A until you collapse

Sanduo, I have always been self-righteous, really, you are right.

Sanduo has been doing it all the time, all the time, doing it for me.

But Sanduo, such a thing that sinks into the bone marrow, makes you give up so much, so much.

for me.I who hurt you so much.

The bathtub was slowly filled, the steam gradually blurred his vision, and the real look in his eyes was covered.But I finally understood why I didn't shoot at the first time when we first met, didn't fight with all our strength, and didn't step on this stunned young man's hand.Nope, continue when you can get out of the grip with a flick...

Brother, I am your prisoner...

At that time, did you realize that you would be where you are today?

Xu Sanduo, who was unconscious, frowned slightly. At this moment, when the severe pain in Yuan Lang's heart reached its limit, his thinking suddenly became clear——

Sanduo, I was attracted to you the first time I saw you.It is not ability, but pure heart.

Too naive, too trusting, too kind, the weakness of warriors, the lack of human beings.Let me, Yuan Lang, be your captive willingly.

Until now, until now, I don't know what this character will bring to you and me.

Oh, was the unintentional at that time laughing at the intentional now?

so brutal.

After this time, you are just my soldier, nothing else.What I owe you will be repaid in the next life.

Touching the mattress at a certain position forced Xu Sanduo to open his eyes.

Seeing the captain's usual smile and gentle voice: "Xu Sanduo, I'm sorry."

He could only be stunned, and he didn't even have the energy to answer reflexively.

Because the captain's next question: "It's over, are you still willing to be my soldier?"

The meaning of fighting side by side is no longer special.His heart was hollowed out, and Xu Sanduo was speechless.

After that, you ask questions like this.

I asked for it, I don't blame you.

So he replied: "Yes." Some words are really redundant to say.For example, Captain, what kind of life-and-death decision made you choose to treat me like this and then ask such questions.

Xu Sanduo was dumb, but he had been 'enlightened' a long time ago.His captain is also a very transparent and rational person.Human hearts are not made of stone, so how could the two of them fail to notice such a burning thing?

It's just that the reason was too... that Xu Sanduo even wanted to block his intuition.

The person who heard the answer quickly turned his head away, and a tear fell silently in the air.Just know that you will always put the task first if you are stubborn.

With a tense face, he resumed his cold voice: "Little thing, are you satisfied with the appetizer just now?"

Laugh, two words: "Satisfied."

We are Ye Qiao and Lin Xi, now.

Put away willful power.

"You are already a member of Hellfire, and the emperor Yan Luo forcibly 'drawn' in." The cold voice continued: "Forget about the past Lin Xi, here, there are many people like you and me. The Golden Triangle, except for the drug trade , is also the world of retired special forces.”

"I know, he said it when we rescued him. Captain, what should we do now?"

"Obey orders, sleep soldiers."

"Yes."

After the lights were turned off, in the darkness, Ye Qiao said softly, "If you insist on following me, you'll bring it on yourself."

"Yes. Captain, I was wrong."

"..."

So they fell asleep quietly.So they fell asleep awake.

Captain, I must stop you.Even if I replace it.

Over, I must go, and do everything possible to keep you out of this, game within game.

Captain, the time is almost up, so you can't wait.

After all, they will act in one and a half months, by then, please cherish yourself.

Captain, take care while I'm away.

When it's over, live well while I'm not around.

Captain, Captain, Captain...don't go...

It's over, the national interest is above all else, this is the reason why I choose to hurt you severely and give up all the cruel methods to keep myself from getting close.I can't come back alive.

Even if he is alive, he is a waste.Semi-finished products, while stimulating the full potential of the human body, are life-burning agents at the cost of taking away all the body's functions.As for the year and a half of Kan'er... But what is most lacking now is time.

You are still so young, I can't drag you down selfishly.

Captain, I have a secret.The early test product is the best inhibitor.I am the best inhibitor for your body.As long as you use the method just now, what you value most will never leave.

This is my task and responsibility.The day it comes out is doomed.

Finished, your task is to prevent Yuan Lang from falling down before he completes the task.

The commander's voice trembled violently when he said this: "It's over, you are the best inhibitor. Only the highest level and I know about this accident. The news has been kept closed. Now, tell me, if only Yuan Lang keeps hurting you , so that he won't fall down due to the failure of various organs and nerves and be unable to complete the task, are you still willing to go?"

