After rebirth, the scumbags all favor me

Xu Zeen held a meeting until the sky was dark. Jin Yao fell asleep and woke up. The secretary lady came in to deliver water and food for several times. He chatted with the other party until he realized that the chairman came to the company very rarely. This time he made a major decision. will delay until now.

Two years ago, Hai En's vitality was badly damaged, and Xu Ze'en was responsible for it. Of course, he was the only one who could turn the tide. Jin Yao thought that at that time, it was the time when Taihu Washington was on fire and he had an accident. He rubbed his face against the hideous and winding scars deep in the opponent's palm, shaking his head to shake off the breathless pain.

Bored, Jin Yao turned on Xu Zeen's computer, the password was Jin Yao's birthday, the blue screen lit up, the screen saver and the background were the same photo, there was no one in the picture, only a straight forest path, dense forests on both sides, sunshine Jumping between the gaps in the leaves, leaving fine and bright light spots, the lower part of the center of the picture is a pair of hands clasped with ten fingers.

This is the one that shows the relationship between the two of them the most among all their group photos. It is more revealing that they are lovers than hooking shoulders and backs, and it is more subtle/secret than hugging and kissing.

Jin Yao smiled and scratched the back of Xu Zeen's hand on the screen. He habitually opened the EM software first, but it was automatically connected to Xu Zeen's account. There was only one contact in that account, and it was difficult for Jin Yao to ignore it. The profile picture is black, and the nickname is just a string of numbers, which is Jin Yao's account.

EM has a functional area for storing sent messages. Jin Yao thought about the messages from Xu Zeen he received every day before, and was a little curious about what settings this person made so that he could only receive but not reply, but that area was empty. "99+" is marked in the unsent information box.

Blessed to the soul, Jin Yao clicked on the message box. Unlike the broken and vague messages Jin Yao received, these unsent documents are complete and dated, more like a diary of Xu Zeen:

[August 8: Is this a big dream, or a hallucination?If there is me in this world, please bury me with him]

[September 9: I opened my eyes and went back to the ward again, and each of them told me that you were dead... I let them go, this is the 11th failure]

[September 9rd: I jumped from Xishan Mountain for one month in a row. After waking up, I appeared in the ward every time. The time pointed to 23:8 am on August 23rd, 28 hours after the 24th building in Taihu Huafu caught fire. I finally Confirming that I will never be able to go back to the moment I was born, I can't even go back to before the fire on August 8nd]

[September 9th: Experts say that the magnetic field in Xishan is abnormal, but that’s all. No one believes that if I jump from this place, time will flow back infinitely. Even if it is verified on the spot, it will be useless. Only I will go back to August 27rd alone , boundless despair, August 8, where are you, Jin Yao, where are you]

[September 9th: Zhong Ran thought that I had severe hallucinations, and he performed the first hypnosis for me. I actually saw Jin Yao. He was standing by my side, watching me do everything, and he wanted to talk to me. , but I can't hear his voice, hypnosis terminated]

[October 10: The second hypnosis, Jin Yao said to me, "Wait for me", I'm sure he said these two words to me]

[October 10: Finally someone agrees with me and confirms that people have spirits after death]

【October 10st: The last time, if I can go back to August 21rd, I will wait for you slowly】

……

Many of the subsequent messages were seen by Jin Yao. Xu Zeen recorded all the trivial thoughts in his life, as if he was talking to Jin Yao. Not talking about it all the time.

How tough and stubborn a person must be to stay awake under such a treacherous fate. Repeated rebirth brings despair, and after every night of claws and claws, he will be thrown into hopeless waiting and searching. Jin Yao felt that even a person like himself, who had survived many years of wandering and was even captured by the god of death twice, would find it difficult not to be defeated.

He couldn't imagine how Xu Zeen survived.

Jin Yao vaguely remembered that he was standing next to Xu Zeen watching him jump down the western mountain again and again without hesitation, and he was shouting loudly and in vain beside him. He saw Xu Zeen sitting in a dark room, staring at the deep computer screen, The words that appeared on it were carved like sharp blades, and turned into countless steel needles that melted into his soul. He saw Xu Zeen cut the skin of the palm of his hand with a sharp blade, and murmured, "I will return the blood to him. You should be back sooner. He saw Xu Zeen return from August 8th to August 24rd, and saw him return from September 8rd to August 23rd. The expression on his face gradually changed from the initial sadness and pain to the end. Numb and dazed...

Jin Yao's heart was beating violently, and every breath of air he took was filled with shock, emotion, pity, and heart palpitations. The most extreme affection buried deep in Bo Yun's treacherous time and space in the most cruel way deep in his consciousness There were criss-crossed leaves and shadows everywhere, and he desperately tried to catch them, but watched them escape like a gossamer at his fingertips.

How absurd, how absurd, how absurd, mottled like the imagination of a neurotic.

He and Xu Zeen are probably two lunatics.

Jin Yao reached out to hold the glass on the table, his fingers trembled violently, the glass half filled with clear water rippled in his palm, the ripples hit the glass wall, and were sent to his lips, cool water droplets Down the throat, an unspeakable bitterness appeared on the tip of the tongue, and even the throat was scorching hot like a stream of magma.

His eyes were fixed on the last unsent message on the screen, the glass suddenly fell and fell on his knees, the water wet his knees, like tears scattered all over his face:

"When you come back, I will cook for you every day, kiss your face, accompany you to do what you like, engrave your name on everything, show love to the whole world, you can beat me and scold me at will but please Don't leave me, I will love you well, do little love, say little sweet words, just be with you, and see you smile every day. Baby, I miss you."

