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The exchange study time at Capital University lasted for a year and a half. After a period of time, Chang Jiayu felt more and more urgently that Yan Jun didn't need to be here with him every day.

"There are many things in the company. You are here just to accompany me to school, which should delay a lot of things. I don't want to do this. Anyway, there are three months left, which is not too short of time." This day at Yan Jun's residence After taking a nap, the two of them were watching a movie on the sofa, during which Chang Jiayu mentioned something.

"You don't want me to be here with you?"

Chang Jiayu took a sip of water: "No, it's just...forget it."

Yan Jun sighed, took the water glass from him and put it on the table, and said softly, "At least let me spend your birthday with you before leaving."

Chang Jiayu murmured and agreed.But in fact, if he really had to celebrate his birthday, there was only one month left for the exchange.But Yan Jun insisted, so it was decided.

What they were watching was a war movie. After two hours, the scene of blood and flesh was finally over, and the sound of the explosion was still echoing in their ears, which made people feel a little heavy in their hearts.

But the kiss Yan Jun leaned over to soothe Chang Jiayu's emotions, he also turned sideways, with his arms on the man's back, and his lips and tongue were attached to him.

Yan Jun's kiss became deeper and deeper, and the tip of his tongue pried open the neat teeth, grabbing his breath forcefully.

"Hmm!" The soft flesh in his mouth was licked heavily, Chang Jiayu squinted his eyes half-closed and moaned, his pupils were also covered with a layer of misty watery light.

"Wang Wang Wang!"

There was an excited beeping sound in the corridor, Chang Jiayu woke up from the confusion, gently pushed Yan Jun away to relax, and then stood up.

"I'll go see what happened to Dudu."

The cause of the cry was a cockroach.

Dudu looked very excited, and kept poking at the insects on the ground with his paws. He was even happier when he saw Chang Jiayu, and pushed the cockroach he had killed to his feet. He raised his head and wagged his tail happily. It is an express expression that the face seeks praise and praise.

Chang Jiayu burst into laughter, bent down and knelt down on one knee, stroked the top of his head with his hand, looked at the dead cockroach again, thought about it and praised it: "Good job, tonight There are bones to eat."

After raising it for a period of time, Dudu has been able to associate the human language vocabulary of bones with delicious food entities, and upon hearing this, he wagged his tail more and more vigorously.

A few steps away, Yan Jun leaned against the wall and watched a man and a dog having fun, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, but the light in his eyes was not very bright.

The kiss was only halfway through, and the person in his arms withdrew and left without any nostalgia.

After being together again, Yan Jun could clearly feel that he had become more active, while Chang Jiayu was not as enthusiastic about him as before.

What he cares about is not the question of who is more active, but the uneasiness and hidden worries in such a relationship.

Maybe the child doesn't like himself as much as before, and he may even realize that he is actually a very mediocre person one day, so he will slowly transition until the relationship ends at the end.

These are all questions that he never thought about two years ago, but now he is troubled by them. He always feels that he is not good enough, and he has no advantage compared with those young and lively classmates around Chang Jiayu.His biggest bargaining chip is that Chang Jiayu still likes him and is still willing to be with him. Without this emotion, he will have nothing.

Time passed through May and stopped at the end of June, and Chang Jiayu's birthday was approaching.

It's just that the person who has been with him for more than two months has urgent matters to deal with. He bought a plane ticket and left here a few days in advance. These days, Chang Jiayu goes to and from school alone, and he no longer sees the familiar car when he commutes. For a while, I was not used to the car.

The day before the birthday, the person has not come back.

He sent a message to Yan Jun, but he didn't receive a reply until ten o'clock in the evening, so he couldn't help feeling worried.

He turned on the computer, searched, and found out that there was no real-time news report on the plane accident at the Capital Airport, so he felt a little relieved.

It was almost eleven o'clock when he received a text message.

"Baby, I'll wait for you under the A-frame."

"What the hell..." The man had already returned, and it seemed that he had been worrying for nothing. Chang Jiayu was completely relieved, and muttered something in a low voice, but the corners of his mouth couldn't help but curl up. It turned out that joy couldn't be hidden.

"Understood, I'll go right away."

The battery of the mobile phone was almost dead, so he and Yan Jun determined the specific address, changed their shoes and went out.

Fifteen minutes later, Chang Jiayu got out of the car and met Yan Jun at the south side of the A-shaped tower.

As soon as they met, Yan Jun naturally took out his hand and held Chang Jiayu's hand in his palm.He has always liked to do this for the past two months, and he doesn't shy away from it outside.Chang Jiayu didn't quite get used to it at first, but fortunately, the environment here is relatively open, and from time to time he would see same-sex couples hugging and kissing on the street, so he no longer had any worries.

"Have you had dinner?"

Chang Jiayu said, "I've eaten it, how about you?"

Yan Jun said: "Not yet, accompany me to eat some pizza next to me."

"Ah."

After eating, Yan Jun didn't pay the bill immediately. He sat across the dining table with gentle brows and rippling eyes: "Happy birthday, baby."

Even though he has been called like this for two months, Chang Jiayu has not cultivated to the state of being calm, so he lowered his head in embarrassment and whispered, "Thank you."