After shooting, before falling down, the commander said.

"Yes." Behind the two words, the shock was indescribable.

"..." At that moment, Xu Sanduo saw Qing Dan weeping.

Icy liquid.

Country C will never compromise with any force that dares to invade or even just deters.Only now, Qingdan really feels sad for such an extremely cruel thing.Desperate for the soldiers who accepted such cruel orders without hesitation.

So he said, "Now, as commander..."

Sanduo, you and me, that's all. In the future, I, Yuan Lang, will not hurt you again, not even die.

Captain, you and me, that's all.In the future, in order to complete the task, I will do everything possible.

Sanduo, I know you have something to hide from me... But I won't hurt you again, so I want to take a risk and try to open that 'joint'.

Captain, I know, but I can't let the mission have any problems with you.

Sanduo, I...

Tell yourself the last few words.

In the heart, the bottom of the heart.

The next morning.

Lin Xi quietly opened her eyes, there was a burning pain, a little dizzy, and a low fever.Looking at the people around him, they seemed to be in deep sleep.

Thinking, they are all thinking.The posture is lazy, the sleeping capacity is natural, and the body is relaxed and soft.It doesn't change the fact of being sober.

sleepless nights.

"Captain, wake up." The voice was a little hoarse, probably because of the low fever.

That person didn't move, Lin Xi knew that he had something to think about.So, he reluctantly got up and moved into the bathroom in an extremely awkward posture.

In fact, Ye Qiao didn't know how to face it.Hurt is hurt and will not be forgotten for any reason.

The nightmare of a lifetime.

He didn't want to wake up, but he bounced off the bed like an electric shock and rushed into the bathroom when he heard a very faint groan.

Seeing the soldier slipping to the ground, holding his back in a strange posture, he tried to struggle and lifted up the Tooth Cup.That thing is close at hand.

But he was almost suffocating in pain.Gritting his teeth, he sat down on the floor.

The outstretched hand paused, then turned stiffly and went to the sink, handed the dental cup to his hand, and sighed softly: "Don't be brave..."

Can't go on.I blame myself for the pain.

"It's okay, Captain." Lin Xi tried her best to freshen up as neatly as possible, turning her head, her expression and voice remained the same as before: "It will be fine in two days, it's an adaptation period, it's normal."

Absolutely not normal!Ye Qiao's eyes widened: "What the hell are you trying to do? Forgot what you said?"

"To be your pawn. Know. But for now, I'm the captain of your 'best friend'."

"Then it has to be..." Ye Qiao was furious, this stubborn...

"It's nothing, isn't it? Anyway, no one is at a disadvantage, so why not?"

"..." I can't even speak, what kind of bloody logic is this?What... eat, lose?etc!He was almost led into a ditch by this little bastard!Ye Qiao found it incredible!Is this still the idiot soldier he knew?More than a year and a half to grow to the present?

Still, his eyes darkened: "Do you know what it means?"

"Of course." A to each other, as long as you don't fall, anything is fine.

"Then don't blame me for being rude." These words were said at the cost of heartbreak, and then the door was slammed out.

In the bathroom, Lin Xi suddenly felt dizzy, probably too awake.Not the effect of inhibitors.

In the next few days, the two became intimate as a pair.Of course Lin Xi wouldn't pretend to be a man's sweetheart, and Ye Qiao could be disgusted with that kind of person.However, there is a kind of strong and dark deep-seated affection that is ambiguous and difficult to understand but can easily flow in the eyes, and people with eyes are jealous and deliberately avoid it.The silent but unspeakable tacit understanding in the body language and movements, people without eyes can feel the world and atmosphere that outsiders cannot enter.

Belongs to two people.belong only to each other.

They really are... that kind of relationship.

Fatty Wu, the blue wolf, came to the conclusion after observing for many days.

Having reached this conclusion, they went to another person.This man became the catalyst for this deadly game.

Also became, the executioner who almost destroyed everything.

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Lin Xi has been very happy these few days, and of course he is very happy to be with the captain.But he was about to be unhappy.

When he decided to give the captain something to eat.