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When Xu Zeen found Jin Yao, he was standing on the roof of the building with his arms outstretched, as if he was about to fly away.

The heart almost jumped to the mouth of the throat, Xu Zeen even held his breath, for fear of alarming him, but Jin Yao turned his head, his smile was like a sparkling lake under the melting moonlight, clean and gentle, brushing away his short-term anxiety.

"Why are you here? It's only March, and it's cold." Xu Zeen walked over, held Jin Yao's hand, and couldn't help smiling. Jin Yao is a warm little stove, always warmer than his own.

"Have you rested? Are you hungry? Have you eaten?"

Xu Ze'en touched Jin Yao's face, and found that his face was several times warmer than the other's, so he backed away embarrassingly.

Jin Yao stuck to it, using his own body temperature to warm Xu Ze'en's hand: "I slept for a long time, I'm not hungry, I ate a lot."

Xu Zeen kissed Jin Yao's face: "Then I'll make you some supper when I get home."

The softness in his heart spread endlessly, Jin Yao hooked the second button of Xu Zeen's shirt, pulled him down a bit, kissed his smooth forehead, slightly closed eyes, and warm lips, lingering endlessly, tossing and turning .

The heart is like a mirror, cracking from the central point to all directions, each crack spreading out like a silk spider web, wishing to wrap around this person tightly, drag him into the chest cavity, and place it properly.

"Little brother misses me?"

When he went out, the little leopard was still in high spirits, but when he saw him again, he was as gentle and gentle as a well-behaved cat. Xu Zeen was keenly aware of Jin Yao's change, and teased him hoarsely with a soft smile.

"Thinking about it."

Xu Zeen was slightly surprised: "Why are you so obedient today?"

"I'll be so good from now on." Jin Yao raised his eyebrows, "How about it?"

"Okay," Xu Zeen rubbed his face, "I will be good in the future."

"Is it cold?" Jin Yao pressed his forehead against his and patted his hand.

"Holding you won't be cold."

"Then hold tighter."

The two hugged each other intimately, and Jin Yao spoke slowly: "I'm going abroad next month, Xingcan has a movie called... what is it? Anyway, I have to go abroad with her."

"it is good."

Jin Yao was surprised: "I thought you would be unhappy?"

Xu Zeen shook his head: "No, I will accompany you."

Jin Yao laughed: "Why do you follow me to make a movie?"

Xu Ze'en said solemnly: "I will spend money on the crew, so that you can eat well and live well, and no one will make you angry."

Jin Yao opened his mouth: "What about the company?"

"I can't."

"What if it falls?"

"Don't be afraid, I have a lot of savings, and if we can't sell Nanhu Manor, it will be enough for us to eat for the rest of our lives!" Xu Zeen said very seriously.

"Okay," Jin Yao closed his eyes and smiled slightly, "I'll tell you something nice, do you want to hear it?"

"tell me the story."

Xu Zeen looked down at Jin Yao, the moonlight poured down on his face, making his smile like a silvery halo, Jin Yao today was softer than Xu Zeen had ever seen before, like a mausoleum The hardened sword was suddenly wrapped in the softest snow silk, and in the silence of the world, only this man's voice slowly sounded, like zither strings, beating Xu Zeen's heart one by one:

"From now on, I will eat your cooking every day, kiss your face, accompany you to do what you like, show my love to the whole world, I will not beat you, scold you or leave you, I will be good Love you, do a lot of love, say a lot of sweet words, accompany you, see you smile every day. Baby, I love you."

Xu Zeen buried his head into Jin Yao's neck, and his lips pressed against an artery there. The pulse connected the hearts of the two people, and it was beating vigorously and warmly at this moment. His thin lips opened and closed silently, repeatedly pouring out three Words: I love you.

Jin Yao remembered that when he was young, he was most annoyed by reciting books, especially ancient prose, but there was a passage in the textbook that he was still familiar with, because at that time Xu Zeen sat behind him and insisted on holding his hand while writing and reciting with him, At that time, Jin Yao didn't know what it meant, let alone the meaning of Xu Zeen's actions. Only now did he finally realize that Xu Zeen's treatment of Jin Yao was exactly the reflection of this queer phrase:

——I don’t know where it started, but it goes deeper and deeper. The living can die, and the dead can live.Those who are born but cannot die, and those who are dead but cannot be resurrected are not the ultimate in love.

(Tang Xianzu's Peony Pavilion)

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The author has something to say: Huh——

This article is finally over, it took the longest time, the least number of words, the most energy, and the worst grades... Even so, Xiao Mo finished it.

Thanks to all the friends who have been able to follow to the end. Although I have said this many times, it is precisely because of seeing you that Xiaomo insists on writing, revising, and posting every day.

This book should be renamed "If there is me here" in the future.

In fact, Xiaomo liked this story very much at first, and even prepared 50 words when designing the plot at first, and then cut off some outlines for many reasons.

The character Xu Zeen hides his thoughts too deeply, so it is tiring to write, and everyone looks tired. With Zhou Yancheng's outgoing personality in front of him, when Xiao Mo controls Xiao Xu, he obviously feels powerless.

Thank you for being so accommodating.

The next book of Xiaomo will be a fantasy, a sweet pet, and a quick read, let’s have some Su Shuangtian to adjust the mood, "Cute You", please little angels to bookmark, chirp, chirp, Xiaomo bows and thanks!

At the same time, the third part of the Zha Gong series, "The Old Man is in the North Pole, I'm in the South", has already been pre-ordered. Your support is welcome.