clear in his heart. It was because he understood that he was afraid.
If those toys are broken, they will be broken, there will always be newer and better ones to replace them, but if Jin Yao is gone, there will be no more, no one can replace Jin Yao.
Xu Zeen hugged Jin Yao desperately, using his thin and weak arms. At that time, Jin Yao was a lot stronger than him, and he couldn't hug Jin Yao at all. On Jin Yao's chubby belly, five small fingers pinched the flesh on the belly tightly, and Jin Yao grinned in pain in his dream.
After that, Xu Zeen and Jin Yao started two completely different lives. Jin Yao was still the heartless chubby, but Xu Zeen went to class on time every day. Even after class, he seldom stayed with Jin Yao. Go crazy all over the place.
At that time, Xu Ze'en didn't think very long-term. He just knew that his behavior of pretending to be sick angered his parents. He also knew that if he was a useless person, he would not be able to protect what he liked. The ability that children at the age of [-] can master is nothing more than studying hard.
But Xu Ze'en was wrong. The harder he worked and the better he was, the more hateful he was in the eyes of his elder brothers. They had nothing to do with him, but they had plenty of ways to bully Jin Yao.
Xu Zeen only wanted to protect Jin Yao when he became stronger, but how could he have imagined that the years are long and growing up is such a difficult thing, Jin Yao couldn't wait for him to protect him, so he died.
At the Nanhu Manor banquet that night, Jin Yao lay there covered with scars, his big round eyes looked at him weakly and sadly, and crystal tears slid down the pillow drop by drop. He was dying, but he still wanted to raise his hand to touch Xu Zeen face, he said: "Enen, my body hurts, am I going to die..."
"No," 15-year-old Xu Zeen suppressed the turbulent tears, coaxing him with a smile, "When the banquet is over, the doctor will come and heal your injuries. You are only 15 years old, you will not die of……"
"I regret it so much," Jin Yao wept bitterly, "If I had been better, I would have beaten AK..."
"I'm so lazy, I'm the worst of them all..."
"Only you are willing to ask me to be a bodyguard, but I can't beat anyone..."
"Well, I'm so sorry..."
"AK was injured that time, I should have broken his leg, I let him go, but today he is going to kill me..."
"I'm so stupid..."
The 15-year-old Jin Yao regretted his mediocre and short life. In the end, he just kept crying and shouting En En's name: "...I can't bear you, I can't bear you... ..."
In the past 15 years, only the two of them depended on each other. Although Jin Yao had a lot of disputes, he was really good to Xu Zeen. Nanhu Manor is a cold and desolate ancient tomb, and only Jin Yao is the only warmth in this ancient tomb. .
Xu Zeen held Jin Yao's hand and pressed it to his face. He burst into tears with a smile: "You don't have to be reluctant to bear me. We agreed to be born in the same year, the same month, and the same day, and to die in the same year, the same month, and the same day. We agreed..."
Xu Zeen took a pair of scissors and cut the bed sheet into strips, then dressed Jin Yao and tied him to his back.
It was snowing heavily that night, and when Xu Zeen walked out of the small building with Jin Yao on his back, big and beautiful fireworks were exploding in the sky. He tried to find a doctor many times tonight, but was quickly stopped and escorted back to the small building.
That place is as bright as pearls, but the people inside are all dirty, ugly and hideous.
Xu Zeen walked towards the gate with Jin Yao on his back, while looking back from time to time, he thought, if I can come back one day, I want all the people who are smiling today to kneel at my feet and cry.
The humiliation I have suffered, the torture Jin Yao has suffered, every tear we shed, every drop of blood we shed, I want all of you to pay back double!
The mountain road was covered with heavy snow. Someone cleared the road before, which made the road even more slippery and difficult to walk on. Xu Zeen walked on the mountain road with one foot deep and the other shallow. He could feel that Jin Yao was getting heavier and heavier on his back, and his breathing was getting weaker and weaker. , but his mood became very peaceful.
He thought, stupid people are destined to pay the price, Jin Yao is, so is he.
At the moment when he stepped on the air and fell off the cliff, he opened his eyes wide, let the snowflakes fall into his eyes, and the hot tears covered the frost and blurred his eye sockets, he hugged Jin Yao with his hands behind his back, It was as if the pause button had been pressed for an instant between the sky and the earth. At that time, Xu Zeen was smiling.
……
Xu Zeen was awakened by a baby crying, and the first thought in his mind was, is he not dead?What about Jin Yao?
He remembered that he went down the mountain with Jin Yao on his back to find a doctor, and slid down the cliff halfway. Why did he appear in the white and miserable hospital ward, where is Jin Yao?
The next moment Xu Zeen was shocked to find that he couldn't sit up, no, his body was too strange, he didn't even seem to have the strength to turn over, and why was there a child crying all the time?
He turned his head with difficulty, and there was a chubby doll lying beside him, crying loudly. Xu Zeen looked at the child's iconic large shiny forehead, and then shifted his gaze to the doll's earlobe, on which was a red doll. Moles are as bright as cinnabar.
Xu Zeen's eyes widened suddenly, this is Jin Yao!
He and Jin Yao went back to when they were just born...
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