There were still 10 minutes until midnight on his birthday, and he thought he would get birthday wishes tomorrow.

Yan Jun continued: "I'm leaving this time to prepare a birthday present."

Chang Jiayu was a little puzzled: "What gift?"

The man on the opposite side took out a pendant from his pocket. There was a red stone passing through the hole on the simple string. Slightly changed, and soon discovered that it was not.

He pursed his lips, did not immediately reach out to pick it up, but asked, "What is this?"

"During this period of time, I have been thinking about how to make you trust me like before, but in the next few months, years, or even a lifetime, I may not be able to achieve it," Yan Jun said with a smile on his face. Laughing, that smile was a little sad and a little lonely, which made Chang Jiayu feel a little uncomfortable, "But no matter what, I have to do my best, so this time I went to an ancient tribe. They have a long-lasting If you want to express your loyalty to your lover, you have to use a knife to take blood from your heart, drip it on a white stone, then paint it red with red paint, and make a heart-shaped hole with your own hands, and give it to your favorite. people."

Chang Jiayu was startled, and immediately stood up and walked to him, put his hand on his chest, and said in disbelief: "You—"

"I didn't do this, don't worry," Yan Jun smiled, hugged him directly in his arms, bent his head and rubbed the tip of his nose, and said softly, "That way is too extreme, and there are other ways, that is Paint the stone red with red paint, find the one you made among the countless red stones, which represents uniqueness, and then swear to the sky that your relationship will never change, otherwise you will suffer the backlash of the oath.”

Chang Jiayu whispered, "What did you swear?"

"In the remaining decades of my life, if there is any feeling of betrayal or deception, I will not be able to do anything in this life, and I will not die well. If there is reincarnation, it will be like this for every lifetime."

Chang Jiayu's eyes were red, he looked like a wronged little rabbit in Yan Jun's eyes, he stretched out his hand to pinch the man's face, and said in a hoarse voice: "Uncle Yan will really swear that he will be so cruel to himself as soon as he speaks."

Yan Jun couldn't help kissing him. It had been a long time since he called him that, and his heart couldn't be softer in an instant.

He wrapped him tightly in his arms, rubbed his ears and temples, and whispered: "I know it's not very useful. Swearing can't be true. Anyone can say that, and it's right not to believe it. But I really don't want to believe it." I know how to express my liking for you, lost your trust, and any promise becomes insignificant, so I can only choose to please you a little bit in this crappy way, a little trust."

"I don't like it." Chang Jiayu tilted his head and bit the flesh on the side of his neck vigorously. Yan Jun didn't say a word, but hugged him tighter, listening to him whispering in his ear, "You were scared to death just now. Me, I thought you were so stupid, you are not allowed to do such a thing in the future."

"Well, I didn't actually do—"

The person in his arms entangled, and pressed his lips to the corner of his mouth accurately, Yan Jun fell silent, holding his waist to deepen the kiss.

After the kiss, Chang Jiayu leaned quietly in Yan Jun's arms. He closed his eyes, as if he was asleep. Yan Jun didn't call him, but just patted his back, gently stroking , like a coaxing appeasement.

In Yan Jun's broad chest, Chang Jiayu thought that he could really let go of those unhappy memories and embrace each other with a new mood.

What Yan Jun said is right, he was hit hard in the first relationship, although he accepted it again, but there was still a scar in his heart, so he didn't completely let go and devoted himself to the second relationship, he guarded carefully. I worry about my heart, afraid that if I hand it over, there will be another storm, and I will be devastated.

But now, he doesn't want to wear the shackles of the past anymore, and he doesn't want Yan Jun to be trapped in the past like himself.Breaking the deadlock needs an opportunity, a key, and this night has done it.

After leaving the restaurant, Chang Jiayu didn't want to go back, he jumped on Yan Jun's back, and was carried by the other side for a walk beside the A-shaped tower.It was late at night, and there were very few people around the bottom of the tower, and no one cast strange glances at them.

Light rain fell in the night sky, but the rain was weak, and it fell on the face, but it dispelled the heat of early summer, with a slight itchiness.

Chang Jiayu wrapped his arms around Yan Jun's neck, looked at his handsome side face in the moonlight, his mind moved, he lowered his head and pecked his cheek.

Yan Jun smiled and said, "Kiss me secretly, huh?"

Chang Jiayu kicked his leg, and said with a deep smile, "You've already found out, so it's not stealing."

"Then kiss again."

Chang Jiayu kissed again.

"not enough."

Chang Jiayu kissed him several more times, and when Yan Jun couldn't say enough, he feigned anger, the man turned his head and kissed his lips that were about to explode.

Small raindrops fell on Chang Jiayu's thick eyelashes, like pearls falling on the peacock's tail feathers, shining brightly under the light of the tower lamp.Yan Jun raised his head, kissed it gently, the kiss meandered down, and landed on the handsome young man's cheek, full of infinite affection.

"What are you doing?"

Chang Jiayu woke up like a dream, turned his head to look, and was stunned.

Chang Zhenfeng stood more than ten meters away, looking at them with extremely complicated eyes.

"……dad?!"

The author has something to say:

Jia Yu: Oops!was found!

Uncle Yan: Although I was a little caught off guard, but fortunately, it's time to meet the parents :)