[BTS] In the Mood for Love in Pink

[Bian Tianshu's perspective]

The first time I sat face to face with BTS in a real sense was when I was preparing for the second topic.

Before that, either I was sitting in the audience, or I was sitting cross-legged in front of them and talking to them.

I used to be a fan and an idol.

Because I am a male fan, and I often hang out in front of them, after a long time, the topics they talked to me have indeed become different from other female fans.

such as,

"Are you in love?"

"Are you in college?"

"What is a major?"

It looks like relatives at home during Chinese New Year :)

At the beginning, I would answer well, but after I found out that they were just teasing me, if I asked this kind of question again, I would blow my hair on the spot.

"Yo, is the kid angry?"

"Yo, did the kid blow his hair?"

However, no matter how hairy they are fried, they are still my brother :)

Even the guy who looks like a bunny with a baby hat on his head is my brother :)

I hate that I'm not from 92 years ago :)

Later, when "YOUNEVERWALKALONE" came back, I went to the signing event without any surprise.

Even I was prepared to deal with their few familiar questions.

I thought that I must avenge my shame, but I got a new problem.

"Are you the head of that dance troupe? It seems."

"Ah! I thought it looked like it before! Looking at it again today, it's really you!"

Because Corgi has uploaded our jump to YouTube, and the popularity is quite high. They will know that I am not surprised, but they remembered me and recognized me, which surprised me a little.

However, no matter how familiar this kind of relationship is, it is only the relationship between idols and fans, and there is no crossing the line.

I know them as the seven teenagers I love, and they know me as the head of a dance troupe named "June" and their fans.

It wasn't until I received Dahei's email and applied for a job that our relationship changed substantially.

My first job was to participate in the choreography of the album about the dance music of the second full album.

On the plane to nh, I played the demo of "fakelove" in the earphones for several hours on a loop, and made up a few chorus moves by the way, but in the end, I felt that it was a little lacking.

I can't tell what's wrong, it's just that in my opinion, none of the movements I made up sounded as tragic as "loveyousobad".

It was a kind of tragedy that I had never heard in BTS's songs.

Even if this is just a demo recorded by the producer so simple that it doesn't even have chords.

When I got off the plane, it was already late at night. I wanted to go straight to the company, but when I got out of the gate, I found that someone had come to pick me up.

"Hello."

Who is that handsome guy who is standing at the gate of the airport in full armor and hiding in the dark, but Zheng Haoxi?

I am amazed.

One is that I didn’t expect the company to send someone to pick me up, and the other is that I didn’t expect that the person who picked me up was an international superstar.

"Why are you here? Aren't you afraid of being seen by fans?"

Although I have not formally met the members since joining the company, I have met them so many times after all, so it is not unfamiliar.

"It's okay, it's in the middle of the night, and I didn't come here by myself."

After speaking, cc pointed to the car on the side of the road.

...Aren't they too grand for me...

...Isn't this a bulletproof special vehicle...

What can I do? ? ?

"Get in the car, don't stay here."

But cc didn't care about my messy thoughts at all, took the suitcase in my hand, and walked in front of me to lead the way.

I naturally followed up.

As a result, when I opened the door...

……Wow……

...the car is full of surprises...

I figured out why CC came to pick me up instead of other members...

……

Full car choreographer and choreographer leader!Isn't this just going to make me work overtime!

I thought it was going to clean me up!

It's all about picking me up on the way to pick up other teachers!

I was afraid that I would not recognize him, so I specially asked cc to squat me at the door!

With the heart of keeping up with the thief boat, I got into the car without love.

Because I didn't sleep much on the plane, after a brief greeting to everyone, I leaned against the backrest and began to doze off in a daze.

Because I was a little obsessed with the bed, along the way, my consciousness was bouncing back and forth between sobriety and fuzziness, so when the car stopped firmly on the side of the road, I knew that I had arrived.

Everyone led me, who was still a little sleepy, into the company's practice room.

There were basically no people in the company late at night, but our entry surprised the security guard at the gate.

