You stand shoulder to shoulder with brilliance

Wouldn't it be better if all human thoughts and emotions were removed, leaving only a body and sensory stimulation?

Guan He thought, if this is the case, will his life with Cheng Yutian become easier.

He can no longer worry about emotional issues, he can enjoy every moment with Cheng Yutian wantonly.

But he couldn't, never could.

**

Ever since Guan He brought Cheng Yutian home and Cheng Yutian took Guan He's quilt away, Cheng Yutian thought that the relationship between the two had improved, so he came to Guan He every now and then, regardless of whether Guan He No matter how indifferent they are to him, he is willing to do so.

One day, Guan He made dinner, and Cheng Yutian came to eat without invitation.

"Do you know how much I annoy you?" Guan He said angrily, "I only did one's job."

"Add some more noodles, or cook another pot of rice, I can wait."

Guan He half-lidded his eyelashes: "What about the food? Can you eat plain rice?"

Cheng Yutian had nothing to say. He and Guan He had a lot of appetite. Seeing the plate of fried pork with carrots and boiled cabbage on the table, he could only silently turn on his phone: "Let me order a takeaway."

Guan He sat down with a sullen face, and divided some dishes into the bowls of the two. While Cheng Yutian was looking at his mobile phone, he put some more meat in the other's bowl.

"The takeaway is ready. I ordered sweet and sour pork and eggplant stew. It should be enough for the two of us."

"Cheng Yutian," Guan He looked up at him, "Why are you doing this?"

Cheng Yutian didn't start, and changed the topic: "Your cooking skills have improved again, this fried pork is really tender."

Guan He sighed softly and stopped talking.

**

Another three days later, Guan He dragged his exhausted body back home, and at the door, he saw Cheng Yutian again.

"Why don't you give me a key, lest I always stand at the door blindly waiting for you."

"Cheng Yutian!" Guan He finally became angry, "Are you finished?"

Cheng Yutian was frightened by this roar, he looked at Guan He desperately, a little aggrieved: "I thought..."

"Why do you think?"

"I thought we were reconciled."

Guan He smiled: "Who told you to reconcile?"

"I slept in your bed."

"Then you put me to sleep?"

After Guan He finished speaking, he opened the door with the key. He had no intention of letting Cheng Yutian follow him in. After entering the door sideways, he took advantage of the opportunity to close the door.

Cheng Yutian supported the door with his hands, his strength was stronger than Guan He's, Guan He had no choice but to let him in.

After Cheng Yutian slammed the door, he pushed Guan He against the wall, and then he pressed forward, completely blocking Guan He's escape route.

Cheng Yutian looked at Guan He with dark eyes, leaving Guan He nowhere to hide.

"I'll sleep with you tonight."

As soon as Cheng Yutian finished speaking, he immediately kissed Guan He's lips.

**

It was a warm and urgent kiss, so deep that it made Guan He lose his mind.

His hand was raised slightly, even trying to hold Cheng Yutian's waist. At the last moment, he tried to push Cheng Yutian away with his hand.

Cheng Yutian didn't give up because of this, he clasped Guan He's hands tightly, held Guan He's head high, and pressed it against the wall.

At this moment, Guan He is like a defenseless lamb, letting Cheng Yutian slaughter him.

When the kiss reached the deepest point, Cheng Yutian's eyes became gentle. He slightly loosened his lips and asked Guan He, "How is it? Are you willing to leave me?"

Guan He didn't say a word, just squinted his eyes slightly, looking at the man in front of him, seducing him again and again, making him fall deeply.

"Huh?" Cheng Yutian couldn't get Guan He's response, so he asked again.

Guan He remained silent.

Cheng Yutian lowered his head and smiled, and when he looked up again, he looked a little embarrassed.

"Guan He, what did you like about me before?"

Yeah, what did I like about you before?

My world is so different from yours.

"Did you really like me?"

Cheng Yutian continued to ask questions.

Guan He still didn't answer, he didn't know how to answer, and he also knew that he couldn't answer now.

Cheng Yutian turned around and left, his back was very lonely, like a bird that had lost its wings and could not see the hope of life.

**

Near the end of the year, Guan He received a letter. The letter lay in the mailbox, seemingly cold, but his eyes burned when he read it.

"Come to my house when you have time and take all your things. The password of the electronic lock has not been changed."

Cheng Yutian sent it to him. It took Cheng Yutian a whole summer to clean up Guan He's things in the house, as well as the memories related to Guan He, and almost another winter.

Guan He found a sunny weekend, dragged an empty box, and came to Cheng Yutian's house.

Cheng Yutian was not there, the room was very quiet, and a needle could be heard.

Guan He hadn't stepped into this space for a long time, and the furnishings inside looked familiar, yet unfamiliar.

He didn't have many personal belongings, a few clothes and some toiletries, Cheng Yutian had already packed them all for him, and put them on the coffee table in the living room.