Ye Qiao is very uncomfortable these few days, he is really not used to Lin Xi now.He missed a certain time, a certain place, a certain soldier who looked at him with tears in his eyes.

I remembered a certain sentence said by the company commander of this soldier: It's great to be with you.At that time, young and frivolous, happy time.

Young and frivolous, happy... time.

Not what it is now.This, we don't know if we are acting, we don't know if we can live, we don't know if there is tomorrow.

Yes, today.

In the evening, they decided to have a candlelight dinner.Ye Qiao suggested that today is a special day.

This meal was very unromantic, Lin Xi has never been a romantic person.Ye Qiao, he just used an introduction to get himself drunk.

In the restaurant, Ye Qiao was drunk on the table and had no image, muttering to Lin Xi: "Tell me, am I wrong?"

"No."

"Your answer... is really concise and to the point." The soldier's response, to him, was pitifully small every time.

"I... don't know what to say." Indeed, that was your past, the matter between you, what can I say.Besides, I'm going to disobey orders again.

"I told you not to know what to say?" Ye Qiao's mood was a little unstable today, and he suddenly thought that this person had the same attitude before he wrote down a pawn in his notebook.

Alienated rather than approached.

"No, I'll just keep talking." That strange answer made Ye Qiao seem to have returned to that time. He thought, did he really do something wrong?

right.

So he stopped waiting for an answer, and leaned his head against the wall next to the table in a daze.

You can relax a little because you have a back that you absolutely trust.today.

So he was so drunk, he didn't realize that this back stared at him for a long time, the deep-rooted things in his eyes gradually surfaced, and the tears turned into two lines of thin lines bit by bit, outlining deep and shallow grays on his face.Finally, he cried and carried him back to the suite attached to the hotel.

crying.

The captain ate and ate.On this day, it will be very painful.He made the captain even more painful.

On this day of a certain year, the captain got divorced.

After that, it will be very angry.He disobeyed the order again.

He can't just be his soldier, in order not to let the captain fall, he must do everything he can.

One week, at most.

Now, it's day six.

That kind of stuff drives people crazy.

Ye Qiao's madness is terrifying, so here, not at the base, his captain completely dominated him again.

It was unlike any fight he had ever fought before, and he couldn't resist or fight back in any way he knew how.

He is not a masochist, he will die and come back to life again and again in pain.But for a belief that is more important than life, he is willing.

Willingly.

That person was unconscious, the strings of reason were broken, and the things suppressed at the deepest level finally broke through all the obstacles and shackles, and were released... When Xu Sanduo whispered those three words in his ear, all the negative things were leaving. He went away, and found that all the pain turned into wisps of smoke and dust, drifting away.

Such an indescribable feeling let him know that, a long time ago...

He himself didn't realize how long 'a long time ago', his captain had been, deeply, rooted in his heart, the bottom of his heart.

So all of this is worth it.

Already enough.

however--

After all, Ye Qiao was Ye Qiao, halfway through, she woke up early.However, he did not choose to stop.

The broken mind after waking up must confirm what this soldier is hiding from him.

He watched him 'grow up'.The first meeting, the home visit half a year later, the devil's selection, came to him.Brutal training, NBC drills, the first murder... learn to face the reality and carry the dilapidated home.The accident of the big exercise, the life and death again and again after recovering from the injury... I grew up little by little.

Ye Qiao knew him well enough, so he suddenly understood at this moment - if this soldier could use all means to force him to hurt him again and again.It can only be explained that this reason is a bit big.

big enough to threaten the entire country.

Therefore, Ye Qiao chose to do as he wished.Lin Xi chose A who used everything to the extreme.

I said I won't hurt you, not even die.However, I am your captain now.

I broke my promise.

Sorry, it's over.In order not to have that consequence, I can only choose between that reason and hurting you, and I chose the latter.Because, ruined is not dead after all.

As long as you live, you will get better one day.In this way, we can live well in the days when I am not around.

After this time, how long will you...

After all, Lin Xi was still too immature, and when she finally lost consciousness, she didn't realize that Ye Qiao was already awake.Soberly chose to protect him with extreme cruelty.

After all, Ye Qiao loved her too much, and in the end, among a series of complex emotions mixed with pain, she only ignored the strange feeling in her own body that was difficult to understand.