... Also, it's so dark that at first glance, no one would think that they are here to cause trouble.

But I didn't care too much, after all, work is important.

The work flow is probably to figure out the general dance of "fakelove" tonight, and the tedious detailed movements must be arranged before this Saturday.

Next week will be the arrangement of the other recorded songs. I heard that the song I am still pregnant with will be produced soon. There will be three or four songs in total. In short, the arrangement is very intensive.

Teacher Sun (Sun Chengde) danced all the movements they have compiled at this stage.

Just right, just right, stuck on "loveyousobad".

Including the ones I thought of, the choreographers present had nearly twenty ideas, all of which were rejected.

The reason is the same as I thought, due to feeling.

We thought about getting the others out first, maybe the inspiration for the chorus dance would come.

As a result, it was already dawn, and the rest of the rehearsals were finished, and the chorus and dance were still difficult to deliver.

The choreography was once again at an impasse.

After being bored in the practice room for several hours, everyone was a little bit overwhelmed.

A few teachers went out to smoke for a breath of air, and a few teachers went out to buy breakfast. In an instant, only me and CC were left in the practice room.

I was sitting in the middle of the huge practice room, still feeling unreal.

Even though I have been working for several hours with Dahei's choreographer teacher and even with Zheng Haoxi.

"It's the first time you work with us, it should be quite boring, right?"

cc took a cup of coffee and handed it to me. I took it and said thank you, and he sat down beside me.

"Fortunately."

It's fine.

Because before I came here, I thought the whole dance was blank.

"However," the coffee was so bitter, "Why does this song sound so hopeless?"

I frowned slightly, put the bitter coffee on the floor next to me, and didn't touch it anymore.

Hoseok stared at the coffee in his hand, smiled wryly, "I heard it."

The members haven't recorded yet, and all we hear now are the demos recorded by the producers, but even such a simple demo that doesn't even have a chord, I feel the weight of the song.

It seemed that it was because of the similar age, and it seemed that there was really a lack of a tree hole. After Hoseok sighed heavily, he said something that I will never forget in my life.

"We want to disband."

I never dreamed that the word "disband" would come out of Hoseok's mouth.

It's too heavy, even heavier than "fakelove".

Even just looking at it feels heavy.

Before I recovered from the shock, Hoseok continued talking.

"We got the billboard award.

"Win the first award only for artists.

"Also shared almost all the awards with the other two groups.

"Even the sales of the new album are more than ten times that of the first album.

"In the past, we would be unhappy because we couldn't appear on domestic variety shows, but now we can appear on talk shows that are watched by the whole world.

"Before we were sad because no one knew us, but now we are distressed because too many people are paying attention.

"It seemed like we got everything we wanted the most.

"Fame, glory, family happiness.

"But we can't think of anything else we need."

He was still looking at the cup of coffee, and he seemed to be speaking to me, but also to himself.

At this moment, he is not cc, not shrinking, not jhope.

It's Jung Ho-seok.

It's Zheng Ho-seok who is private, completely, without anyone setting up, without business, and without any burden.

Everything he said was his own thinking and speaking.

No script, no reality show.

It was these words that were so true that they could no longer be true that I suddenly realized that I seemed to be wrong.

Seems like it's been wrong all along.

I seem to take them too seriously.

They are all boys in their teens and twenties. It is not easy to live like this, and they are still treated as idols by me. Invisibly, how much pressure has this added to them?

This seems to be more than just carrying forward.

This one is heavy and out of range.

Just when I was about to say something, Hoseok's cell phone rang.

He took out his cell phone from his pocket, looked at the caller ID, sighed slightly, and hung up.

But a few seconds later, the same number called again.

Haoxi hung up again, and even got blocked.

But the other party didn't seem to give up, as if they changed their phone number and called again.

Hoseok sighed heavily again, hesitated for a few seconds, but still refused.

Then blocked the number, and finally ushered in a moment of tranquility.

I was wondering why Ho-seok didn't answer the phone just now, but when he sighed a second time, I suddenly thought of it.

This is illegitimate.