Cheng Yutian didn't want Guan He to step into his room again, even though there were traces of the two getting along more.

Guan He put things into boxes one by one, and when he left, he felt that what he took away this time was not just a few pieces of clothes, but also everything he could accumulate over the past three years.

**

A year later, Guan He was going to have dinner with his colleagues in the restaurant of the shopping mall. Because of the different progress of the work in hand, everyone planned to go there in batches.

Guan He had a loan project feasibility report to write, and by the time it was finished, his colleagues had already made several urging calls.

"Okay, I'll be there right away, you guys eat first, don't wait for me."

Guan He turned off his office computer, grabbed his bag and rushed to the restaurant.

When he came to the first floor of the shopping mall, he saw He Rui.

"Senior?"

The moment He Rui saw Guan He, an inexplicable expression flashed across his face. After Guan He rejected He Rui's intention that time, the two of them never contacted each other again.

"Xiao Rui, you came alone? Have you had dinner yet?"

He Rui was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said, "I came with my friends!"

After finishing speaking, a boy walked over from KFC holding two ice cream cones: "Eat it quickly! You are not afraid of diarrhea in the cold weather?"

"Then don't you want to eat the same?"

"Crazy with you!" The boy smiled, and then saw Guan He, "Who is this?"

"This is my senior!"

"Oh," the boy nodded naturally, "Senior, hello!"

"Hello." Guan He returned.

The three exchanged pleasantries for a while and then broke up.

Guan He watched He Rui and the boy go away, and saw what happiness should look like.

Then let him go crazy with me.

**

After the dinner, the group watched a movie together.

Guan He couldn't remember what the movie was about. He was a little sleepy, and fell asleep shortly after the opening scene. When he woke up, the subtitles were almost out.

At the end of the show, Guan He yawned, and was about to leave with his satchel on his back, when a voice came from beside him: "So you fell asleep too?"

The one who asked him was Wang Ying, a girl who came in with him and was assigned to a different department.

Wang Ying also yawned, her eyes were hazy: "Actually, I fell asleep too. I am really tired from work! The food I ordered just now is so hypnotic!"

Guan He smiled: "The movie ticket money was wasted."

"Yeah!" Wang Ying nodded, "It's a pity! In fact, this movie is pretty good!"

"how do you know?"

"I read movie reviews before I came here, haha!"

The two walked out of the viewing hall one after another. When they were about to exit, Wang Ying said, "Hey, why don't we form a team to watch another show? Pick a day when you are full of food and sleep, and don't watch it anymore." Fall asleep!"

Guan He thought for a while, then nodded in agreement.

**

Wang Ying's execution ability is very strong. On Saturday, she arranged this matter.

She only made an appointment with Guan He, and as she said that day, the two of them slept in at home and then met directly at the entrance of the movie theater after they were full.

Wang Ying bought milk tea and popcorn, but she couldn't finish them all by herself, so she handed the popcorn to Guan He.

There is a big bucket of popcorn, Guan He wants to laugh a little: "Aren't you afraid that eating it will delay your watching the movie?"

Wang Ying blinked: "Are you saying you're afraid I'll be distracted?"

She shook her head immediately: "No way! I might fall asleep if I don't eat something!"

Wang Ying is not tall, only reaching Guanhe's neck, and she is a little fat, but she looks cute.

After the two walked into the movie theater, Wang Ying had already started eating before the movie officially started.

**

What they were watching was a sci-fi movie. Guan He thought that girls would not be very interested in this type of movie. Unexpectedly, this Wang Ying was very involved in watching it. After the show, he kept discussing the plot with him, and said After you get home, be sure to write a long review online.

This reminded Guan He of Cheng Yutian.

When the two of them were together, whenever there was a blockbuster sci-fi movie released in the cinema, they would watch all of them without stopping.

Cheng Yutian told Guan He that his biggest dream is to be an astronaut, but he is very bad at physics, so if he can't become an astronaut, then the next best thing is to be a flight attendant.

After hearing this, Guan He laughed at him several times, saying that he was lazy and perfunctory.

Cheng Yutian didn't take it seriously, shrugged and replied: "Anyway, it's heaven!"

**

Because Guan He drank a big cup of milk tea, Guan He felt a little urgent to urinate, and so did Wang Ying. In order not to miss any scene, the two of them held their breath until the end of the film. After they came out, they each went to the bathroom.

After Guan He finished his urgency, he came to the sink to wash his hands. He rubbed his hands carefully, but he heard someone behind him calling him, "Guan He?"

The voice was a little strange, but when I listened carefully, except for the lack of the characteristics of the boy's voice change period, everything else has not changed at all.

Guan He raised his head and saw a man appeared in the mirror.

His eyelashes drooped slightly.

"Your face hasn't changed much, it's just a lot taller." The man smiled.

Yes, Guan He was thinking, back then I looked up at you, but now I have to lower my head.

Guan He turned around and smiled faintly: "Cao Xiang, long time no see."