I have listened to a piece of audio before, which is the content of the call between the young lady and the illegitimate student of the opposite family. After listening to it, my whole body is horrified.

Unexpectedly, my idol is also going through this appalling incident.

He smiled at me helplessly holding the phone.

"It's kind of annoying, isn't it?"

Is this more than a little bit?

I followed him with a sigh.

All the despair, helplessness, and pain are intertwined to create a tragic and tragic "fakelove".

It's like being bound by people, everything is being manipulated, like a marionette without a heart, the words spoken are false, the feelings are false, everything is false.

……

Marionettes...

"Hoseok, what do you think of this movement?"

I suddenly thought of something, got up from the floor neatly, and made two puppet-like movements.

Hoseok's eyes as deep as a black hole suddenly flashed light.

"Can I dance again?"

I nodded, caught the beat, and muttered "loveyousobad" and danced again.

After dancing this time, Hoseok also stood up from the ground.

"Do you think," he said, making a somewhat modified gesture, "wouldn't this be better?"

I didn't say it, but he seemed to understand me perfectly, and made a more marionette-like move.

"If this is the action of a puppet, do you think the lyrics here should be changed to a puppet?"

I don't know if it's because I haven't slept for a long time, but I'm very excited now.

Even unconscious, he even said the words to change the lyrics.

But Hoseok didn't object, and nodded repeatedly.

"Okay, I'll discuss it with pd later. By the way, should we try to dance this chorus together?"

After that, we played the demo and danced back and forth several times.

Even though the dance didn't look smooth and detailed because there was no movement and no details, we still had a good time dancing.

It wasn't until the other teachers came back one after another that the two of us sat back on the floor again.

Hoseok and I's hair, clothes, and the whole body were soaked.

"I haven't been this relaxed in a long time."

Hoseok wiped the sweat from his brow while talking.

"Are you happy?"

I asked back.

He nodded.

"Dancing is really the happiest thing in the world."

After finishing speaking, he showed me a big smile.

He is still Jung Ho-seok, but at this moment, he is the hopeful Jung Ho-seok.

"Since your happiness is so simple, don't torture yourself to think about complicated things anymore."

I took off my peaked cap and brushed my hair, and said casually by the way.

I actually racked my brains to come up with this phrase :)

Hoseok blinked, and looked at me out of the window where the sun was born, as if he was thinking about something, and seemed to be reminiscing about what I just said.

After a long time, he let out a chuckle.

"correct."

later.

Hoseok, I and many other choreographers choreographed a complete dance, proposed to PD the willingness to modify the lyrics and got approval, and accepted a sigh from PD by the way, sighing why I refused to debut.

after that.

"loveyourself: turn to tear" was released, and the title song "fakelove" won many charts again.

Later later.

I got to know Ranran, and I formally established a relationship with Ranran, and participated in the choreography and production of the last album of the "loveyourself" series, Princess Ansel.

Full of joy, he choreographed the complete dance, but a few days before the first stage, he learned that the core choreography had been leaked for 30 seconds. Choreographed, taught to BTS, and stayed up for a few nights before getting familiar with dancing.When seeing pd in the practice room, accept sigh again.

At the end of the year.

Members who won many awards were crying on the stage of the MMAs at the end of the year. The other staff and I cried, and then we received a call from Ranran as soon as we got back to the hotel. It took hours to calm down.

As a result, the first sentence he opened his mouth was "Are my brothers still crying?"

Why don't you care if I cry or not? ? ?

Before returning home, I went to the company to pick up things, and when I met PD, I accepted the third sigh again.

I really couldn't stand sighing, so I recommended Sang Lin to the company, and I never heard sighing again.

Until Sang Lin made his debut, Ranran and I went to the scene, and the pd started to sigh endlessly when he saw Ranran.

Is this man addicted to sighing?

The author has something to say: Fang Shihyuk: (seeing Tiantian) This child is not a trainee, how many girls should cry.

Fang Shi Hyuk: (Seeing An Ran) I suddenly want to recruit female trainees.

90.00% of this chapter is made up, don't bring it into reality.